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"Why don't you and Xiao Wan go back first, I'll be here." Muri can see that Su Xiaowan's face is not very good, so she is concerned. She hopes the two can go back.

I don't know why. Muri has a bad feeling that the conversation with Mur zhe ran just now has been seen by her, and she has heard it all.

Although not sure, Muri knows that Su Xiaowan must be unhappy at the moment.

"Grandfather, let's go back first. I won't come to see you if I have something to do these days." Mo's words make su Xiaowan more clear.

She did not speak.

"Well, if you have something to do, you can do it. I'm fine. There's a housekeeper here. Besides, there's Xiaowan. I believe both of you will take good care of me, right? At least you won't poison me

The old man's jokes made the housekeeper's face suddenly change. It seems that he didn't expect that the old man would say such words. It's more or less unexpected.

"Master, you can't make a joke like this."

"It's just a joke. OK, you clean up. I'm full."

Soon, Mo zhe ran left the ward with Su Xiaowan.

No one spoke all the way.

When he was still a little bit away from home, he suddenly hit the steering wheel and went in another direction.

"Why don't you ask me where I'm going?" Looking at his appearance, Mozhe's thick eyebrows suddenly wrinkled.

I'm not in a good mood.

"That's strange. Why should I ask?" Su Xiaowan's reply made him not know what to say.

So they fell into silence again. The night has gradually covered up the landscape of the city. It's almost new year's day, and there's a new year's atmosphere on the streets.

"Do you want to go down for a walk?" How he asked, just want to make su Xiaowan feel better, he is not a fool, he is very clear at the moment, Su Xiaowan has something in mind. I'm not sure.

"I don't want to go down, or I'll go alone." With that, Su Xiaowan closed her eyes and leaned her head against the car window. It seemed that she was a little cold. She hugged herself with her hand. Maybe she wanted to give her some warmth, but she didn't force her to go down.

Just took off his suit, gently covered her body, holding a cigarette, lighter, telephone, went down.

He didn't go far. He leaned against the car door, lowered his head, lit the cigarette on his fingers, took a hard breath, and then vomited out the smoke. The smoke made her face blurred, and she couldn't see clearly. Maybe this could better express the mood of Murphy now.

Did he do all this wrong? He gave himself a big question mark in his heart, but there are so many clear things in the world? And how much responsibility does he have?

Maybe even he can't make it clear.

But what can people change?

Deep looking at the distance, until the hand of the cigarette burning to the end, let him feel a trace of pain, just lost the hand of the cigarette!

At this time, a young mother passed by with a very lovely child in her hand. Her round face and big eyes made her look back.

It was not until the mother and daughter went away that he took back his eyes. He thought of his unborn child.

If not for the last accident, maybe in a few months. His children will also be born, he believes that his children must be particularly lovely.

Looking up at the crowd coming and going, mozeran felt so strange for the first time.

And sitting in the car, Su Xiaowan didn't ease her inner feelings until this time.

It turns out that this period of time for all of their own, everything is acting.

Su Xiaowan's tears, all of a sudden fell down, the heart just repaired the wound, once again broken.

She knew that all her self deception seemed to stop. After hearing everything today, Su Xiaowan told herself that some things should be faced again.

Su Xiaowan pushed the door open. It's a little cold today, but what's colder is her heart.

She wrapped up her clothes, took off her clothes and left them in the car, walking on the road alone.

Let the people around him come and go, but in Su Xiaowan's heart, there is nothing left...

when Mo zhe ran came back, he found that Su Xiaowan in the car had gone. He looked up and didn't find Su Xiaowan. He took out his mobile phone from his pocket, looked at Su Xiaowan's number and dialed.

But this time, it's a pity that Su Xiaowan didn't answer and let the voice on the phone hang up slowly.

When Su Xiaowan raises her head, she looks at the snowflakes falling from the sky. She reaches out her hand and lets them fall. This winter is not cold. This is the first snow. Looking at people's happy appearance on the street, her mouth also slowly emerged a smile, but the smile did not carry too much happiness.Perhaps as far as she is concerned, she has no happiness.

With his head down and the phone in his hand, father Su called.

"Dad." Su Xiaowan tries her best to control her temper for fear that her father will have any doubts. Now she doesn't want anyone to worry about herself.

"Come home for dinner sometime. Dad hasn't seen you for days." Su Xiaowan is silent because of her father's words. Yes, she hasn't been back to that home since last time. It's not her own home, it doesn't belong to her.

"Well, I'll go back when I have time. Take care of yourself. " Su Xiaowan's answer today worries Su's father. He doesn't know why. He always feels that his daughter seems to have something on her mind.

He knows that he owes Xiao Wan too much, but he can't do anything about it.

"Xiaowan, it was dad who was wrong last time. Dad apologized to you."

"Don't apologize to me. You are my father. I can consider many things for you, but I hope you can understand my mood." Su Xiaowan didn't want to hear any words about the last time, so she spoke to him directly.

There was an obvious anxiety in the words.

"OK, Dad, I see." Soon Su Xiaowan hung up the phone in her hand. She was lying on the bridge and didn't want to hide her emotions. She burst into tears in an instant. She held back all her emotions for a long time. She knew that some things were gone. Holding the test sheet in her hand, she tore it up and threw it in the wind. She thought she would accept it, but she didn't want to accept it at all