Chapter 323

"Well, I didn't know it by accident." If she hadn't seen the photos in the book she lent her, she would have been kept in the dark!

"You break up..." She looks at Shu ran suspiciously, they break up, shouldn't it be because of her?

"No, it's none of your business. It's because of myself. " Shu ran shakes his head to clarify, this silly girl, "love is not a business transaction, where can be pushed?" So deep love, really is not to say no can not, just did not expect to meet Xi Jincheng, will let oneself into so deep.

"When you break up with brother Xiang, the most painful thing is you! You certainly don't want to drag brother Xiang down because of the misfortune at home. That's why one would rather bear the possibility of being misunderstood by others than bear it by himself. " This is Shu ran she knew, a person who seems very cold and lonely in other people's eyes. In fact, she is a kind-hearted and sentimental person.

"I'm not as great as you said! I know it's selfish of me to do so... " At that time, she could only take care of her own mood, but she forgot Lin Yuanxiang's feelings. Today, many years later, she suddenly realized how unfair this was to Lin Yuanxiang.

If it's Lin Yuanxiang who encounters such a bad thing and keeps it from her, she doesn't think breaking up is the only way. She would be more willing to face the difficulties with him and go through them hand in hand with him. Why doesn't Lin Yuanxiang think so?

However, she didn't think in another place.

She just wanted to let him go abroad to pursue his dream.

"Ranran, your starting point is always in the position of others, but have you ever considered brother Xiang's feelings? Perhaps he would rather stand with you in the war of resistance than protect his future by breaking up? " Yingzi is filled with emotion. She can confidently say that she is the one who knows Lin Yuanxiang best in the world - yingzi!

She can imagine how painful and uncomfortable brother Xiang's heart would be when Ranran put forward the word "break up"! He may even hide in the toilet and shed tears alone. He may plunge himself into a pile of books and stay out for days and nights without eating or drinking

"I know. In this world, apart from Yuanxiang, no other man will treat me so well! Yuanxiang is such a kind person. He will stay and help me regardless of everything. I also know how irrational it will be to give him up. But yingzi, I really couldn't think so much at that time! Dad suddenly left, I clearly remember his face covered with blood, he did not even fully explain a word. He couldn't close his eyes when he died, and his eyes were so reluctant when he left... " Shu Ran has been choking and can't go on. This picture has been following her dream for so many years. She relives the pain of her father's leaving time after time. Why doesn't she want someone who can make her cry, who can let her rely on, who can comfort her and accompany her?

"Ran ran..." At this time, she did not know what to say to comfort her, the pain of the time has been clearly shown in the face, not to cover up the pale, so that she regretted that selfish left.

"When I knew that my mother had cancer, my sky seemed to collapse! I have no choice but to lose my father. I can't lose my mother any more. I think my father doesn't want to see my mother leave like this! So, I made a very selfish decision, for the sake of my family, in order to let myself no longer lose a relative, can I selfishly study abroad with him? I know that he will hate me and will never forgive me, but do I have another choice? " To make such a decision, it's like cutting off her whole heart. At that time, she could only tell herself that she didn't need love in her life, as long as her family and mother could live!

"Deceiving! You don't want to hurt brother Xiang, and you don't want to drag down his future. That's why you do it! " Seeing that she trembled because of her words, she knew more clearly that she was right, "fool, this is just your idea, brother Xiang. If he knew all this, he would hate himself more, you know?"

"Yingzi, it's all over. Isn't it good now?" He is the only boy in the Lin family. How much responsibility does he have to bear? Uncle Lin's expectations for him are far from what they can see. How can she add to his burden? These years of experience, let her understand more, people's life, live in this world, is not only love.

Besides love, there are many things to do

"You No regrets? " Yingzi's heart is full of unspeakable heartache and helplessness. Indeed, if fate wants to play tricks on people, how can it resist?

"I don't regret it!" She nodded her head firmly and abnormally, but her indifferent smile was filled with bitterness and fatigue.

The two men looked at each other in silence. At last, they drank coffee with their heads down in silence.

"How are you now? Your number has been changed. I can't find you. Brother Xiang didn't change it. I called him to ask your number, and then I called you again. Brother Xiang, he didn't tell me about you. He just said to invite me to dinner another day. If you don't, I don't know you've broken up. "

Yingzi took a sip of coffee and felt very sorry.Once envied how many people's golden children and beautiful girls, a pair of talented women, even said that the points were divided.

"I'm fine! My mother's health is getting better and better, I am very happy, and then I will start my life plan! " Shu ran holding a coffee cup, a smile, can not say how much to look forward to the future, also go step by step.

"Is there anything I can do for you?" Yingzi nodded, sure enough, she knew Shura, but for now, or for the future, Shura will have a set of clear goals and plans.

"No! Now I'm going to take the CPA exam. After class With the help of my husband, I contacted Luo Jin to help me with my tutoring. I feel that I'm almost ready. I have confidence in myself! " Shu ran vomits her tongue, and it's less than two months before the exam. Luo Jin has read the materials she has given her several times, reviewed them carefully, and bought other materials to consolidate them.

"Xi Sir, the one who sent you here just now? Your boss? " Yingzi thief looked at her straight smile, smile a face ambiguous.

"It's true that Mr. Xi is our boss, but you've gone too far with your green eyes!" Shu ran turns a white eye helplessly, she hasn't planned to tell yingzi about her and Xi Jincheng. With yingzi's character, it's bound to make a big fuss.