CH 27

I opened my mouth to say, "Well, I have this thing called sexual desire."

".....sexual desire?"

Katherine asks, still jerking my meat.

*fap fap* *rub rub*

--Ahhh, that feels good "Yes. It's a feeling of wanting to engage in sexual acts with a woman."

This is not exactly true, but to Katherine, a native of this world it would be easier to explain it this way. "and of course, I have my preferences......."

"I see. So, according to Master's reaction, I am to your liking."

"Yes, yes, ......."

How embarrassing it is to say to someone face to face that I want to have sex with while having my cock fondled and groped by a skilled hand. In addition, my arousal and desire to have sex with her seems to convey to her through the swelling of my manhood.

".................."

"Did I make you uncomfortable?"

"No, but rather, for some reason, my heart rate seems to be increasing."

As if to prove this, Katherine's cheeks seemed to be blushing slightly.

That Katherine is blushing!!

"------"

"Thank you very much for sharing this with me, Master"

And with that, she slipped her hand away from my cock, giving it one last stroke. The luscious sensation she had been giving me was gone, and I felt lonely as I stood there trembling.

The cold, beautiful brown eyes stared at me in her birthday suit.

*Stare*

And then, Katherine looked away and bowed her head. Even in her naked, unclothed form, without her maid uniform, she had a first-class manner, polite and elegant.

I would like to deeply apologize for my rudeness in questioning Master. so, I am prepared to accept any kind of punishment if my Master sees fit I will not resist in any way, even if it is torture or humiliation by sexual intercourse.

Although I was tempted to it, I decided to control it with all the dignity I could muster. My cock was still hard as a rock!

"No, I don't blame you. No, I don't blame you. You came to me - because you care about me or rather, Charlotte, right"

"Yes" - as I thought.

"So? Did you get anything out of it?"

It will be perfect if you can proof me with something like a service to relieve my siffness I am inright now. I has a lot of expectations from her.

"Yes" ------!　I stifled with excitement.

"Would you like to try?"

"-----Well then, if you don't mind......"

And then she began to speak from her graceful lips.

"Master loves the Madam. However, when Master learned the sexual arts and developed a sexual desire, he began to feel the urge to use his sexual arts on people other than his beloved. Also, he will get an erection when aroused. It seems that the sexual desire is also enhanced by touching."

"That's right."

Although the information given was not much, the fact that it was presented in a straightforward manner gave me a strange feeling, as if I was being told the results of an experiment instead of embarrassing thing.

Besides, why so descriptive.

But with the maid's calm and composed speech, I could only listen.

"And it seems that the Master is restraining his desire. The reason for this is so that the Madam doesn't feel sad when her husband directs his sexual desire to other women. As for Madam, she wants her husband to behave as he pleases. But if she sees her husband doing that to other women, even if they're just commoners, she will probably feel sad."

"Do you think so too, Katherine?"

"Yes" the maid answered immediately.

"in that case--"

My decision was quick, too. I decided that there was no point in trying to balance the odds.

"I will no longer accept the right of first night. I have a few relationships with my subjects. but if it for her so be it."

The person I want to protect the most right now is Charlotte.

Even if I just allowed the maid to shimmy my cock, and now I'm still alone with her, naked. but that's not the point, it's about what, when, where, who that makes my cock stand strong. 

But that's what I really think.

You see, Kathering just saw right through me.

The mind and the body react differently.

However, Katherine shook her head.

"Please don't do that. Madam will be more saddened by that. And, as far as I understand, what Master is worried about is Emily. There are other <D children> as well..... Once Madam are aware about Master's sexual desire for other women and  becomes acquainted with them, she might also feel something about them too"

"Oh, that's right. Katherine is intelligent and helpful." --It's scary, to be honest. But... "I've been having a lot of trouble putting my feelings into words. If you could put them, it would help me to collect my thoughts."

"Thank you for your kind words, Master."

Katherine bowed to me politely, elegantly, and gracefully.

She has a keen eye for observation, insight that makes her a first-rate maid, and at the same time, I have to admit that I shudder to think that I can't hide anything from her, but when I think of her as an ally, I can count on her.

Moreover, the fact that what I was thinking had a high probability of becoming a real concern was also backed up by her not denying it.

I wanted hide in the ground at the fact that the 《D Children》 had somehow been made official,  I couldn't deny that the name is not officially recognized by me at this point, but that was not the main topic, and there was no reason for me to throw a tantrum.

--Hah, Grandpa Randolph.

I've decided to move on.

" So, I'm embarrassed to ask, but do you have a better idea Katherine?"

"That's nothing to be ashamed of, in my opinion."

Her eyes stared straight at me. Although her face was almost expressionless, there seemed to be a certain " heat" to it.

"As you may have noticed, as the Madam's maid, I have been investigating the daily affairs of Master. With Randolph's presence, there was no problem of something being exposed, but - with all due respect - it seemed to me that there was probably very little information that you, as a noble and a lord, needed to keep hidden."

"I won't deny it. And since it's true, I don't think it's rude."

"Thank you, Master. However, as is still the case today, even though the Master is a nobleman and a lord, he treats commoners well regardless of their status. I was reminded of this today when I saw the Master walking around the estate with the Madam. And Master asks for opinions even from maid like me."

"That's natural. It's a problem I couldn't have solved on my own, and besides, it was Charlotte, not me."

"Yes, I know," the maid said, lowering her head gracefully.

I am -- sincerely glad that Charlotte has found a husband. I hope you will continue to take care of Charlotte-sama. If it is for the happiness of the two of you,  I will do everything that I am allowed to do so in my position as a maid. So--"

She looked at the pillar of the changing room.

No way...

No, it was more like I was stupid for not noticing it.

I wondered what Katherine had come to me for and why she had put it all together in such a weird, descriptive way. It was for her to hear, of course.

"That's what he said, My lady."

I noticed that Charlotte was staring at me from the side of a pillar in the changing room with a moist emerald eyes.

"Desmond ...... you think so much of me......."

I felt a shiver run down my spine.

"I am truly sorry for deceiving you, Master. I will take whatever punishment you gave me."

"No, no, it was I who gave Katherine permission. If I want to punish someone, I should direct to ......."

Charlotte, I must admit, I can't help but feel that you have an ulterior motive.

Of course, I was aware of the fact that this was not the right mood to tell her.

"Because I caused Desmond-sama unnecessary worry ...... because you was so concerned and worried about me, and I was so carefree ...... with Maia and Emily.

"Wait, wait!　Charlotte, please don't cry!　--I didn't mean to ......".

"I understand, I'm sorry."

She said, but Charlotte's shoulders slumped and she looked dejected.

I didn't want to see that look on her face. And it should have been me who was to blame.

Without much thought, I had accepted the right to the first night with the excuse of sympathy and the difference in position between a noble and a commoner, But as I thought about the future, my feelings for her and her feelings for me clashed with each other.

In the past, I thought we just wanted to love each other, and we were trying to love each other, despite putting our feelings into words, why do we feel so distant even though we are so close?

It is only now, when we are really to be in love, that we realize the distance between us that cannot be closed. Why is it so difficult to simply love each other?

".......Desmond"

".......Charlotte"

We were now facing each other with our naked bodies.

Since we had come to the bathhouse, Charlotte was now in her birth day suit.

We had nothing to hide from each other, our bodies had intertwined several times, and yet there was nothing more we could connect.

What should I do?

"I have a plan."

When we were wandering about how, The usual indifferent voice came to us.

We, naked, turned our heads towards her, who was also naked.

The maid, for the sake of the happiness of her master and lady, said her plan, still without emotion.