Chapter 1042

Every autumn, cangchu leaves the palace for several months.

Because the Crown Princess likes to taste wine and snow in Cangnan mountain. Cangchu, as a little eunuch, accompanies the Crown Princess every year at this time.

Sometimes life is more wonderful than drama. The Crown Princess likes mujin, while cangchu likes the crown princess.

Crown Princess doesn't say she likes mujin, and cangchu doesn't say she likes crown princess.

Both of them love the people they like in a silent way.

If there was no coup, the prince's wish would have come true. At that time, mujin had slowly accepted her.

She didn't know what cangchu thought at that time. It was painful and happy, right?

The happy thing is that the one you like finally gets happiness. The painful thing is that the one who excites her is not yourself.

But I didn't expect that the princess didn't get the happiness she wanted until she died, and cangchu didn't even have time to tell the princess that he always liked her.

In the dream, Ning Fuyan is a very sad character, like but not.

Now cangchu has become that sad figure.

At that time, mujin first seized cangchu, then killed the demon and youruo.

When cangchu woke up to know all this, he would die of breaking the meridians.

At that time, she was waiting for cangchu to wake up.

"You want to die, go to the bottom to find the crown princess?" Irene's cold and clear words came, and suddenly let cangchu's raised hand stop.

Look at Irene with the confused eyes.

Cangchu likes Prince and concubine. The secret is deeply buried. At that time, he never told anyone.

"What do you say?" Cangchu asked.

"Your words and deeds are very similar to the previous mujin!" This sentence was told by cangchu in her dream, but now it is said from her mouth.

Cangchu's expression was naturally surprised.

After the Crown Princess died, he almost imitated mujin, from his eyes, to the way of speaking, and even his temperament.

But he is always his own, he can not all imitate mujin, he just will live as mujin.

"Have you seen mujin before?" Cangchu sat cross legged and looked at Irene with clear eyes.

"The former mujin will not come back, but your present appearance is the same as that of the former mujin. She is as warm and close as you, as jade, with a faint smile on her lips, or bright or clear..." Irene doesn't want cangchu to die. Even though he doesn't have much time left, he is still young. He can meet people he likes, love one, get drunk one, and see the prosperity of the world.

After removing the family's mission, he can live a smart, relaxed life and be himself without any worries.

"How do you know that?" Cang Chu was stunned for a long time, and a thin mist of tears appeared in his eyes.

He likes the crown princess. He has been imitating mujin, but nobody knows about it.

Even if he stood in front of mujin, mujin never realized that he was similar to him before.

Maybe mujin has long forgotten what he was like before.

"I dreamt about the princess. She told me." Irene collected her eyes and told the white lie.

Hearing this, cangchu immediately got up from the ground and walked to Irene excitedly. He asked urgently, "what you said is true? Did you dream of Yunshu? "

Irene nodded: "otherwise, how can I know that you are imitating the former mujin. Do you like the crown princess?"

Cang Chu's ink stained eyes contracted violently, and the bottom of the eyes flashed with joy: "you didn't cheat me? Did Yunshu really give you a dream? Is this really what Yunshu said? "

"Yes, Princess Hui Lan Xin, you are always with her. How can she not know your voice? It's just that she was the Crown Princess of mujin at that time, and you were a little eunuch. In those years, you served her meticulously and accompanied her. She was very grateful to see you missing her all the time. She was very hard to live under. She was about to be reincarnated. So before she left, she had a dream. Let me tell you that she hoped you would forget her and live well. " Irene said this from the bottom of her heart.

She doesn't want cangchu to die. Sometimes it's easy to die, but living doesn't mean suffering, and there is a wonderful and unknown future.

"That's what she really told you?" With those words in front of her, cangchu believed her words.

Dim eyes, moist corners of the eyes, cangchu has been trying to suppress.

The thing he regrets most in his life is not that he didn't save Yunshu in time, but that he didn't tell her his heart before Yunshu died.

Even in the countless silent night, he drank bottle after bottle of wine, crying: "Yunshu, I like you, I like you very much.".

But Yunshu couldn't hear it.

"Yes, she could hear every word you said to her in your heart. She really hopes you can live a good life. You are not destined in this life. But if you are destined to meet in the next life, I hope you can have a little more courage and initiative, so that different stories will happen between you. But in this life, the Crown Princess hopes you will forget her. There are many good girls waiting for you to love. " Irene was so emotional that she almost cried herself out.

Cangchu really understood that feeling.

Cangchu bowed his head, because he could not bear the slight trembling of his body. His grief and pain were vividly expressed in cangchu.

But at the same time, cangchu's depression and obsession buried in his heart were relieved. After the pain, he never felt so relaxed.

"OK, Yunshu, if you want me to live well, then I will live well. If I meet you in the next life, I will never let go." Cangchu's words with a strong cry, but also very firm.

Thinking of this, Irene sighed and told the palace maid to take care of Yi'er and yu'er, and then left Weiyang palace.

With the help of the palace maid, Irene went into the palace where cangchu lived. This was the place where he lived when he was a little eunuch. The place was not big, but it was spotlessly cleaned by cangchu. The objects on the table were very simple, but it was a small copper mirror used by another woman.

It was the only thing left by the Crown Princess of cangchu under the fire, which had been taken by the crown princess before.

Even though the bronze mirror of the gold hoop was a little old, it was well maintained by cangchu. When I was free, I would follow the pattern of the bronze mirror with my hand and caress it carefully.

Seeing Irene coming in, cangchu quickly stopped his action and said with a smile: "Niang, my house is too small for you to turn around. You'd better go out quickly. If you have something to do, the emperor can't pick my skin?"

Irene held the silk handkerchief lightly and said with a smile, "how can I be so fragile?"

"If my mother comes to see me off, I will welcome her. But if she comes to say goodbye, I will drive her out." In these years, Irene will hold a banquet in the palace from time to time, which specially invites those scholars.

It's just to talk to cangchu. Unfortunately, up to now, none of cangchu likes it.

"Are you back for the new year?" Irene smiles. Some things are not forced. When fate comes, everything will come naturally.

Cangchu's warm eyes fell on Irene's high raised stomach: "in two months, the baby will be born?"

"Yes, then you will be the master of the children in my belly." Irene lowered her head, the soft light flashed through her eyes, and gently raised a long hair near her ear with her hand.

"If it's a girl, the emperor is reluctant to give it to me. At that time, I'm afraid it's in my hands and in my mouth." Cangchu opens his lips with a smile, warm and genial.

"You say you can't come back in the new year." In previous years, cangchu would stay in Cangnan mountain, saying that he would accompany the crown princess.

In fact, he was afraid that he would be more lonely in the atmosphere of family reunion, right? Others are all noisy, talking and laughing. Even Xuanli has children, Fengyin has a wife, and he is the only one sitting at the busy table, even more alone.

"Don't come back. The monks in cangnanshan and the temple are very good. If the baby is born, write a letter to me." Cangchu hesitated for a while, and finally chose not to come back.

When cangchu hesitated, Irene also guessed cangchu's answer and smiled, "OK, if you are a girl, how about you being my daughter's godfather?"

Be a girl's godfather? This sentence touched cangchu's heart.

"Will the emperor agree? I'd better continue to be a master. I'll leave the job of father to Shangli! " Cangchu's affectionate peach blossom looks at Irene.

He likes girls as much as mujin. Of course, he would like this girl to look like Yunshu.

But it's impossible.

When it comes to Shangli, Irene sighs. Shangli is as infatuated as cangchu, thinking of her dead wife, but he is not the same as cangchu. Cangchu has done a good job in this life and will not marry any woman.

But Shangbu can't leave. He just hasn't met the person who can replace the dead wife, and he has been pestered by Li Jiujiu.

So mujin let Shangli be the father of two children.

"Don't you have more love if you have more Godfathers? If you are willing to do it, mujin is too late to be happy. How can you disagree? "

Cangchu looked at Irene and said in a clear voice: "after all, the crown princess is the wife of the emperor. After mujin becomes the emperor, the dead Crown Princess will be called queen Renxian. These will be recorded in the royal history books for future generations to read. You can let a man who likes the Crown Princess to be the godfather of his own children, which is not equivalent to a commitment Do you think your wife has sex with other men? Even some good people, tampering with the historical facts, think that the child was born to me and the crown princess. "