Chapter 172

Indeed, as he said, Ning Huaihuai lived with the family. It was really noisy, so he didn't have so much time to be sad.

Human pain is like this. If it is good, it is the cure of time. If not, it is quietly buried in the bottom of my heart.

Ning Huaihuai should be the latter.

The landlady accidentally found Ning Huaihuai clever and good at sewing, so she introduced her job as a primary school handicraft teacher to her who was looking for a job everywhere. It's a part-time job and doesn't earn much. But at least pay the rent. A simple life can be satisfied.

Ning Huaihuai is frugal and calculating every penny. Out of her daily expenses, she has to save the money for the returned air tickets. If you can, you have to save the money returned to Han Qiaomu. She has two money cans. One saves money to buy air tickets and the other saves money to return to Han Qiaosheng. But after a long time, it was only a shallow bottle bottom, and it was the one who bought the ticket, more!

She desperately wants to go home and bury her grandmother. Then find a place where no one knows her, hide quietly and live alone.

But she knew that the air ticket was not a small amount, and she had to save it for a while. Besides, she spent part of the money as it was distributed.

When Lin Yiqian was hospitalized, she often ran to see it quietly. Silently buy a bunch of flowers or something he likes to eat. Put it at the door of the ward and walk away silently.

For more than two months, she has appeared outside Lin Yiqian's ward almost every week. Until today, she found that Lin Yiqian was discharged from the hospital.

Well, leaving the hospital means he's completely fine. Otherwise, a few days ago, she had been muttering why Lin Yiqian could do a lot of things independently after living for so long. Why don't you let him out of the hospital? Does he have any other problems? Now it seems that I was worried too much at that time.

Lin Yiqian was finally discharged from the hospital. From now on, he may never have a chance to see him again. Lin's parents will see him dead this time. Won't they let him have a chance to meet him? That's good. They are people from two worlds. Further entanglement can only hurt each other, especially Lin Yiqian.

As for the other person. Ning Huaihuai regretted not recognizing him earlier. If we had realized that grandma would not be implicated by herself, she would not be too bad if she was not in good health. Perhaps, in the dilapidated small hospital, she will live longer instead. There won't be so many things that worry her.

Now she's gone. Nothing to worry about will happen again. She's really relieved. Took away Ning Huaihuai's big burden, so that she didn't have to think about a person anytime and anywhere, and she couldn't let go.

Life seems less difficult for Ning Huaihuai. Yes, less expenses and less concerns. Naturally, there are fewer difficulties.

It's just that there's no concern and no place to indulge. No one can tell his pain.

During this time, great changes have taken place in the people and things around him, which has changed Ning Huaihuai's views and attitudes towards many things. She no longer thinks that money is omnipotent, and even sometimes she thinks that many things get worse because of money, and many people have bad attitudes because of money.

It should be very difficult to live a life without desire. The more seemingly simple questions are, in fact, the most difficult to answer. It seems easy to be confused, but being really confused is the most penetrating link in the true meaning of life. As long as you understand it, you can really get what you want. Ning Huaihuai knows his way, but he is still far from it.

Ning Huaihuai thought a lot on his way back to his residence. She knew it was hard to forget, but she wanted to forget most. She knew that hatred was painful, but she couldn't help hating. She can't forget Xie Tangfeng, let alone hate him.

Ning Huaihuai didn't see him in hospital these days. I don't know whether the injury is not serious enough or he has other arrangements. In short, when Ning Huaihuai secretly came to see Lin Yiqian, he didn't see his figure. No one will expose Ning Huaihuai and run to the ward of the whole hospital to find it! No one will expose her. I searched all the floors in the hospital ward. Then leave disappointed.

Love and hate intertwined is such a taste. Ning Huaihuai finally tasted it.

forget it! Let's pass. I really should think more about the rest of my life. At least you can't stay in that small attic for the rest of your life.

"You want to return home?" Han Qiaomu at the other end of the phone heard Ning Huaihuai's decision. Although he had been prepared, he still screamed loudly.

I don't know how much money she has now. The air tickets may just be enough. She said she was trying to make money. But how much money can she earn from her jobs? What should I do when I buy a ticket home and then go home? Penniless on the vast land of the motherland?

"I'd better wait, at least wait until I have the capital to live in China!" he kindly advised.

Ning Huaihuai shook his head, regardless of whether the other party could see it or not. She has made up her mind to go back. Besides, she wants to bury grandma before her 100th anniversary! Do you have to go back to grandma's hometown where she was born? She had never been to a place. Only when she chatted with grandma did she hear about such a remote village.

Finally, after grandma died, I was able to take a look at the place where she was born and raised. It's for grandma. She's been worried about it for a long time.

Ning Huaihuai checked the specific itinerary and road fee from the airport to grandma's hometown. Now the money on hand is just enough to support it. As for the future life, maybe I will rent a small square there. It should be very cheap, and then live on my own.

So her idea is still made up her mind. Han Qiaomu knew that no one could stop her.

"Don't you... Want to know the news of Xie Tangfeng? Just... Go back?" he asked tentatively.

Ning Huaihuai heard the name that had not been heard for a long time and only appeared in his heart, and his footsteps suddenly stopped.

Is it true that Xie Tangfeng will never be seen again over the years. Do you really need to be so nostalgic? Someone who indirectly hurt his grandmother?

She doesn't want to miss it, but her brain and heart can't control it and don't miss it! Especially now, someone mentioned these three words in front of her, which made her feel greedy. She hoped that the other party could recite them several times. She excluded the people and words she thought in her heart.

"No! You really don't have to ask me this question in the future. Thank you for your help, arbor. I hope we can meet in China one day!" after a long silence, Ning Huaihuai finally opened his mouth!

What should be forgotten needs to be forgotten after all, and what should be cut off should be waved by yourself after all.