Chapter 111: Perception Change (3)
The more I tried to suppress my emotions, the more they grew.
-Creak. Creak.
Listening closely, I could hear the sound of a bed shaking passionately.
A vulgar voice burst out, filling my ears, and before me, the face of a man flushed from alcohol loomed large.
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A neck breaking. A body convulsing.
A few strands of white hair fluttered below the eyebrows, sticking to the forehead.
-Hnngh Ahh, Grghhh.
When the woman, pinned down by two large fingers, screamed and struggled, the man moved inside her to assert his dominance.
Drool leaked from my mouth at the sight of this beast-like carnal act.
I quickly realized that the saliva wasnt mine.
-Shiheon Shiheon.
The emotion that permeated my entire body was unmistakable. It was Baekdos.
Thump thumpMy heart fluttered.
Since that disaster during my childhood, Baekdos heart had been as calm as a tranquil spring meadow.
But, oddly enough, whenever Baekdo encountered Little Brother, emotions erupted like a spiky volcano.
-!!!
My throat cracked as I moaned.
I could feel my body trembling, but no pleasure came to me.
There was no sensation in the fingers jabbing into my flesh.
It was like someone was tapping a body gone numb, devoid of any blood flow.
I should have just gone to sleep quickly.
Even as I tried to shut down my consciousness, my heart pounded at the sight of Lee Shiheons face.
Little Brother was strange.
Ever since I first met him, he had been a man whose gaze I couldnt help but follow, whose hand I longed to reach out to.
A protective desire, lust, a naughty wish to be conquered.
With just a glance, a surge of various emotions overwhelmed me. He was a man I wanted to hold tightly.
I didnt believe these feelings were false. I didnt even want to entertain that thought.
Just as Baekdo and I had instantly recognized each other as rivals at first sight, I felt an undeniable attraction to Little Brother.
-Stop. Stop it.
Thus, I had not anticipated Baekdo ending up like this.
They always bickered, yet they suddenly locked eyes over drinks.
Little Brother was popular with women.
Accepting multiple lovers wasnt strange.
And I knew I had no right to complain. Our involvement was merely physical.nove(l)bi(n.)com
But as time passed, I craved a deeper, more intimate connection.
We shared interests, ate peaches together, and dreamed of an ideal relationship where we fulfilled each others wishes.
I had loved such heart-fluttering stories in the comics I read before.
So what if he had many women? As long as I was happy.
Yet the feelings that surfaced when he came close were different.
Ahhaaah
Was there something wrong with me? Was I alone in feeling this way?
I was not sure my heart is burning was the correct expression. If I must describe this emotion, its like a sinking heart repeating itself, festering within.
I, too, wanted to be held. I was the one who satisfied Little Brother.
These thoughts keep swirling. Cheondo would surely scold me if she found out.
But I was also a tree.
Like a tree bound to the earth it was rooted in, I sought someone to be my earth.
How could I not feel upset when a tree I had approached later spread its roots elsewhere?
I had made many sacrifices.
I relinquished the persimmons we shared as children and shared delicious lunches I endured all the pranks and even took the blame for her.
Why is this happening?
Baekdo remained my dear sister.
I never wanted to part with her. That was an unchanging truth.
Yet, witnessing their closeness unsettled me.
Did their intimacy feel uncomfortable because we were close?
It felt even more so since we shared the same body.
If pleasure were shared as well, perhaps I could have freed my mind
Realizing this, I quickly became conscious of my feelings.
Its definitely me. I do like Little Brother.
My feelings intensified once I acknowledged them.
The more I tried to suppress my emotions, the more they built up. Yet, after that day, it became too uncomfortable to face Little Brother, so I began to avoid him.
Desires to see him and a reluctance to speak about it swirled together, sending my head into a spin.
-Why are you acting like this?
Cheondo?
-Today, your consciousness seems somewhat blurred.
Avoiding Little Brother, I stepped outside and sighed, only for Cheondo to come near.
Just Hehe, its nothing.
-.
It must just be a whim, as usual.
With that thought for comfort, I resolved to hold out.
-Im not sure whats on your mind, but I can sense your restlessness.
Nod. Nod. Nod. Nod.
She nodded her head very vigorously.
I like you too, Sister Hwangdo. Who wouldnt like someone like you? Kind and good.
Really?
Any woman around me was too good for me.
As Seyeong said, maybe my nature was trash.
I found sorting out relationships difficult, even though I thought it was wrong.
-Why do you refuse if Im okay with it? You have no right to refuse.-
The teacher in my head, Seyeong, pushed me like that.
As she said, if it was hard to give up, then accept it. Lets acknowledge and move on.
I felt more at ease, but on the other hand, uneasy.
Changing ones values was not easy.
Maybe it was a mans fantasy, but I was not sure how. Maybe later, I would be grinning in paradise.
I wont stop any woman who comes. You understand what that means, right?
Even Baekdo?
No exceptions. Youre in the same situation.
I spoke bluntly. Like trash.
As soon as I said it, I confirmed myself as trash.
Seyeong was right, and so were the words of Hwangdo and Baekdo.
This was what a playboy was.
My actions so far were completely that of an urchin no, a wood () farm manager from others perspective.
Including Byeols World Tree and the hundreds of trees I subdued in the dungeon, it was practically over 300 acres of a wood () farm.
Hwangdo was silent.
Her sunken eyes, layered with anxiety and a hint of disappointment, seemed as though they would burst if touched.
Instead, I can satisfy you more than before.
Hwangdos eyes slowly widened.
A short sentence flitted through my mind.
-Slave play between sister and brother.
These womens sexual fantasies truly were remarkable.
Ah, seriously.
?
Slave play, really? Should I go through with it? I was not sure.
I suppose I had no choice.
Sighing, I altered my expression and tone.
What are you doing? Not undressing.
Li, Little Brother?
You said you wanted to be devoured like a dog.
Hwangdo, taken aback by my sudden shift in demeanor, stuttered, then her eyes glazed over.
Ah
As I firmly grasped her bursting chest, a moan of pleasure escaped Hwangdos lips.
Ughugh.
A voice tinged with pain.
Her face grew even more flushed with excitement.
When I wrapped my hand around her ample hips and slid my fingers between her moist folds,
I halted my hand there.
What will you do?
What?
I cant do what you want, Sister. If you want to be with me from now on no.
There was something better I could say to Hwangdo.
Forget it, undress, slave girl.
This was effective for the moment.
LittleBrother?
You dont need to decide. Just be a slave; its simpler.
Ah, ugh! Just be a bit gentler it really hurts!
The harsher I spoke, the wetter she became, her eyes brimming with affection.
Little Brotherare you really going to do this? Ugh! Dont twist the nipple. Ah
A peach fell from Hwangdos head, rolling on the ground. Droplets of water dripped down, forming a puddle beneath the peach.
Stop! Im serious now.
Sometimes, the body was more honest than words. That was indeed true.
Really?
Really!Truly.
Hwangdos affection for me had been growing.
Its too late. You came to do this regardless. After putting Baekdo and Cheondo to sleep.
Thats
If you dont like it, Ill keep going until you say you like it.
Hwangdo gasped, her anticipation palpable, almost a fact, not merely a feeling.
I pressed Hwangdo down to the floor, pulling her pants down to reveal her wetly soaked area, steaming up.
Unbuckling my belt, Hwangdo reacted to the sound, and water spurted from below.
Ah Stop-
To satisfy Hwangdo. To prevent future issues with women.
It felt like the tail was wagging the dog, but now was the time to imprint her rightful place.
