Chapter 311

"Well." To him, only feel full of apology, even feel ashamed to face him!

If time owes him anything, then it is a clean shuran.

Now, she is not clean, not only physically, but also mentally Also lost in Xi Jincheng.

What qualification is there for her to face his blazing eyes?

This is a kind of self-esteem, in front of others will never be willing to put down, do not want to be despised self-esteem, but because of the accident and destroyed in the end!

"During the period before I returned home, I had fantasized about thousands of pictures we met by chance. I imagined that you were still like before, like to laugh, like to cry, like to speak loudly I even imagined that you would see me and feel happy.... "

"Yuanxiang..." Shu ran hesitated to interrupt his words, frowned, and didn't want to hear him mention that sunny memory again.

Let her shameless, that kind of deep guilt, devouring her only trace of courage to face him, powerless struggle in the edge of escape.

"I've imagined countless reasons to see you again, but I didn't guess one in the end!" Ignoring her stop, Lin Yuanxiang shakes his head and grins bitterly at himself. His face is full of loss and pain.

I went to the bar to see her that night. It wasn't a chance encounter.

He knows everything about her from Yin Fenghua, the reason why she proposed to break up with him at the beginning, and that his fault is so outrageous

The separation of these years is not her fault, but his confusion, his dullness, his carelessness! She has worked hard for so many years, and she has to bear his deep resentment

What's more unforgivable is that he tried so hard to find a second Shura, and started a new relationship again and again

While he is happy with other women, she suffers from the sufferings of life here! All these made him want to fan himself Two hundred Two thousand Slap!

However, when he repented, regretted and regretted, what made him feel even more distressed was that she already had a place in her heart!

"Sorry..."

"Rana, don't tell me I'm sorry. You didn't do me any wrong!" He looked at her deeply, "I'm the one who wants to say I'm sorry. Fenghua has told me all about you. It's my fault! At that time, if I wasn't too impulsive and unwise, if I could calmly analyze If I stay, maybe... " Maybe it won't be the present situation!

"Yuanxiang, in fact, you don't have to blame yourself. It's not your fault!" Shu ran grinned bitterly. He was as good as he was then. He always made mistakes on himself. He was never willing to blame her, never willing to blame her, even if she was the one who was really wrong!

She is deliberately to hide him, do not want him to know, in order not to let him because of her and ruined a good future ah!

Didn't he understand what she was thinking?

Now she is the first to empathize with others, why can he still look at her with such affectionate eyes?

How could she be embarrassed!

"How can I not blame myself? I lost you! I can't find another Shura, you know? If I could insist on staying with you and solve those problems together, we would not... " His voice suddenly stopped, hidden in the following, with a trembling ending, behind the lens of the eyes faint pan crystal.

"Yuanxiang, let bygones be bygones! You will find a good girl She is ten times and a hundred times better than Shu ran. She must be worthy of your love, pain and favor. But that girl is definitely not me She is no longer the former Shura, is no longer in his eyes that pure noble, can not be defiled Princess ah!

"No way In this world, there is only one Shura, only you It took him so many years to understand this! The price paid is too huge, too heavy, even beyond his range

"Yuanxiang, in this world, there is not only one Shura that you can love. You should forget the past..."

"I can't forget! You teach me, you teach me how to forget you He excitedly across the table, holding her hand tightly, almost knocked over the coffee.

"Yuanxiang..." There is a kind of pain, is penetrating, can tear people together with the heart, she seems to see in his eyes!

His hands are still as big, warm and powerful as I remember, full of her hands

Just like the picture in memory, the former calm, but shaking today!

Because steadfast is not there, instead is the lost emptiness!

Hard to draw back, she picked up the coffee, to the lips, pause: "when do you go back?" Finish saying, just sipped coffee, this black coffee originally so mellow.

In the past, when I came here at school, I always ordered a cup of cappuccino. Compared with the present, I was just like the sweetness of cappuccino and the bitterness of black coffee.

"When I come back this time, I have no plans to go abroad again." Lin Yuanxiang looked at her deeply. He didn't dare to tell her that he came back to find the lost treasure."Oh." She pretended to be indifferent and looked at the pedestrians out of the window.

His eyes revealed too much information, which she can no longer afford

"Rana, don't you want to know why I came back?" Her too cold reaction made his heart sink.

"My uncle must hope that you will come back and inherit his career! After all, you're his only son, and that's what he's always wanted. " It was her family background that opposed them to be together. She would not turn to what he wanted to say.

"In fact, you must know in your heart that I didn't come back because of my father." Lin Yuanxiang chuckles and frowns bitterly. He is as smart as she is. How can he not see his mind.

"There's nothing wrong with that. My uncle is old..."

"Rana, I can't find a second Shura!" He impatiently interrupted her escape and went straight to the subject.

He is to let her know that his heart to her has not changed, even if he has done well to accept her rejection.

"You shouldn't stay in the past all the time. The present Shura is not what it used to be." She shakes her head, looks him in the eyes calmly, and expresses her firmness to him.

"In my eyes, you will always be Shura!" Lin Yuanxiang is as firm as her, the only difference is his identification and her escape.

"That's because you've been away too long." She can no longer compare with the innocent little girl in the past. She is almost out of breath because of her shameful and unsightly identity.

"No matter how long you're away? Time did not dilute my feelings for you, just let me know more clearly what kind of position you have in my heart! I can't forget you at all. Even after so many years, I still love you No, I love you more! After a long time... "

"But I don't love you anymore." Shu ran raised his hand and said faintly.