89 88 Stories Return to Trauma

My thought circuit stopped for a moment after I discovered what you looked like.

"Hey Yuji... you are completely besieged!

"Takai, you're a hostage here..."

"Stop, don't use words that inspire him right now!

"That pretty girl is cheap or not!?

"And it's the only way. Takai, you're definitely soba noodles!

"Anyway! Yuji! Calm down and give her to me!

Literally, it was the voice that attacked the surrounding Yuji that made me return what was completely rigid and cut off from my body and mind.

The swimming clutches open the veranda door and carefully approach this way, as well as the brass girls. Akane looks worried about her trends in the classroom.

"Yu, Yuji is not bad! I'm a friend!"

I scream aggressively to defend Yuji.

Then the students who leaned over stopped moving for a moment. I ran out into that gap.

"Yuji didn't do anything wrong! Because we're friends, it's nothing! Nothing to do with you guys!

Pushing them in surprise, I escape the classroom with a fierce dash to avoid you.

Simply having Sy makes her heartbeat go off and suffer.

And flash back, steamy sunsets and dirty odors.

I kept running so I could get away from them.

"Yuji! Are you having fun holding such a girl's weakness?!?

"Success! Loricon has no choice but to succeed and defeat!

"The dwarf is innocent!

"Saitai!

"Fuck you! Direct from the swimming department, butterfly punch!

"This one's a crawl streak of chops!

"Jump in, head poke!

"Guuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu"

There was some noise behind it, but I think Yuji's misunderstanding was solved at the very least.

I want to get away from Sy. With all my heart, I get selfless and run through the hallway.

"Ha-ha-ha... ha-ha"

With a gentle pinch at the hem of the unwearable Sister clothes, while I was walking at full sickness, it was the crossing hall that I reached.

If we get this far, we'll be fine by now.

Loosen the speed of the feet that are likely to snag, and walk loosely.

"Ha... ha"

Why, Si was at school on summer vacation.

She shouldn't belong to the club either, and she shouldn't have bothered to come to school on errands. Yet why......

"Why..."

It takes me to get to the wall so I can hide from the sun to get my broken breath done.

And I noticed.

Just about anywhere in this corridor that would be a dead end from the outside, is where I told Xi that I had made a mistake.

"Ugh, what kind of punishment game is this..."

You've come unconsciously yourself, but you can't help but be evil.

The trauma of that time brings Xi's surprised face to mind.

"Sooo."

But I can take a deep breath and calm the feeling that I'm about to get disturbed.

Anyway, let's get the hell out of here and go home to my sister.

"... uh, you. Are you all right?

But fate was merciless.

The sound of a bell rolling over my back.

I want to run.

But more, I want to hear that beautiful voice.

Such conflicting desires go around my head, and I can't do anything.

"Are you lost?

She sounded the tiny footsteps of her cuddly top and quickly turned to my front, gracing her hips and purposefully asking worryingly at the height of her gaze.

"Earlier, were you okay? I'm a student here at school, but my name is Miyachi. If you like, I'd be glad if you called me Cee Hey, or you called me Cee Hey, right?

She felt a little uneasy, but found herself behaving brightly and casually, trying to reassure the girl.

Worried, he must have chased me after a strange girl.

"Uh, those clothes... could they be the one Mr. Sister is?

Kyoton and his pitch-black eyes stare at me.

Pretty, worried about me, sweet?

Though a lot of emotions float against her.

Long time no see, look at her at such close range.

My body is supposed to be so close, but I've had a lot of things since the day I made fun of the whites. I couldn't help but feel like my heart was at an empty distance. It felt so hard... I knew you loved Hikane, and I almost cried.

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Yeah......

This situation must be bad.

"You suddenly spoke to my sister. You were bad. I'm sorry."

As my eyes moistened, Xi (Akane) panicked and gently wrapped her hands around mine.

"Hey, you can help me with anything. You're on your side, aren't you?

How do I deal with this?

I'm so happy to hold hands with that Sy, she's dying, but there's something about her that she can't talk about in a detour, and her head is white.

It can't be easy to say here, "It's me, it's Buddha."

Un sue (co) He's the one who made you bathe in white, and what a joke, Cee herself, gets confused.

I'm already in a state of confusion.

"Uh, can you be Sister? Ah! Could it be someone from school or something?

Silence is bad all the time.

I don't even have to make her care any more.

You're a man, I am! We need to get it right!

Yes, I scolded myself, and I opened my mouth, which was heavily closed.

"Yes......"

Being a school official is not a lie.

Because I am a student......

"Uh, the story was true that our board president is donating! So after all, it has something to do with the chapel under construction on campus."

Niko-chan's face is dazzling.

It's enough to unwittingly let your body down.

"So, are you okay?

She supports her body a little, but that's not good either.

Her good smell tickles my nostrils with the pleasant scent of shampoo.

"Oh, no."

Even if I'm giving you a word of denial in my mouth, I'm gonna suck it in tight.

It smells so good. What kind of shampoo do you use?

Next time, talk to your sister to find it and buy it.

That's not what you're thinking. Me! We have to hold on!

Reason is fiercely alarming, but my instincts won't listen to me.

"What did you say?

I kind of feel like a pervert myself.

I'll sift my neck and deny it.

"We're like religious high schools, I wonder if they do morning rituals and worship"

I'm sure See-chan is working on a common topic to relieve the girl of her tension and vigilance. It's strange to think in common sense that someone like me is in this school. But I could see the consideration of going through all sorts of scratchy parts and daring to ask a little bit about the situation.

If I wanted to ask you something, why did you go to school when you were on summer vacation?

"Aka......"

Unexpectedly only say the words that came out.

In my current appearance, such a way of speaking causes confusion when I deal with him as Buddha (two) Shintaro.

Dangerous.

Thoughts are disjointed.

Calm down.

"It stinks here."

I suppressed myself, but the dialogue (line) that came out of my mouth was terrible.

"What? Me, could it smell?

Hurry up and get away from me, Akane.

Yeah, that already smells sweet with leftovers.

"No, not you (you). From what I've heard, the other day, here..."

Wait.

What am I trying to hear?

"One of the students said he took a shit, didn't he?

Time stopped.

To the extent that I was so illusioned, Sy's expression was full of surprises.

Yes, this face.

I saw Hikane's stunned face at the bottom of my memory again...

"It's disgusting, isn't it"

Don't.

"I can't believe you sprinkled impurities in a sacred learning building,..."

Stop.

How could I do this out of my mouth?

This is not what I wanted to say.

But if I look at it objectively, if I were to describe the case I made, I'd have to say this.

Now... Now I can hear how Si (Akane) feels in the wake of the scourge of Un-ju (co) Bai...

"You can't forgive me, can you?"

I can't forgive myself for being impudent then.

And I still can't forgive the cowardice of pretending to be separate from Buddha Shintaro.

I think I feel nauseous.

But I... I don't want to blindly beg God for forgiveness, I want to face my own place, take Sy's word for it, and make a difference in my feelings.

Whatever she says, I'm sure my heart won't break apart.

Yuji said.

"One thing, it doesn't change," he said.

Whatever you think of me, I'll prove to her that my feelings won't change easily.

Before I cum out for Evening Fai (Yuki) or Shaking Night (Koya), I need to check for myself first.

There's got to be something that doesn't change what I look like.

You just need to listen to Sy, and build it up again from scratch, even if your chest is determined. Little by little, you just have to narrow down your distance from her like before.

If you still can't, you have to give up.

That's how ready I am...

So, I'm sure it's okay.

"You too, don't you think? Here, he said he was confused about the students who had leaked. Hentai."

To my inquiry, Si dropped her silence.

Scared, painful, I wait jizzily for her words as I gaze at my feet.

"I wonder who you heard that story from..."

After a void that I feel forever, she said.

"That's not true. For everyone, there are times when you're not feeling well, right?

... Huh?

In a clear tone, Xi has asked me to agree.

"I was on the spot, but I didn't think of it that way."

... Don't pull, didn't you?

"Because he's always working hard. That's not the only way his daily deeds are lost."

You're not disillusioned?

"I don't know, but isn't believing in God the same thing?

……

"Even if I prayed to God, nothing got better and my wish didn't come true. It's just that you stop believing in God?

Why, God?

Oh, you see I'm a Sister, and you're talking me into analogies so I can understand.

"I believe in Shintaro."

……

What a pleasure to say.

It was me looking down all the time, but I accidentally looked up at Sy.

There was her smile, bright as the sun, illuminating me.

"God won't forgive me for just one mistake?

Your salvation is above all what you thought it was like.

I tremble with joy.

At the same time, I've created a new sin.

It's a disgraceful act for you to tell me that she believes in me because of you, but that you have falsely identified yourself and made out how she feels.

Then I'll have to tell you now.

I need to reveal who I am in this place where I made no accusations.

It's already a series of fears about how Sy will react.

My legs get clammy, but I'm forced to twist it down with the force of my will.

I have to make a confession.

"Um, actually... Akane -"

"You were here! I wouldn't answer if I contacted my smartphone, and I was worried!

My sister's calling voice has erased my little voice.

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In the end, Sy couldn't cum out.

But the line was replaced around the middle of the first semester, so I should contact her during this summer vacation and anticipate when to open it up.

"Hey, Taro. I don't know, you look in a good mood, huh?

The way home from school.

My sister, who pulls my hand next door, inadvertently throws me that question.

"Well, thanks to my sister, I can still go to school."

And there are times with Yuji.

Oh, my God, it's a secret that I was most pleased to hear how Sy felt.

"What are you nibbling at?"

The sisterly voice that stunned disappeared to be sucked into the summer evening sky.