Chapter 359： I just want to live real

> When Chen Xue came back, she saw Liu Jian sitting in the yard smoking a cigarette, walked over with a smile and said, "I'm back!"

Liu Jian nodded, and asked suspiciously, "Miaomiao, I didn't come back with you."

Chen Xue laughed angrily and said: "It's true that you value **** over friends, and you care about Miao Miao as soon as you come back. She went shopping for vegetables, and the three of us took turns cooking, and it's her turn today."

Liu Jian smiled and said, "I'll go meet her, sister Xue, go back and rest first."

Chen Xue smiled, watching Liu Jian go out in a hurry, she suddenly felt a sour feeling in her heart, shook her head to forget this feeling, showed a bright smile, and returned to the west wing room.

The vegetable market is only more than a thousand meters away from the courtyard. After Liu Jian arrived, he soon saw Yu Miao who was buying vegetables in the market. Maybe he knew that Liu Jian was back today, and Yu Miao had already bought a lot of vegetables, chicken, Fish, cucumbers, potatoes and more. When Liu Jian walked over, Yu Miao was picking up ribs, and it seemed that he planned to make sweet and sour pork ribs at night.

Liu Jian reached out to take the plastic bag from Yu Miao's hand. Yu Miao was startled at first, but when he looked back, it turned out to be Liu Jian. With a knowing smile, he handed the bought vegetables to Liu Jian.

"Why do you buy so many dishes? Three people can't finish them." Liu Jian asked with a smile.

Yu Miao asked the butcher to chop the ribs into pieces, and said with a smile, "Sister Xue said that you are coming back today, and I want to cook a few more dishes. I don't know how you eat at school?"

Liu Jian was very moved, and also became more and more sad. Maybe after today, her tenderness began to bloom for others.

Liu Jian didn't say anything, just followed Yu Miao quietly, watching her bargaining in the vegetable market, she really looked like a good wife and mother, if I met such a girl in my previous life, I would be very content, I would definitely An Anxin guarded her to live. It's a pity that I have changed too much in this life, and I am no longer the innocent and kind boy who was issued a good person card.

On the way back, Yu Miao kept smiling. For her, this was the most exciting time. After holding on to the relationship for so many years, what she is looking forward to is the life like today.

Back home, Liu Jian made a rare visit to the kitchen to help Yu Miao. To Liu Jian's surprise, Yu Miao had a good cooking skill, and the dishes he cooked were full of flavor and taste. Seeing Liu Jian's surprised eyes, Yu Miao smiled and said: "My mother told me since I was a child that if a woman wants to keep a man's heart, she must first keep his stomach, so I have learned to cook all kinds of dishes since I was a child." , It’s a pity that no one has come to **** craft.”

Liu Jian smiled awkwardly, not knowing what to say, seeing Liu Jian like this, Yu Miao showed a hint of disappointment in his eyes.

During the meal, everyone also noticed something was wrong, especially Liu Jian, who likes to talk non-stop at the dinner table, was surprisingly silent today, as if he had a great concern. Yu Miao seemed to have guessed something, and her face became ugly.

After eating, Yu Miao stood up to clean up the table. Liu Jian, who hadn't said anything, suddenly said, "Miao Miao, let Xiaowei clean up. I want to talk to you. Let's go for a walk."

Yu Miao's hands froze there, showing an ugly smile and said, "Can't we talk about something tomorrow? I'm very tired today."

Liu Jian came over, grabbed Yu Miao's hand and said, "Come with me."

Yu Miao lowered her head, bit her lips tightly, suppressed the tears in her eyes, and followed behind Liu Jian.

Chen Xue finally realized something was wrong, it wasn't as he imagined, Liu Jian seemed to have other ideas.

The two walked out of the courtyard one after the other, and walked in the alley. Some children were jumping rubber bands, some were cooking at home, some had chess at the door, and several old people were sitting around and fighting. Liu Jian never had a good time. Walking through the alley today, I suddenly found that the place is extremely lively. When I was busy running wildly, I also missed countless such scenes.

"Miaomiao, it's very lively here, why didn't I notice it all the time." Liu Jian asked.

Yu Miao bit her lip, looked at Liu Jian's side face and said, "Because you've been running all the time, there is no wonderful thing that can make you stop and appreciate it, and everyone is also chasing your footsteps, so there is no Discover these beautiful things."

Liu Jian nodded, he agreed with what Yu Miao said.

Seeing Yu Miao's nervous expression, Liu Jian felt a pain in his heart, stretched out his right hand to hold Yu Miao's left hand, and led her forward. Yu Miao's face turned red, she stared at the two tightly clasped hands, tears flowed out of nowhere. This situation had appeared too many times in her dreams, and it suddenly came true. She was indescribably happy and grievanced. She had been wronged for too long because of this man.

Liu Jian didn't wipe away Yu Miao's tears, just held Yu Miao's hand and walked for a long time.

"Miao Miao, I want to talk to you about something." Liu Jian finally opened his mouth and opened the silence, and the warm atmosphere disappeared without a trace.

Yu Miao turned pale, shook her head and said, "Xiaojian, I'm tired, take me back."

"Miao Miao, even if you escaped today, can you escape tomorrow? We have been delayed for too long, we can't go on like this." Liu Jian looked directly into Yu Miao's eyes.

Yu Miao dodged for a moment and said: "I don't understand what you said, Xiaojian, I'm tired, can you take me back?" There was a hint of pleading in Yu Miao's voice.

Liu Jian sighed, why didn't he understand Yu Miao's mind, she was so confused, she must have something to look forward to. But I can't go on like this anymore, I'm not a good person, but I can't delay a young girl's youth so muddled.

"Miaomiao, I'm not a good man." Liu Jian said suddenly.

Yu Miao didn't move, and looked at Liu Jian stupidly, knowing that it was time for a showdown.

"Miao Miao, as you know, I have many singing girls. Ren Shanshan, Bai Wei, Tian Dan, Song Na, Li Jiazi, Li Li, Ren Yingying, Xu Qing, and some women whose names I can't name."

Hearing familiar and unfamiliar names popping out of Liu Jian's mouth, Yu Miao shook and stood there. Although he had been mentally prepared for a long time, he did not expect that Liu Jian would have so many women unknowingly.

"Do you love them?" Yu Miao raised her head and looked at Liu Jian. The question was simple, but her voice trembled violently.

Liu Jian sighed and said, "Love, maybe. I like their pretty faces, their alluring bodies, their begging, and their attachment. If these are love, I might also be in love with them."

Yu Miao looked at Liu Jian bravely and said, "Then do you love me?"

"It should be love too. I like your kindness, your sunshine, your worry about me, your jealousy for me, your long hair, and your sweet smile." Liu Jian said without hesitation.

Yu Miao's confused eyes finally gained focus, as if climbing up from a bottomless abyss.

"You love me, and I love you too, that's fine, what else can I say." Yu Miao avoided those women that Liu Jian just mentioned, between attachment and love.

Liu Jian stretched out his hand to hold Yu Miao's shoulder and said, "But Miao Miao, I'm not a good man anymore, I can't give up on them for you. I can't keep a paper marriage contract with you and grow old together, and I can't accompany you through silver wedding, golden wedding , or even a diamond wedding. I can’t give you a complete family. Even if I promise you against my will today, and meet a beautiful girl tomorrow, I will still be moved, and I will still do something to hurt you. This has nothing to do with love, but I have released the devil in my heart, and I don't want to resist, and I will not resist, those women who are full of temptation."

"This is what they say that men are animals that think with their lower body." Yu Miao said sadly.

Liu Jian nodded and said: "Maybe. I dare not say that every man is like this But at least seven or eight out of ten have three wives and four concubines. They have no choice but to think about it and daydream occasionally. The original me was the same, but some accidents happened, and now I have changed. I have enough ability to realize my dream.”

"So there are so many women around you, no matter whether they like you or not, love you or not, you have to get them, and keep them by your side one by one. You are just satisfying your animal desire. " Yu Miao said angrily.

Liu Jian nodded and said: "Yes, I admit this. I have never concealed my thoughts and actions. I just let myself live a more real life and live a happier life. Miao Miao, I will I have told you my thoughts and actions without reservation. I just don’t want to mislead you. I don’t want you to live in a dream. This is the real me, the real Liu Jian. If you want to stay by my side , I just have to accept it all, I won’t make changes for anyone, because this is the life I want to live, it’s my real life.”

Yu was at a loss, looking at Liu Jian standing in front of him, he suddenly became so far away, so far away, his originally clear face became blurred, what should I do, what should I do.

The old wolf suddenly became sensational, let's see everyone's reaction! The main reason is that I was so moved today that I unconsciously wrote the true feelings in my heart!