Chapter 136

Lu Zihan didn't know how long he had been sleepy. In a daze, his former pain seemed to flip in his mind.

Also like her body, for a while like exposure to the ice cellar, the whole body is still numb with cold, for a while like baking in the fire, but no matter how, the heart is extremely painful.

Vaguely hear the sound of the waves, just like from the muddled nightmare out, struggling hard for a while, but feel cold and stiff, some can't move.

In the end, she can only open her eyes, eyes is a dark, head dull pain, heavy as if stuffed with lead in general can not run.

She moved her hands, and there was a sharp pain all over her body, which made her confused brain clear.

"Sugar?" Lu Zihan tried to speak, but then he knew that he was not at home.

All around is the water vapor, the dress on the body has not been dry, she sits up hard, rubs the head powerlessly, starts to recall.

Some fragments flashed in her head one by one, thinking of Gu murchi's face and the two people's opposition... Lu Zihan couldn't help laughing at himself.

"Lu Zihan, what are you doing? It sounds better than anything, but actually I came to this place and got drunk... Is it so hard to put it down? Are you really so cheap? "

While spitting on their own behavior, while trying to get up, but the body is too painful, not to mention the injury?

Just because she was in the rain and drank the wine, it seems that her body and head are no longer her own.

The day is not bright, and the night is deep, the waves seem to calm down a little, think of the picture of lightning and thunder before... It's like a dream.

Thunder?

Lu Zihan was startled. He sat up like a spring, and exclaimed, "sugar!"

Yes, she forgot that Tangtang is afraid of thunder. If she is not here, Tangtang must be scared to death!

Self blame and guilt quickly permeated Lu Zihan's whole body. She wanted to get up and struggled several times without success

It was also at this moment that she suddenly saw a flash of light on the embarrassed ground.

It's a cell phone

Lu Zihan quickly poked away the debris and sand and saw her mobile phone flashing in the plastic bag buried below.

Fortunately, the mobile phone was put in the plastic bag of wine. Although it was a little damp, it was not completely wet.

She quickly took out her mobile phone, which was Rong Sheng's call.

Quickly picked up, "hello? Rong Sheng... "

Her voice is so hoarse that there is almost no volume, but she is still very eager to shout again. She is afraid that Rong Sheng can't hear clearly, but before she can open her mouth, Rong Sheng's anxious voice comes from the phone.

"Zihan, where are you? Are you ok? "

Rong Sheng comforts Tang Tang in his arms in the middle of the night. In the early morning, the rain stops, the thunder stops, and Tang Tang is too tired to cry. Then he returns Tang Tang to Rong yuan's villa to take care of him. Then he drives out to find Lu Zihan.

He didn't know how long he had been searching outside, but he didn't have any clue. Moreover, Lu Zihan's phone has been calling. Fortunately, he finally got through.

But Rong Sheng didn't relax. On the contrary, he was even more worried. As soon as the phone was connected, he heard Lu Zihan's voice and couldn't wait for her to speak, so he quickly asked, "what happened? Where are you now? "

When hearing Rongsheng's anxious and haggard voice, Lu Zihan's tears came down.

I don't know why, but I feel at ease. I'm not the one abandoned by the world, nor the one forgotten.

There are people worried about her, there are people waiting for her.

This feeling is full of her heart, so her voice is more hoarse, "Rong Sheng... Where's sugar? She... Is she OK? "

I think I heard Rong Sheng's voice, so my heart is more stable. She knows that Rong Sheng will take good care of Tangtang, so she feels more and more guilty.

She even left Tangtang in the kindergarten for the scum like Gu murchi, and let her face thunder and lightning alone. Fortunately, there is Rongsheng.

Although she knew that Tangtang would be fine, she was really neglecting her duty as a mother

"Tangtang is OK. Zihan, don't worry. She's asleep. I'll let her father take care of her. Where are you now? I'll pick you up in a minute Rong Sheng did not ask what happened. Now the most important thing is that he wants to see Lu Zihan standing in front of him safely.

Other people... Are no longer important.

"I..." after hearing Rong Sheng's words, Lu Zihan looked around subconsciously, but he couldn't see anything except darkness.

It was early in the morning, the night before dawn... The darkest.

And she is now on the beach, looking around, there is no light!

Lu Zihan couldn't help but feel a little scared. He was a little short of breath. Holding the phone tightly, he said: "I... I don't know. It's so dark here... Rongsheng, I don't know where it is!"

"Never mind. Do you have any impression? Are there any buildings around? "

Rong Sheng seemed to recognize Lu Zihan's uneasiness, and her voice became softer and softer, constantly comforting her. Then he asked a little bit: "did you drive out by yourself? Who else is around? What about the car? "

"I..." Lu Zihan thought of the stupid things he had done, but he didn't know how to speak.

I have an instinctive fear of the dark in my heart. The more I look around, the more I feel that this place seems to be alone. When I stay in such a dark place, there is no sound except the waves... Really, it's terrible.

"It's like... It's like by the sea. I'm on a beach with rocks." Lu Zihan tried his best to calm himself down, but once his worries were put down, and he wanted to find some references from all around, the more he looked into the dark, the more scared he was.

"The car... I don't know where it is... It's just... It's just me."

"It's OK, Zihan. Don't be afraid. I'll find you soon." Rongsheng's voice seemed to be smiling, warm and soft. As he said it, he turned the front of the car and sped away towards the beach.

But the beach is so big

"Zihan, do you remember which direction you took before you got to the beach? Where are you passing by? Don't be afraid. Think about it slowly... "

Rongsheng's voice seems to have a kind of magic power. Lu Zihan gradually calms down, closes his eyes and doesn't allow himself to see the darkness around him.

With the stabbing pain in her head, she seemed to think of something again, and said in a hurry: "from CH group's West Third Ring Road out of the city... It seems that... It seems that she passed a resort hotel..."

She remembers that she went out of her wits to buy cigarettes. It was like a convenience store, so she said in a hurry: "there is a convenience store near the hotel, some houses, but not many... It's like a village, the hotel... I don't remember the name of the hotel, but it seems to start with H..."

Rong Sheng comforts Lu Zihan while looking up the GPS in the car, because she knows that if Lu Zihan is alone on the beach, she will be afraid, so she doesn't hang up. Instead, she keeps looking for a topic to distract her.

He gently smiles, but the car is driving fast. The sound is very relaxed, but it has a kind of appeal. It seems that Lu Zihan can feel his emotions and be affected.

"Do you remember the envelope Tangtang and I buried under the banyan tree in the backyard of our villa when we were in Manhattan?"

Lu Zihan seemed to recall it very quickly and said with a smile: "yes, Tangtang said that it was the common wish of her and you, and she didn't want to tell me. For this reason, I bought a lot of toys and candy for her, but she didn't want to say anything..."

"Of course, that's my wish and her wish. I'll let you know when it comes true..."

Rong Sheng said with a smile from his heart: "and you don't know, because Tangtang was afraid of you going to dig out the envelope, he deliberately guarded it in the yard every day at that time..."

"Of course I know. She won't go back to her room to sleep at night. I don't know if she's going to set up a tent to sleep in the yard unless I promise again and again that I won't dig your little secret."

Lu Zihan sighed softly in his heart. He was a little elated, but he suddenly thought of Tangtang's smiling face and felt guilty.

"Rong Sheng, is Tangtang angry with me today?" Lu Zihan felt that he was really a failure in his life. No matter before or now, a Gu Mochi and a meeting made her collapse. "I've never left her like this for such a long time... She must be very scared today?"

"No, Tangtang is brave, and you are her favorite mother. How can she blame you?" Rong Sheng doesn't plan to ask, because he knows that if he wants to say something, Lu Zihan will take the initiative to say it.

If she doesn't want to say it, why make her sad again?

But in the heart, Rong Sheng seems to know what it is for.

Because there seems to be only one thing that can make Lu Zihan so out of control that he even forgets to take care of

That Rong Sheng has never seen, but is very familiar with.

Gu Mochi.

When I think of meeting Lu Zihan, she looks like a walking corpse, her pain, her madness... Up to now, she is still pulling Rong Sheng's heart.

If that man can only make her pain, then she will be guarded by him

"I'm really not a qualified mother..." Lu Zihan's mood soon fell to the extreme. In the closed darkness, it seemed that Gu's face began to appear again.

His voice seemed to reverberate in her ears, but the funny thing is... He didn't know that Tangtang was his daughter. If... If she had told him earlier, or he would have said that later.

What will it all be like?

It's a pity that time will never go back. What Gu lost will never come back.

She chose to let Tangtang come to this world, and she will never regret it.

But when she remembers that she can't give Tangtang a complete family, or even tell her who her father is... She also remembers Tangtang's yearning for fatherly love, and her stubborn and injured expression when she was ridiculed by others, she really feels guilty.

Gu Mochi... You are responsible for all this.

Now how can you still have the face to stand in front of me? How can you... Still say something to save?

What qualifications do you have?