CH 91

Han Cheng was stunned. The smile on his face disappeared in an instant and he looked at the person in front of him in shock and disbelief.

He guessed that Shen Qingshu was hiding something from him and realised that Shen Qingshu didn’t seem to want to be intimate with him. But he didn’t expect that Shen Qingshu would say such a thing.

“Why?” Han Cheng couldn’t understand, “Why do you suddenly want to terminate the relationship with me? Why are you suddenly resisting me? What did I do wrong? What did I do wrong? Why are you suddenly bringing this up?”

He looked at Shen Qingshu, who was quiet and sad and really couldn’t understand, “What are you hiding from me? Is there something you can’t tell me that made you directly want to break up ?!”

“I want to end it with you.” Shen Qingshu said calmly, “We can’t maintain this relationship for a lifetime, so we will separate and you will forget me sooner or later, right?”

“Then why now?” Han Cheng asked him.

“You didn’t want to end it with me before you left for filming. You didn’t want to end it when you called me to visit. Now that I’m here, you tell me you want to end it? It’s only been a few days. Shen Qingshu, don’t you have a suitable reason for me?”

Shen Qingshu looked at him. Of course he had a reason. There was no more suitable reason, but he couldn’t say it. If he said it, Han Cheng might not believe it.

So he can only change the reason. He took a deep breath and said to Han Cheng, “I want to fall in love.”

Han Cheng didn’t expect such a reason.

“You want to fall in love?”

“Yes.” Shen Qingshu said calmly, “I want to fall in love, but I can’t fall in love with others while maintaining such a relationship with you. It’s unfair to everyone, so I want to end our current relationship. “

“With whom?” Han Cheng asked him, and he guessed the answer almost instantly, “with Meng Zhi?”

“That’s right.”

Han Cheng sneered, and finally hung a smile on his face. However, the smile was ugly. He looked at the person in front of him, who continued to stand calmly.

“What do you like about him?” He asked, “how long have you known each other? Are you going to fall in love with him? Do you know him? Do you know what he is like? You can’t wait to leave me and be with him?”

“It’s because I don’t know, so I need to know more and get familiar with him slowly, right?”

“So what do you like about him?” Han Cheng wondered, “Tell me, where is he better than me, so that you can’t wait to jump into his arms?”

Shen Qingshu sighed, thinking that Han Cheng didn’t understand at all. “It’s not a question of whether he’s better than you. He’s not as good as you, in fact he’s not as good as you in any way. But I can’t be a gun friend with you all my life, I’ve always wanted to fall in love. Meng Zhi is a good choice. He doesn’t need to be better than you, he just needs to meet my standards and that’s enough for me. Do you understand?”

“I don’t understand!” Han Cheng angrily said, “how can I understand? A few days ago, you called and said you missed me and asked me to come over. Now you can’t wait to tell me that you want to end it with me and be with him. How can I understand? I don’t even know when you began to like him? Why do you like him?”

“Have you been unhappy these days?” Han Cheng suddenly laughed. “Obviously you like him, but because I’m in the way, you can’t have a deeper relationship with him. You can only maintain a working relationship with him. Has it been arduous? So much so that you can no longer stand it. You’re telling me these words now, so that you can pursue your love openly, right?”

“No wonder you don’t want me to touch you on the set, you don’t want me to touch you when you go back to the room, and you even have to sleep in separate rooms with me. Are you afraid he will have a misunderstanding? Or are you afraid he won’t like you when he sees it?”

Shen Qingshu reluctantly closed his eyes and shook his head. “I don’t like him and I don’t fear misunderstandings. I just think he’s suitable, so I want to have a try.”

“How can he be suitable?” Han Cheng chuckled, “where is he suitable? So suitable that you have to break up with me for him before you even like him?”

“Han Cheng, why don’t you understand?” Shen Qingshu felt that he simply couldn’t understand. “Have you considered the future? Don’t you plan to fall in love? If you do, we’ll we will separate and you will forget me sooner or later. Our relationship can’t last forever.”

“There’s no need to break up now!” Han Cheng looked at him angrily, “have you considered me? Did you think about me when you said these words? Did I come all the way, to hear you say that we will terminate the relationship now? I’m sitting on your bed now to hear you say that you want to fall in love with others and that you want to leave me?”

“Shen Qingshu, I’ve treated you well. I’ve worked for four days and drove for two hours just to come and listen to you. Are you going to be with others when we end our relationship? Have you considered my feelings?”

Shen Qingshu’s eyes were a little sour. He asked, “Then when do you think we should end it?”

Han Cheng looked at the sadness in his eyes and was angered to laughter. He looked at the person in front of him and never thought that one day, the other party would show such eyes because of him.

What’s more, one day, Shen Qingshu will ask him this question.

Is it so painful to be with him?

So much so that Shen Qingshu wants to leave.

Or ask him mercilessly when he can leave?

Han Cheng suddenly felt very stifled and many things were meaningless..

At school, he admitted that he treated Yan Jiayu well. If he wanted to join their small group, he let him join. If he wanted to play games, he took him to play games. Even if he sometimes felt Yan Jiayu was troublesome when he asked himself to peel crabs for him. He also felt that friends should take care of each other.

But what did Yan Jiayu do?

He loves his gege and teases him. While confessing to his gege, he seduces him and throws his friendship to the ground.

Later, he met Shen Qingshu. He thought how good Shen Qingshu was. He was sensible, obedient and interesting. They could band together to fight foreign enemies together.

Hasn’t he treated him well enough?

Shen Qingshu writes novels, and he goes to reward him. Shen Qingshu wants to enter the entertainment industry. He goes to find Cen Yueze. Shen Qingshu participates in variety shows, he watches every episode and spends money on every episode.

But what happened?

Shen Qingshu just met Meng Zhi for a few days? Knowing that he doesn’t like Meng Zhi and Shen Qingshu doesn’t even like Meng Zhi yet, he still can’t wait to break the relationship with him and be with Meng Zhi who he feels is ‘suitable’.

What’s good about Meng Zhi?

Han Cheng has at least 20 people lined up wanting to be with him, but Shen Qingshu wants to end it with him for this kind of person.

Han Cheng laughed and exhaled a breath.

He suddenly felt bored. Emotional matters were originally a two-way choice between both parties.

The other party is unwilling. What’s the use of lamenting something that has passed.

He is not contemptible to the extent of rushing to stick to someone unwilling

“It’s over now.” He looked at Shen Qingshu and said with a gentle smile, “you want to end it, right? Then I agree, you can go to him and fall in love with him now.”

Han Cheng opened the quilt, got out of bed and began to change his clothes.

Shen Qingshu was at a loss when he looked at him like this. Of course he could see that Han Cheng was angry, but he didn’t know what to say.

“Sorry.” He said.

“Don’t say sorry to me.” Han Cheng said calmly, “we are nothing to each other. You have the freedom to fall in love. It’s normal for you to break up the car relationship if you want to fall in love.”

Shen Qingshu knew he was angry when he heard his tone, but he didn’t know how to comfort him.

He felt completely powerless.

Han Cheng quickly put on his clothes and finally looked at him, “I wish you a smooth love and hope you enjoy the love you ‘ve always wanted”

“Han Cheng…”

Han Cheng ignored him and strove out of the room.

Shen Qingshu didn’t go after him. He sat on the bed feebly, as if all his strength had disappeared after hearing these words.

He has debated so many times and argued with others so many times. Only this time, he can’t get the results he wants. He can’t win.

He sat on the bed with stinging eyes. Shen Qingshu lowered his head and covered his face silently.

Han Cheng came out of his room and into the elevator. He met Bai Jian in the elevator.

Bai Jian didn’t seem to expect to meet him. When he was about to speak, he heard him say, “don’t talk to me!”

He pressed the button for the ground level, didn’t speak, and faced the elevator door. The whole person emitted uncontrollable anger.

Bai Jian looked at him in surprise and didn’t understand his sudden bad attitude, but he didn’t dare to speak because of Han Cheng’s words.

When the elevator reached the first floor, Han Cheng went out, and Bai Jian followed.

He was a little worried about him and wanted to accompany him.

Han Cheng didn’t notice at first. After taking a few steps, he found that he seemed to follow himself. He stopped, turned to look at him and said, “what are you doing following me?!”

“You’re in a bad mood. I’m a little worried about you.”

Han Cheng sneered, “Who do you think you are? Do you care about me? I have my parents, gege and friends. When is it your turn to care about me?!”

Bai Jian has never seen him like this. Han Cheng in his impression is always gentle and unrestrained. This is the first time he sees him angry and he can’t help being a little stunned.

Han Cheng was already in a bad mood and full of anger. Now seeing the other stunned, he didn’t bother to show care and went straight to his car.

He unlocked the car, turned the steering wheel and drove out.

Bai Jian reacted sluggishly and watched him leave with some sadness before walking back silently.

He wanted to ask Shen Qingshu what happened to Han Cheng, but the thought made him uncomfortable. He was afraid that his thoughts about Han Cheng would be exposed if he asked more questions.

But he couldn’t help it, so he sent a wechat to ask Shen Qing: “I just met Han ge in the elevator, and he seemed very angry.”

Shen Qingshu looked at the six words [he seemed very angry] and felt sad again.

He really didn’t have the mood and strength to reply to Bai Jian’s words, so he put down his mobile phone in frustration.

Han Cheng drove all the way back. The happier he was before, the stronger his anger was now. The more he drove, the more he wanted to accelerate. After he overtook several cars and quarrelled with a driver with road rage, Han Cheng forced himself to park his car on the roadside.

He can’t drive any more. If he drives any more, either he will have an accident or someone else will have an accident.

He smashed the steering wheel several times angrily and leaned against the driver’s seat. Why did Shen Qingshu do this?

Yan Jiayu is nothing new. He has long seen through Yan Jiayu’s personality.

But why did Shen Qingshu do this?

He shouldn’t be like this!

How could he do this?!

When hiding under his clothes in the bar and kissing him, when he stayed at home during the new year because Han Cheng told him not to go out with Bai xuege, when he was at home hugging him and refusing to let go, he was never like this.

How come he was like this time, all of a sudden?

Is Meng Zhi that good?

Is love so attractive?

Otherwise, why did he propose to break up for these two worthless things?

Han Cheng couldn’t understand  his thoughts.

He was so angry that he hit the steering wheel several times. He wished he had a hammer in his hand so he could smash the whole car directly.

Taking out his mobile phone, he wanted to vent his dissatisfaction and anger. Then he went through his phone address book, picked a relatively suitable person and called.