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"Luo Xiaotang, help me buy some sleeping pills." Lin Sirou turned his body on the bed.

"What's the matter with you?" Luo Xiaotang asked anxiously.

"Insomnia. I won't be able to take it if this goes on." Lin Sirou pressed a hand to his forehead. The temperature emitted from his forehead was a little too warm, but Lin Sirou did not pay too much attention to it.

"Wait, I'll go ask the boss for a leave of absence first." Luo Xiaotang picked up the briefcase that was placed beside him, and prepared to throw all the items on the table into it.

"No need, come back after work." Lin Sirou stopped her because he didn't want others to get into trouble for her sake.

"Alright! I'll be there at seven, and I'll bring you something to eat. " Luo Xiaotang threw the briefcase in his lap to the side.

"Thank you." Lin Sirou flipped over once again.

"Then take a rest first."

"Alright." Lin Sirou hung up the phone and placed the phone on the bed. Then, he pulled up the quilt to cover the position of her mouth and curled her body.

Luo Xiaotang placed his phone on the table, then turned his gaze back to the computer, and started reading the report the manager had given him this morning.

Suddenly, an email notification interrupted Luo Xiaotang's thoughts, causing him to switch on the Mail system. The email sender said the word "Cheng Feng" and Luo Xiaotang uncontrollably opened the email.

"I admit that I shouldn't have hurt you that time, but I do love you. Please give me another chance, and I won't make you sad again. Ps: If you see it, please give me a response... Cheng Feng "

Luo Xiaotang chose to throw the mail into the trash can. He wanted to reply to her, but after that incident, Luo Xiaotang believed that love did not suit her.

This was already not the first time Cheng Feng had sent a message to him. Not only did Sun Mengyu send a message to him, he also tried to call Luo Xiaotang.

The only thing left between them was that bar, but other than the simple words inside, Luo Xiaotang did not talk to him anymore, they were just the boss and his customers.

Wow... This one is so delicious! " Pei Er also revealed her happiness.

"Yes." Zuo Shaojie couldn't help but be enchanted by Pei Er's smile. This innocent smile was once the reason why Zuo Shaojie had been tempted, and this smile once again stirred waves after waves of ripples in Zuo Shaojie's heart.

"Ah Shaojie, can we go to school?" Pei Er retracted his smile, showing her seriousness, but the corners of his mouth was stiff, afraid that he would be rejected.

"Alright!" Zuo Shaojie agreed without hesitation.

Pei Er could not help but heave a sigh of relief. He originally thought that Zuo Shaojie would not be willing to return with her to that place that hurt his heart.

Zuo Shaojie and Pei Er walked into their old classroom together. The two of them sat in their respective seats and reminisced about the past.

The same classroom, the same sunlight, the same two people, but their moods were very different. Their minds were no longer innocent, but instead, they were trying to guess each other's thoughts.

"Do you remember? We used to sit nearby until the news of our relationship got to the teacher, who forced us to sit far away. " Pei Er who was seated at the first row said with an appropriate volume.

At that time, Pei Er was furious for a long time as he wanted to know who had betrayed them.

"As long as it isn't a teacher's lesson, I will secretly switch to the back." Zuo Shaojie walked from the very last row to sit behind Pei Er.

At that time, Zuo Shaojie really liked Pei Er. He liked to stay by her side and smell the faint apple fragrance that Pei Er had.

Pei Er would always laugh at Zuo Shaojie for sticking to her, but the sweetness in his heart was unable to deceive him.

"But you're still asleep." Pei Er turned around, supporting his chin with one hand.

She wished that Zuo Shaojie could chat with her more, but when she turned around, Zuo Shaojie was already sleeping soundly on the table. Actually, she had a complicated feeling in her heart at that time, wanting to wake Zuo Shaojie up.

"Because I can sleep with you." Zuo Shaojie's gaze turned deep.

Zuo Shaojie wanted to recall why he liked Pei Er so much back then, but deep in his heart, there was something that he strongly resisted.

Because of Zuo Shaojie's words, her snow-white face gradually turned red, and her heartbeat started beating erratically.

Zuo Shaojie realized that he had misspoken, and changed the topic to a smile, wanting to break the tension between the two of them: "But that was all in the past."

That's right! It was already a thing of the past, why was he still thinking about it? Zuo Shaojie thought.

"It's not just before for me." Pei Er was a little anxious, she didn't want Zuo Shaojie to be exclusive to her anymore.

Although Zuo Shaojie didn't understand her love for him, she was the person involved. She knew how much she needed Zuo Shaojie by her side the most.

Zuo Shaojie fell silent, and leaned his body against the back of the chair, he was unwilling to think too much into what Pei Er had said, he was trying to avoid it, and was also saying that he had fallen in love with another girl, a girl who was unwilling to respond to him. Zuo Shaojie's image of Lin Sirou suddenly surfaced in his mind, causing his heart to throb in pain.

Feeling that Zuo Shaojie was not responding, Pei Er's heart also started to ache. His ten fingers once again intertwined and rubbed against each other.

Zuo Shaojie put a hand on both of Pei Er's hands: "Don't be like that."

"I didn't mean to leave without saying goodbye. My dad was suddenly transferred to Canada, so I had to follow him. But I really didn't want to leave you. I didn't want to see you sad." Pei Er's tears gathered in her eyes, uneasily blowing as they fell.

"I understand." Zuo Shaojie removed the hand that was placed on Pei Er's hands.

She was truly afraid, because Zuo Shaojie was already more important to her than her. She would feel very sad if she lost, and Pei Er did not want to imagine the pain he would feel, and did not want to encounter such a thing.

Zuo Shaojie wanted to struggle free, but Pei Er still held onto his hand tightly, the pain in his heart was suppressed by Zuo Shaojie, and so she broke free and attacked him again.

"Then do you understand my sadness?" Zuo Shaojie was so excited that he could not help but shout loudly.

The him at that time no longer clearly knew how much Zuo Shaojie liked him, but the pain back then, was still clearly remembered by him now.

Pei Er was frightened, hence she slowly let go of Zuo Shaojie's hand. Her tears also uncontrollably fell onto the table.

This was the first time Zuo Shaojie yelled at her. In Pei Er's memories, the Zuo Shaojie that he remembered the most was gentle and cherished her the most, maybe he really hurt the most or maybe she had left him for a long time so Zuo Shaojie had changed.

After Zuo Shaojie calmed down, he used his thumb to wipe away the tears on Pei Er's face.

Pei Er twitched his mouth a few times, then raised it as well, because she knew that Zuo Shaojie liked to see her smile the most.

"I'll take you to something." Zuo Shaojie stood up.

There were some things that should be said clearly. Ambiguity couldn't exist between two people, because she still deeply loved him, but his heart was tied to another woman.

Some say that love is the easiest thing in the world to break, so you have to do more than anything to make love last.

Zuo Shaojie dug into a small wooden box beside a big banyan tree and forcefully pulled it out. After opening the box, Zuo Shaojie found more than a few letters inside, some had been unsealed, some had creases in them, and some had even been unsealed.

Pei Er suspiciously squatted down and took one of the letters, looking at Zuo Shaojie wanting to get his permission.

"This belongs to you." Zuo Shaojie leaned on the banyan tree.

Pei Er slowly opened the envelope and took out a few folded pieces of paper.

"Pei Er, where exactly did you go? Why did you suddenly leave without telling me where you had gone? You know what? "I really miss you …"

"Pei Er, I went to your house again today, but your house is already occupied by someone else, so they don't know where you went. Why don't you want me to know where you went? Why don't you even say goodbye to me? Am I so loathsome to you? Don't tell me the wish you made on your birthday doesn't count? "

"Pei Er, today, teacher asked me to take your table and chairs away, but I stopped them, because as long as your table and chairs are still here, I have the courage to wait for your return. They are there to make me believe that you have no evidence to truly leave me, so you will return to fulfill the dream we made."

"Pei Er, it's my class that has won this semester's inter-class basketball game. Because I promised to win every single match, I have to work hard to fulfill my promise. What about your promise to stay with me forever? "Do you not want to finish it?"

"Pei Er, I want to apologize. I didn't wait for you to come back, I'm already with Little Jing, I know you will cry, but I hope you can smile at me again, because I really like seeing your smile, and I realized … Little Jing... A smile like yours. "I know I'm selfish, but do you understand my pain?"

"Pei Er: How laughable! "I still can't forget about you. Little Jing also found out, so we broke up. It's more fair to Little Jing like this …"

"Pei Er, I am about to graduate. I have made up my mind to forget about you after graduation. I'll leave you. Or are you happy? I'm glad I'm not pestering you. Now, I want to tell you for the last time that I love you and that I miss you... "So our love is just a mist. It was so beautiful when we first entered, but when we walked out, we found nothing."

Pei Er was already breaking down in tears. Zuo Shaojie only looked at him indifferently, actually Zuo Shaojie wanted to comfort him, but he was no longer a couple after all. Hugging was no longer a natural thing, it would only cause the other party to misunderstand.

"Ah Shaojie, I'm sorry …" These were the words that Pei Er could barely say. The pain made him grip Pei Er tightly, and he felt like he could no longer put it into words.

"I don't care." Zuo Shaojie smiled, to comfort Pei Er, and to himself.

"But …"

"I'll take you home." Zuo Shaojie still wanted to say something, but he knew that if he wanted to break it, he had to do it cleanly. He could still be a friend, but there was nothing he could do about it.

"Then... These... Can you give it to me? " Pei Er sealed the letter and placed it into a box, then closed it.

"If you want it, I'll give it to you!" Zuo Shaojie supported Pei Er up.

"Thank you." Pei Er then grabbed Zuo Shaojie's arm and stood up.

Pei Er was even more determined to redeem Zuo Shaojie, because she really loved Zuo Shaojie. If she could make another choice, Pei Er would definitely not leave Zuo Shaojie's side, and she would stay by his side the entire time.