Chapter 162 - Fear Of Losing

"No! What are you even saying!? 

An isstanrt answer came out of her mouth the moment she heard his comment.

A crystal clear shaken expression was written all over her face.

"Javier! I know I made a mistake but.. I never said anything like that, like if I want to leave your side!"

Jennifer to speak with the utmost confidence in her voice to keep a stand of her words but then, a scoff left his mouth

"You want to stay by my side? Then Why Jennifer? Why all the times I.. have to make you understand everything twice and in the end, you just go against what I ask you to not do. This isn't the first time too."

He was pretty much sure that this wasn't miss forced either.

Simple to say she has her own freedom but understanding the situation as well, this small reason was enough to take her life as well

A complicated look passed from her eyes, "As I told you... I have many reasons.."

"Really?" Javier lifted his hand and kept it against his chest, "Yes? I'm listening. Explain any, I should also be apprised of your explanations."

There was a smirk on his face which wasn't welcoming too.

How was she supposed to tell him on his face that she was worried about his life?

Since living with Lucas she had an idea about how horrible that man can be, it made her think twice about how will Javier would deal with that bastard.

Not only that but her instincts worked in the same manner like her curiousness already peaking over her brain.

With this, she forget the consequences and her entire aim was to witness what they exactly are planning, and was it beneficial too?

Merovee, how can she tell Javier that meeting Lucas alone, made her soul burn in the deeper sensation.

Breaking the silence, she replied back, confidently, "Will you even believe if say that I wanted to know what you guys are planning? Not only that, Javier, I know Lucas more than you. I'm aware of his mind and his attics. I understand him better. I..I..I didn't want you guys to be at any disadvantage…"

With each passing comment, her voice turns slower and slower but feasible enough to make Javier listen.

His stare was fierce, directed straight on her face, making her dig her nails deeper into her hand.

His fierce gaze will probably leave her shattered if he asks her anymore. 

"Jennifer…" contrary to what she was hopping, Javier let out a tired sigh.

Instead Of facing her anymore, he faced the river in front of them with closed eyes and tugging his hand into his pockets. "Y..You are... So.. idiot.." 

"I might be an idiot in your eyes and I know that I was wrong but it was to make sure that you and your family stay safe.." and I know how to use guns and fighting techniques a lot better than you and that fucking Lucas.

But she decided to keep the second line in her mind itself, not letting it slip out of her throat.

Rather, she was putting forward each word with utmost cautiousness.

Hearing her side, Javier was in a daze himself.

It confused him more. Earlier, he thought that this lady will not be bent on living with him anymore but in contrast, he received a negative answer. 

'She is at least keen on living with me here?' 

Adding to this, he thought about her and she openly confessed that all the risk she took was to protect his family from that bastard.

Although he got enough to brian to devise and knew how to protect himself and to avoid any unkind of position in her possessive behavior doubled his conflict 

She is too much stubborn for him to speak anything against.

He wanted to lash out his anger.

What made both of them even more surprised was, this conversation went out without any anger.

"If.. only.. you didn't do that.." Javier mumbled in between his breath to which Jennifer replied, "I did and.. now I'm fine."

Somehow, her answer did make his heart beat fast with her declaration.

'I didn't want something to happen to you and your family'- the line was enough to send hints that everything he did in the past was to focus her towards him.

Was he successfully getting towards the goal, the dream he always dream of? 

Staring at Javier's back, Jennifer had no idea how what exactly is going inside his brain.

But since she always thought he must still be furious, she spoke, "You are still angry but Javier... this was all to not have anything happen to you. You are the only one who is supporting me here as well as on that distant island..what am I supposed to do without your help? Your parents will eat me alive!" 

Without thinking about what she has said, Jennifer was bent on making him realize that her action might be really dangerous but was executed with good intention.

One part of her inner soul told her to act in this manner otherwise she won't have kept herself at risk just because of this.

"Jennifer. If by chance something had happened to you?" Javier spoke in a husky voice.

"Nothing happened to me, right? Why think of such a scenario already when everything is absolutely fine and going smoothly. You..have to understand..-" she was cut off in the middle when he answered, and asked with a lot of curiosity as if he didn't even need an answer from her side. 

"You are missing your family. Was this done to simply reduce the loneliness or the fear of losing me and not having anyone by your side?" 

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