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Leaning on the window and holding onto a book, Lin Sirou quietly read. A ray of light shot in from outside the window and enveloped Lin Sirou's body in a hazy layer of light, beautiful yet gentle.

"All the years have slipped through my fingers, leaving no trace, only a faint sadness.

No one could tell him how to grasp those days. He had already forgotten those looks, those warmth.

No one could tell him if the setting sun would cause the entire world to fall into darkness. He didn't want to ask because the answer he asked might be something he didn't want to hear.

No one could tell him whether there would still be happiness in this world after all the joy and prosperity had gone into silence. He did not know, just like how he did not dare to be sure that there really was an angel in this world.

No one could be as tolerant as the sea. Sometimes, there was only one person who wanted to be selfish and possess his heart. There was also no one who could use their soft and gentle voices to caress their dry heart.

He didn't even know if he could still remember you in the future. It was just like the indifference he felt when he passed you on the street. It was miserable and miserable … Past love has become a conversion of Shang's own heart.

"Don't let love slip into your ears again. It's not your own gospel, it's just a long, heavy Sanskrit."

Closing the book, Lin Sirou sank into deep thought. Although she would often struggle helplessly in her life like this, but when she thought about how Ji Chenxi looked like a different person after losing her memories, she was pleasantly surprised and worried.

"Uncle Fan, why are you sitting outside? It's a bit cold today, so don't catch a cold."

On this day, when Ji Chenxi returned to the hospital for his examination, he saw this benevolent old man staring blankly at the sky, and cool gusts of wind blew from time to time from his surroundings.

"It's fine. The doctor just told me that I can be discharged tomorrow." Grandpa Wang said with a smile.

"That's great," Ji Chenxi said.

"I'll sit here and think about it." Grandpa Wang said.

"Grandpa Wang, I think you have a special meaning. Most people in the hospital want to get out of here as soon as possible. Do you want to leave the hospital and think about it later?" Ji Chenxi said with a smile.

"I've lived in the hospital for too long, I always feel absent-minded and unable to control my own life. I feel like I'm ready to leave at any time," Grandpa Wang suddenly closed his eyes and said passively.

"Grandpa Wang, don't think too much, I'm telling you, you will definitely be lively again after leaving the courtyard. Are you unwilling to part with my family? It's alright, I'll come see you after you leave the courtyard. How about you go to my house and play cards with my dad, drink wine, and eat Red Braised Meat?" Ji Chenxi said with a smile.

"Hur hur, you are a good child. Grandpa Wang thanks you. I recall that my son's age is about the same as yours. At this time, he probably already has his own child." Grandpa Wang said.

"Estimate?" "You don't know if he has any children. He doesn't get in touch often. Is he living abroad?" Ji Chenxi guessed.

"Don't look at how much money I have, I can't buy the warmth on the back of my hand no matter how much money I have. People, they will grow old one day, when you are old, you will understand what I have said today. Grandpa Wang said earnestly.

"I understand, Grandpa Wang. I'm going to deliver food to me. Please quickly come in, don't catch a cold." With that, Ji Chenxi walked inside. Grandpa Wang looked at Ji Chenxi's back and sighed.

That night, Ji Chenxi cooked a meal and ate it together with Lin Sirou. Ji Chenxi watched the entire time as Lin Sirou did not eat.

"Why are you looking at me?" Lin Sirou suddenly noticed that Ji Chenxi was staring at her.

"I wonder what you'll look like when you get old." Ji Chenxi said with a smile.

"Do you think I'm old? Lin Sirou immediately put down his chopsticks, walked to the side of the mirror and looked at himself in the mirror.

"I don't think you're old. I'm just thinking about what you'll look like when you're old." Ji Chenxi hurriedly explained.

"There are traces of age at the corners of his eyes. He is mature, dignified and confident, just like a cup of aged wine." Ji Chenxi said as he hugged Lin Sirou.

"Okay, let me think about what you'll look like when you get old, balding, fattening, deaf, blurry, and then put it on the old man's shoulder like an old Harry Potter." Lin Sirou laughed.

"Today, Grandpa Wang was chatting with him, and he felt that what he said was quite reasonable. The young couple are always together. You said that it's not easy for the two of them to reach old age." Ji Chenxi said.

"Hey, hey, what happened?"

"Come to the hospital." Ji Chenxi immediately rushed towards the hospital.

"Grandpa Wang was cured, but he was born lightly."

"Maybe I don't have any thoughts while I'm alive."

"That guy, he's afraid of that."

"Where did he find this sleeping pill?"

"He told the doctor that he couldn't sleep and couldn't sleep, so he asked the doctor to prescribe two sleeping pills with him every day. He hid himself away and no one noticed him. You said that a living person was gone just like that?" Ji Chenxi listened to the people from the hospital discussing.

"Yesterday, when I came to inspect, I bumped into Grandpa Wang. I was wondering why he wanted to leave the hospital, why he said that he wanted to reflect on the past, and then he told me about the truth of life. So it turns out that he was implying something." Ji Chenxi seemed to have suddenly realized something.

"That day, the doctor came to the ward and told him that he could be discharged from the hospital, I felt that something was wrong with his mood. Think about it, it would be great if the patient could be discharged, but he's obviously unhappy." Ji Chenxi suddenly remembered something that was wrong with Grandpa Wang before.

"Grandpa Wang still has a son, how could he bear to leave without seeing him?" Lin Sirou asked.

"This son of his is simply unfilial. Even if he hasn't come, isn't he in America? It's only been a few hours since he flew here. Do you think this son is heartless?! This is his father! " Lin Sirou was furious at Grandpa Wang's son for not being filial.

"That's right, that's right." Everyone in the hospital thought that what Lin Sirou said was reasonable, and all of them felt sad for that Grandpa Wang had such a son.

"You must be Mr. Ji Chenxi?" A nurse asked Ji Chenxi.

"Yes, what is it?" Ji Chenxi asked.

The nurse took out a letter to Ji Chenxi and said, "This is the letter that Grandpa Wang left for you."

"A letter to me?" Ji Chenxi was in disbelief.

"Quick, open it and take a look." "Hello," he said to his father.

Ji Chenxi revealed her faith, "Ji Chenxi, when you read this letter, I should no longer be in the world, I am sorry to say goodbye to you in this manner, there is something that I have always wanted to say to you, but never said it, my so-called son never existed. Please help me apologize to your parents, I lied about my son to everyone, and I looked at you and your family and your beauty, I don't know why I made up this kind of lie that can never be made into a perfect one, the child is my greatest regret at this time.

I have no son in my life, and although I have done many things, I have achieved some accomplishments, but there is nothing more important than having a child in my life. In the end, I have lived my entire life, and if my own flesh and blood can stand by my side in the final moments of my life, then I will die without regrets. The reason why I chose to leave this world is because I no longer have any concerns in this world.

"Everyone understood what was going on. Ji Chenxi felt really bad, because his father is already so old and he has no children. He felt that he had let down his father.

"Ji Chenxi, Lin Sirou, come with me." The nurse called the two of them out.

"Look at the death of Grandpa Wang, your dad's psychological pressure is extremely great. Ever since the day he was hospitalized, the two of them have been living in the same ward, and they have already agreed to go to our house to eat Red Braised Meat and play chess after he leaves the hospital. Tell me, how much of a shock would it be for your dad if he suddenly goes away like this? Not to mention your father, even my heart is sad when I see Grandpa Wang's sickbed, so I wanted to discuss with the doctor if I could help you get out of the hospital in a bad mood, which would also affect your recovery. "

Before going to sleep at night, Ji Chenxi and Lin Sirou laid on the bed.

"My greatest wish in life is to see my flesh and blood stand by my bedside when I die. What Grandpa Wang said before he left." Ji Chenxi suddenly said to Lin Sirou. It's lonely and impressive. " Ji Chenxi sighed and said.

"Some profound words will only be understood when it's time for a tragedy. When I went to check today, I saw that it was him. I felt very upset." Lin Sirou said.

"Grandpa Wang leaving has given me quite a shock. If you really feel uncomfortable with him, then you should be fine right now." Ji Chenxi said.

"Let me tell you, you've delayed a lot of work while you were sick, now you have to hurry up." Lin Sirou said.

"Go to sleep." Lin Sirou didn't want to say anything more, so she turned around with her back facing Ji Chenxi. However, her eyes didn't close, and she actually couldn't fall asleep. It was true that Lin Sirou didn't dare to think about her at the moment, and her entire life seemed to be muddleheaded, as if if a moment of carelessness would cause her to realize that she was already close her eyes for eternity.

However, this was a sudden realization. It was a matter of life and death.
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