Chapter 189

The original activity so canceled, it is estimated that no one can have the mood to play.

Xi Jincheng takes Lu Shuangshuang to his room. Shu ran feels a little depressed, thinking that Xi Jincheng is the one who can comfort Lu Shuangshuang most at this time.

"Shura, come in with me." Xi Jincheng holds Lu Shuangshuang into the room and orders Shu ran.

“……” Shu ran looked at Lu Shuangshuang in his arms. Lu Shuangshuang thought he was really tired. He hung his head, and his big eyes lost their glory.

Even if it's always hostile to Shura, it's better than now that it's dark and lusterless.

Shu ran quietly followed in, and the others went back to their respective rooms.

Xi Jincheng gave an order, if today's thing is known by the outside world, it will make everyone pay the price!

No one would make fun of his own property.

"You take a hot bath for her." Xi Jincheng put Lu Shuangshuang in the bathroom and said to Shu ran.

"Well." Shu ran nodded and turned to release the water.

Lu Shuangshuang finally raised his head, looked at Shu ran, and said in a poor tone: "I don't need you, you go!"

"I don't want to serve you, Miss Lu! No matter how much you hate me, bear it! What you need to do now is not to be angry with me, but to recover quickly, so as to find out who hurt you in the end! "

Shu ran glanced at her and said to Lu Shuangshuang impolitely in front of Xi Jincheng.

"Shu ran!" Xi Jincheng frowned unhappily, looked at her coldly and gave a warning.

"What? Am I wrong? It's very painful to lose the first time, especially when the other person is not the one you love. You will not understand how desperate that feeling is.

And she is deeply experiencing, I just let her understand that in this world, she is not the only one who has suffered such grievances! If you feel that life is loveless, you lose confidence in life, you lose hope, and you feel that you are too dirty to be loved by anyone, that's a big mistake!

At least, Lu Shuangshuang, you are much luckier than me. You at least know who you're sleeping with, not when you wake up. It's a strange environment, a broken body, and a stack of RMB that symbolizes that I'm forced to abandon my self-esteem! "

Shuran calmly finished the series of words, pointed to the bathtub, looking at Lu Shuangshuang: "now tell me, do you want to wash?"

"You You too By someone... " Lu Shuangshuang can't believe looking at Shu ran, tears gush out again.

Shu ran didn't speak, just raised her eyes and looked at her Xi Jincheng with no expression: "Miss Lu is going to take a bath, don't you avoid it?"

Xi Jincheng pursed her lips and looked at her as if she wanted to see through her heart from her eyes.

He

I never thought about how she felt about it.

Originally, she thought so.

Xi Jincheng is out.

Lu Shuangshuang does not have any resistance to let Shu ran help her wipe her back and arms.

"Miss Shu, then you Did you find that man? " Lu Shuangshuang knows that she shouldn't expose other people's scars, but she suddenly wants to help Shu ran and find the person who bullied her.

Shu ran nodded and kept silent.

Not only found, she even became his mistress!

Take his money, continue to step on their own self-esteem, such as ants like alive.

"Did you sue him?" Lu Shuangshuang asked nervously.

"Miss Lu, some things are not as simple as that. Nothing is taken for granted. I can't sue because my situation is different from Miss Lu's. That's why I said, "you're luckier than me. At least you have someone who can help you out and do justice for you."

Shu ran didn't want to talk to her about it any more. She just thought about her past, about her moment, about death

She was afraid that the girl would have the same idea as her, so she would talk about her own affairs with her.

Once people have the idea of wanting to die, they will become addicted. They will always think in the dark direction and never find an outlet.

"I'm sorry." Lu Shuangshuang knew that it was time to stop. He apologized and stopped talking about it.

Shu ran stayed with her for a while, then helped her up.

On Lu Shuangshuang's body, the blue and purple of his neck and chest were more severe, but other places were better.

Shu ran thinks that Lu Shuangshuang looks much better than he was at that time.

Maybe it's the first time for Xi Jincheng

……

Lu Shuangshuang falls asleep, Xi Jincheng pulls Shu ran back to her room.

Shu ran didn't say a word of let him pull, until the door was he fell, she was he pressed on the door.

"Xi Jincheng, what do you want to do?" Shu ran frowned. Now she was afraid to be alone with him.

I thought it was safe to have a big aunt.

Now, she knows how simple her idea is."Tell me about your first time." Xi Jincheng hooped her wrist, not strong, but as firm as iron.

"Say what?" Shu ran a Leng, suddenly cold under the eyes.

"Tell me how wronged you were for the first time!" Xi Jincheng pursed her lips, and her eyes pierced into Shu Ran's eyes like ice dregs, reaching to the bottom of her heart.

"Xi Jincheng, I don't know what you are angry about. For the first time like that, I don't think there is anything to be proud of. If you think it's uncomfortable for me to tell you the truth, I have nothing to say. "

Shu ran frowned. Shouldn't she be wronged?

Is it because he left her money, or is it because he's the one who's sleeping with her, that she should be grateful to him?

Before the onset of the drug, did he consider whether she volunteered?

She clearly remember the first time she met, she clearly refused him, clearly told him, she did not appear!

Just in the end?

She knew that regeneration gas was too affectable and ridiculous. After all, she didn't write the word "self-esteem" with backbone.

In the end, she not only failed to hold him responsible, but also sold herself to him. What can she say?

It's no use blaming yourself!

"You always think so?" Xi Jincheng narrowed his eyes with a trace of hope.

"Why, at least I am grateful to you now! Without you, my mother's illness... "

"I just want to know how you really feel. Don't tell me about your mother. Up to now, you still feel that your first time to me, very difficult to accept? " Xi Jincheng coldly interrupted her words, refused to let her answer.

Shu ran looks at him. She has no answer to this question

"Shura, answer me!" Xi Jincheng growled, almost pinching her neck.

Shu ran still did not answer, she did not want to answer, but did not know how to answer.

Sometimes, not all questions have answers