Chapter 541

Out of the hospital, he drove to Shura's home.

Shu's family doesn't seem to know what happened to Shu ran. Shu's mother and Mu ran are cleaning the yard. They are talking and laughing.

When Xi Jincheng went in, Shu Mu ran and Shu Mu ran were stunned for a while, then they put down the broom and came over.

"Mr. Xi? What are you doing here? What's going on? Didn't come back with you? " Shu's mother looked at the car behind him. She didn't see Shu ran get out of the car for a long time and couldn't help asking.

Xi Jincheng frowned. Shu's mother didn't look like a fake.

"Ran Ran she..." Xi Jincheng licked his lips, raised his eyes and looked at Shu Muran. The latter shook his head silently towards him, and Xi Jincheng's eyes sank.

"What happened to her? Are you in trouble again? " Shu's mother didn't think about it deeply, but she thought that they were making trouble again. She sighed and said helplessly: "Mr. Xi, the child's character is really too strong and competitive! Over the years, it was her refusal to admit defeat that saved our family. If she gets angry with you, you should be more tolerant. Don't be angry with her. She's just like a knife with a mouth and a bean curd with a heart

"You misunderstood me, aunt." Xi Jincheng shakes his head and listens to Shu Mu's words. His heart is so miserable that he can't breathe as if he was covered by someone.

What did he do?

Why did the two women he loved so much die away from him?

Can all the people he fell in love with leave in this way?

He didn't know how he left Shu's house, and he didn't remember what he said to Shu's mother and Shu Muran

Back to Jingtian, no one lives in the house, the whole dead desolate.

He remembered that she accompanied him to breakfast every day. When he went to work, she sent him to the door, stood on tiptoe and gave him a kiss on the chin, and said softly, "drive carefully on the road."

When she came back from work, she would meet him at the gate of the yard, take his arm, put her head on his shoulder, and the little bird said with a smile: "how did she come back so early?"

"How long will you wait here if I don't come back so early?"

"I'll wait until you come back!" She did not want to answer.

At that moment, his heart seemed to be stuffed with cotton, full of happiness.

"Shu ran, come out and tell me that these are not true. Shi Yuyan cheated me. He must have hidden you! It must be He murmured to the desolation of the room and looked around the huge house. He never thought that the house was too big, but it just added his own sorrow.

No matter how big the house is, no one can accompany him.

He didn't dare to see her for the last time.

On the day she was buried, he sat in a bar and drank himself to death.

The spicy wine mixed with salty tears, so bitter that he suspected that he was drinking bile, not wine.

I'm sorry, until now, I still don't believe you really left me!

You must be hiding because you hate me too much and don't want to see me again

Although some late, but I still want to tell you, really sorry, I fell in love with you!

After so many things, I can no longer deceive myself, I love you, I love you!

Even I don't understand why I fell in love with you, so thoroughly, but the fact is that I really fell in love with you!

I know this advertisement came too late. I should wake up early and admit it early. In that case, you won't leave me!

It's a pity that there is no regret medicine in the world. Only after losing it, can we know what we cherish most.

Originally thought, this life, my heart can no longer hold a woman outside Xiaoxin, I think I can't forget her love, I'm afraid I can't give you happiness, I'm afraid I can't give you commitment

What I fear most is that I find myself falling in love with you unconsciously. I feel sorry for Xiaoxin.

I promised her that I would only love her in my life.

But I broke my promise, so I'm afraid

I'm afraid I'll lose my faith in you, so I'll force myself to stay away from you.

Like I said, I should have let you go earlier.

I should not have provoked you from the beginning. I know you are different from those women, but I am still playing with fire.

I'm really sorry, I'm really sorry

No matter where you are, you should take good care of yourself and raise our children.

It's said that the child is nearly four months old.

I must be the most derelict father in the world. I haven't even found my child for four months. Should your stomach bulge?

Why am I so careless?

How could you be so careless that you didn't notice it at all?

No wonder you will so desperately refuse me, so you are protecting the child, why don't you tell me?If you tell me, I

You must know that I won't let you give birth to this child, that's why you hide me, that's why you choose to leave me, right?

That's right!

If I hadn't gone through so many things, I would still be doing asshole things.

I will not want to protect you and your child as soberly as I am now. I will force you to kill your child in order to escape as you think!

Time flies, this life all don't forgive me, you forget once so hurt your person!

Such a good you, but I did not seize, so love my you, I am blind Like hurt you, even I can't forgive myself, let alone the victim of you!

Ran Ran, forget me, you find a good man who loves you, you want to be happy, you must be happy!

He lay on the table, intermittent voice, let people look at all dull.

"Go and have a look! Today is Miss Shu's burial. She Alas Liu can sighed. No one expected such an outcome. The most painful person was the fool of the originator.

Alas, if I had known that, why did I have to do it in the first place?

Such a good girl, but let him give

As if he didn't hear it, he casually wiped the tears off his face with his sleeve and reluctantly pulled out a smile.

What's the point of seeing it?

He would never believe that she was dead, let alone go to see her so-called burial!

"What are you going to see? Do you think I'll believe she's dead? I Xi Jincheng's woman, will not be stupid to die, she must have escaped! She must have hated me so much that she found such a bad excuse and escaped from me! "

Whether it's self deception or the fact that Shi Yuyan cheated him, he won't believe that Shu ran will really die!

Just pain is broken into pieces of the heart, how to precipitation?

He finally realized how sad it was for Shi Yuyan to find a drugstore and buy a band aid to mend the wound on his heart!

Liu can silently turned his head, pulled up his sleeve and wiped his wet tears.

Xi Jin's city entrance is self paralyzed and heartbreaking.

Now, he can only deceive himself in this way. Is it from my comfort?

"Liu can, do you think I'm a real jerk?" He picked up the bottle, no longer satisfied with a cup of pouring in the cup to drink, blowing directly to the mouth of the bottle.

"Mr. Xi, what do you think of Miss Shu Really It's a mess Liu can clenched his teeth and borrowed two thousand courage from heaven before he summoned up his courage and confessed carefully.

"Yes! That's why she got angry and left me! " When a bottle of wine came to the end, he raised his hand and called the bartender: "two more bottles!"

"Mr. Xi, I can't drink any more! If you drink like this again, your stomach will be perforated! " Liu can stops painfully and shakes his head to the bartender.

"Pierce, pierce! Who else cares about me? People who care about me are all pissed off by me, Xiaoxin and Shura. I'm afraid who will worry about me? " Xi Jincheng raised his head and laughed with self mockery. The man who was usually superior to Wang was so depressed that even the roadside beggars were more elegant than him.

"Go and see Shura! Don't let yourself regret it. " If we can wake up early, how can such a tragedy happen? Why does everyone have to regret after losing?

"No He shook his head firmly, as long as he did not look, he would not feel that she was no longer in this world.

As long as he doesn't go to see it, he can tell himself that Ranran is just going to travel. Maybe one day when he is tired and thinks about him, he will come back!

"Mr. Xi..."

"No more!" Holding the table, he stood up wobbly, red eyes, grabbed Liu can's skirt, and roared loudly: "Ranran is just away, she will come back!"

Why is it so unconvincing? He can't even convince himself

"Mr. Xi, don't do that. Just accept the facts, OK? One such injury is enough. Don't hurt yourself again, OK? Miss Shu is gone! She has left Ah

Liu can's words were stopped by his fist. He took a breath of cold air and tasted the salty smell in his mouth.

"It's because of this state of escape that you always live in memory because you can't face the reality, that you can't see the people in reality, that you can't see the feelings in reality, and that you can make the people in reality become real memories. If you want to continue like this, there will be a second Shura and a third Shura in the future Well "

once again, Liu can got a fist from him, spewed out a mouthful of blood, and fell to the ground, together with Xi Jincheng, who couldn't stand.

"Mr. Xi! How are you doing? Did you hurt yourself? " Liu can doesn't care about his injury, so he rushes to help Xi Jincheng.

"Don't worry, I won't hurt anyone again." He laughs and shakes his head. As long as the women related to him, they will not come to a good end. In his life, it seems that he is against women."You don't hurt anyone, and then you hurt yourself?" Liu can sighed helplessly.

"Come on, don't worry about me any more, go back!" Xi Jincheng said evasively.