Chapter 151

Lu Zihan was as like as two peas around, and found that the villa was exactly the same as when it was in the Mu city. It was like...

"This..." Lu Zihan's eyes were more red. It seemed that there was water mist, but he still controlled it.

Gu murchi gently put her on the sofa, and then said to Zhang Ma, "go and prepare for a snack."

"All right." Zhang Ma's mood is very good, happy smile has been hanging on her face, eyes in Lu Zihan and Gu Mochi two people turned and turned, and then satisfied with the turn to leave.

Gu also sat on the sofa, relaxed and leaning on the back of the sofa, his legs naturally overlapped

He raised his head and didn't look at Lu Zihan. He just murmured: "I want to keep our home all the time, but I can't do it. I have to leave Mucheng and come here..."

Gu murchi some self mockery, "so, just want to make here and Mucheng the same, you can think that here is also our home, living together in the place, is not some ridiculous."

Lu Zihan looked at Gu murchi, did not answer, she did not know what to say, this once home, for her, was how important.

Her mother and sister died so early that from the day they left, Lu Zihan had no home.

However, after meeting as like as two peas, she felt the feeling of home again.

Every day we can wait for him to come home, eat together, walk together, chat together... What was her mood at that time?

Lu Zihan did not dare to think about it. He sucked his nose and seemed to swallow his tears back. Then he said, "Gu Mochi..."

"Murch."

He quietly corrected.

Similar scenes, once he also corrected her name again and again, let her open her heart to him a little bit, but the final result?

Lu Zihan gave a wry smile. He didn't connect with him. Instead, he said, "these things are in the past. We have divorced and have nothing to do with each other... It turns out that we have a new life in the past four years and everything is fine, isn't it?"

"No, not at all!" Gu Mochi suddenly got up and pressed her. Looking at his enlarged handsome face, Lu Zihan said in a cold voice: "you don't care about my business!"

"So you mean, you've had a good time?" Gu Mo Chi gently smile, close to the face called Lu Zihan can not ignore, can only droop his eyes, resist: "I'm very good!"

She couldn't look him in the eye, so what she said lost its momentum and seemed guilty.

The long eyelashes cast a long shadow on her face under the light, and she was splashed with wine. After cleaning in the hospital, she had washed off all the light makeup on her face.

Her skin, as always, is still as white as before. Now she is slightly dark green and her eyes are bloodshot. It can be seen that she is very tired.

Gu murchi was very distressed. He put her in the sofa and told her to have nowhere to hide

He inch by inch approach, looking at her eyes camouflage calm, because of his approach and a little bit of collapse, looking at her clearly tired but still strong support.

"Really? Han'er, you can't cheat me. I can see that you're not good at all... "Gu murchi's voice was low and hypnotized Lu Zihan's brain like a magic spell, which made her forget to resist.

His hand gently rubbed her face, two people so close, even breathing entangled together.

Lu Zihan only felt that it was difficult to breathe. He was already flustered, but he didn't know how to deal with it. He just reached out feebly to resist the closer and closer body between them. Then he didn't cross his face and tried to avoid Gu murchi's approach.

"Don't hurt each other any more, OK? We've missed four years, han'er... I'm not doing well, you're not doing well, I know... You can't cheat me, you can never cheat me, because you're mine, we can't live without each other. "

Gu's words made Lu Zihan tremble slightly. She met too many things tonight, her mood fluctuated greatly, and her psychological defense line was collapsing a little bit.

Her tears finally ran down her cheek, across her white skin, leaving a crystal water mark.

"Gu Mochi... Let me go!" Lu Zihan weeps, tears fall on Gu murchi's slender fingers, clearly warm, but let him feel so hot.

"I know you can have whatever you want. You are Mr. Gu murchi, the leader of CH group. What about me? I have nothing left. I dare not... I dare not play with you any more. I can't afford to lose. Gu Mochi... I can't afford to lose. Do you know? "

She once indulged herself, but she was totally hurt. It took her four years to get out of the shadow. Now when she meets him again, she knows that it's self deceiving to say that she forgot and put it down.

She used to love him so much, and it was because of this love that she hurt so much that she couldn't believe it any more. She didn't dare to experience the original pain any more. She knew that if she did it again, she would not be able to support it.

Now she still has sugar, she can still live a plain life, as nothing happened... But if you entangle with Gu murchi again?

What will happen?

At the beginning, he could leave a divorce certificate so heartlessly that he didn't even give her a chance to ask her

Who can guarantee the future?

People are always cowardly, afraid of injury, because the pain is too much, she is afraid, can not afford a little bit of even a trace of the possibility, so she would rather not!

Lu Zihan's tears "pa pa" fall, drop by drop hit Gu Mochi's heart.

"Sorry, sorry, Han er..."

Gu Mochi touched Zihan's face with both hands, and his forehead touched her forehead. Watching her tears drop by drop, he was deeply distressed.

"I'm sorry, can you give me another chance?" There was a trace of inferiority in Gu's voice, and he begged, "that will never happen again, never again..."

"No, no... I can't afford an opportunity like that." Lu Zihan shook his head, then slightly struggled to get rid of Gu's hands. She tilted her head and avoided Gu's sight. "I'm tired."

She was really tired. If she knew what she was facing after returning home, she would rather not come back!

If she doesn't meet him again, then she can hide herself deeply in the tower she built, pretend to be strong and start a new life. Maybe if the time is long enough, she can really forget all this and start a new life.

Ten years, twenty years... Even a lifetime.

Lu Zihan has been ready for this, but he has not been able to prevent the emergence, once again disrupted her life, disturbed her heart.

But she is really cowardly. She just wants to hide in the barrier she built, because then she will never be hurt again.

Gu Mochi clenched his fist, but he couldn't do anything

Lu Zihan easily pushed him away, and then got up to leave. She forgot that she was hurt on her feet... She felt painful when she stood up. Before she had time to scream, she fell back.

She gritted her teeth and hated herself for being so useless.

Gu did not say anything. His face was very haggard and he seemed to be very tired. He silently picked up Lu Zihan and sent him upstairs.

All the way to their bedroom, Lu Zihan's face slightly stiff, but did not say much.

Sure enough, Gu murchi sent her to the same room as their former bedroom, then carefully put her on the bed, carefully covered the quilt for her, and then said in a voice: "you have a rest, later I'll ask mother Zhang to bring you the food."

Lu Zihan didn't speak and let his body sink deeply into the soft bed. Gu murchi's familiar smell still remained on the quilt.

Her tears quietly across the corner of her eyes, but when Gu turned around, she took a deep breath greedily

She really likes the smell of him, but... She understands that the smell represents danger.

"Han'er... If I don't let you go, what will you do?" Gu Mo Chi suddenly stopped, did not turn back, but asked calmly.

Lu Zihan gently closed his eyes, then shook his head, "I don't know... Maybe one day, I can treat you as a stranger, maybe... I will leave."

Gu murchi's back slightly stiff, just some bitter way: "but I'm sure I won't give up, and I'm not ready to be your stranger, and I won't let you leave again."

Lu Zihan didn't answer. Gu murchi paused and said, "I always have my way..."

With that, he slowly left the room, and then gently closed the door.

Lu Zihan closes her eyes wearily. The familiar taste makes her sad, but she feels sentimental. It's as if she had gone back to the past and was lying in his arms

Even though the mood at the moment is not as sweet as it was, she still has a trace of nostalgia.

She is very tired. She hasn't had a good rest for a long time. She has experienced so much today

In the brain sleepy, now sink in the warm quilt, all around is his breath, unconsciously fell asleep in the past.

Zhang's mother gives it to Gu murchi when she's ready for supper, so when Gu murchi opens the door carefully and comes in, she sees Lu Zihan's sleeping face.

I don't know if it's because I feel at ease. There's still a smile on the corner of her mouth, even the tears on her eyes haven't dried yet

Gu murchi took a deep breath and didn't intend to wake her up, because after she woke up, she couldn't see what she looked like now.

Slightly red cheeks, gently raised corners of the mouth... For a long time, did not see her such a little woman's posture.

Gu murchi's heart is also slightly soft, standing in front of the bed quietly looking at her... And then whispered: "Mingming so miss, Mingming so dependent... Why, push me away?"

No one answered him, maybe he knew the answer.

If she wants to start over so much... Let them both start over together.