Chapter 145

When Rong Sheng arrives at the hospital, everything is calm. Lu Beibei leans decadent against the wall of the corridor

In the ward, Tangtang is still sleeping and dribbling. Lu Zihan is sitting beside the bed with red eyes, staring at Tangtang.

That way, it seems that in the blink of an eye, sugar will disappear.

For a long time, Rong Sheng has never seen Lu Zihan like this.

So fragile, so sad, as if back to four years ago, as if the whole world is about to collapse, her world has fallen into a darkness and despair, and the only light is sugar.

She kept the light, because she was afraid that if she lost it, she would fall into endless darkness and despair.

"It's OK. I've already asked the doctor... Tangtang's temperature has returned to normal. As long as we observe it for another two days, we can be discharged."

Rong Sheng patted Lu Zihan's shoulder gently. His voice was very light and gentle.

"I know..." Lu Zihan gently closed his eyes and said with some pain, "but I'm still very afraid... I know that Tangtang's body is not as healthy as that of a normal child, but I still ignore her... If I didn't do my duty as a mother and take care of her, she would not..."

"It's OK. It can't blame you. Besides, Tangtang will be OK. She will always be with you, and I will... I will always be with you and Tangtang, and I won't let you be OK."

Listening to Rong Sheng's voice, Lu Zihan calms down.

For four years... She has been used to, used to have Rongsheng around, as if as long as he is there, then everything is not desperate.

Four years is not long for one's life, but for Lu Zihan, these four years... Are really long.

These four years are the darkest time in her life. When she was heartbroken, she met Rong Sheng. Just like when she first met him, the sun was shining on him, just like his smile, which made people feel warm and peaceful.

In the past four years, Tangtang has been the driving force for her to live. However, Rongsheng, with his company and his sunshine, has led her step by step out of the darkness, to the sun, to feel the world again, and to have the courage to live again.

She turns around gently, embraces Rong Sheng's waist with gratitude and dependence, buries her face on him, and smells the familiar smell on him, which is the smell of sunshine.

The taste of reassuring her.

Rong Sheng sighed and touched her hair. He was also very sad

He really treats Tangtang as his own daughter. He once vowed in his heart that he would protect Lu Zihan and Tangtang and make them happy and secure all their lives.

However, just one month after returning home, so many things have happened.

It's because he didn't do well enough. It's because he thought everything was too simple, and he thought of Mr. gumerche too simply.

Why once hurt Lu Zihan so deeply, but Gu Mochi could strike her again without hesitation when she finally regained her confidence in life?

He carefully guarded her for four years. He watched her struggling to get out of the pain little by little. He watched her start her life step by step with a strong baby. He watched Tangtang grow from such a small group when she was born to such a lovely and sensible now

Why, as soon as he appears, all this will be broken.

Rong Sheng's heart is very tangled. As a man, he wants to decide with Gu Mochi, but now seeing Lu Zihan's sad and haggard appearance, he whispers: "if you don't like Mo City, let's go back to Manhattan."

There, far away from the Gu murchi, then everything will return to the original way, right?

Although Rong Sheng is not reconciled, for the sake of Lu Zihan and Tangtang, he can put down the man's pride and self-esteem. It doesn't matter if he admits defeat.

As long as they're all good.

Lu Zihan obviously didn't expect that Rong Sheng would say that. After all, the decision to return home was made after careful consideration. Rong yuan, Rong Sheng's father, wanted to return to his own country in his later years. He wanted to return to Mo City, which is of special significance to him.

As a son, how can Rong Sheng give up his father's wish so easily?

Rong Sheng was adopted by Rong yuan. For him, Rong yuan should be the most important person, because Rong yuan gave him everything

Lu Zihan understands that Rong Sheng does it for her and Tangtang, but she can't accept it selfishly.

So she shook her head, looked up at Rong Sheng's eyes and said seriously, "I know you are good for me and Tangtang, but I don't want to... I don't want to escape any more."

Lu Zihan looked down and laughed at himself, "whether I go back to Manhattan or in Mocheng, I will face it one day. If I never have the courage to face him and face the past, even though I can start my life again, I will never let go of the knot in my heart..."

With a slight sigh, Lu Zihan took a deep breath and said, "I can't let go of the past... For me, life is always heavy, which is unfair to Tangtang."

Rong Sheng knows what she thinks and how stubborn she is.

Looking at her red eyes, he knew that she had made up her mind.

"I support you anyway." That's all he can say and do.

Lu Zihan wiped the tears in his eyes and nodded with a smile.

Also at this time, sugar whispered a "mother", and then opened his eyes.

Tangtang opens her eyes and sees the picture of Lu Zihan and Rong Sheng holding together. Although she is still very sad and her head is heavy, she still smiles happily and her eyes become bright.

"When mom and dad are together, they become beautiful." Tangtang's voice is still hoarse and weak.

Lu Zihan awkwardly let go of Rong Sheng, got close to Tang Tang, took her hand, and said in a soft voice, "you're talking nonsense again. Tell mom quickly, does your stomach still hurt? Is there anything else wrong with your body? Are you hungry? Are you thirsty? "

"Mom..." sugar pursed her lips and said coquettishly, "I don't know how to answer."

Looking at Lu Zihan's red eyes and haggard face, Tangtang's bright eyes were dim again. She drooped her eyes, her long eyelashes reflected on her pale face, and said weakly, "sorry, mom... It's all Tangtang. Mom must have cried again."

"No, as long as Tangtang is OK, mom will be happy." Lu Zihan forced himself to smile, but his nose was sour.

"It's Tangtang who is not good enough to let uncle buy me ice cream..." Tangtang lowered her face and nervously grasped Lu Zihan's hand. Then she raised her eyes timidly and said, "where's uncle? Mom... You didn't scold your uncle, did you

Lu Zihan was slightly stunned and shook his head bitterly. "He has already gone back. Tangtang promised his mother that he can't go out with his uncle alone in the future, you know?"

"Why?" Tangtang widened his eyes, and then said wrongly: "uncle is very good, Tangtang likes to be with Uncle... Is it because Tangtang is not good?"

"It's not..." Lu Zihan felt nervous and didn't know what to say, but she really didn't want to see Tangtang get along with Gu murchi again.

After all, it's bone and blood... But I've only seen it once. She can already feel Tang Tang's love for Gu. If

She couldn't think of it.

Looking at Lu Zihan, who doesn't know how to explain, Rong Sheng smiles, fondly touches Tang Tang's face, and says with a smile: "Tang Tang is very good, but Tang Tang also knows that Tang Tang's body is different from other children. If she goes out alone with her uncle, her mother won't be at ease..."

After a pause, Lu Zihan continued: "and uncle takes care of you, so if Tangtang wants to go out to play in the future, tell mom and dad Rong, shall we take you out?"

"Oh..." Tangtang lowered her eyes and agreed. Although she didn't understand it very well, she could feel Lu Zihan's depression. She would agree naturally.

Lu Zihan was also relieved. Rongsheng said in a soft voice, "I'll prepare some food. You can accompany Tangtang."

See Lu Zihan nod, sugar also sweet smile and he goodbye, he left the ward.

Outside the ward, Lu Beibei was still leaning against the wall like that. He seemed to blame himself and didn't dare to go in.

Rong Sheng looked at him and sighed. Then he said, "Tangtang has woken up. It doesn't matter. You don't have to worry about self blame."

After a pause, Rong Sheng seemed to think about it, and then said, "I know what you mean. You mean well, but you don't worry about Zihan. You don't see how sad and desperate she was at the beginning. You don't know how hard she has been in the past four years, so you still think about her getting back together with Gu Mochi. I understand that..."

Lu moved to the north. Looking at Rong Sheng, he seemed to want to say something, but he didn't say it.

Rong Sheng doesn't care. Lu Beibei doesn't like him. He knows, but he still wants to say something for Lu Zihan's sake.

"Maybe many things are not as simple as you think. The final choice is in Zihan's hands. I hope you can respect her opinions..."

Rong Sheng's voice was a little complicated. "Tangtang's body has some congenital defects, because Zihan's mental state was very bad at the beginning, and he even got caught in a heavy rain when he was pregnant and became ill with cold..."

Speaking of this, Rong Sheng's mood is a little tight, full of suffocation: "after that, she hasn't recovered well, so Tangtang's body is different from other children's, her gastrointestinal function is very poor, and her resistance is also poor, so she can't eat stimulating food, even colder things... So I hope you pay attention to it in the future."

Rong Sheng finished, turned and left, leaving Lu Beibei in the same place.

At the gate of the hospital, the low-key black car, which didn't know what brand, was parked in an inconspicuous corner. Xing Tian stood beside the car and looked at Gu Mochi, who had been standing there for a long time. He was worried.

Gu Mochi just stood in the same place, looking at the direction of the hospital, with one hand in his pocket.

I don't know how long I've been standing. When Xing Tian was trying to persuade him, Gu Mochi moved. He took a bag out of his pocket with some black hair in it.

Xingtian moved in his heart and said, "Gu Shao... Do you want to have a paternity test?"

Gu murchi paused. His hand seemed stiff, but he shook his head bitterly. "Forget it."

After that, he turned around and left the bag in the garbage can. Then he got on the car neatly, and Xingtian hurried to keep up with him. Then he drove the car out of the hospital in a hurry in the cold sound of "driving".

Gu murchi originally wanted to understand Tangtang's life experience, but after what happened just now, he thought it was unnecessary.

What if Tangtang is his child? If Lu Zihan is not willing to admit it... What's the point of all this?

Can he really have the heart to take candy away from her?

What he wants is that Lu Zihan can admit that Tangtang... Is his and her children.