Chapter 409

But is it really the case?

Is he in love with her?

When did it start?

Can one like two at the same time?

Can one heart hold two people at the same time?

In his memory, there is still the figure that can not be erased, he can accommodate another person to join?

Xiaoxin

The name has been in his heart for more than ten years, and the smiling face has always been in his mind. Her silver laughter has never disappeared from his dream

Is that so? Why is there a voice refuting in my heart?

How long before all these signs disappeared?

In the heart, in the mind, in the dream has not appeared again Xiaoxin?

How long ago, when he was with Shura, what his eyes saw was not Xiaoxin, but the real Shura?

How long has it been

The most cherished memory in his heart was replaced by a figure who always looked at everything calmly and indifferently?

No!

No way!

Xi Jincheng, how can you let other women take the place of Xiaoxin!

How can I?!

……

In the dark room, there is an orange wall lamp. In the rainy night, I don't know where the wind comes from, which makes people shiver.

The clock on the wall is in the cycle of "tick tick tick", reminding her that it's late at night and it's time to rest.

How many nights was she alone at the door?

Shu ran curls up in the corner of the sofa and looks at the direction of the door dully. Won't he come back tonight?

He has been away from home for more than a month. Even if he comes back, he is still full of wine

His attitude to her also fell to the bottom, indifference to say a word with her, look at her.

Even if she walks around in front of him, he will be as transparent as blind.

Even if she puts down her self-esteem and takes the initiative to talk to him, he can't hear her. Sometimes when she says too much, he will give her a cold glance and make her shut up.

Is he tired of her already?

Have you been so disappointed with her?

Is she already being evicted?

He didn't come back all night, didn't avoid any suspicion, and came back with the traces left by the woman. Was he laying the groundwork for terminating the contract with her?

If so, what will she do?

Should I leave wisely?

Before he put forward to let her go, quietly keep her only trace of self-esteem, automatically disappear in front of him?

But what about her heart?

Just think of the future life without him, the heart has been so painful that she can no longer breathe!

What would be left of her life without him?

Her whole heart is full of him, no matter walking, sleeping, eating

As long as her thoughts in the rotation of that moment, he is all pervasive occupied!

"Xi Jincheng, I love you. Even if you decide to terminate the contract with me, I can also tell you Ha ha, I know I can't, but I'm still so stupid! From the moment I fell in love with you, I was doomed to the end, but like a moth to the fire, I threw myself into this feeling and gave myself to you without complaint or regret. "

She laughs bitterly at herself. He is the proud son of heaven and the king worshipped by others, but she is greedy

The sound from the door was the key entering the hole.

He's back!

Shu ran stood up in surprise, and then found that her feet had already been paralyzed and lost consciousness. She fell to the ground in pain, and every nerve endings in her body were suffering unbearable pain.

She clenched her teeth and endured silently, afraid that he would think that she was deliberately scheming to win his sympathy.

By the light, she saw him coming in all wet with the rain, stumbling as usual, walking up the stairs with the strong wine.

He did not see her sitting on the ground, step by step slowly upstairs.

The wet clothes were taken off by him one by one, and then dropped on the ground. The drops of water at the end of his hair dropped on the stairs one by one.

In the orange light, as if there is anti splash, reflecting the bright light.

He's drunk again!

It's just, why is he all wet?

Didn't Liu can send him back today?

When the numbness of the feeling faded, she slowly stood up, walked over, picked up a piece of wet clothes can squeeze water. Every time

picks up a piece, the heart will sink a little. Even after washing through the rain, she still smells a strange strange perfume.

"Shu ran! Shuran! Shuran, where are you! " Just as she picked up the last white shirt, she heard his roar coming from the bedroom, followed by messy footsteps, accompanied by the sound of something falling to the ground and breaking.Is he angry?

Because didn't you see her sleeping in bed?

Holding the clothes tightly, there are only two buttons left

She could imagine how exciting the two sides were at that time. Even thinking about them could make her feel so sad.

"Shu ran..." He rushed out of the room, his naked body shaking slightly.

When he saw her, his expression eased a lot and changed into more anger.

"Take a bath and change into clean clothes. You'll catch a cold." She forced down the discomfort in her heart, looked at him lightly, and then walked by him with the wet clothes he took off.

"Care?" She would be so calm, after seeing him looking for her in such a panic room, she could be so indifferent?!

"Do you care?" She sneered. If she said she really cared about him and worried about him, would he care?

"Shura, you said you like me. You said that, didn't you?" He yanked her hand, pulled her back in front of him, and forced her to face his eyes with his chin. He did not let go of any expression on her face.

"So what? I like you, care about you, worry about you, so what? Can it change anything? If you can't love me, please don't remind me that I like your disheartened things! I'll look down on myself Shu ran does not evade of looking at him directly, in the hand he that wet shirt clutch water come.

"Good! Good Heart dull pain for a while, he pushed her, staggered, turned into the room, "bang" fell on the door.

Leave his strength support, she mercilessly paralyzed on the ground, looking at the closed door, tears scrambled to slide down the eyes.

I'm sorry, please forgive me for being so inconsistent!

I love you!

Love you!

Even I don't understand why I love you so much. I don't want to leave you!

Sorry, even if you really hate me, really don't want me

However, as long as I can see you again, even occasionally, even in the dark of several months, I am willing to

Sorry, Xi Jincheng!

Let me see enough of you, only in this way, even if the day forced to leave you, at least I have memories can support me to live.

Please forgive my selfishness, please forgive me!