Chapter 198

"Mom, I still don't understand. I'm..."

"If you don't understand something, you can feel it slowly later. I can only talk about it. As for how far the Ye family can go, it's about you and Nanxian. Today, I feel much more relaxed when I hand over this burden. Although I don't know how long I can live, I'll be an old lady in the future. I'll take good care of Luo Luo and ye Rui and live a good life. "

The old lady laughed mischievously.

Shen mange knows she doesn't want to say it.

Although the contact time with the old lady is not long, she knows that the old lady is quite good at psychology.

She always thought that the old lady didn't like Shen zi'an and didn't approve of Shen zi'an, so from their appearance in Haicheng to Shen zi'an's disappearance and whereabouts unknown, Mrs. ye did not show the urgency and attention that a grandmother should have, and even said nothing to Shen zi'an.

Shen mange once resented, and felt particularly miserable.

But now it seems that the old lady does not pay attention to it, but takes it too seriously.

Shen mange has a mixed mind and doesn't know what to say.

She said in a low voice: "Mom, you know everything. How can you still let Mama Zhang do such things to me and Nanxian or even zi'an?"

"That's because it's not peaceful in the dark."

Mrs. Ye narrowed her eyes and said with a heavy voice: "since ancient times, high power has always made other people feel ill. Even the descendants of the Ye family, there will be a few people with evil intentions. At that time, Nanxian's father was the head of the Ye family, and his brother, Nan Xian's uncle, was in charge of the dark night. Unfortunately, he wanted to turn the dark night into his own and a dominant organization. Mange, you have to remember that, no matter when it comes to the night, it is for the country to serve. Maybe you have never been a soldier or experienced in the army, but you must remember this thing. This is the most important thing. Ye's family belongs to the state, so does the dark night. What ye's family has now is given by the state to serve the country and the people, not to anyone else. Do you understand? "

The old lady said these words carefully, even with a trace of sternness.

Shen mange doesn't understand, but he nods.

The old lady said in a low voice: "his uncle is out of his mind. He thinks that the foundation of the Ye family for so many years can be separated from the state and become a whole. So he plans to leave the country with the dark night Empire, and even encourages many people to join him in trying to seize power. Unfortunately, it failed in the end. His uncle's whereabouts were unknown, and there was unrest in the dark. I understand my physical condition, so I know more about my situation than anyone else

These words make Shen mange stunned again.

She thought it was amazing to hear so many things today.

"Mom, do you know who scared you so much?"

"It's Zhang Ma!"

Mrs. ye said calmly.

Although Shen mange has some guesses, she is still a little surprised when she really hears the answer from Mrs. Ye.

After all, Mrs. Ye has always been a defender of Zhang Ma, isn't she?

What kind of lofty sentiment made her bear so much to Zhang Ma when she knew that she was persecuted by Zhang ma?

After so many years, everyone knows that the old lady has been very supportive of Zhang's mother, and her feelings even surpass those of the general servants. Is there any secret in this?

Looking at Shen mange's puzzled eyes, Mrs. Ye suddenly smiles.

"You're a smart guy. You've got a good eye for Nanxian."

This sentence is not only praise Shen man song, but also praise ye Nanxian.

Shen mange smiles a little embarrassed. It's the first time that Mrs. ye praises her so much.

When Mrs. ye saw her like this, she seemed to have seen her young self,

"do you know? I used to be like you, born in a big family, don't know anything. I fell in love with a person foolishly and fell in love with him. I didn't know how deep the water was until I came in. Unfortunately, I couldn't get away from it. "

When the old lady tells her story, she has a little more sweetness. She is like a young girl in spring, more like an old man in the twilight, recalling the past time, which is both sweet and sad.

"Dad must be very handsome!"

"Of course."

For her husband, Mrs. Ye is not stingy with her praise.

"He's even better than Nanxian, do you believe it?"

At this time, the old lady was no longer the mother of Ye Nanxian, but a conspicuous child, which really surprised Shen mange.

Most people think their sons are very handsome, don't they?

But the old lady is not.

But Shen mange likes her like this.

"Yes, dad is more handsome than anyone else in your mind."

"That is, he was not only handsome, but also very affectionate. He knew that we would not have children when we got married. He married me without hesitation, and even nearly left the Ye family for me."The old lady sighed, with mist in her eyes.

Shen mange was stunned.

"You will not have children when you get married? How is that possible? Nanxian is not... "

"He is the child of my husband and mother Zhang!"

This sentence of old Mrs. Ye is like a bolt from the blue, and it is on the top of Shen mange's head.

"How could Nanxian, do you know? "

"He doesn't know."

Mrs. Ye didn't want to talk about the past, but she had to.

She can't talk to Ye Nanxian about this, so she can only tell Shen mange.

"I am RH positive blood, my husband is Rh negative blood. These two kinds of blood are naturally incompatible, and there is no way to give birth to children. In the first few years, I have been trying to eat folk recipes to change my blood environment and pH, hoping to have a child of our own. We even went to do IVF, but all failed, until mother Zhang appeared

When she said this, there was a trace of pain in Mrs. Ye's eyes.

"She got involved between you and dad? Become a third party? "

"That's not true. Your father is not a man who changes his mind, nor is he a man who betrays our feelings for the sake of his children. She told us at the time that she was able to cure my illness and make me have a baby, which was the sound of nature for me and your father at that time. So we took Zhang Ma to the Ye family. In order to cover up the truth, we can only say that the servant she invited us to serve me

It can be seen that the old lady is still very concerned about that period of time, saying something intermittent.

Shen mange didn't interrupt her, just listened quietly.

The old lady continued: "mother Zhang really has some skills. She gave me a kind of folk prescription and said it was her own secret recipe. At the beginning, I was still skeptical. Your father refused to let me eat it for fear that I might have any problems. However, she was forced by me to refuse. After a course of treatment, I did change my body and have a baby. At that time, you didn't know how happy it was for me

"Your father even made a big banquet and told the world that all the people in Haicheng knew that an heir was about to be born in the Ye family. At that moment, I thought that I got the whole world. In addition, Zhang Ma was very kind to me and always warmed me up. I felt that even if I fought for my own life, as long as I could give birth to a son and a half daughter to the Ye family, I would be satisfied. "

"But such a good thing didn't happen to me. When I was eight months pregnant, my baby suddenly lost her heart. No matter how hard I tried, the child went. When the doctor took the baby out of my body, I could still see his delicate face, which was very much like my husband and I, but he didn't have time to look at the world and save him. "

The old lady burst into tears.

After many years, she still has no way to forget the pain of losing her son.

Shen mange didn't expect that she would hear such a secret. For a moment, she did not know how to comfort her. She gently took the old lady's hand, and all her words stuck in her throat, not knowing how to say it.

Those who have not been mothers will never feel the pain of losing their children, but those who have been mothers will understand that they wish they could die instead of their children at that moment.

To Shen mange's consolation, the old lady tried to stop her tears and felt a little embarrassed.

Shen mange didn't say anything, just took out the paper towel and handed it to him.

After sorting herself out, the old lady settled down and said, "your father was very sad at that time, but he still comforted me, saying that it's nothing to do without children. It's a big deal that the Ye family will hand over the power. But I know that he is more miserable than anyone else. My body doesn't allow me to get pregnant again. It was against the weather to be able to have a baby once, so I thought of a way to continue the incense for the Ye family

"What way?"

"Find a surrogate!"

Mrs. Ye smiles bitterly.

"What a woman can't accept most is to let her husband have children with other women, but I love him so much that I can't lose him after losing the child. What's more, the situation of the Ye family does not allow the Ye family to become a queen. I can only do so. At that time, mother Zhang volunteered to be a surrogate. Because she knew each other, she was still at ease. Moreover, she vowed that she would never recognize her children and would stay with the Ye family to take care of them, so... "

"So you agreed?"

Shen man Ge sighs a little. While he is in love with Mrs. ye, he also feels sorry for her.

"Was it Zhang Ma who asked for it on her own initiative?"

"Yes! I was so grateful that I thought she was the angel sent by heaven to save me and your father

Shen mange suddenly realizes something is wrong.

"What else does mother Zhang have in mind for the Ye family?"

"Ha ha!"

Mrs. Ye smiles bitterly again, but the answer is self-evident.

"I didn't understand it until many years later, but I didn't know it at that time. Your father accepted the proposal of surrogacy, but he was determined not to have any relationship with Zhang ma. What I didn't expect was that Zhang Ma was carrying me on her back, which almost confused your fatherTalking about the past, Mrs. Ye's face changed and became very ugly.

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