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"Rong Xuan, you were too rash today!" I'm tired. " Qin Zheng didn't want to hear it anymore. The love between him, Su Xu and Shen Yun Da would definitely be ruined. From the beginning to the end, he had never loved Shen Yunda, and during that time, even if he was in the wrong, he could not care less.

To fall in love with a person, she was the only one from the bottom of her heart. How could she have the heart to spend it on someone else? Famous for not having love, having love without a name, this was his greatest failure, so he didn't need to vent his anger on others. With Rong Xuan's personality, it was easiest for him to feel sympathy for Qin Lie. He already knew this, but even if he thought about it calmly, he shouldn't blame him.

Rong Xuan was satisfied with Qin Zheng's answer. Today, he was a little impulsive. However, he did not regret it. He gently shut the door and left this place to the remaining two people.

The door gradually closed, and the atmosphere in the room suddenly turned cold. The two of them faced each other, but neither of them knew what to say. The smell of gunpowder gradually dispersed, but invisible smoke had already filled the surrounding area.

"Su Xu!" On the other hand, Qin Zheng was the first to speak. In this situation, Su Xu's expression made him feel uneasy. From the beginning to the end, Qin Zheng felt that in this relationship, he was the one who wouldn't let go no matter what. Even Su Xu's final consent was only because of that car accident.

However, from the bottom of his heart, did Su Xu accept him? Qin Zheng knew that Susu had never told him about Shen Yunda, even though the news that he and Shen had a child had already been spread at the PRB conference not long ago.

Qin Zheng felt that Su Xu was trying to escape, and both of them were trying to escape. He was deceiving himself, treating it as if it had never happened, but the truth was that it did exist. Now that he was forced out by Rong Xuan, he did not know how to explain to Su Xu.

There were too many uncertainties, but the only one that came out of his mouth was the soft call of Su Xu's name. Qin Zheng admitted that he didn't have the courage now to give Su Xu an explanation. The choice was so difficult, how could he not care about Shen Yun Da?

"I'm fine! "There's something wrong with Rong Xuan today!" Su Xu tried her best to relax. From the beginning to the end, she didn't hear the whole story, nor did she know those pitiful things about Shen Yunda. She could only pretend to be stupid.

"Do what you want! Always staying at the hospital. Some things still need to be taken care of by yourself! " She felt that she was incoherent, so Su Xu didn't know what to say.

At such a time, was he supposed to stop Qin Zheng from going to see Shen Yun Da? She couldn't do it because she didn't dare to test Qin Zheng's bottom line. If she really stopped him, would Qin Zheng agree?

How effective was his promise to Shen Yunda? He could let go of the deep feelings he had at that time, and without hesitation, he married Shen Yunda, breaking off all ties with him from now on. Even when he was almost in danger and was being followed by a black van, he had always believed in Shen Yunda absolutely.

All of this was an indisputable fact. Resisting the tears, he tried to become magnanimous. What was the use of worrying about all this? If Qin Zheng couldn't give her an explanation, what could she do if Qin Zheng himself wasn't willing to do anything to her?

"Su Xu, don't you blame me?" He discovered that he was unable to see through Su Xu. For example, this one second, she was smiling at him, seemingly relaxed as if nothing had happened. She did not seem as questioning or hysterical as he had imagined.

A feeling of disappointment welled up in his heart. Qin Zheng doubted and worried. Could it be that Su Xu no longer cared about him? Was the happiness of many days just a beautiful dream? Good.

"I don't blame you, Ah Zheng, I …" Unable to continue, Su Xu didn't know what she should say. Everything she said was forcing logic and words. Which woman didn't want to live her life together with the man she loved and grow old? However, she was the only one who was in a difficult situation like this. There was no name for love.

"You can't help yourself. In this world, there are so many rules that are binding us bit by bit. We have no choice but to take into account so many things, who can put them all down! "

At this moment, she could only console herself. Thinking about it, who could handle matters of the heart so perfectly, just like how she never wanted to hurt Bai Mo, but it was already too late. It was already a forsaken fate for her and Bai Mo to meet.

He was also like Tang Luoyan. Obviously, there was nothing between them …

Suddenly, Su Xu remembered the night of New Year's Eve. Her heart trembled as she suddenly turned around to look at Qin Zheng. For a moment, she felt as if the world was making a fool of her. It was hard to say what had happened between her and Tang Luoye, but she couldn't remember what had happened that night.

"Qin Zheng, if you want to go, then go. "I don't want others to misunderstand that you're an irresponsible man because of me!"

She loved him, but she did not wish for Qin Zheng to bear the branding of abandoning his wife and children because of her. Even Rong Xuan, who had such a close relationship with Qin Zheng, stood up and accused Qin Zheng, causing Su Xu to feel guilty.

His heart was burdened with too much pressure. From the very beginning, he had lost forever. How could she win Qin Zheng back? Su Xu didn't know, the worst thing she could do was to let those who left live their lives as long as they could.

"Su Xu, I …"

"Looking back at the clouds and breaking the path of return, then looking back at the dense thistles and thorns, there will be no more dreams that will be hard to part with tonight. The dreams I had with you, to whom will I tell in the future, then turn back and leave …"

Qin Zheng still wanted to say something, but he was interrupted by Su Xu's ringtone. Ever since he had accompanied Qin Zheng into the hospital, Su Xu's world seemed to have been cut off from the rest of the world. She didn't even return to her villa, let alone the company.

"Hey!" Su Xu's mood was not very good. At this moment, she was pushing her beloved man towards her love rival, whom she could not defend against at all.

Shen Yunda was now a pregnant woman, Qin Zheng's wife, and a weak patient. As long as she laid there doing nothing, she would be able to gain the sympathy of others and stand up for her.

"Hello, is this Miss Su?"

"Aunt Zhang?" This time, it was Su Xu's turn to be surprised. Aunt Zhang rarely called her, and the last time was when Tang Ling was sick.

"Miss Su, come back quickly!" Something's happened. " Aunt Zhang's voice was clearly urgent, yet it also sounded like she was crying.

Aunt Zhang's phone call was more or less a savior. Su Xu really couldn't stand the atmosphere in the room and wanted to escape. She didn't know if she could watch Qin Zheng go after Shen Yunda. If she could choose, then this time, she wanted to leave.

"Aunt Zhang, don't be anxious!" I'll go back immediately! " Su Xu hurriedly hung up the phone, then looked at Qin Zheng with less apprehension.

"I have something urgent to take care of, so I'll head back first. You can do it by yourself! " Su Xu asked with uncertainty. She picked up all the stuff, and there were a lot of random things left behind, but now that she packed them all up, she could only take a little.

She couldn't let Qin Zheng see her current feelings. Perhaps everything could still be saved. Between her and Qin Zheng, she still needed Qin Zheng to consider things clearly. She could not force him to do so.

"Su Xu, you, will you still come back?" Qin Zheng felt that he was about to lose Su Xu. Today's matter had happened too suddenly, causing everything to go out of control due to Rong Xuan's abnormality.

Seeing that Su Fu was about to leave, he could only ask this question. If he could, he had thousands of ways to keep Su Xu by his side, but he got what he wanted. He chose the most unreliable way, but he didn't want to force Su Xu. What he wanted was Su Xu's sincerity and willingness.

"Call me again!" Listening to Qin Zheng's words, Su Xu could not give him an accurate answer. She could only rely on the little things she had done before to comfort Qin Zheng like this.

It was hard to figure out what Su Xu was thinking. Qin Zheng followed Su Xu's meaning and shouted out with great fondness and yearning.

"— Su Xu!"

"En!"

In that instant, all the sparks flew out and Qin Zheng's eyes lit up once again.

As long as Qin Zheng still loved her, she was willing to wait for his entire life. But if one day Qin Zheng no longer needed her, she could only silently turn around.

No one is selfless to this extent. Su Xu, are you even touched by yourself!

I'm leaving!" The warmth was always too short. They still had their own matters to handle. Aunt Zhang was in a bad mood. It was unknown what had happened in the Tang clan's villa. Feeling that all of this was too sudden, the doubts in Su Xu's heart became bigger and bigger.

"I'll wait for you!" Since his heart was at peace, why force himself to ask so much? Qin Zheng stared at Su Xu. He wanted to give her the warmest glow, to give her the gentlest look, and that was only to keep his heart at peace.

If Su Xu could not persevere, then there was no hope in what he had done. One day, he would definitely convince Shen Yunda to let go of everything and live a good life!

Half an hour had passed and Qin Zheng was alone in the ward. After thinking for a moment, he dialed a number. The name of the number was not unfamiliar to him, Qin Zhen. At a time like this, the best way to deal with personal matters was to deal with family members.

Su Xu sat on the taxi heading to the Tang Family villa. She didn't know what she was going to face next. Just like the scenery in front of his eyes, he had to wait until the car drove to a certain extent before he could see the scenery that was even further than before.

She could not repeat the path of life over and over again. Only by relying on intuition and touching a rock could she take a step forward. No one could predict the future.

The scenery outside the window had long been familiar to Su Xu. It was a pity that she hadn't walked through it for so many days, and it was strange to her. Most of the blazing summer had already passed, and soon, it would be autumn again.

Time flew by so quickly. It seemed like Snowy was going to get married this time of year. She was still carrying Qin Zheng's child and was at a loss as to what to do.

A year later, it was Shen Yunda who carried Qin Zheng's child. She was still at a loss as to what to do. Time always loved to torture people. A year's time, yet there was such a dramatic change. She didn't even have the time to adjust to it before a large portion of it was already gone.

On the main street, cars flowed like flowing water. Qin Zheng sat in the back seat, while Qin Zhen chattered incessantly beside him. It was very consistent with his personality as a ghost. However, Qin Zheng wasn't in the mood. All he could think about was how to explain things to Yunda.

As for someone who Qin Zheng would never forget, he was lying in a hospital ward with a high fever. His hands were already covered with needles. However, this didn't mean much in her eyes. On the contrary, her mysterious smile made people feel a chill in their hearts.

"I've put in a lot of effort. Ah Zheng, are you still not here to see me!" Shen Yunda looked at the needle in her hand with satisfaction and gently caressed her stomach.

"Child, you haven't even been born yet and you're already so troubled. In the future, I'll make her pay double!" No one had seen the viciousness in Shen Yunda's eyes!