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The pain and pain of being torn apart finally calmed down under his rough biting.

I would rather bite my lip until the smell of blood filled my throat than utter a sound that I thought was defeat.

Even though I could feel my nose already aching, some emotion was rushing out of my eyes. But I bit them together, as if to show them off was to admit my incompetence.

Pang Jun also seemed to be sparring with me over this. This isn't a relationship at all, it's pure torture, and he was very interested in this.

My unwillingness to bow continued to enrage him, and despite his indifference to my repeated attacks, I felt a surge of emotion in my heart that was actually as warm as the cold current outside the window.

My desire broke out completely, but I was still unable to hold it in. I suppressed my voice to make a sound that I thought was shameful.

There was a strong sense of humiliation, and I tried with all my might to push him away, but it was useless.

Pang Jun didn't give up on this torture as he smiled mockingly and pinched my chin. They said that I'm the same as Su Wan, a thing only for profit.

I recklessly retaliated against him. I'm right, I'm getting close to Wen Xuan again because of the benefits, so what about it?

"Is that proof of your incompetence?"

He seemed to want to slap me back, but somehow his palm didn't land on my face in the end. He waved it weakly in the air and then let it go completely.

I no longer had the strength to hide anything, and my tottering consciousness finally blurred in the wobbly world in front of my eyes.

Sister Qiu told me a long time ago that envy is an instinct and jealousy is a useless thing.

She also asked me if I knew what a terrible thing jealousy was.

Perhaps it's because of jealousy, I now know that a lot of people I thought I had become very unfamiliar with because of this.

When I woke up, all I knew was pain, the pain that every muscle in every joint felt.

What time is it? Early morning? Dusk?

The view outside the window did not allow me to tell when I had been there. All I could see on the deserted street was snow and a gray sky.

The seat had been turned back to its normal angle, and I was covered with my long down jacket. Of course, I wasn't the only one in the car. Pang Jun leaned weakly on the car seat and looked out the window absentmindedly.

No one seemed to want to talk first.

I tried to move, to remind him that I was awake.

Pang Jun suddenly regained his senses, with the same expression on his face, he skillfully drove the car onto the road.

It's the way back, but my heart can't go back.

I didn't want to dress in front of him, but I didn't know how to show him my resistance.

In the end, Pang Jun got out of the car, but he did not leave. Instead, he walked to the front of the car and opened the door.

I was already very afraid of him. I didn't know what Pang Jun wanted to do again, but I subconsciously hid in the car.

"Come here."

His tone was calm, so calm that I was a little annoyed. After all, it was as if he was saying that nothing had happened in the car.

Pang Jun approached me and I looked at him nervously. I knew that I had no other choice.

He patiently arranged my down jacket and wrapped it around me. Then he carried me out of the car and up the stairs.

I shrunk into my clothes. If it weren't for the soreness and the various scars on my body, Pang Jun's calmness would have even made me doubt the authenticity of his memories.

I was so close to the man that I had to lean on his shoulder, but I found that I could not see him, could not see his face.

Pang Jun placed me on the bed in his bedroom, then left. He even closed the door behind him, as if he was afraid that he would infringe upon my privacy.

I really don't understand him.

Slowly, I tossed my coat to the floor, randomly threw on a pair of pajamas, and rolled up my quilt to steady myself.

I couldn't settle down, I couldn't say I hated him, but it was true that I didn't know what to do.

It would be late afternoon by now, because it was getting dark again, and I didn't turn on the light because I didn't have the strength to turn on the switch.

In the darkness, Pang Jun knocked on the door of my room once again, and then, entered.

I closed my eyes and covered my head with the quilt. He asked me if I was asleep and I didn't respond, hoping he would go out now.

"I'm sorry."

I almost burst out laughing under the covers. What the hell is he doing? Give me a slap and a lump of sugar? He just wanted to write it off like that?

It looks like Pang Jun is indeed a frivolous bitch.

"I promise you, I won't do this again …"

I had no interest in hearing him lie to me like this without a draft. I directly lifted the blanket and told him that there was no need to make any useless promises, because there was already no future.

He was silent for a moment, then asked me what I meant.

I told him coldly that I would stay away from him in the future, away from this circle of people who were struggling to please me. If anyone wants my cheap life, then come on, I don't care.

"Can we all calm down?"

Pang Jun tried to bargain with me, but I only felt that it was ironic. I was too lazy to think about it further, and I knew that he probably hadn't used all of it up yet.

"I'm quite calm," I said, looking at him. "If you think I've got something to hold out for you, just say it, but I can do it, but please don't bother me again."

Pang Jun was still not satisfied with my condition. He wanted to persuade me to wait a little longer, thinking that I would be able to change this decision if I did so.

"I know that you might not accept this in a short while, but even if you still have friends in the past, regarding the General Agent above …"

I laughed coldly, saying so much was not because of the General Agent, but because I was afraid that if Liang Zhengfeng was provoked, he would not be able to take the consequences.

I promised Pang Jun in the end that I would do my best with regards to General Agent, but whether it would succeed or not, I can't guarantee. If there were any consequences of his failure, it would have nothing to do with me. I'm not afraid of anything.

"Then can we decide whether to split up at that time?"

For the first time, I looked down on a person so much that I had a higher chance of winning a war for my own benefit. Thus, the emotional cards I played had already been seen by me, and I was still performing such a funny maintenance.

I told Pang Jun, it's my freedom whether or not I want to separate from him, even if he can think of a way to trap me by his side. As long as I'm free of this bondage, I won't be able to miss anything, or will I just leave him right away.

Pang Jun can only agree temporarily. Before he left, he still wanted to cover me with his blanket like before, but I bluntly refused him and requested that he leave my room immediately.

I couldn't see his face clearly in the darkness, though I couldn't stop wondering. In the end, there was still a little bit of hope. Hopefully, there would be a little bit of disappointment on his face. For the sake of the occasion, I still hoped for something, at least to prove that he was willing to put his mind to it.

The next day, I woke up when it was almost noon. I just lied on the bed and didn't want to get up, but in the end, I was defeated by the urge to pee, so I bitterly got up and went to the toilet.

When Pang Jun wasn't around, he had put his breakfast on the table just like before. This time, it was as if he didn't want to watch anymore, rather, he just walked through the snow that he had accumulated yesterday and went out to buy food.

The phone had been repaired and it was full of power. He had almost disappeared for two whole days. If it wasn't for the Xiao Han's ability to react freely, the reed would have been blown up. However, it was still operating normally right now, and it had squeezed the order and solved some problems the Xiao Han couldn't solve. Xiao Han is truly a strong person. If possible, I really hope to get to know him in reality.

Qi Yu has already escaped danger, and the problem of the payment has been solved. Lulu has already returned all the money she needed, and she even told me about Wen Xuan's situation when he asked me about it.

I told her I was fine, just a little unwell, so I didn't make a sound yesterday.

I only wanted to do my best for the matters of the General Agent, but it had now turned into Wen Xuan who didn't want to help me before, jumping out and moving forward the things that I had planned previously.

He still shamelessly added my WeChat back to him, telling me that he would help me get the Boss Yang's wife to tell Zheng Dongsheng that it was Actinin Shang who triggered the events that happened around the banquet.

Seeing that I didn't reply for a long time, but the friend request was still the same, Wen Xuan probably guessed that I had changed my mind and wavered a little.

Then the Aunt Lin came out and called me. She didn't mention anything about the mall, she just asked me how her son was doing.

I can't say that I didn't go to the hospital, but I can't lie either, I can only go to Wen Xuan's place.

I must make a decision on this matter as soon as possible. It is impossible to hesitate.

"Why does your face look so bad? Did you not rest well?"

Wen Xuan asked me as if nothing had happened.

"Thanks for the trouble," I said dryly. "I'm all right."

Wen Xuan continued: "Then my message must have been too busy to reply, right? "I really want to know about this. You …"

I didn't conceal my hesitation. I also wanted to know why Wen Xuan had suddenly become so interested in this matter. In an instant, he became someone who was willing to help me.

"The reason?" Wen Xuan answered me in all seriousness, "Telling you is nothing, I should have been entrusted to it by someone else …"