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Cheng Feng walked to the door of Luo Xiaotang's room and poured all of his courage into his heart. He slowly touched the doorknob and turned it, but he could not turn the doorknob.

"Luo Xiaotang." Cheng Feng knocked on the door instead.

However, the interior of the door was calm. The door was still tightly shut, and there was no response at all.

"Luo Xiaotang." He knocked twice more.

Cheng Feng chose to give up as he sat on the floor with his back facing the door.

Luo Xiaotang sat on the ground as she leaned against the other side of the door. The room was as pitch black as her heart, and she didn't have the courage to turn on the light, she was afraid that her love would disappear just like that, but she detested this indistinct situation.

"Don't doubt my sincerity." Cheng Feng said.

Luo Xiaotang remained silent, quietly listening to what Cheng Feng had to say.

"There are some things I think it would be better not to tell you because I'm afraid my past will hurt you. Am I wrong? Does this hurt you even more? I was really worried about you. I was afraid something would happen to you, so I didn't mind if you were with another man, but at least let me know that you were fine. I actually hope that you can scold me instead of facing me with a desperate expression on your face, so that I will feel even more sad. "

"Dreamless." Luo Xiaotang said.

"What?" Cheng Feng was elated upon hearing Luo Xiaotang's response.

"I hate my name the most. Dreamless, it simply means that I will never be worthy of a dream. I really …" I would really dream of living happily with you, but why do you always have to break this little wish? " Grief dripped from Luo Xiaotang's eyes.

"I'm sorry." Cheng Feng's heart once again sank to the bottom.

"When my mom was pregnant with me, she was dumped by the man I should call daddy. My mom came to the hotel to raise me, so I didn't care about my mom. However, those bored kids teased me instead. I hate them very much. I've never known what the warmth of a family is, and I know more about despair than most people do, but why should I be afraid when I've tasted it? "

"Dream."

"Maybe my mom didn't want me to meet a bad guy, so she told me not to have any fantasies about men. But I did meet one. How ridiculous."

"I will not leave you. I will give you happiness." Cheng Feng knocked on the door.

On the other side of the door, peace was restored, and all was one-sided persistence.

Luo Xiaotang walked on the street absentmindedly, aimlessly, as if not a single place really belonged to her. powerlessness and emptiness filled her heart.

"Are you Miss Luo Xiaotang?" Cheng Yiyi asked from behind Luo Xiaotang.

Luo Xiaotang slowly turned around, and saw that the woman behind him was wearing a mini mini dress and high heels. Even Luo Xiaotang was captivated by her beauty.

"Who are you?"

"You don't need to know who I am." Cheng Yiyi smiled.

Luo Xiaotang turned his body and was about to leave this strange woman.

"Wait, I want to talk to you about Cheng Feng's past." Cheng Yiyi wanted to attract Luo Xiaotang's attention, so she put down the bait and waited for the fish to bite.

These words indeed caught Luo Xiaotang's attention, she turned around again.

"Cheng Feng is indeed very important to you." The smile on Cheng Yiyi's mouth was no longer simple. "Let's find a place to have a good talk!"

"Alright." Luo Xiaotang quickly replied.

Luo Xiaotang was intimidated by the words on the gate. She had never thought that she would walk into this place.

"Scared?" Cheng Yiyi looked at the pale Luo Xiaotang. If you're scared, you can't know what you want to know. "

"I'm not afraid." Luo Xiaotang clenched his fists tightly.

"Then come in!"

Luo Xiaotang felt completely powerless, even lifting her feet off the ground was strenuous. The dizziness was stimulating her brain, but she still insisted on walking in.

"Hello, Miss Nguyen."

"Hello, I brought Cheng Yu's friend to see her." Cheng Yiyi turned his head towards Luo Xiaotang.

"Okay, miss will have to trouble you to fill out a form." The young miss at the counter said to Luo Xiaotang.

The feeling in Luo Xiaotang's heart did not decrease at all after filling out the form.

"Cheng Yu is in the ward."

"Thank you."

"You're welcome."

In the corridor to Cheng Yu's ward, there were some patients walking around. Luo Xiaotang didn't dare to look around, he only lowered his head and followed closely behind Cheng Yiyi.

Suddenly, a loud and sharp breaking sound came from the right side of the room. Luo Xiaotang was shocked, her curiosity immediately turned to the direction of the sound, it turned out to be a male patient using a rock to break the glass, causing his hands to bleed, but the male patient was still smiling foolishly, the nurse and the doctor had rushed over to help him bandage the wound, everything was extremely dramatic, Luo Xiaotang who was standing at the scene did not have the mood to clap and cheer, instead, he had turned to the person who was afraid of ghosts to avoid the horror film.

Cheng Yiyi looked at Luo Xiaotang's frightened face, and the evil grin on his face became even wider.

Arriving at the ward's door, Cheng Yiyi put away the evil smile on his face, and replaced it with a cautious expression, "Don't mention Cheng Feng later, we will call him Cheng Feng."

"Alright."

The door opened and Cheng Yu was seen sitting on the bed, staring blankly out the window with no intention of turning back.

"Ni Ni Ni." Cheng Yiyi called out.

Cheng Yu turned around and said, "Hello."

Cheng Yiyi walked closer to Cheng Yu and wanted to sit beside her, but was stopped by Cheng Yu.

"Don't sit down, this is my bed."

"Alright, I won't sit." Cheng Yiyi comforted Cheng Yu's rising anger.

"She's my sister, she was with Cheng Feng before."

Luo Xiaotang looked at Cheng Yu, whose face was wrapped in bandages. His heart was not filled with fear, but sympathy.

"They were very happy when they were together, but I had interacted with them, I had fallen in love with Cheng Feng, I couldn't help but seduce him, and originally, Cheng Feng was very dedicated to doing his job, but one day they had a big fight, and Cheng Feng was drinking, and I happened to run over to Cheng Feng's house to find him, and thus the situation went out of control. Although Cheng Feng wanted to stop this abnormal relationship, I used the events of that night to threaten him, so he secretly made friends with me. One day when my sister found out about this matter, she went crazy. She started to abuse herself, and when you saw that the scars on her body and face were all scars left by her self-torture, she did not remember anyone. I took her away from Cheng Feng, but I did not tell Cheng Feng about this matter. It's been five years, and I've been blaming myself for it, but it still doesn't help. You must be wondering why I told you all this? "

Luo Xiaotang looked straight at Cheng Yiyi, and indeed, she had said Luo Xiaotang's question mark.

"Cheng Feng doesn't really love you, your feelings are exactly the same as mine, and your appearance just so happens to fill up the part that's missing in his heart. He used his feelings for my sister to get along with you, so in other words, you are my sister's substitute."

Originally, she believed that Cheng Feng loved her. It was just that her love was not deep enough, and that was why she was with other women, but the truth did not seem to be like this. It was because Cheng Feng did not love her, and she betrayed him as expected.

"I wonder if this blade will work?" Cheng Yu was waving a beautiful knife in the air.

This sentence attracted their attention and interrupted their conversation. The two wanted to stop them, but were unable to because Cheng Yu was constantly swinging his knife.

"Ni Ni Ni, can you put down the knife first?"

"No." Cheng Yu drew a knife on his own bandaged wrist. Blood stained the white bandage, and the red on the white surface was even more eye-catching.

This cut almost stopped their breathing. Luo Xiaotang ran out of the ward to get someone to help, while Cheng Yiyi tried to find an opportunity to snatch the knife from Cheng Yu's hand.

"So I'm still alive!" Fresh blood flowed down from Cheng Yu's wrist and gathered into water droplets that dripped onto the ground.

"Calm down, put down the knife!" Cheng Yiyi was so anxious that she was about to cry.

"Shut up, you bitch. You're ruining my mood."

Cheng Yu waved her beautiful blade at Cheng Yiyi, but luckily, Cheng Yiyi was able to dodge in time, following that, the medical personnel rushed over and snatched the beautiful knife away. They wanted to help Cheng Yu bandage her wound, but she kept resisting and shrieked as her blood flowed through her veins and stained the medical personnel's clothes, finally the medical personnel stopped her on the sickbed.

When they gave Cheng Yu another tranquilizer, her mood eased, and tears welled up in her eyes.

The sadness in her tears seemed to have spread to Luo Xiaotang's heart, and her heart was also brimming with bitterness.

The reason why Luo Xiaotang stood in front of the bar and refused to enter was because she did not know how to face Cheng Feng. Now, not only was she no longer certain of Cheng Feng's feelings towards her, even if he loved her, there would always be one person between them.

Afterwards, when Luo Xiaotang walked through the door, she heard the lazy music and conversations of the people, but these sounds could not enter her heart.

Luo Xiaotang sat at the counter and thus walked in front of her.

"Why are you here?" Cheng Feng reached out and grabbed a strand of Luo Xiaotang's hair.

"Do you love me?"

"Of course I do."

Cheng Feng's words were firm, but when Luo Xiaotang heard them, he felt that it was fake.

"Do you love it more than Cheng Yu?" Luo Xiaotang asked. His nose was a little sore.

"How do you know?" Cheng Feng sensed the appearance of a crisis, but he did not have the ability to eliminate it.

"Answer me, do you love her more than she does?" Luo Xiaotang had said every word clearly, and could not be ignored.

Cheng Feng's line of sight drifted off into the distance, and the hair he was grabbing onto slipped off. His heart appeared to be completely blank, to the point where he did not feel anything at all.

Luo Xiaotang realized that Cheng Feng was not sure, but her heart was hanging in the air, if she tilted her head, she would fall to the ground and be shattered. At this time, she no longer had the courage to ask further, no one could stop love from leaving.

"You should see her more often. She needs you." Luo Xiaotang looked straight at Cheng Feng, wanting to remember his appearance in his heart. Perhaps this would be the last time.

"What about us?" Cheng Feng asked in a daze.

"Let's end this. This love that even you are uncertain of … the Great Void is too ethereal. I have no way to continue."

"We finally have to be happy." Cheng Feng seemed to want to move Luo Xiaotang a bit, but he didn't set his gaze on her at all.

Luo Xiaotang got up and walked towards the door as tears welled up in her eyes. She bit her lower lip, doing her best to not let the tears fall, as long as she did not let them fall, there would still be possibility for them. Perhaps they could even live together, be happy together, and be together … Hold hands until old.