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Seeing An Xia's tears, Lu Bai's eyebrows slowly wrinkled. Beneath his long eyelashes, there was a deep, dark emotion.

That An Xia from the White Night Palace clutched her stomach as she said, "She has his …"

He was too angry at the time, so he did not expect her to say what she wanted to say … Their child.

"Mm, blame me." Lu Bai nodded, "That's why you didn't let down that child. It was me."

An Xia'er looked at Lu Bai with a wry smile. "Do you still care?" Would you care about our children? You lied to me so calmly that I wasn't pregnant... "How much do you care?"

"Of course." Lu Bai said, "But I'm not calm. How can I comfort you?"

An Xia took a step back. "I don't want you to comfort me. I only know that my child is gone …" And I almost didn't know I'd lost a child. "

Lu Bai looked at An Xia, not speaking for a long time.

That's what he was worried about …

Once An Xia knew about this, she would be troubled by this issue and would feel sad for the rest of her life.

After a long while, Lu Bai looked at An Xia'er and said, "If you want to get angry, blame me. I won't deny it, but don't cry. It's not good for your health."

"Are you caring about me, Lu Bai?" An Xia'er's heart was filled with grief. "You still know how to care about me?"

Lu Bai frowned and walked towards her, "An Xia'er, that's enough. I also regret that child's departure. I will make the Da Family pay the price, but you can't keep this matter to yourself forever. I don't care about you? I don't care if you drop all business and come to the hospital with me? "Now, just lie down and leave the hospital tomorrow. You have to get angry. Go back and get angry with me —"

"Don't come over." An Xia took a step back.

Lu Bai's face darkened.

They had clearly just made up, and they were still fine just now …

Sure enough, after she found out about her child, she immediately became angry with him?

"What are you up to?" Lu Bai said in a stern voice, "An Xia'er, don't make me angry again. I'm the one who's feeling the worst now that the child is gone."

Who knew what it was like for him to carry Anchor to the hospital and watch her bleed? The child was in his hands, in front of his eyes, watching as it slowly faded away.

The shocking blood was his child.

After sending An Xia to the hospital, his body was covered in blood, so who would know how he felt standing outside the operation room?

"The one who's the most upset is you?" An Xia'er laughed again. "Those are my flesh and blood, alright? Do you think I should immediately let go of this child?" You shouldn't be sad? "

"I didn't say that."

Lu Bai's hand clenched into a fist.

"You think you can make it up to me just by saying you love me?" An Xia looked at him with reddened eyes, "Lu Bai, I have no way of being indifferent to this matter. It's because you chased me away and didn't fulfill the promise we made when we were married that something happened to me. And you tried to deceive me. You even colluded with the doctor and my friends to hide it from me, saying that I wasn't pregnant … "

"Do you want me to deny that I ever conceived that child? Lu Bai! "

An Xia'er screamed at the top of her lungs.

Lu Bai didn't say anything.

"Oh yeah, you said you loved me." An Xia remembered what he had said yesterday and shook her head with a wry smile. "I haven't asked you yet, but you also said that you loved that little girl who owed you a favor. Who did you love then?" Or are you just trying to comfort me with what you said yesterday? To comfort a woman who has lost her child? "

"No." Lu Bai said.

"There's one more thing. I didn't ask you because I felt I was the luckiest person to have returned to your side." An Xia'er clenched her teeth. "But right now, I still want to ask. I saw my parents' corpses in the cemetery …" They don't look like they were killed in a car accident. "

[Perhaps you didn't think this would happen. Back then, the An clan claimed that the Xia Family's husband and wife were involved in a car accident because they didn't want to pursue too much trouble. However, the Lu family suppressed the media …] Moose City started to recite the words he said earlier when he used the Moose City as his tomb.

Lu Bai must have known that the Marquis of Xia did not die in a car accident.

An Xia'er looked at Lu Bai. "Let me ask you, when my parents died that year, did you know that …"

Lu Bai didn't expect An Xia to know about this. He looked at her sternly. "Who told you?"

"I'm just asking if you are?" "Or are you implying that my parents' death is related to you?"

This was the most terrifying guess.

So, it turned out that An Xia didn't even want to ask about it.

As long as she was together with Lu Bai, she could stop pursuing the matter, because she wanted to seize the happiness in front of her.

However, after knowing that her child had left, she still couldn't overcome her grief at this moment and asked Lu Bai.

In the end, Lu Bai looked at An Xia'er for a long time before closing his eyes deeply, "You asked me what happened to the girl I loved, you asked me about the deaths of your biological parents …" "Sure, as long as you can calm down now and have a good rest, I'll tell you when we get back tomorrow."

After Lu Bai left the ward, An Xia'er sat paralyzed on the floor, hugging her shivering shoulders …

He really did know.

"Damn it." She bit her lip, "I don't want to be like this... "Why did it become like this …"

She didn't want to argue with Lu Bai at all.

How could he not care about their child? If he did not care, how could he take revenge on the Da Family?

What did it matter if he loved her or not? She already knew that even if he didn't love her, she would still want to stay by his side, wouldn't she?

But why?

She forced the situation to this point?

She didn't want to do this, so she couldn't help but say those words …

"Young madam, you must take care of the warmth after birth. The ground is too cold, isn't it?" At some point in time, Butler Wei had walked into the ward.

"Small production... "Haha …" When An Xia'er heard these two words, she was mocked by reality to the point where she could only laugh and cry.

"Young Madam, don't blame the Eldest Young Master." Steward Wei looked at her trembling shoulders and frowned, "Eldest Young Master is just afraid that you'll be as upset as you are now. He didn't let you know that this is only a white lie, he can't say that he doesn't respect you or lied to you."

An Xia'er bit her lip.

Didn't count him lying to her?

"You didn't see the look on Eldest Young Master's face when he brought you to the hospital …" Secretary Qin said that he had never seen Eldest Young Master on the verge of collapse. " "He's upset too. I hope you don't blame the young master."

"…"

"Eldest Young Master has never been one to show off his anger and joy. He just wants to ease your pain."

Anxia's tears dried on her face. "Then my child …" "What should we do?"

"Young madam, that is not your child, but yours and Eldest Young Master's child." Butler Wei said, "We are also very sad about this child's departure. Eldest Young Master's sadness is definitely not any less than yours. However, it's gone now."

"…" Anxia's tears once again flowed down her face.

"To Eldest Young Master, being fine is the best thing that can happen to you, Young Madam." Butler Wei said, "We are all glad that you, Young Madam, are fine."

An Xia'er choked with sobs.

Is she okay?

She seemed to be fine. She was very sad to learn that something had happened to her child …

Butler Wei helped the weeping An Xia'er up from the ground. "Young Madam, you can lie on the bed. You can leave the hospital tomorrow."

An Xia'er sat on the bed, her shoulders shaking. "Butler, do you think Lu Bai loves me?"

"Why do you ask, Young Madam?"

"Before, I didn't think I had the right to ask, because we were in an arranged marriage, and I couldn't interfere with him." "But …" she sobbed.

"I feel that the young madam should know of this question." Steward Wei said, "After all, isn't it the only way you can truly feel emotions when they don't love you?"

[Of course I love you, and I'm not in love with you, I'm in love with you …]

[I'm glad I didn't lose you.]

Yesterday, Lu Bai's words seemed to be whispering in her ears. With his usual gentleness, Anxia's tears dripped down like beads.

"Why didn't he let me know about the baby?"

"Eldest Young Master doesn't want you to feel sad." "I think Eldest Young Master must love you."

"What about someone in his heart?" "If that person were to appear in the future, would he not want me?" What if he has someone more important than me in the future? " Then would he still say that he loved her, would he?

"Young Madam is referring to Eldest Young Master's fiancee in the Lu family?" Butler Wei said.

"No …"

An Xia'er shook her head, unease in her teary eyes.

"It's been said that after the eldest young master escaped from the hands of the law at the age of 15, his wife and second young master were both killed. The eldest young master hadn't eaten for three days and had been saved once by a little girl …" At this point, Butler Wei paused, "I wonder if Young Madam knows about this."

An Xia'er clenched her fist tightly. "…" "I know."

"If there's anyone else that's important to Eldest Young Master, it should be that little girl." Steward Wei said, "After that, Eldest Young Master asked someone to look for that little girl for many years, but there was no news. It is unknown whether or not that little girl is still alive. However, even if he is still alive, the Eldest Young Master wouldn't abandon the Young Madam for the sake of that girl in the future, right? "

An Xia'er clenched her fingers tightly. "…" "Why?"

"Although I don't know the reason, but I think Eldest Young Master gave up on looking for that girl." Butler Wei said, "Or …"

"Or?" An Xia'er slowly raised her head. "Or what?"

Butler Wei frowned.

That girl should be very important to Lu Bai. Lu Bai would give up looking for her, and if his guess was correct …

Butler Wei looked at An Xia, who was standing in front of him, and said after a while, "This is a matter of the Eldest Young Master. I'm just a butler, so it's not good to speculate too much about the Eldest Young Master."

It was said that the girl was no more than five years old. She was probably nineteen or twenty years old.

An Xia'er was also more than nineteen years old.

"…" An Xia looked at Steward Wei, "Steward Wei, do you know something?"

"No, it's not easy for me to guess what happened with Eldest Young Master." Steward Wei said, "But I think that if Eldest Young Master feels it's necessary, he should tell the Young Madam about it. Don't be angry, Young Madam. about the child, although very regretful, young madam, you cannot doubt his heart for you. "

Seeing that Steward Wei turned around, An Xia'er hurriedly said, "Steward!"

"Is there anything else, Young Madam?"

"…" An Xia'er's eyes were red and puffy. "Then do you know what happened to the Xia family back then?"

"Is the Young Madam talking about your biological parents?" Butler Wei said.

"Did my parents really die in a car accident?" "It's said that when my parents died that year, someone suppressed a report that they didn't die in a car accident …"

Steward Wei frowned, "Who told the young mistress? It can't be that they have something to do with Eldest Young Master, right?"

But from Lu Bai's reaction just now, he did know.

"It doesn't matter if I believe what that person said, even if I don't." "But I saw with my own eyes the remains of my parents …" It doesn't look like he died in a car accident.