Chapter 119 - Send Austin

The feelings were mixed. There was no way to define what exactly she wishes to do. Moreover, with time, it was making things twist with the present time. 

Twin- Do you, Jen? We can send someone..to your state who can help get out of Mr. Johnson's clutches...

Tim- Wait! Don't. I mean, is there any chance by which we can easily destroy Lucas and his control? Or know why he wishes to know about me so eagerly? 

Jennifer just can't take any decision in hurriedness. In the end, Lucas is behind her and Javier wishes to not see her get married to anyone... Wait! Doesn't Javier also have his fiance? Emily? 

At the same time, she was stuck. Why is she feeling something for someone else's man? Even though they aren't practically engaged but will be one day, and she is his named fiance.

Both families are involved then how can she make an entry between them? Does her stay in this state make any sense? 

She would end up being mistress, that Shirley is. Moreover, how can she determine that Javier has the same feelings for her?

'One time he acts so differently and another time, he is like the sweetest guy in the world.' 

Jennifer can't make a decision. She can't end up on one and do something in any rush to get out of this place.

But at the same time, she has contacted her people after so long, it might be her last chance if she wishes to have their help...

All the possibilities were revoked in her mind. If she stays and if she runs back. Who will benefit him and what will not? Will she end up being one of those...who have no home? And her parents? What will they think about her result!?

'Living abroad isn't that easy but do I have some other way around!?' Her face crumbled at the thought of leaving all behind.

Will Lucas give up on her? Won't he care about the same in near future? Or is he forcefully going to marry her?

She was the most outspoken and active person, until a few years back when she joined university and understood that being too good and not thinking about the future will make you come to the death bed.

Her people waited for her to type so that they can reply back too. Who knows if she will be able to talk with them anymore in the future or not.

Keeping a hard stone on her heart, Jennifer used her trembling fingers to answer back to them. 

Tim- Go ahead. Send…. Austin. 

Twin- Alright. He will be there in a few days, until then be safe. 

Tim- Remove the history so that no one can trace and stop… thinking of doing anything wrong with my kidnapper. He...is a good guy. 

Jennifer logged out of the site which she used and removed all the history and traces of her using the laptop.

On top of that, she removed the urge to try to contact her best friend, Hannah, without taking any risk, which wasn't what she wanted currently. 

Knowing who holds more power and can be a real help to her. Hannah will not be able to help her as much as her group and they can at least rely upon her message to Austin, she was pretty much sure that he will arrive here very soon. 

Resting her head back on the cushion, Jennifer faced the cleaning place. Her heart was a mess, a total ruined mess which she wishes to just take back. 

Moreover, with the passage of time, many things have changed so did her own mind and heart's situation.

She was in the deep sea where it was getting harder and harder day by day. What was she supposed to do now? Jennifer has no idea about that. 'I guess I will have to discuss the same with Javier once..' 

Because life seems dull in her way. She wished to do a job, but with her parent's restriction, she failed to do so and after her study, landed into marriage without living her dreams.

Afterward, here she is kidnapped but talking to Javier about life..seems possible. Looking forward to what he has in his mind. 

KNOCK!

The knock on the door brought Jennifer back to the base where her eyes widened and looked at the door. 'Thankfully if I hadn't closed the laptop before that time.... someone might have entered in.' 

With this, Jennifer kept it in its original position. She was pretty much sure that no one would be able to find out since she used a site that wasn't easily reachable by anyone. 

Wiping all the sweat on her face, came forward towards the door. Her hand held the doorknob and taking a deep breath, found the courage to finally open the door to find the butler standing here with respect and no expression on his face. 

"Yes? What happened?"

"I heard you screaming, though that something must be odd... is everything fine?" The butler asked out of respect and Jennifer nodded her head. "All is good. I just saw… a lizard outside the window.. Everything is fine otherwise." 

Making an excuse was easy since the person to whom she lied was Butler, not Javier himself. If in place of his was Javier, then making a lie would have been super difficult. Butler nodded his head and left it out saying anything further. 

When Jennifer saw his departure, a sigh escaped her lips. She was least interested to go down anymore and have a conversation with anyone until she clears her mind with Javier. 

'I surely need clarity about everything..otherwise living with him will be super hard.. At least learning about his relationship with his fiance won't be that bad..'

Because in the end, Jennifer has no wish to be the third party, where she will be cursed. If these foreign feelings needs to be put to rest, she should at least be informed first