Chapter 162

Gu suddenly got up and lifted Lu Zihan up from the deck. Then he went to the side of the guardrail. At night, the sea was dark and nothing could be seen

Lu Zihan was afraid. He trembled slightly and struggled with his hands powerlessly. Finally, he reached Gu murchi's tight chest muscle.

She shook her head weakly and said, "I didn't think so... I didn't, Gu murchi..."

Gu murchi, as if he had not heard her whisper, was a little excited and continued: "why do you ask me? I'm not explaining, han'er... I'll say this today, but I don't want you to escape any more. Even if it hurts again, I want you to understand! "

"I don't understand! I don't understand Lu Zihan didn't know what he was talking about. Everything seemed to be the deepest conditioned reflex in his heart and could not be controlled.

"You are selfish at all. You are afraid that I will be hurt, that you can't protect me, that you are afraid to die..."

Lu Zihan's voice began to become sharp, which was an instinct of self-protection. "Do you want to say that you just want to bear all the harm yourself, so you forced me to leave? So I should understand you and forgive you? "

She was a little sad and said: "Gu Mochi... You don't understand, why don't you understand?"

"Do you understand?" Gu's thinking seems to have been unable to think rationally. He did it on purpose. After they relaxed for a few days today, he chose to tear apart the wounds of the past.

Only in this way can they let go of the past. Only in this way can there be a ray of life between him and Lu Zihan.

But people's emotions can never be controlled freely, and the pain is always deeper than they imagined, so when everything is revealed again, some things can't be controlled.

"That's how selfish I am!" Gu murchi roared, shaking Lu Zihan's petite body, and roared: "I'm just afraid that I'll be locked in that dark prison. I'm afraid that you can't wait..."

"I'm afraid I can't survive those despicable assassinations. I'm afraid I'll die, and then you can't afford it. I'm also afraid I can't help myself, and I'm afraid any mistakes will affect you..."

That kind of powerlessness and despair, as if to devour him in general, he had foreseen his own doomsday... Ha ha, he Gu murchi is also afraid of the time, isn't it?!

"I'm afraid those crazy people will attack you. That's why I want a divorce! So I deliberately let you see the scene of me and an Yiran together. I just want to force you to leave. Are you satisfied? "

"Pa" of a crisp ring, interrupted Gu murchi excited voice, Lu Zihan himself was stunned, she how also did not expect, he would hit him.

The slap on Gu's face was powerful, and he was unprepared. His face was slightly opened, and his expression was gloomy and terrible.

Lu Zihan's heart almost jumped out of her chest. She was not sure if she had heard what Gu murchi said, because her head was in a mess

She tried her best to calm herself down and stabilize her body. Even if Gu's hand almost broke her arm, she didn't say a word. On the contrary, the pain sobered her up.

The boat slightly shaking, two people standing in front of the railing, she summoned up all the courage, just let himself face Gu murchi a little bit turned over the face.

His face was blue and his eyes were full of haze, like the dark sea at the moment, but a huge storm was brewing

Lu Zihan was scared subconsciously, but her strong self-esteem made her say: "President Gu, Gu Dashao... I finally understand that Lu Zihan is such a woman in your heart..."

Self mockery, overwhelming attack!

"When you were Gu Shaoshi, you could call the wind and the rain in Mucheng, so I have no sense of shame to do business with you. Even if I exchange my marriage with my body, I will stick to you all the time..."

"And when you have something, I'm the one who can't stand the storm? I can't wait for you? I can't afford to be hurt? Ha ha... "

Lu Zihan sneered, "I don't need any protection. Gu Mochi, don't add your selfish ideas to me..."

"You know that's not what I mean, Lu Zihan. Why don't you dare to face it?" Gu's voice has been frozen, and the storm in his eyes is taking shape. With a little traction, it will burst out and tear both of them to pieces.

"You are wrong!" Lu Zihan inhaled deeply, and the cold sea breeze made her heart a little bit cold.

She really thinks it's ridiculous. If it's just because of the reasons mentioned by Gu, she will be punished for the past four years, then she really thinks it's ridiculous.

It turned out that Lu Zihan was in his heart, the one who couldn't bear the burden with him.

This is the so-called explanation, but Lu Zihan's heart is bleeding at the moment, and she even thinks that... Maybe she would rather be encouraged all her life.

So she said: "I have been facing, you... You dare not face, Gu murchi, I face, is to find their own new life... Life without you."

Gu Mochi's big hand suddenly clasps Lu Zihan's back of the head and forces her to approach him. He bends his head and almost leans together, head to head, nose to nose.

"Without me?" Gu murchi's voice hoarse, but contains a dangerous atmosphere, "your life can never be without me!"

After that, he bullied her lips and crushed the delicate lips.

"Er..." Lu Zihan didn't think it would be like this. She was not in the mood at the moment, and even hated such approach.

She struggled to death, but clasped the palm of the back of her head so powerfully!

Gu's overbearing kiss is more like biting. He wants to eat Lu Zihan in his stomach

Lu Zihan's heart wrenches hard, and then she uses all her strength to push Gu away

Although she is not strong enough, this is a shaking boat, and two people are standing on the fence

Gu murchi's figure flickered slightly, and then Lu Zihan didn't see what was going on... He had turned over and fell off the railing.

"Putong" a huge splash almost hit Lu Zihan's face, she was cold all over in vain, unbelievably looking at the emptiness in front of her eyes, and then suddenly yelled to the dark sea: "Gu Mochi! Gu murchi

It's too dark at night. With the dim light, Lu Zihan seems to see Gu murchi struggling and stir up a few little splashes

"Gu Mochi, you support me..."

Lu Zihan couldn't speak normally. She took a look on the deck in a panic, and then ran down the stairs to the bottom of the boat board, "Gu Mochi..."

But it was dark all around. She held the railing and looked at the water very close to her. Then, with the dim light, she saw... The sea was calm.

The waves swam slightly, but there was no water

"Gu Mochi! where are you? Don't scare me... "Lu Zihan's hand holding the railing was already white, and he couldn't think about it, even stiff.

I can't imagine that Gu murchi was so tough a second ago that he almost wanted to tear her to pieces.

And now... She was the only one left on the ship, and the sea was so calm

Lu Zihan trembled all over and could not say anything. She squeezed the railing tightly, then suddenly moved. Her body was as agile as ever. She turned over the railing and jumped into the water.

"Gu Mochi! Where are you... Murchi... "

Lu Zihan's voice was trembling, almost crying. She swam out to the place where Gu Mochi fell into the water for a while, but the sea was still calm.

She held her breath and looked in the water several times

But it was so dark that she couldn't see anything. She could only grope with her hands in vain... But she didn't touch anything

"Mochi..."

Lu Zihan floats on the surface of the water in a daze. Her face is so pale and her lips are dark blue... She is trembling all over. She can't think at all. She almost has no strength to breathe

Her head seems to recall Gu murchi's sharp one second before and her figure falling into the sea the next... Her world is as dark as the sea at the moment.

She was so stunned that she forgot her movements. Her body became stiff and almost sank into the water

The sea water choked into Lu Zihan's nose and poured into her mouth... She coughed painfully and had difficulty breathing, but her stiff hands and feet couldn't find the way to balance themselves.

She moved her hands in vain, but suddenly felt... Maybe this is good.

She said to herself with a cold smile in her heart.

"Gu Mochi, do you really think I'm the kind of woman who can't live and die together? Well... Let's see, even if I die with you... I can do it, so why do you hurt me like that... Why... Everything is so ridiculous... "

Lu Zihan allowed her body to sink into the sea, and the huge pressure made the water gush into her mouth and nose. She choked, but more and more choked into the endless sea, and then her lungs almost burst.

At this time, a pair of powerful arms suddenly dragged Lu Zihan's body, tightly held her and swam to the sea.

They burst out of the water, and the sudden air made Lu Zihan breathe

Lu Zihan is still shaking all over. Her long hair is almost stuck on her face. The water on her face keeps falling from her head. She opens her eyes, but she can't see the scenery clearly.

But she knows, it's gomer Chi!

How sad and desperate I was before, how angry I am now.

But she kept panting and couldn't speak at all. She could only let Gu murchi hold her, and then heard him still magnetic but a little hoarse voice: "Lu Zihan, you don't admit it! You can't live without me