Chapter 114: Retreat (1)
When are you going to stop wearing that mask?
Baekdo, who had been sleepily staring at my face since the morning, asked this as I got ready to go to the academy after washing up and putting on my mask.
Huh? What are you talking about all of a sudden?
Why wear a mask thats not even necessary?
Oh, this?
I casually tapped the mask I was wearing.
You dont think it suits me well, do you?
Of course not.
It was a design that made me look less attractive just by wearing it. It might have been fine during my ugly days, but now it hardly suited my face. However, there was a reason I wore the mask. It played a supportive role in manipulating magical power, making it almost an essential artifact during fights or competitions.
I always used to wear it because I couldnt fight without it. It became a habit.
Dont you think you can do without it now?
That was a fair point. My skills were certainly not lacking anymore. I wore the mask out of habit more than necessity. If I had to give a reason, maybe it was because it was the item I was most attached to among all my possessions?
I had been using it since I arrived here, so I found myself reaching for it often.
There was a time when I was really ugly.
I know. You still look ugly to me.
Anyway. I used to face discrimination back then, but the mask helped. It changed how people saw mefrom a criminal to just a suspicious person.
Then you should take it off now. Honestly, it looks too frivolous.
Thanks for your concern.
Baekdo pouted and turned her head away.
I guess Its time to stop wearing it.
I felt a small crack with my fingertips as I caressed the mask.
Does the mask really look that bad?
Hmm.
I looked closely at the mask in the mirror.
My body had slimmed down, and my muscles had firmed up, so now anything I wore fit well.
Should I go without it today?
That might be okay once in a while.
I adjusted my hair after setting down the mask. Looking in the mirror, I felt a mix of awkwardness and excitement without the usual discomfort. Baekdo, standing beside me, covered her mouth and gagged.
Ugh
Why did she make such a face when she was the one who suggested I go without it?
Irritated, I slapped her pale, exposed leg, prompting an infuriated Baekdo to kick me in the chest.
Ouch!
A single tear rolled down.
What a mess this morning was.
No, it was just another typical day.
Gulp, gulp.
The refreshing cold water quenched her thirst.
Jin Dallae had been waiting since 6 AM. She glanced at the empty seat beside Guseul and braced herself.
She moved a bit closer than usual as if it were the most natural thing.
She recalled Guseuls advice to smile sweetly, tilt her head, and listen with an ear forwardjust one step closer than usual.
Guseuls silently mouthed words caught her attention.
Fighting.
She shyly turned her head away, embarrassed by the word.
Click.
The door swung open.
Jin Dallae shifted her gaze from Guseul and faced forward.
Simultaneously,
A nearby female student uttered a surprised sound.
Huh.
The young man who had just entered was an unknown figure to the students.
His abrupt entrance, with no concern for timing, incited murmurs among some students.
Whos that? A professor?
Looks about our age. Maybe from a different class?
The wave of curiosity rippled to the back of the classroom, with other students craning their necks to see.
Normally, such whispers would have subsided quickly, but they persisted due to the mans striking appearance.
Lee Shiheon?
Jin Dallae questioned her own eyesight at the sight of him.
The astonishment was so intense that it swept away all her prior resolutions and thoughts.
Could it be a mistake?
But soon, Jin Dallae refused to acknowledge the truth.
It was impossible for someone to transform so dramatically in such a brief span.
Hey, youre not wearing the mask today?
It couldnt be possible.
She thought so until Jung Siwoo raised his hand and spoke.
Are you all healed up?
Shouldnt I be asking you that?
The two, who seemed to have grown closer recently, engaged in playful banter.
Well.
I had made a mess while drunk The things I said could easily be misunderstood.
But.
I had always been formal with Jin Dallae, and maybe because I didnt show it, I didnt see her romantically.
I do like her as a person.
Despite our rough start, I knew Jin Dallae had a good nature.
If she werent decent, I wouldnt be tormented by guilt and suffering alone.
I respected and really liked that about her.
But for the reasons mentioned, this obsession wasnt entirely welcome.
I am grateful, though.
Hwangdo and Lee Seyeong, why did they like someone like me?
I turned my head to look at Lee Seyeong, who sat next to me, sipping wine.
Why are you staring like that? Turned on again?
First-class on the plane.
It should have been normal for students to travel together in a noisy group, but Lee Seyeongs scheming changed that. I knew some nobles were taking their private jets, but I hadnt expected to be one of them. And Lee Seyeong, who arranged this without asking me, was impressive.
No, Im just happy to be together after a long time.
Ugh. Havent seen you in a while, but youve become so cheesy. Thats not like you.
What should I say, then?
Hmm a tramp? Keke.
It was maddening.
I laughed bitterly and carelessly sliced a piece of steak in front of me, taking a bite. My mind was so preoccupied that I couldnt tell if I was eating through my mouth or nose.
Why? Whats bothering you now?
After I hurriedly finished the meal, Seyeong casually asked.
Did you notice?
Obviously. What is it this time, girl problems?
See, I told you before. Youre cut out to be a playboy.
I had no excuse.
Seyeong, with a somewhat bitter but bright face, reached out and gently tapped my cheek.
But you came because I called, so you must like me.
Well
I nodded, and Seyeong leaned in close.
A brief silence, filled with tension, ensued.
Thats enough for me.
Softly speaking, Seyeong pulled back, giggling. The warmth lingered on my lips.
Gulp.
I swallowed the wine that had unknowingly entered my mouth. The rich taste of grapes lingered.
Her mischievous smile was so charming.
She playfully tapped my back, starting to chuckle.
So, how many have increased? Who are they?
Not increased
Dont be vague. Tell me clearly. Or Ill get angry.
Just one.
Just?
The future is uncertain.
You brazen thing.
Seyeong raised her glass, still containing some wine, and signaled to me. I also lifted my glass. She brought hers forcefully, aligning it with mine.
Cheers.
The pleasant sound of glasses clinking resounded.
Do as your heart desires.
I appreciated her sentiment, but I couldnt agree with the idea of increasing lovers without care.
I think Id go crazy if you were with another man.
Dont worry, that wont happen. Im devoted.
How can someone so devoted say its okay for me to see other women?
She just smiled slyly at my slightly mischievous remark.
Maybe because I cant handle your sexual appetite?
A playful response.
She always knew how to hide her deepest feelings.
I wasnt sure what those true feelings were.
Sigh.
I sighed and brought the wine glass to my lips.
Enough with the deep thoughts.
I decided to enjoy this special day, or it would be a waste.
I tilted the glass, savoring the drink.
Even this moment, sharing drinks on the plane would become a memory.
One laced with the aftertaste of pleasure and fun.
