CH 30

(This is Makoto’s POV)

On Wednesday night, the mother went to care for her grandfather at home, and the father was not at work. So I had a supper early every night, took a bath, and then it was time to study dance.

“History, is there any way to remember it well?”

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“No, but the questions are patterned, so I think it’s more efficient to solve the problem than trying to remember everything poorly.”

Mai, who sits across the desk from me, made a disgusting face, saying, “Ue.” Her hair is slightly flushed because she is out of the bath.

Did you have a desire for the existence called your sister because I am abnormal? Is it because I see it as a woman? I can’t tell the difference, and I still don’t know what dance is so attractive to me.

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“Since it is connected to ancient writing in some places, if it is tight, do you start with ancient writing instead of introducing it?”

“And then…”

I took out a collection of ancient textbooks from the textbooks that Mai had placed beside me. I snoop on her face, but I don’t think of anything in particular.

Generally speaking, it has a pretty face. People around me appreciate it. But I don’t think I’m attracted to the human face because it only looks like an identification number that distinguishes individuals. Imagine a crushed face, but the obsession remains the same.

Then, do you feel any benefit to this existence? It must be my feelings. It must be my idea. However, when I try to find something that leads to my obsession and greed for Mai, I immediately get lost.

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“I wonder if I shouldn’t have a reference book because I’m so tired of history.”

“No, I don’t like dance. I don’t really like history.”

(So you don’t like dance and history huh? okay, Makoto..)

“Yeah… it’s more fun to do math or science… I wonder if it’s going to be an exam home economics instead of history…”

Am I looking for a sexual connection with Mai? Just as a human instinct.

“How do you remember the history of your brother?”

“There is only repetitive practice. It’s like Mai doing until she can solve a math problem, she has to repeat until she remembers it.”

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With that said, I turned over the reference book to see if there was any good problem. At that moment, something runs at my fingertips. I understood that I finally cut my finger with a piece of paper because of a ray of red and blood dripping.

“Wow, it’s really out! It’s hard!” Mai shouts.

(what’s out and hard, Mai??? lol this MTL turns an innocent chapter into something ambiguous)

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T/N: Hello, first of all, I’m sorry this is MTL. I found some sites has been stealing my translation and took profit from it. So I decided to put this dummy first to test how they took my post and edit this chapter with real translation tomorrow. So please check it again tomorrow, and I hope you guys can understand. I’m very sorry for the convenience.

Tbh with you, this issue made me really unmotivated to translate. I had several times wishing to drop this series and can’t concentrate translating. But I didn’t, and I won’t, and I hope I can still translate this till the end!! So please, if you are reading this, please read this at ChocoCats site only! Thank you very much!