CH 36

Chapter 36 *R18

I never thought that I'd fall in love. I didn't really realize it until just recently. How long has it been going on?

Camilla told me that if it's an expression of love to keep Luca's semen in my womb, then I've been in love with him since even before he confessed.

No, wasn't it too fast? I wasn’t accustomed to being embraced back then, and I think I was just confused. Still, Luca's mana was comfortable and warm. So the idea of scrapping it out just didn't cross my mind.

However, little by little, I found myself accepting him more and more. The idea of two men walking hand in hand had been embarrassing at first, but lately, it just seemed normal to me. Hugging and kissing in public seemed normal now too.

As for sex, I was now very happy that Luca wanted to embrace me. I felt even happier when my body made him feel good.

I began to love him more and more. He was strong enough to protect me, and he’d nursed me through his tears. I loved Luca so much for trying so hard for me.

I was so overwhelmed with these feelings that the words spilled out unconsciously.

After thinking about it for some time, I was finally able to calm down a bit. I timidly looked back at Luca. When our eyes met, he smiled softly at me.

I could feel his love, and it made my heart throb. Perhaps it was because I was now aware that I was in love with him, but he appeared more handsome than usual. It caused my cheeks to heat up once more.

"Your bashfulness is very cute. I love you."

The way that Luca smiled happily and pressed his lips to my forehead and cheeks made me feel happy. I didn't care how long it had been. I liked Luca.

I finally realized that I liked him. So, as a man, I had to make a decision.

"That... Luca. I said those words unconsciously. It wasn't my intention to say it like that. So please, wait a moment."

I still couldn't shake off my overwhelming sense of embarrassment, but nevertheless, I looked back into Luca's blue eyes. He raised his eyebrows a little but nodded.

Suppressing my agitation, I sat up. I turned away from Luca, who was staring at me, and hurriedly took off my pyjamas. After stripping completely naked, I faced him again.

If possible, I wanted to put on some nice clothes and to look good for this. However, the flow and momentum of a situation were also important, so I had no choice but to give up on that thought. In the first place, I wouldn’t be able to wear protective gear for a while, and I didn't have the presence of mind to choose my own clothes.

As Luca blinked curiously at what I was doing, I took his hands and wrapped them tightly around me. Okay, I'm going to say it.

"...Luca, I—"

"W-Wait, wait!"

I was going to confess my feelings, but I was stopped. W-Why?

I was almost shocked when he even pulled his hands away, but then Luca hurriedly took off his pyjamas. Come to think of it, he was also wearing pyjamas. I hadn't been paying attention to what he was wearing.

As I waited, Luca also stripped naked. After that, he pulled me closer to him. He leaned back against the cushion, sat me on top of him, and then moved to hug my waist.

"I'm sorry I interrupted you. It's okay now. Please repeat what you were saying."

He was asking me to confess in this position. Our chests and stomachs were touching, and our legs were intertwined. Of course, our penises were also touching each other, which nearly made me shiver with pleasure. Also, Luca's face was unusually close to mine. It was embarrassing, but...

"—I like you, Luca."

"Yeah~ I love you too, Zagan."

When I confessed this time, Luca gave me a sweet smile that made my heart melt. I couldn’t help but feel embarrassed, and my heart was pounding furiously, but I was also very happy.

As I stared into his beautiful eyes and tried to suppress my joy, he caressed my head. Luca pulled me close to him and kissed me as I closed my eyes. His lips were soft and warm. Just touching them felt good.

I wanted to feel even better, so I parted my lips for him. As soon as I did, Luca's tongue entered. Our tongues intertwined, making me shiver from the pleasure.

"Fu, ah... mmm... aah..."

As I slowly savoured the kiss, Luca's hand trailed down from my head to my back. His hand caressed me and continued to travel down to my ass. Then he started to rub his fingers on my hole. It felt like he was spreading the sides and stretching me open with his index and ring fingers, while his middle finger was teasing the entrance.

Finally, said finger slipped inside till it reached my prostate.

"Ah, ngh~...Luca...? You haven’t... licked it, though..."

"Hmm? What's wrong, Zagan?"

"Y-Your finger, is not wet... yet it's, inside..."

"Oh, yeah, it's pretty deep in there. It's because your hole has been sucking on my dick every day for almost two weeks. That's why it loosens up now at the slightest touch. Fufu, how cute~"

"T-That's... ngh... aah..."

I was embarrassed that my body had become so slutty without me knowing, but I was distracted from my thoughts by the soothing stimulation on my prostate. Luca didn't move it too roughly because I wasn't wet, and only focused on pressing his finger softly against it.

As I was shivering on top of Luca, immersing myself in this lazy pleasure, he kissed me on the cheek. He kissed me over and over. Eventually, he pulled his finger out, which caused my insides to tingle wistfully. If possible, I wanted Luca to go even deeper.

As I squirmed, he supported my hips and lowered me from on top of him. I lay down and let Luca cover me. Now, our earlier positions were reversed.

"I'm so happy that you confessed to me, Zagan. Thank you. In return, I'll make you feel really good."

After kissing me lightly on the lips, he worked his way down my nape and to my collarbone. He took my right hand and gently kissed the tips of my fingers. I shivered slightly from the ticklish sensation as his lips trailed down to the back of my hand, palm, wrist, arm, and shoulder.

He took my left hand as well and repeated those heated touches.

Once he was done with my arms, he moved to my feet, from my toes to my ankles, shins, and thighs.

Slowly and carefully, he touched me all over, as if to confirm my existence. That was how he loved me.

As I trembled and watched at Luca, our eyes met. He smiled blissfully and whispered, "I love you," and then sucked hard on my inner thigh, creating a hickey. My legs jerked, making him chuckle.

"Ngh... Luca. Me too... I want to-uh... touch you... too-aah..."

I didn’t want to be the only one who was feeling good. I wanted Luca to feel good too. However, he held my penis, which caused me to break off. My body was trembling with pleasure, and I couldn’t even move my hands the way I wished.

I could feel my penis being thoroughly massaged, and even as he did that, he was also playing with my nipples. My body twisted and writhed as they were kneaded.

"Fuaah... aah... ngh..."

"Your nipples are so cute. With just a slight touch, they perk up right away. Plus, they feel so good. At first, you didn't feel much from them, but now you do. Fufu, it’s all because of me~"

Luca kissed my nipples. Then, he started licking one of them with his tongue, rolling it around. The way he played with them felt so good. I could feel the mana from his saliva, which further heightened my pleasure.

He gave the same treatment to my other nipple. My body tensed and jerked. I was a little scared that I would come just from having my nipples stimulated. My penis was now fully erect, and my anus was tingling. I felt such a painful longing in my empty ass that I couldn't help but sway my hips.

"Aah... ngh... haa... Luca... lower..."

"Do you want me to touch your naughty ass-pussy?"

"Ngh, touch...I want you, to put your, penis deep inside me."

I nodded my head and urged him on. Then Luca immediately looked up. He smiled, looking overjoyed.

"Yes. I'm going to fill you up all the way. Just a second."

Luca licked his fingers and positioned them towards my ass. Just feeling his saliva on my rim was enough to make me feel good as his mana started permeating me. Finally, a finger entered and stirred at my walls to open them. My hips quivered as he also pressed on my prostate.

"Aah... ngh... haa... mmm."

"Fufu, your ass-pussy feels so good. Your hips are swaying, and your cute little cock is quivering. I'm just playing with it a bit, and it's gradually getting wetter. Your ass-pussy is responding to my magical energy and getting all wet. So cute~"

It certainly felt good, and I could hear the squelching sound coming from my insides. I think my insides were oozing with fluid because I wanted Luca's penis.

However, even though that was true, hearing Luca point it out made me feel embarrassed, and my cheeks flushed. The fact that Luca was staring at me so intently made it even more embarrassing.

He added another finger and began to rub my insides. He stimulated my walls so much that my hips involuntarily jerked. The pleasure almost made me want to cry. My prostate was also being teased, which caused my hips to tense and lift.

It seemed to me that I was feeling it more easily than before. ...I think it might have been because I was fucked a lot while I was unconscious.

He kept on hitting my prostate, which was particularly sensitive. It felt so good that my vision blurred with tears. I couldn't help but gasp as pleasure rushed from my core. It felt so good that it made me feel light-headed.

"Haa... Luca, ah, mmm... I'm, I'm..."

"Yeah, you're all debauched and wet. You're finally ready, I believe. Hey, Zagan, can I go in? Can you hold onto your legs and open your naughty ass-pussy for me?"

He whispered softly as he continued to stimulate my insides, encouraging me. I couldn't do anything except nod my head in desperation.

I needed it fast. Otherwise, I would cum. I didn't want to find my release before Luca could enter me. I wanted to cum while properly feeling him inside me.

He pulled his fingers out, but I felt like my anus was still agape. I was gasping for air. I wondered if this was because I had been fucked by Luca every day.

Although it couldn't be helped, I felt a pang of shame as my body had become so lewd without my knowledge. However, Luca was looking down at this lewd me with flushed cheeks and an aroused expression. His glossy blue eyes were so beautiful that my heart fluttered.

I lifted the back of my knees and bared my ass to Luca. He was watching me. I was embarrassed, yet I also felt happy that I was turning him on.

"Ngh... Luca, hurry up."

"My lovely Zagan. You've done so well. I'll put it right in."

Luca held my thighs, and his big, hot penis plunged into me. It felt so good that I practically gobbled up the tip. In, I want it in already.

"Ahh... ngh-haa... ah... uh..."

With a small pop, his penis breached my sphincter. It continued to bury itself a little deeper and spread my walls open. It felt so good that my hips trembled.

"Haa, ah... mmm... ugh—"

"Haa... Zagan, ngh..."

"Ah, ah...♡ ...♡"

He slowly and completely filled me with a deep thrust, and the pressure I felt from having his penis buried in me felt inexplicably good, making me tighten up a lot. Inside me, Luca's penis was throbbing. It felt good— it felt so good. I like it— I like it. I like Luca.

"Haa, you're so lewd. And you're so tight. Ngh... It feels so good inside you, Zagan. Does it feel good?"

"Ngh...♡, ah— ngh...♡"

I wanted to reply that it did feel good, but my lips only moved wordlessly; I couldn't express any coherent statement. I was on the verge of my climax, and I couldn't stop it. I was overwhelmed. Tears trickled down my face.

It felt so good to be connected with Luca. I was also incredibly happy to feel Luca inside me. To be embraced by him...

"Your eyes are so beautifully teary, too. So cute. You are so cute when you cum a lot. Though your magical power hasn't recovered yet, so the hearts aren't coming out. But I can tell that you're enjoying it, Zagan."

"...ngh, ah... ahh...♡"

As I nodded in admiration, he stroked my head and placed his palm on my cheek. Then he kissed me on the corner of my eye.

"Even while we're having sex, you're looking at me. I'm so happy. ...I'm really, really glad."

"Mmm, ah... Luca, I like you."

"Fufu... Yeah. Me too, I love you."

He looked like he was about to cry, and I immediately wanted to comfort him. I somehow managed to get some words out. Then, Luca smiled and let out a single tear.

The sight of him was so beautiful that it made my chest tighten with tenderness. The feeling of being loved welled up in me over and over.

On impulse, I reached out and hugged Luca. Cheek to cheek, I could feel his tears. I patted his head, and he embraced me tightly, burying his face in my shoulder as if he wanted to be pampered.

So cute. Luca always called me cute, but today he was incredibly cute.

I wanted to see more of his cuteness, so I tensed up to put more pressure on my lower abdomen and hips to excite his penis in my ass. Then, a hot exhale escaped from Luca. He looked so adorable. But I also felt it, and my hips were shaking.

"Ngh... Zagan, can I move now?"

Luca looked up at me and asked anxiously. So I nodded, to which he smiled happily.

"You used to be aloof and sometimes reluctant, but now you are accepting it with open arms."

That may have been the case. I think I used to be confused about how I felt about having sex with Luca. My shame had often outweighed my pleasure. I was afraid that I would get used to being fucked and become a slut, even though I was a man.

However, Luca was happy whenever I felt pleasure—that he was the one who had turned my body into this.

"...Yeah, if you like my lewd self, Luca, then there is no need to reject it..."

"Of course, I love you. Fufu, let's enjoy ourselves together, yeah?"

Slowly his hips began to move. I felt his penis pull out a little, spreading the pleasure just as it left my colon. I shuddered, and then he buried himself in me again, scrambling my insides. Then he pulled his hips back again, causing my anus to clench tightly.

"Ah...haa...uh...ngh..."

"Ugh...Zagan, you're so tight...Haa, feels so good."

Luca was enjoying it, and it felt incredibly good to me too. I felt like I was about to reach my limit, and my body started to tense, especially when he teased me from behind. It felt good. It felt really good.

"Haa, Zagan... ngh... mmm..."

"Ah, aah... Luca... ugh... haa..."

Not only did it feel good when he plunged into my deepest parts, but it also felt wonderful to have my anus spread wide open and have my walls rubbed. Every time he drilled into my core, my hips would buckle from the stimulation to my insides.

I was so overwhelmed by these sensations that I felt myself tightening around his penis, but it still gouged even further into my ass as if to kiss the back of my colon. The pleasure overflowed. It felt too good. Oh no, not again, I'm, I'm...

"Ah, ahh, ah... Ngh—♡!"

I climaxed and clamped down on Luca's penis with a gasp. It felt good. It felt incredibly good. The pleasure rushing through my entire body made me quiver all over, from the top of my head to the tips of my toes.

"Nghhhh... aah, haa...—♡"

"Ah... ah, haa... amazing, so tight... mmm... ngh—"

Luca moaned and ejaculated as his penis was buried deep inside me. His hot semen flowed out like a torrent. As soon as that happened, Luca's magical energy rushed throughout my whole body. I was overcome by an intense feeling of pleasure. It was hot; it felt good. My vision flickered, and I felt lightheaded.

"Aah, ah... ngh—♡ —♡"

I tried to relax my lower abdomen to stop myself from trembling, but I could still feel the size of his penis in my core, and I couldn't help but clench on it.

Moreover, even though he was in the midst of cumming, he kept thrusting slowly. I could not stop myself from shaking from the sensation of the mana that was being released as it coated my walls. I wanted to come again.

"Ah... mmm... ngh, ah—♡"

"Un, Zagan, you're so cute. See, you're getting all mushy with my seed, becoming more and more mine."

"Ah... I'm already, yours... ah..."

"...yeah, that's right. Every inch of you is mine. Fufu, only mine. My Zagan."

His forehead pressed against mine and he replied happily. When Luca was happy, it made me feel happy too. It filled me with love.

"I like you, Luca."

When I expressed my overflowing feelings, Luca nodded happily and gave me a sweet kiss.
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