Chapter 432

When Shen Mohan comes over, Xia Yi specially moves to make room for him. After that, two people lie in the tent in clothes. Xia Yi's back is facing him, and he looks at her back.

He did not expect that after he came, she still refused.

"Why, don't you want to see me so much? It's because I dream of Tong Tong and hate me, isn't it? " After two people have been silent for a long time, Shen Mohan opens his mouth and says that he reaches out his hand and gently picks up a wisp of Xia Yi's hair and plays with it in his hand.

There was about half a person's distance between him and her, and he didn't touch her. And this time he came, he just hoped her mood would be better, so he didn't do anything too much.

"No!" She said simply, "if I don't want to see you, I won't let you come." She wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with a tiny movement. She just didn't want him to see her tears.

But even if it was such a small action, Shen Mohan still looked in his eyes, "did you cry?" He asked, "is it because of the little girl today, because she looks very similar to Tong Tong, are you..."

"Stop it. That feeling, you know

Shen Mo Han nodded, "I know."

Hearing his words, Xia Yi couldn't help crying again. This time, she didn't suppress her emotions as before, but she burst out crying.

Shen Mohan didn't intend to touch her. Seeing her like this, he stretched out his hand and pulled her to his side and held her tightly. His heart was as painful as her, but he knew better that he couldn't break down at this time, because he had to be her pillar.

Xia Yi lowers her head, curls up, turns her back to Shen Mohan, and tries to keep down her voice, so that she doesn't cry too much. I don't know why. I can't control it all the time.

Finally, she turns around, reaches out and hugs Shen Mohan, buries her face in his arms, and lets go of crying.

He suffered her pain and tears, which he thought he should.

Xia Yi can't remember whether he said that night, "we can have another child." It was like a dream. When she woke up the next day, she was still in his arms.

And he fell asleep. She moved her body slightly, and he woke up. The first thing he woke up was to look down at her in his arms.

Outside, there were voices of tourists getting up and packing.

He asked in a low voice, "what time is it?"

She calmly smile, "it's not too late, if you are sleepy, you can sleep for a while."

But he shook his head. "If you don't sleep, I won't either. How are you? Are you better? " He looked at her red and swollen eyes and asked with some worry.

Shen Mohan is very clear that this trauma has a great impact on Xia Yi, and all he can do is to accompany her and comfort her in the most clumsy way he thinks.

"I'm fine. Thank you yesterday. I just had a nightmare, so I didn't control my emotions. " Said she then leaves from his bosom, indifferent smile.

Shen Mohan knew that in her smile, there was an element of ordering guests, so he got up and said, "I'll go back to clean up, and we'll be ready to leave later."

She nodded and watched him leave. After the curtain of the tent fell, she fell heavily on the bed and touched the half of the bed where he was still warm. Even the quilt still smelled of him.

She began to regret that she shouldn't have let him over last night.

Even began to regret, should not have relations with him in the hotel, originally she was his wife, but now she always feel that she is he and Enron's third party, after all, they are ready to get engaged.

This kind of low mood hit again, let her inexplicable frown. In a hurry to get up and pack up, she didn't want to be immersed in such low pressure, which was not good for her and Shen Mohan.

After getting up, they simply ate some food and brought enough water, and they started hiking again.

On the road, Xia Yi can't help looking at the crowd around her, especially when she hears the noise of children, she will look at them nervously.

Shen Mohan can see clearly that she is looking for the girl who looks like Tong Tong. He didn't want to stop her, but he helped her to search together. But he didn't know why. He met several children, but he didn't see the little girl they met last night.

I didn't see him at lunch break.

In the afternoon, when she set off again, Xia Yi was lost.

"She must be here! Maybe I'll meet you at the next rest point. " Shen Mohan suddenly stepped forward and said.

She was a little stunned, looked back at him, a little surprised, "do you know what I'm thinking?"

"I know! You're looking for the girl who looks like Tong Tong, right? "

Seeing her head down, Shen Mohan continued, "it doesn't matter. I'm looking for her too. In fact, I want to see her again. I want to see what Tong Tong looks like when she's alive. "Xia Yi didn't expect that he would talk about it directly.

Shen Mohan looked at her, "you are always used to repressing what you think in your heart. No matter how painful you are, you always don't want to cause any burden to others because of your emotions."

He frowned at her, some distressed, "you should go to face your heart, in fact, in front of me don't have to avoid about Tongtong things, even if you hate me, I can accept."

Xia Yi suddenly stops and stares at him in shock.

This kind of eyes let Shen Mohan some worry, with an apology, said, "did I say too much?"

She shakes her head in a hurry, but seems relaxed and says, "you've never been like this before. In fact, you'll hide what you think more than me. To tell you the truth, sometimes I feel that I haven't seen clearly what kind of person you are and what you're thinking since I've been with you for so many years."

He laughed helplessly and sighed, "maybe once I didn't know how to love someone. But now... " He locked his eyes on Xia Yi, deep eyes affectionate, "I know how to cherish the person I love most around me. It's just that I don't know if there's still a chance. "

Xia Yi's pupil dilates. These days, his every move has become more and more different from Shen Mohan, who she used to be familiar with. On the contrary, he is more and more like the person in her dream.

The one with gentle eyes, standing in the sun, with an obsessive smile.

She even began to suspect that she was dreaming.

Until Shen Mohan reached out his hand and shook it in front of her eyes, she suddenly regained her mind, "lost her mind again, what are you thinking?"

This is the most question he asked these days. Now he finally began to try to enter her heart. Although he knew it was too late, he did not give up. Although he knew that in a month, she would probably leave herself and never come back.

Even so, he is willing to try.

Compared with Shen Mohan's firmness, Xia Yi will be more confused and tangled.