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The next day, Su Xu sent the revised planning plan to Lin Zixia and soon received his email reply.

Su Xu moved the mouse arrow onto the mail. As soon as he pressed the left button, the computer screen went black. After a second or two, the screen returned to its original state. Su Xu was startled for a moment. Opening the email again, there were only a few lines of Lin Zixia's polite words that were satisfied with the plan.

After reading it, Su Xu got up and went to the tea room, not paying much attention to the incident with the computer's black screen just now.

While she was making coffee in the tea room, Su Xu tilted her ear and heard the conversation of the female staff in the office, which seemed to vaguely mention Tang Luoye. She focused, and the female staff seemed to be telling the story of Tang Luoye and the other women, which seemed to be in the magazine. This way of making love to other women meant that the words he had said to her the day he took her to church had not been very serious.

Su Xu's feelings were in a mess. She didn't know how it became like this. She was really disappointed with herself, but she didn't know how to untie this mess of red strings.

Lin Zixia had made several appointments with her, and every time she had heard his words, she felt a bit confused.

For example, this time, when he was eating a western meal with her, he suddenly asked her over the piano, "Su Xu, if one day your family comes back to find you, what will happen to you?"

Su Xu didn't want to answer, but as she looked into Lin Zi Xia's dark eyes, she felt lucky. She felt that this question might be one of the problems Lin Zi Xia was facing, so she asked, "Why are you suddenly talking about this? Has someone come looking for you recently?"

Lin Zixia replied, "I want to hear your answer."

"I have no comment for you..." "Let's see how the other party treats me. If I were in his place …" Su Xu gently shook her head. That look in her eyes indicated that she would not acknowledge Lin Zixia unless … Unless she needed to find her father, as she was now, it would be best never to see him again.

Lin Zixia understood her meaning and did not say anything.

Su Xu paused, and could not help but ask, "Did you encounter some sort of entanglement or confusion in this area? So you want to know what I think about someone like you who's been through a lot? "

But she remembered that on her birthday, Lin Zixia had casually mentioned his childhood. It seemed that before he was recalled to the Lin Clan, he had gotten along very well with his former family, otherwise, he wouldn't have remembered his habit of eating hemp balls until now.

Lin Zixia looked at Su Xu and said, "You could say that."

"Lin Zixia, I'm really curious about your past. It's like a mystery." Su Xu said that for him, everything started when he returned to the Lin Clan to learn about business battles. For Lin Zixia's past, Su Xu knew nothing, and there was no way for her to learn anything about him.

"Some things are better left unanswered."

Lin Zixia said indifferently.

He then changed the topic and didn't want to pursue this topic any further. This topic was obviously picked by Lin Zixia, but in the end, it was like Su Xu was peeping on his privacy, which made her depressed.

Sometimes, Lin Zixia's words would always surprise Su Xu, making her feel as if she was shrouded in fog. Some thoughts and thoughts were flashing through the thick fog, but she couldn't see through it, and always felt that there was a little bit of sunlight missing. It seemed that as long as there was a touch of light shining through the fog, she would be able to grasp the key point and successfully solve all the things that confused her.

Lin Zixia had invited her to dinner this time, and it just so happened that Song Zishui and Li Lin, who had come out from their three-person world, saw that they were pushing a baby carriage as if they were going to a nearby store to buy something. Su Xu and Lin Zixia, on the other hand, were about to drive back home after their Western meal, when they coincidentally met outside the parking lot.

The few of them greeted each other and didn't talk much. Then, each of them went back to their own business.

Su Xu continued to play with the little girl and said goodbye to the two masters. At that time, Song Zishui and Li Lin both acted very normally and there was nothing wrong with it.

However, the next day, Su Xu received a call from Li Lin. She asked Su Su to meet with her at her home.

Su Xu vaguely knew what Li Lin was going to say to her. When she went to their house, it was already afternoon. She put down her bag, looked around, and praised, "Teacher, the decorations here are getting more and more warm."

Hearing this, Li Lin enjoyed herself very much. She brought a porcelain cup, a fruit plate, and a snack plate for Su Xu. "What do you want to drink? Coffee, juice, or tea?"

Su Xu chuckled, "Water is enough. Master, don't be so busy. I can eat or drink whatever I want. It's not my first time here, so I won't be polite." Oh right, why are you not seeing Master Song and the child? "

"He went out to play." Li Lin followed suit and sat beside her, lifting up her hair, "I say, Su Xu, your bad habit hasn't changed, why can't you change your way of addressing me and Zi Shui?" Previously, when I was single, it was already difficult for me to hear you call me Sister Lin. Later on, Zi Shui and I married and emphasized not to call us Masters anymore.

Su Xu was a little apologetic, "If you're used to it, you'll never be able to change it." She always felt that it was more respectful to call him Master.

Li Lin couldn't help but tap her forehead and sigh. "We only taught you for a short period of time, and I know that you have a certain amount of gratitude for calling me master, but Su Xu, this title and relationship between you and master seems very unfamiliar. In my eyes, you are already one of my good friends."

She will... Does it look strange?

Su Xu pursed her lips. She had never thought that she would bring such a feeling to Li Lin.

"I'll try to change it." Su Xu lowered her eyes and sincerely apologized.

Li Lin sighed lightly. She handed a fruit to Su Xu and smiled. "Don't worry about it. Do you still remember us from a few years ago when we were teaching you?"

Su Xu's eyes softened, "Not at all. In the past, when Mr. Tang hired people to teach me the Laws of the World, you were the most adorable teachers, allowing me to learn a lot of practical ways."

"I still remember the first time I saw you. You were still a child that had yet to grow up, and now you're as valiant and valiant as ever." Li Lin rested her hand on her cheek. "Let me think. In order to help you transform, I will have to spend at most this amount of effort. My teachings to you and Zi Shui are much less than his."

Su Xu paused for a moment. The main topic was finally about to come.

Li Lin saw that her expression had also become sad. She considered the wording and said, "A few days ago when we returned home, Bai Mo didn't come to the party. When he called, I felt that something was wrong when I heard his voice. Later on, in order to make up for his breach of contract, he invited me to meet with Zi Shui alone. There is no difference between a coarse eyed person and him. However, how could we, who have been friends for so many years, not sense anything unusual about him? "

She wanted to ask Bai Mo what was wrong, but the question just wouldn't come out.

"He seems to be teasing the child and smiling at him, but there isn't a hint of happiness in his eyes. It's impossible to hide the fact that he's in a bad state. Asking him and not saying anything makes Zi Shui and I very worried. "

Li Lin said softly, and sighed a little, "You know, when you're talking business, Baimo is a person who can make the other party leave nothing behind when they're talking and laughing. Only when they're talking to someone they care about will they be gentle like the spring wind. Su Xu, what's wrong with you two, Bai Mo would never take the initiative to avoid you like now, what's wrong? "

Su Xu stayed silent for a while and then said, "Too many things have happened, so you can't explain it clearly with a single sentence."

"It's following …" Is it related to Lin Zixia? " Li Lin asked hesitantly, "I think you're very familiar with him."

Su Xu frowned slightly, "It has nothing to do with anyone else."

She didn't know how to answer. "It's my problem."

She raised her head and spoke in a very soft voice, "Li Lin, can you experience that feeling? The more you treat him well, the more you feel that you don't deserve it. Your heart is filled with guilt and fear of harming him, so much that you want to avoid him and run away."

Li Lin sighed and said in a comforting tone, "Silly girl, why are you thinking so much? If he loves you, then so be it. We've known you since you were twenty years old. Some of them are stubborn, but they're also full of energy. You'll never admit defeat. Why do you have such a low opinion of yourself now? "

"You'll see when you get older." Su Xu's voice was low.

Li Lin could not help but pat her, almost reprimanding her, "Don't be so mature, I am ten years older than you, you are much younger than me. Su Xu, don't be stubborn and keep your opinions sealed. If you don't try, how will you know if it matches? "You said that you were afraid of harming him, but now that you didn't even give him a chance, pushing him so far away, isn't that just harming him even more?"

"Su Xu, don't you see that Bai Mo has been waiting for you? He has liked you for more than two years, right? He feels that he has to wait for you to grow up, for you to accept him. But you kept on dodging, it's not only Bai Mo's heart that is cold, even I, as a bystander, feel angry, Su Xu, why are you unwilling to take a step forward? "

Su Xu couldn't tell Li Lin the real reason. She once took a step forward in love, but reality immediately forced her back to her original form, causing her to be so injured that she couldn't turn back. Once upon a time, she felt that that man would be her salvation. She slowly believed in him, but ended up alone.

At this point, her love for him had completely vanished. Her sweet words and promises were all just an illusion and she didn't dare to trust him anymore.

"Li Lin …" Let me handle this myself. " Su Xu said.

Li Lin sighed again. Knowing that this kind of matter can only be resolved by the person concerned, she said in a slightly angry tone, "I still haven't been able to persuade you. "But Su Xu, you still have to keep your distance from Lin Zixia. I always feel like this person's heart is quite heavy."

Su Xiao was silent for a moment, but only nodded her head and did not say anything.

After leaving Li Lin's house, Su Xu could not help but recall her earlier words: although he was smiling, there was no hint of a smile in his eyes.

As Su Xu walked, she looked down at the long shadow on the ground. The sun was very warm, but she was very sad.