Chapter 968： heartbeat

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Love, what is love? For Natalie Portman and Evan Bell, there will be two answers, not that the two will have different answers, the two will have the same answer, but both will say in unison, "You ask Is it the intellectual version or the emotional version?" These are the two answers to love.

The emotional version of love is romantic, touching, oath, vigorous, and lingering. If you want to describe it accurately, the dictionary says it like this: strong attachment, closeness, longing, and selfless transfer and all-encompassing emotion between people. This kind of love, like a moth to a fire, is desperate, even if it knows it is wrong, it will pay without any regrets. In the face of love, there is no reason to speak, no reason to speak, no rules to speak of. When love is right, everything is right; when love disappears, everything disappears.

The rational version of love is dopamine. To explain in detail, dopamine is a neurotransmitter, a chemical used to help cells transmit impulses. This kind of endocrine is mainly responsible for the brain's **, feeling, and the information of excitement and happiness is transmitted, and it is also related to addiction. This kind of love is actually the production of dopamine in the brain when people get along with others, which stimulates the brain, implying that this is happiness and this is happiness, so the so-called love was born. Dopamine can also be obtained through chocolate, smoking, etc. Strictly speaking, this is actually a kind of pleasure in physiological needs. Generally speaking, dopamine stays in the brain for a limited amount of time. It will disappear one day. So, love has a shelf life of only six months and a shelf life of only two years because the dopamine is gone.

Natalie Portman has always been sane. Because she knows that the effect of dopamine is only temporary blindness, and it is only a pursuit of pleasure. Of course, she is not usually so boring, she just knows when it is more important to be emotional and when to remain rational. Before Evan Bell, Natalie Portman also handed over to her boyfriend. There are people who get along well and break up friendly, and there are those who end up in trouble, so Natalie Portman knows. Sometimes she can give herself completely to dopamine and believe in love, but more often she is willing to stay sane.

Like Evan Bell, Natalie Portman knows. The dopamine secreted in her mind is just the body's demand response. It is undeniable that Evan Bell's performance in bed is indeed very good, bringing her a lot of happiness. but. Natalie Portman's sanity is clear that the two of them shouldn't be together. Because Evan Bell is like a black hole, he can swallow everything.

but. Before Natalie Portman herself didn't know, when it started, Evan Bell's figure had quietly occupied a corner of her heart. Soon, Natalie Portman discovered her abnormality, but at first she thought that her reason could overcome her emotions. Facts have also proved that it seems feasible, because she did not think of Evan Bell again. Including the several encounters after that, it was normal.

However, who knows, at the "Eleventh" flagship store unveiling reception, her inner emotions overturned her reason, and she didn't even know what happened to herself, and things had already happened. And now, months of sanity shattered instantly when I heard Evan Bell sing.

Natalie Portman didn't react. She didn't know what was wrong with her. This out of control situation made her a little flustered because she didn't like herself losing her mind like this. However, the singing from the TV firmly captured her heart, making her unable to resist.

Evan Bell never mentioned to her that the song "U're.ful" was written for her, but there was such a tacit understanding between them, Natalie Portman knew, The song was written for her and tells the story of the two of them.

"You're so beautiful, that's true. I caught a glimpse of your face in a crowded place, and I was overwhelmed because you and I can never be together."

Natalie Portman looked at Evan Bell on the TV screen, standing silently in the spotlight, surrounded by darkness. When the song sings to the chorus, the lights around the stage are like a sky full of stars, lit up one by one, and more and more stars will embellish the entire dark space; when Evan Bell sings to "Fly on "Clouds", all the lights were turned up and began to emit a halo, the soft light blurred the black, and suddenly, all the lights around were completely lit in Evan Bell's clear voice , the audience brightened up in an instant.

Evan Bell is like the magician with the highest magic power in "Harry Potter". He uses his voice as a magic wand to mobilize all the emotions in the world. The melody and lyrics exudes moving of light, the stars lit up the night sky.

At this moment, Natalie Portman's heart seemed to have a seed breaking out of the ground. With a "pop", something broke through the ground and sprouted from the heart, and grew rapidly. As smart as Natalie Portman knows, this is an emotion called throbbing. Her reason and emotion have struggled for so long, and she has long been accustomed to her reasoning, and for the first time, she was overturned by emotion and lost. control. That throbbing, like facing the drizzle in March, grew rapidly and spread uncontrollably.

Puff, it's a heartbeat. But this is different from the beating that is usually produced for survival. It is just a soft "pop" sound. To describe it in words, it is "pped". There is a suitable explanation for this soft and lively sound. - Heart pounding.

Suddenly, this is only a momentary thing, but the aftertaste left in my heart is very deep. Natalie Portman just stood there stupidly, feeling the excitement of her heartbeat, the joy of all the cells in her body fighting and jumping, not just dopamine, not just pleasure, but an indescribable kind of joy. Joy and happiness.

Natalie Portman knew she was in love with Evan Bell. No, it should be falling in love with Evan Bell, and it happened when I knew it shouldn't and couldn't.

Natalie Portman looked at Evan Bell on the screen, standing there leisurely, playing the guitar, just a guitar and a sound, he can control the world in his hands. Even on the simplest and most simple stage, he still has the ability to move everyone. His stage has this kind of magic, and even makes people cry.

What a beautiful man he is, but behind his beauty, there is unruly unruly, that yearning for freedom, and the melancholy hidden in the deepest part of his heart. devoured all. Natalie Portman suddenly remembered "mysterious skin", which was described by Neil's friends as "he's like a silent galaxy where everything revolves around him". In fact, why not Evan Bell?

But it is precisely because of knowing Evan Bell so well that Natalie Portman has become more and more aware that she cannot fall in love with him, because it is destined to be a road of no return. Therefore, Natalie Portman's reason is very good at "suppressing" emotions, and it has never been wrong. But who would have thought that when Natalie Portman noticed that the relationship between Evan Bell and Blake Lively seemed to be moving in a stable direction, she took the initiative to suspend the physical relationship between the two. After that, Things started to get out of the way of reason.

I still remember that time, Natalie Portman and Evan Bell were sitting in the central square of Cambridge Town. They made an appointment for dinner that day, but Natalie Portman had a little accident because of a little accident. A full two hours late. When she arrived, Evan Bell didn't ask why he was late like other men, and didn't ask what happened with concern like a man and a woman in love, he just held up the cold pizza in his hand and smiled as a meet.

Natalie Portman asked him, "Will you fall in love with me?"

Evan Bell replied, "Probably not."

In fact, both of them are very attractive people, and they are very attractive to each other, otherwise the two would not have maintained a "sex. friend" relationship for such a long time. But Evan Bell's answer that day still surprised Natalie Portman.

Later, Evan Bell asked her, "Then will you fall in love with me?"

Natalie Portman remembered her answer, categorically, "No way." Because Natalie Portman has confidence in her own reason, very confident.

But what about now? Now, is Natalie Portman still confident?

Natalie Portman stood where she was She knew that her emotions had erupted, but she had to calm down. Should she obey her usual behavior pattern and make decisions rationally? Or should I challenge the first time in my life and rely on emotions to determine the future? Looking at Evan Bell on the screen, Natalie Portman, who has always been smart and wise, lost the ability to think for the first time.

"I saw the angel who smiled exactly like her when she also thought that we should be together. But, it's time to face the truth, you and I will never be able to depend on each other."

Evan Bell was still singing, the brisk guitar strings jumped on the slender fingertips, and the last stroke ended the singing of "So Beautiful (u're.ful. This song was performed in public for the first time, and what it brought to the audience was emotion, excitement and happiness, but Natalie Portman, who was in front of the TV, was confused.

After singing a song, Evan Bell did not walk off the stage, but stood in front of the microphone, waiting for the applause of the audience to diminish. Could it be that Evan Bell will sing the second song today? This is very rare in the performance segment.

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