Chapter 119 SS: A Blue Hair's Worries

[Courtney POV]

"Charles..."

Waking up on top of him, I couldn't help but mutter his name. On his side, there were two other women. I rubbed my body against him to get the feel of the warmth that he emanated. This experience was something I would've never felt if I wasn't with him.

When I first met him, I knew that he had a woman. He had sex with Nene right before me, but I thought I would be the second person by his side.

I won't lie to myself and say I wasn't jealous. Polygamy wasn't rare for anyone, but sometimes I wanted to be loved alone. The jealousy within me didn't last long, as my bond with his lover increased.

He also managed to spend time with us equally. Sometimes I felt lonely, but at least he made me feel warm when I needed it the most.

Having enough feeling of Charles's body, I looked at the two other girls sleeping next to him, Nene and Reina. Even if I was new to this group, I felt a bit lacking compared to the rest.

Nene's boldness and bluntness made it easier for her to convey what she wanted. She uses that to soften Charles up.

As for Reina, she is quick-witted. You wouldn't know it at first glance, but Reina was always there to help when Charles was stumped in something.

Then we have Rose. Her body is so unfair! If she wanted to, she could seduce Charles whenever she wanted.

What was so special about me? Charles told me I was cute, but I didn't want to be just cute. Throwing an inner tantrum, I accidentally woke Charles up.

"Courtney..?"

Watching him wake him made my heart beat faster. When he was fully awake, he was less cute. But the tired him had a different feel about him.

"Good morning."

I quietly said, not wanting to wake up the other two. With him awake, I kissed him on the lips. Even if this was becoming a common act, I still feel nervous about it.

"Morning."

He replied, staring into my eyes. I felt him glancing down at my chest with me on top of him. His needlessly large rod had risen between my thighs.

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What happened..? I woke up in my room alone... Remembering what had happened, I couldn't help but sigh.

After waking up, we went to my room and did the deed. Checking my body, Charles had already washed me up.

Sometimes I don't think Charles is human at all. How could one man have that much stamina and lust at the same time? I bet if he did it with the entire house, he would be standing as if nothing had happened.

Getting dressed up and going to the main living room, I saw Charles alone, watching on his futuristic television.

"Where is everyone?"

It was unusual for him to be alone. This was a rare chance for me to spend my time alone.

"I fucked them all. Now they're asleep."

"..."

I felt like I shouldn't have asked him that. Sometimes he was just unbelievable. With his lap free, I sat on top of it with my face toward him. His face was now close to mine. I hadn't thought it through once I got close to him.

"Is something bothering you?"

"???"

"You have an obvious tell. You may know it, but you're very expressive."

It made me happy that he was watching me closely. In times like these, I wish Charles would fawn over me, but he wasn't the type of person to do that.

"Do you ever feel that you're not worthy enough?"

"Not anymore."

That was something I never would've expected from him. I thought Charles would've given me a direct no.

"I haven't told you this, but I was worse than some nobody three months ago."

Charles and I have only known each other for a while. I didn't know much about his past. Even if he tried to hide it, I could feel a bit of resentment coming out of him.

"Born from an abusive father and a neglective mother. You can guess the outcome of my childhood."

So he did have a bad childhood. His cold and rough personality stemmed from nothing. I thought his parents were no one alive or were just in a different area.

"Before I had my system, I was labeled as trash. Expectations toward you would be lowered if you were born out of trash."

"Anyways, with my skill alone, I turned my helpless situation into this."

I could now see why he would answer like that. While there was resentment toward his parents, he has his resolve. Jeez... My face turned red, and his charm hit my heart strongly. Sometimes he's so cool...

"And by what you asked, are you worried about your worth?"

His words struck my mind. Am I that easy to read? It kind of hurts when he says that so bluntly. I nodded, saying what he just said was true.

"Courtney. You're too much of a worrywart. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't have offered you to become mine."

Words couldn't come out of my mouth. I was too flustered by his words. His face closed in on me, and he gave me an aggressive kiss. I could hear my heartbeat needlessly fast.

"Why don't I show you that you're mine?"

Charles took me to my room for the second time. I didn't realize I had been tricked, but he was smooth about it.

For the whole day, he roughened me up without giving me any time to rest. I could feel his love. Maybe there was too much love...

It would seem that I was worried about this way too much. And by the end of it, my body was unable to move. My waist, lips, and chest had been played for too long. With how rich Charles is, I was fully healed the next day.