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Su Xu didn't know how to comfort Jane. Being strong and used to it, she wasn't used to being comforted by others. All he could do was walk over and hug her.

In this sea full of waves, there were a pair of similarly injured women who were speechless as they embraced the man in their hearts. What sort of pain they had felt in the past had all faded away at this moment. Layers upon layers of pain covered their friendship that had grown even deeper.

"Su Xu, promise me, be strong!" Jane said to Su Xu in an indifferent tone while hugging her. Su Xu looked at the shore and lightly nodded her head. How could she not understand the meaning behind it?

Several times, there were people who told her to be strong. This was all advice given to her by others, so how could she not listen to it? The lesson was there. If you weren't strong, who would you show it to? No one will accompany you forever, no one can unconditionally endure your endless fragility.

"Even if I can't be strong, Su Xu, you still have me!" Jane suddenly said in such an emotional way, let go of Su Xu's arm, Jane's smile is as bright as the stars.

"When have I ever fallen into despair? If I really have to rely on you, don't chase me away!" Sue laughed and joked with Jane, and all the heartfelt words came out in this half-joking tone.

"Of course, Su Xu, no matter when, I promise you that only you will come, I will definitely come to pick you up!" Jane looked at Su Xu and spoke seriously, even though she was still her love rival. However, how could the friendship between two people be limited to only one man?

Su Xu looked back at Jane's firm eyes. The true love that she hadn't seen for a long time was different from the existence of kinship love. She had really found the best friendship, it was truly rare!

"Now, are you willing to talk about you and Qin Zheng?" It had to be said that Jane's train of thought was really fast. One second it was as moving as before, but the next it was on this sorrowful topic.

"Maybe, as long as you are willing to listen!" Su Xu blinked at Jane, she was already tacitly good friends, naturally she also hoped that there was someone to share her thoughts with.

"In exchange, can you tell me something about yourself?" This time, she needed to know a little more. Since she had already decided on a sister, she couldn't selfishly think about how her pain would be shared.

"Good!" As long as you are willing! " Jane's answer to Su Xu, a relationship, nothing extraordinary. Where was she that no one liked? Why bother with a Tang Luoye?

Where should the story start? Su Xu was at a loss. She knew about Qin Zheng's feelings for him, but the matters of the past were too complicated. All of a sudden, her memories were in disarray, and she didn't know where to start.

"Qin Zheng and I started off on a one-night stand!" Su Xu still felt that it was necessary for them to have such an emotional and passionate relationship. That night, they had met for the first time, and after a minute and forty seconds, they had made a long kiss, establishing their love for each other in the future.

It's like a game!" Jane listened attentively, she did not expect that the beginning of the affair between Su Xu and Qin Zheng would be such a ridiculous one-night stand, it really made her look at him in a new light, Su Xu was always a pleasant surprise!

Su Xu forced a smile and said, "It was originally a game, who would take it seriously?"

In the distance, the waves came one after another, telling the legend of destiny. They repeated the same action, endlessly growing. Just like Su Xu and Qin Zheng, once they met, there would be an unbreakable source of destiny!

This time, Jane did not interrupt Su Xu's narration. She was already leaning on the dam, quietly listening to Su Xu's speech. It was still early, and there was still a lot of time to listen.

"I thought it was an indulgence, but from then on, my body and mind were unable to control themselves. Qin Zheng kept looking for me, and I was greedy for that warmth!" What a sin. Back then, she should have flatly refused Qin Zheng, but now her heart softened.

"Later on, when I was pregnant with his child, I discovered that we actually loved each other!" Back then, Qin Zheng's words were still in her ears, yet she actually believed them. Indeed, it was just a timely pleasure.

"Our relationship is deeper, and my child is growing up in my belly! He even proposed to me! " At this moment, Su Xu's face was brimming with a happy smile. Thinking of that moment, which woman wouldn't be happy?

In the first half of her life, she was used to seeing the indifference between Su Yi and her father. At that time, as long as her father came back, he would just yell at Su Xu and scold her "bitch".

Where love comes from, is only a moment of confusion love fans, Susu is not believing in love. But because of Qin Zheng, she was tempted. She agreed just like that.

"However, there was such a woman who stole my Qin Zheng, causing the death of my child!"

Thinking about her lost child, Su Xu couldn't stop her anger. How she wished that she could avenge her child with her own hands. He had already grown up in her stomach for more than four months, and gradually, she could feel his existence.

"But, I have no way to avenge my child, Qin Zheng even more so! That woman loved him so dearly that she didn't care for her own safety. Her love was persistent and terrifying. It was only to save Qin Zheng's life! "

That pool of blood had dyed that night red, and Su Xu's future life was bleak. For a long time, she could not accept the news of Qin Zheng's engagement to Shen Yun Da, nor did she dare to go to their wedding.

If Tang Luoye hadn't forcefully pulled her to see it for herself, she would not have known the meaning of despair.

She looked down, just in time to see Jane's eyes on her, encouraging, comforting beyond all else. Just like that, Su Xu looked at Jane and smiled. Her smile passed by her, but she was still as dumb as before.

"Qin Zheng owed her a promise, but in the end, he could only marry her. I thought that I wouldn't meet him again, but who would've thought that the future projects in the city would cause us to meet again! "

She had already done her best to avoid meeting Qin Zheng again. Destiny was teasing, it would always be able to tie two people together.

"I want to hide from him, I want to forget about him, I want to start over, I don't like him anymore, but you know what happened afterwards, how can I forget him, I'm so nervous about him, everyone can hide it, but I can't hide my own heart!"

Su Xu closed her eyes. Only by doing this could she stop those tears which were so rampant that they wanted to burst out. She didn't want to be so fragile, she only told a story.

The only thing that puzzled her was how she could maintain her relationship with Qin Zheng. Was she really willing to be a nameless third party to share her love with another woman? She is Su Xu, can she do it?

Even though Shen Yunda was far away from home and he was the one accompanying Qin Zheng, the marriage contract was still too small for him. In front of his children, the marriage contract seemed pale and unconvincing.

Jane got up and patted Su Xu's shoulder, "Su Xu, you've done well enough, this can't be blamed on you!"

Jane wasn't someone who could easily be moved by emotion. However, she could only sadly recall her past women. If she was matched with such a strong Su Xu, how could she be willing to give up?

"Have you ever been unwilling? "Su Xu!" Jane curiously asked Su Xu, how could she bear it. If she was in her shoes, she would have left long ago. A man like this couldn't make any promises, even if he was the first one to be considered.

"Of all the love in this world, what is there to be unresigned about? The only thing to be unresigned about is whether one is willing or not!" Su Xu mumbled. Would she be unwilling? Such feelings, after confirming his heart, had there ever been one?

"I just love him, and my heart can't help but feel this way!"

She only loved Qin Zheng and wanted to stay by his side. However, the reality was so cruel, and even such a simple request couldn't satisfy her. The photo and comment on Qin Zheng's phone had hurt her heart.

She was jealous that the gentle words of Qin Zheng were not directed at her; jealous that the woman in the photo was not herself; jealous that she and Qin Zheng's child could not live well, yet had to watch helplessly as the other woman had Qin Zheng's child!

Since when did she become such a plentiful woman, obsessed with love. She lost her mind, lost her sanity, and slowly fell into despair. Love had already become endless torture. As for her, there was nothing she could do!

Covering her face, Su Xu felt that her face at this moment should be extremely sorrowful, as she didn't want others to see this obvious weakness. The only thing she could do was cover her ears and deceive herself!

"You have to control your own heart as well!" Jane said with a serious tone, she fiercely pushed away Su Xu's hand which was covering her face, her tone was fiery serious like never before.

"For a man to become like this, Su Xu, you really have no ambition!" Jane was a little disappointed. "But everyone has this kind of bad luck!"

Jane, who had been on fire, was now calming down.

"Let me tell you a story!" Jane quietly told her story, but she didn't want to use the first person. Perhaps she had forgotten this memory. Now it was like someone else's story.

"There's a girl who has everything since she was young, so she is lawless, practically unscrupulous, and wildly arrogant. In her eyes, all the boys aren't even worth mentioning. She is just a foil to her beauty!"

"She is a high and mighty princess, of course there will be many people flattering her. But then she met a beast race, and everything changed! That beast race has always been out of place in the world around them. They are proud and aloof, and they don't put anyone in their eyes, including that girl! "

"The girl's mischievous mentality. She told other boys to bully this alien and wanted him to give in. However, this beast race had never been willing to surrender. On the contrary, they had relied on their own efforts to conquer the boy that the girl had sent over! In the end, I've also subdued the girl's heart. "

"But the beast race didn't want to accept this, so the girl insisted on pestering her. She put down all her princess airs, hoping that the beast race would like her. In order to communicate with the beast race, she even learned the same language as him! "

"However, everything changed after the beast race accepted the girl. The girl knew that the beast race didn't really love him, but she was willing to exchange her tears for the days she spent with the boy. Those days were painful and blissful! "

Jane stopped midway and looked at Su Xu's mysterious smile, "Su Xu, do you know how to face such a day? Like poppies, which fascinate you but destroy your body day by day? Is it similar to what you are facing, where love and pain are tormenting you? "