1309 Hands and Muscles Part 1

"Thats a given. I was asking if youre having fun." Kamila said.

"Oh, yes. When we do good, he brings us to the Hot Pot for the night. Its a wonderful place to spend some time before bed." Aran said with a joy that stung at her heart.

"Wait, arent you staying there all the time? I choose this place exactly because it has a nice inn nearby. Are you telling me that eating something other than bushmeat and sleeping in a bed is your brothers idea of fun?" Kamilas shocked question received even more shocking nods as an answer.

"It saves some money and lets the kids immerse themselves in nature. They learned a lot of valuable life lessons here." Lith said, hoping to mitigate the incoming storm yet only managing to make it worse.

"Dont worry, kids, training is over. Your parents will only return in a few days and until then, Ill keep you company and make sure your vacation finally begins. Well go to the Hot Pot to let you clean yourselves before lunch and then well go straight to Xaanx."

Seeing the children put everything back in their backpacks and cleaning the place from any trace of their passage instead of jumping with joy or asking for sweets made her heart bleed.

"Are you trying to turn them into soldiers or what?" Kamila kept her voice low so that the kids wouldnt overhear them arguing.

"Im turning them into responsible mages." Lith crossed his arms and didnt flinch at her accusation.

"For the gods sake, theyre five years old!" Suddenly she knew how Orion felt whenever Jirni tried to implement her "educational" methods. "Responsibility is for the grown-ups, kids should just have fun. You-"

Suddenly, Kamila remembered that Lith had never been a kid. Be it on Mogar or Earth, fun was a luxury he had never been able to afford. Even her shitty parents had given her a carefree life until she had come of age whereas Liths had been one of duty.

I cant believe that no one ever worried about how much he has missed nor that it took me so long to realize why hes so weird sometimes. She thought.

"Gods, Im so sorry you had to go through so much." Neither Kamilas words nor the sudden tender embrace she gave him made any sense to Lith, yet he was glad seeing that she wasnt angry at him anymore. "I promise that Ill teach you how to have fun."

"I know how to have fun."

"I mean outside the bedroom." She clicked her tongue in reply to his l.u.s.tful gaze.

"Then I know nothing of it." Lith shrugged.

After returning to the Hot Pot, Kamila booked their best room, planning to use it just to make the children take a bath before lunch and then leave, yet they had other plans. Without the worry of the afternoon training session, they ate to their heart content and soon became too drowsy to even stand.

"You worked them to the bone, didnt you?" Kamila said while tucking them into their beds.

"Study and repetition are the only way to learn magic." Lith replied while slipping into something more comfortable.

"No way." She said the moment she stepped inside the room, crushing his hopes. "Im not doing anything more improper than a hug with two children sleeping next door."

"I can Hush us."

"So that they can sneak up on us? Thanks, but no thanks. Besides, after being away for so long, Id like to talk a bit. I missed more than your body, you know?" Kamila shapeshifted her uniform into a loose pajamas that usually killed Liths libido.

"You look hot in that thing. Is it new?"

"No, its an old ugly rag that makes me look like I wear a sackcloth. Now tell me how youve been." She snuggled on his c.h.e.s.t, making her intentions clear.

"Fine. Whenever the kids didnt need me, Ive worked on my violet core-"

The door suddenly opened, making Lith inwardly thank Kamila for keeping his hands away from the danger zone.

"Can I sleep with you? I feel lonely." Leria said while clenching her stuffed rabbit and looking at them with her big hazel eyes. She missed her parents dearly and they were the next best thing.

"Leria, youre old enough to sleep-"

"Of course you can." Kamila cut Lith short and pulled the blankets beside her.

Leria rushed to the bed, quickly followed by Aran who was just a step behind. The kids snuggled on them and fell asleep almost immediately.

"Goodnight, Mom." Leria was so drowsy and happy that she mistook Kamilas hand that was c.a.r.e.s.sing her head for Renas.

"Poor children." Kamila Hushed their ears while she watched Arans small body clinging to Lith in search of reassurance. "Thats what makes you a monster, not your Abomination side. Dont you remember how good it felt sleeping with your parents?"

"Except that as a newborn, I never did." Lith replied while c.a.r.e.s.sing his little brothers hair, who only clung tighter to his c.h.e.s.t in the sleep.

"Never?" Suddenly, the vice squeezing her heart had doubled its violence.

"Never. Orpal was already jealous enough as things were and whenever Tistas illness worsened, my parents had her sleeping with them to check her condition. I couldnt take away the little privacy they had." Liths words were a half-lie and the truth was much worse.

Back then, on Mogar, he didnt trust Raaz enough to want his company. He was still too scarred by the memories of his first beating as Derek McCoy when as a small kid he had disturbed his parents sleep.

"Stop crushing my heart, you monster." Kamilas quivering voice didnt match her words. Her eyes were veiled with tears as she gently pushed Liths head on her bosom, hoping it would make up for even a shred of what he had lost.

"Im sorry, I didnt mean to make you cry."

"Dont you dare to apologize. You didnt do anything wrong." Kamila sniffled and so did Solus.

She knew all of Liths lives like the back of his hand, yet she also considered him akin to a monolithic giant of indomitable will. Solus had always tried to treat his damaged soul as a whole, missing the importance of details like those Kamila had just discovered.

"What were you saying about your violet core?" Over the years together, Kamila had learned that the only way to break through the seemingly indestructible armor surrounding Liths heart was to let him speak freely.

Only then would he chink the armor from the inside and slowly open up.

"That Ive got no clue how to breakthrough." He sighed in relief as her c.a.r.e.s.ses soothed his frustration. "Based on what I know, to go from blue to violet, I need to learn how to cast spells with my body.

"Im pretty sure that the vortexes that appeared in my mana flow after I reached the bright blue level are a key element, but Ive yet to understand how."

"How can you be dumb enough to consider self-harming as part of your training?" It sounded like a scolding, but her voice was worried and she kissed the top of his head.