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Hearing this, Su Xu seemed to understand. But even so, what did he mean by intentionally getting close to her today? She couldn't help but size up An Yue, who still had a serene expression on her face. With her pure and untainted appearance, it was hard to tell that she was a scheming girl.

"Today, it's better to look at you from up close!" As if trying to create a cheerful atmosphere, An Yue started to praise Su Xu with a smile.

However, Su Xu's current mood was not very good. With a cute child like Du Du, her mood gradually improved a bit, but when others mentioned Qin Zheng, her good mood suddenly dropped to the bottom. She didn't expect that even the patients in the hospital would know them so well.

"You can't be angry, right? I'm sorry, I just want to drag you along and say a few words when I see that you're in a bad mood!" However, it was a girl who didn't want to hurt anyone. An Yue approached Su Xu and tentatively rubbed her right arm.

"I'm not angry, I'm just surprised!" Hiding her emotions, Su Xu softly said to An Yue. She was originally planning to go to work, but it seemed like she didn't have that intention anymore. It was better to find a stranger like this and talk to him or her as usual.

"So you've known me for a long time, but I still don't know you!" Su Xu stretched her legs to make her posture more comfortable. She came to the hospital for the sake of visiting patients and patients, so the topic could be easily found.

"There are always a lot of illnesses in this old man. She should be very happy to have a grandson like Du Du!" She did not want to waste time on the topic between her and Qin Zheng. It would be better to talk about the elderly.

"Yeah, she really likes Du Du. She always said that living this long until Du Du came out was worth it!" A smile gradually appeared on An Yue's face. Although it was a forced smile, it came from the bottom of her heart.

"Actually, sometimes it's really sad to see her so upset and coughing so much! In the beginning, she didn't even want me to bring Du Du to see her! "

An Yue had already fallen into a state of contemplation. Su Xu sat to the side and listened quietly. That kind of motherly affection between mother and son was something she had never dared to imagine. Su Yi had never said she loved her in her previous life, nor did she ever do anything that made her deeply reminisce.

"She was in so much pain that I knew how much she missed him, so I brought him to see her every time. At first, she would scold me too, but Dudu was very sensible and always made my mom unable to bear it. In the end, she couldn't bear it anymore and told him to come visit her. "

Su Xu could imagine that an old man who loved his grandson the most, but was afraid that he would be unkind to a child because of his body. He didn't want to see her but didn't want to see her.

Slightly sighing, there are so many things in this world that make people hesitant. Who would be able to make the best choice? Well, I'm afraid of that. After this tribulation, there would be another waiting for him. When will it end?

"Look at me, why are you talking to me? Are you alright? You looked like you were about to faint just now!" At the beginning, An Yue slowly recalled, probably hearing Su Xu's sigh, she looked at Su Xu in embarrassment, asking her about her body in concern.

Rubbing her head, Su Xu knew that she had almost fainted just now. Perhaps it was because she hadn't eaten breakfast in the morning, but she had descended the stairs too quickly, with her head still hanging down, which was a little bit too low in blood sugar.

"It's fine, I really like hearing you talk about this!" While talking, Su Xu was a little distracted, "Your mom should be very satisfied with having such a good daughter like you!"

Compared to her, Su Xu felt that An Yue was a very filial daughter. Being able to understand her mother so well and think for her everywhere, she often said, "There is no filial son at the bedside for a long time," but this girl was actually able to take care of her mother for so long.

According to Toot, he didn't have a dad yet. If that was the case, it would be really difficult for An Yue to raise Du Du all by herself.

"How am I a good daughter!" An Yue smiled as she denied Su Xu's words. Her beautiful short hair covered her face, concealing the dimness in her eyes.

"On the contrary, I don't know how many times I let my mother worry about me. Just take Du Du for example. At that time, my mother really suffered a lot!"

"Oh?" From the looks of it, things were not that simple. For a woman to bring her own child, there were only a few situations, and most of them were not good.

"I'm a single mother!" An Yue's casual words dispelled the doubt in her heart.

"When I was young, I fell in love with someone I shouldn't have. I got pregnant before marriage, which caused my family to suffer from countless supercilious looks!" An Yue raised her head and made a soothing gesture.

"I don't know how many times my mother has worried me during that period of time. She was the one who brought me up, and now I'm suffering this kind of pain. She really blames herself!"

"She always thought that it was because of her that I became like this. I'm not a clean person, and I've been deceived by a man to the point that my stomach has become big!"

At this moment, Su Xu didn't know how to comfort An Yue. In her heart, a single mother was nothing, and she was the same as well. It was a pity that without that blessing, the child she could not keep would eventually turn into a pile of mangled flesh and leave.

"But the doctor said I was in danger of getting pregnant and the baby was too big to give birth! "My mom could only bear with the supercilious looks from her neighbors and forcefully brought me home to nurture my baby!"

"At least she was kind to my mom. Du Du was very obedient, but before she could enjoy my blessings, she already got this disease!"

At this point, An Yue couldn't help but burst into tears. She had probably been suppressing her emotions for too long. How could she possibly cry in front of her child? In front of his mother, he couldn't show his pain in front of her, which caused his family to worry.

"To have such a cute grandson like Du Du, she must be very happy. You don't have to blame yourself!" My filial piety is in normal times, if you take care of her like this, she will definitely be very satisfied! "

As she gently consoled An Yue who buried her head in tears, Su Xu suddenly felt a little sad. The world's greatest pain was "a child wants to be raised but does not want to be loved", let alone a mother who loved her. In this world, there were too many people who suffered. Compared to that, she was much happier.

He had never experienced his mother's deep love, so when he lost her, he wouldn't feel so heartbroken. As for An Yue, she had truly experienced how much love her mother had, and it was extremely painful for her to suddenly accept the fact that her mother was leaving.

What happened to the man you loved?" "How could a person be so heartless? Su Xu felt indignant. She hated men like this the most in her life. They could only get pregnant but not take responsibility.

Just like back then when she suspected Tang Ling, she thought that Tang Ling had abandoned the mother and daughter pair and caused her to live a miserable life for more than ten years. Every day, she would have to suffer the torture of that man. He never did anything for his family. He just drank his wine and cursed.

"I, will not mention him anymore!" An Yue hesitated, but didn't say anything about the man.

"Being able to get to know you today can be considered fate. Most of it is due to my selfishness!" Standing up, An Yue suddenly said this to Su Xu for no reason.

Su Xu smiled, "Do you secretly want to know me? "Then I am honored!"

An Yue gave off a feeling of being both plain and beautiful, as well as the serenity of many years within her purity, causing people to feel comfortable yet at ease. Su Xu felt that she was not the kind of person who would fawn over others with her selfishness.

"No, perhaps I have! "After the birth of Du Du Du, you feel old. Sometimes, looking at some people makes you think of your past self!"

An Yue stared at Su Xu. Her gentle eyes were full of pity, full of the vicissitudes of life.

"What do you mean?" Su Xu looked back at An Yue, not knowing what advice this kind of woman wanted to give her.

"I'm not the type of person who loves gossiping. It's just that the previous period of the wedding between the Qin and the Shen family was so exciting that it was hard to forget!"

All of a sudden, she felt that this voice was very resounding, causing Su Xu to fall into a trance. Was there anyone who wanted to remind her of this?

"I'm not targeting you. Actually, even I, myself, am only someone else's plaything. I left it behind and didn't even recognize my own child. I've seen your story in the magazine. You're different from me, you're so capable, I just feel that you might be able to fight for yourself sometimes! "

However, she didn't expect An Yue to say such a thing to her. Su Xu was a little surprised. He originally thought that she was trying to persuade him to learn from her lesson and leave Qin Zheng. Now, was she trying to win Qin Zheng over?

"No wonder, I just feel that I should fight for what I can fight for sometimes. I've been in the hospital for so many days, and I've seen you with that man from afar every time. I can see that you guys love each other very much, so why can't you be together like that?"

Being asked until she was at a loss for words, Su Xu suddenly remembered that the barrier between her and Qin Zheng was not as simple as his marriage. Things were much more complicated than she had imagined.

"Although I am a woman who has been abandoned, I still feel that I must strive for the happiness that I can! Perhaps you feel that there are many problems that exist between the two of you, but in this world, as long as there is an emotional relationship between the two of you, it is not a big deal. "

"The so-called problem is just a test from the heavens. Why would you give up so much love just because of a small contradiction?"

"I heard that when he was just sent here in a car accident, it was you who said loudly that you were one of the family. At that time, you had the courage to show your love and concern. Why can't you do that now?"

Encouraged by An Yue, Su Xu seemed to see that day again. Because she was nervous about Qin Zheng's injury, she could not care about anything else but directly said that she was his wife and signed the agreement to enter the hospital.

At that time, she had thought, as long as Qin Zheng was alive, as long as he was alive, it would be fine. The third person had never been him. She was the one Qin Zheng loved. In this love triangle, the one who wasn't loved was the third person.

"I …" It was also because of her excitement that she was about to say something to An Yue when she saw the elevator door suddenly open. It was Qin Zheng, who was supporting Shen Yunda.

With just a glance, Su Xu knew that they had also seen her, and she could not help but be stunned. Shen Yun Da was completely in Qin Zheng's embrace, and even though Qin Zheng's leg did not recover that much previously, he was now holding Shen Yun Da up.

What a warm scene, sweet lovers, and the crystallization of love. Which one did Qin Zheng love? His heart, which had been itching to give it a try due to An Yue's words, was now hesitating.