Chapter 1717

Zhang Nian looked at Qiao Jinnian and didn't answer immediately.

After her mother left, she didn't come back to Los Angeles. She took a bus directly from Yuncheng and started a personal trip

She has been to the plateau, to the deep mountains, through the beautiful rape fields, and also in the hanging foot building, leaning against the window, listening to the gurgling water, enjoying the early morning fog and the song of swallows in the mountains and forests.

For a few months, she made money while traveling

When a teacher resigned, she said: the world is so big, she wants to see it!

Zhang Nian envies that kind of "willfulness". Finally, when he can do so, he knows that the original life is full of unknown expectations.

However, the teacher found his other half during the journey.

One person's journey has become a road for two people.

And she

Zhang Nian suddenly smiled, which was different from the shyness and bitterness of love when she liked Chu Zixiao before.

It is also different from the helplessness and gratitude in the face of Qiao Jinnian's help before.

What's more, family is different from... The sadness when my father and mother left one after another in the face of Zhangjia mutation.

Now Zhang Nian has found his position again during the journey and knows more about what he wants?

Life, perhaps after losing everything, can not turn back.

"Senior, you want to be with me..." Zhang Nian asked, "can you tell me what I look like in your impression?"

Qiao Jinnian smiled, "quiet but flexible, generous but reserved, filial piety, tenacity... Clean."

Listening to Qiao Jinnian praising himself, Zhang Nian laughed.

No one doesn't like being praised, but when you praise a little too much, you will feel a little untrue.

"Senior, in your eyes... Is there nothing wrong with me?" Zhang Nian asked calmly.

Qiao Jinnian was stunned and then said, "beauty is in the eye of the beholder... I've tolerated your bad, haven't you?" His eyes were burning. "Besides, what makes me feel bad about a girl like you?"

"What if I tell you I'm not as clean as you see?" Zhang Nian ignored Qiao Jinnian's slight frown and just looked back at the front, "senior, I'm not a place... I'm not as good as you think."

"Xiaonian..." Qiao Jinnian frowned deeply when Zhang Nian said he was not in the right place.

He didn't like her saying that about himself.

"I didn't lie to you." Zhang Nian looked sideways at Qiao Jinnian. "I'm not as good as you think. Although I'm not wandering, don't you mind if I'm gone for the first time?"

"I don't mind!" Qiao Jinnian hurriedly said with some rough breath.

Zhang Nian smiled faintly, "no, you care!"

"I don't care!" Qiao Jinnian's voice was hurried without any consideration, as if he was afraid that if he thought about it, there would be different answers.

"But I care!" Zhang Nian smiled calmly. "Senior, my heart has been given to Chu Zixiao, and my body has been given to him... However, I can't be with him because of Zhangjia."

Qiao Jinnian's breath began to become rapid, and there was an unspeakable feeling in his heart, which gradually spread.

"Senior, are you sure you want such a woman whose body and mind don't belong to you?" Zhang Nian asked.

"I want it!" Qiao Jinnian said hurriedly.

However, when he said this, there was an unspeakable emotion flowing in the bottom of his eyes. Even though he was trying to bear it and suppress it, it still leaked out.

"Senior, why deceive yourself and others?" Zhang Nian mercilessly exposed Qiao Jinnian's innermost feelings, "you are clean, so ask your other half. Similarly, this is no problem... The problem is that I knew Chu Zixiao earlier than you, and I couldn't help having a relationship with him... Although that night was unexpected, I felt very happy. Because it was the best night in my life."

Finally, Zhang Nian was able to face the events of that night. Even now, Zhang Nian became very calm.

Whether it's talking about Chu Zixiao, or thinking of her parents' departure, or Zhang's depression... She can treat it with an ordinary heart.

"Everyone has their own life. Naturally, parents want their children to have another half, so they won't be alone. So... On their deathbed, they want to entrust me to you." Zhang Nian said calmly, "you are a good man, but sometimes, if you are not good... You can be together."

Qiao Jinnian's heart seemed to be torn open by Zhang Nian's calm. What did he want to say, but he found himself unable to say?!

"The life of two people is not bad, but the life of one person may not be bad..." Zhang Nian smiled and smiled quietly. "Whether it's Chu Zixiao or you, I don't want it. Because there are things between him or you and me that can't be melted and ignored."

Zhang Nian looked back at Qiao Jinnian and said, "I'm fine now... I want to live a free life for the time being. I don't need to consider other people's ideas, as long as I'm happy." Her eyes gradually became far-reaching, with a trace of mystery, "maybe I can meet my final him in the future, maybe I'll be such a person all my life... In fact, no matter what, how can I know the joy of fish?"

"Xiao Nian..."

"Senior student!" Zhang Nian interrupted what Qiao Jinnian was going to say and smiled at him, "today I promised you to go out for dinner and even come here for a walk... I know you will definitely mention things together again, so I came here. I came because I want to tell you, let's do it... If a friend can do it, I can't, I will treat it as if I don't know him in the future."

"No!" Qiao Jinnian was in a hurry, "Xiaonian, I really don't care about your first time. You can't veto and my future because of the past..."

"Then treat me as selfish!" Zhang Nian obviously said without any room for maneuver, "I'll make it clear to you today. We... Can't!"

Then she looked deeply at Qiao Jinnian and got up.

Without saying anything more, I turned and went up from one side of the steps

"Xiao Nian..."

Qiao Jinnian's voice came from behind, but Zhang Nian didn't stop.

Today, Qiao Jinnian may need to consider and digest.

However, she is not in this matter. For a clean person, even if he can forgive, it will become a wound in their later life.

She doesn't want each other to become sharp because of this matter, so she's not afraid of what Qiao Jinnian thinks of her. She told her what happened that night tonight

However, she didn't say it was because of her father's design, but made him think she climbed up Chu Zixiao's bed!

Suddenly, Zhang Nian stopped

The sight fell on the person who had just stopped in the roadside car. For a time, he forgot his reaction.