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After a long time, the sky started to turn from a drizzling rain to a pouring rain. The sound of rain entered Lin Sirou's ears, and Lin Sirou walked towards the shop's automatic door, watching the rain fall from outside. There were also many bright raindrops that hit the automatic door, and slid down the automatic door. The automatic door opened with a "Ding Dong" sound. Just as Lin Sirou was about to walk out the door, he was stopped by Qiao Yi's voice.

"You'll get wet from the rain." The rain had drenched Lin Sirou's milky-white long skirt and jet-black hair, but Lin Sirou still looked towards the street entrance, waiting for the Zuo Shaojie she had agreed upon with.

After a while, a ray of yellow light shone onto Lin Sirou's eyes. The car stopped in front of Lin Sirou, and Zuo Shaojie rolled down the window.

"Didn't I tell you to wait inside?" Zuo Shaojie turned off the engine.

"Why aren't you wearing a raincoat?" Lin Sirou ignored Zuo Shaojie's anger.

"You're all wet." Zuo Shaojie touched the bangs on Lin Sirou's forehead. It was still soft, but a little moist now. This feeling was familiar to Lin Sirou.

Lin Sirou also wiped the rain on Zuo Shaojie's face. This action was just Lin Sirou being concerned about Zuo Shaojie's performance, but unexpectedly, Zuo Shaojie's heart trembled slightly, as if he had understood something.

"Do you have an umbrella?" Zuo Shaojie.

"Nope."

"I didn't bring a raincoat, either."

"My home is near here, buy some food and come back to my house to eat." Lin Sirou sat in Zuo Shaojie's car.

Lin Sirou threw a towel to Zuo Shaojie, and after changing his wet clothes, Lin Sirou sat down beside Zuo Shaojie, tasting the taste of the brine he had just bought.

Zuo Shaojie wiped off his wet hair, and his entire body suddenly became hot and dry. This was not the first time Zuo Shaojie had touched this feeling, he understood that it was because of one reason, but to say it out would still require some courage.

"Do you know how it feels to love someone?" Lin Sirou asked.

"Got it." Zuo Shaojie took off the towel.

"How do you feel?" Lin Sirou looked at Zuo Shaojie and she suddenly wanted to understand.

"Impossible to describe." Zuo Shaojie looked straight at Lin Sirou, and he realized that Lin Sirou's delicate cheeks had a tinge of red on them. This should be a shy expression, but Zuo Shaojie did not want to conclude just like that, because it was nothing before Lin Sirou said it.

"Does it feel like this?" Lin Sirou closed her eyes, and her pouting lips slowly approached Zuo Shaojie's. She lightly pecked his mouth, and then, she left and opened her eyes. Right now, her heart was filled with blazing love for Zuo Shaojie, as if her love for him could melt her.

"Yes." Zuo Shaojie's voice became even lower.

"Then am I in love with you?" Although Lin Sirou didn't understand, a woman's intuition was very accurate.

"I don't know, but I love you."

The two of them looked at each other in silence. Zuo Shaojie waited for Lin Sirou's response, his heart feeling complicated. It was a little sour, a little bitter, and even a little astringent. He and Lin Sirou had experienced so much, but he felt more and more that the relationship between the two of them was just too fragile.

She wanted to let go of him, but she felt that it was reluctant to do so. Lin Sirou looked into Zuo Shaojie's eyes, which seemed to be filled with love, undisguised and naked, but Lin Sirou's fear had still defeated her feelings.

"Leave, I don't want to see you again." Lin Sirou avoided Zuo Shaojie's eyes. She was afraid that she would regret it, because she didn't know where the source of her tears came from, so she couldn't avoid or defend against it. She still had a strong desire to separate herself from the people here, so she kept rejecting them nonstop.

Lin Sirou's meaning was that he did not love her anymore. Although he understood that it might be because he had done too many things that had disappointed Si Rou, right now, his entire body seemed to be frozen still.

"Let's go!" Lin Sirou spoke up once again, his tone even more determined than before.

I'm a woman who doesn't want love. These words that Lin Sirou had once said flashed across Zuo Shaojie's originally blank mind. That was true, how could a woman who did not need love accept a man who loved her? Zuo Shaojie chose to leave Lin Sirou's house.

Hearing the sound of the door closing, Lin Sirou slowly raised his head, Zuo Shaojie's figure had already left, the Profound Spirit Qi on his body also slowly disappeared, suddenly his tears gathered in his eyes, Lin Sirou opened his eyes wide in fear, afraid that the tears would flow out, but the pain was still pulling at Lin Sirou's heart.

Zuo Shaojie let the raindrops unrestrainedly fall onto his body. He looked at the floor that was still lit up and tried to understand Lin Sirou's heart, but instead felt that Lin Sirou's heart was getting further and further away from him. The raindrops gradually obscured Zuo Shaojie's vision, and he sat on the locomotive to drive away.

The sound of the door opening caused Zuo Yu who was sitting in the living room watching the television with Zuo Lei to look over at Zuo Shaojie who was taking off his shoes wet.

"What are you doing so wet?" Zuo Yu asked with his eyes wide open.

Zuo Shaojie did not say much and went into the bathroom.

Drops of wet water dripped along the hem onto the tiled floor of the bathroom.

"I'll get your clothes." Zuo Lei said outside the bathroom. The questions Zuo Shaojie and his cousins asked one after the other made him feel very warm in his heart.

"Thank you." Zuo Shaojie opened his mouth, his voice mixing with the nasal tone, this was a scar that pierced the heart.

After receiving Zuo Shaojie's permission, Zuo Lei ran into Zuo Shaojie's room.

"You got a cold?" Zuo Yu also went to the bathroom door and heard Zuo Shaojie's voice.

"Maybe!" Zuo Shaojie didn't know how to reply. He could only turn on the shower and shower himself with water.

"You haven't taken off your clothes!" Zuo Yu felt Zuo Shaojie's strangeness, but he didn't ask anymore questions. He merely reminded Zuo Shaojie and then closed the door for him.

Zuo Lei placed his clothes on a chair outside the bathroom. He glanced at the bathroom door, and then asked softly, "What happened to him?"

Zuo Yu shook his head and walked towards the living room. "He's probably lovelorn."

Zuo Shaojie took off his clothes in the bathroom and threw it on the ground. He continued to pour the water from the shower, which turned from cold to warm.

Hot water flowed through Zuo Shaojie's body, leaving red marks on his face, shoulders, chest, and thighs. However, Zuo Shaojie did not feel hot, and the pain in his heart only attracted his attention.

, who was lying on the bed, still cried because of the heartache he felt. Her tears had drenched her pillow and she bit her lower lip to prevent herself from making a sound.

It was as if there was a huge rock pressing down on his heart, causing him to feel like he couldn't breathe at all, allowing him to understand how much pain his heart was in.

After that, the tears had stopped rolling down, but the pain had tightly bound Lin Sirou's heart, making him unable to sleep.

Love, it was not that Lin Sirou didn't want it, but that she admitted that she couldn't afford it.

This pain was something that Lin Sirou was not familiar with. It grabbed onto Lin Sirou's heart on its own accord, causing Lin Sirou to feel pain all the time, but she was unable to guard against it.

Although sleepiness invaded Lin Sirou, when her eyes closed, the image that flashed past her eyes was still Zuo Shaojie. Could this be an unavoidable love, she guessed.

But so what if this was love, Lin Sirou also didn't have the impulse to save her. Even if she loved him a lot, perhaps time could make this feeling gradually fade and let Zuo Shaojie become a small part of her memories, she thought.

That night, Lin Sirou also lost sleep, just because she could respond to the love that she was afraid of.

Maybe some people would think that Lin Sirou did not treasure it, but who could understand the pain that she had suffered in the past.

Just as Zuo Shaojie was about to put on the helmet on the locomotive, he suddenly saw a woman being embraced by a man, and the woman leaning her body against the man. The man's smile clearly expressed his joy, and the woman's charming posture and the man's smile filled Zuo Shaojie's stomach with anger, because the woman was Lin Sirou.

Zuo Shaojie casually threw away the safety helmet and quickly walked over to Lin Sirou and the man. When she was the distance between Zuo Shaojie and the man in front of him, Zuo Shaojie strongly pushed the man to the ground, while Lin Sirou also lost his only support, causing him to become unstable. Luckily Lin Sirou managed to stabilize himself in time so he did not fall.

"What are you doing?" The man suddenly stood up to argue with Zuo Shaojie, preparing to smack Zuo Shaojie's left cheek.

"I'm her boyfriend!" Zuo Shaojie glared at Lin Sirou, who had his head lowered, as if he was talking to Lin Sirou.

The man turned his head to look at Lin Sirou and discovered that Lin Sirou's face was lowered, as if filled with fear. The man thought he was in the wrong, so he stood up to brush off the dust on his body.

Zuo Shaojie and Lin Sirou's thoughts were in chaos. Zuo Shaojie was breathing heavily and revealing his anger, Lin Sirou frowned as he did not know how to face Zuo Shaojie.

It felt as if half a century had passed, and when the two of them had calmed down a little, Zuo Shaojie walked closer to Lin Sirou. Lin Sirou's heart rate unconsciously quickened when he heard the sound of approaching footsteps, and suddenly Zuo Shaojie grabbed onto Lin Sirou's arm.

"Si Rou." Zuo Shaojie did not understand, he understood that Lin Sirou did not want love, but why did she want to ruin him?

Suddenly, Lin Sirou raised her head, her eyes revealing an ice-cold expression without a trace of emotion, she extended her hand and slapped Zuo Shaojie: "Who wants you to meddle in other people's business?"

Zuo Shaojie looked at Lin Sirou again. Lin Sirou's expression was still ice-cold, as if he felt more disgust. Zuo Shaojie's face only had a faint red mark, but this pain was deeply imprinted in his heart.

"You don't even want me to keep you." The sadness in Zuo Shaojie's tone tightened around Lin Sirou's messy heart.

Lin Sirou looked at Zuo Shaojie. She had the urge to caress Zuo Shaojie's face which had a red mark on it, but when she moved her hand, Lin Sirou had suppressed it.

Yes!" It's your own work and your own work. " Lin Si Rou forcefully said each word.

Zuo Shaojie's gaze turned deep, and the sadness on his face was replaced with iciness.

Lin Sirou felt a heartache in her heart as she saw the indifference on Zuo Shaojie's face. She really wanted to tightly hug Zuo Shaojie, but she had to use all her strength to stop herself.

After a long while, Zuo Shaojie turned and walked towards the locomotive, sat on the train and left.

At this moment, the night wind blew past Lin Sirou's tear-stained face, and Lin Sirou wiped away her tears before walking back into the bar.

Luo Xiaotang, who was sitting at the counter, looked at Lin Sirou with a puzzled expression: "Why did you come back?"

"Cheng Feng, give me the wine." Lin Sirou ignored Luo Xiaotang.

She took out a bottle of wine and a wine cup filled with ice cubes and placed them in front of Lin Sirou.

As the cup after cup of wine was consumed, the pain still affected Lin Sirou's heart.

"Lin Sirou, stop drinking." Luo Xiaotang took the alcohol that Lin Sirou was pouring and wanted to stop him.

"Don't worry about me!" Lin Sirou snatched back the bottle and continued to pour.

They could only look at Lin Sirou helplessly. It seemed like Lin Sirou was indeed preoccupied with a lot of things.