Chapter 177

After so many days of getting along and easing up, Gu thought that the relationship between the two people had eased up a lot.

As long as the sugar sugar coax happy, and then sugar sugar help... She may not be so resistant.

But... I didn't expect that.

Gu murchi is not angry, nor angry, but he feels a deep sense of powerlessness... How can he be angry again? He is the one who makes mistakes, and he is the one who wants to ask for forgiveness

After all, it's him who can't leave her, so... What can he do?

Lu Zihan was stunned by what she said just now. She didn't know why she said that... She didn't mean that

But her heart was in a mess. She bit her lips and didn't know what to explain. Maybe she didn't need to explain.

"Young master, dinner is ready." Zhang Ma's appearance timely broke the silence.

Gu murchi suppressed the bitterness in his heart, gently wiped the tears off Tangtang's face, and said with a smile, "Tangtang, shall we go to dinner? The food made by mother Zhang is delicious. "

"Mom..." Tangtang looks at Lu Zihan pitifully, and asks for her permission.

Tangtang is actually very sensible. She thinks that all the things that can be solved are acceptable to Lu Zihan

But if it doesn't work to be coquettish, it makes Lu Zihan unhappy. No matter how much she likes Gu Mochi or this family, she won't ignore Lu Zihan's wishes.

In her heart, Lu Zihan is always the most important.

Lu Zihan was so sorry. Now he was watched by Tang Tang, Gu Mochi and Zhang ma. He could only smile and say, "go to dinner."

Gu murchi gently breathed a sigh of relief, and finally temporarily broke the rigid atmosphere just now. Otherwise, he did not know what would happen if it continued.

Gu told himself that he should be more patient and step by step.

The table is full of delicious food. Zhang Ma's craftsmanship is very good, and the table is full of color, fragrance and so on

Tangtang is always a child. He soon forgot his unhappiness and cheered, "wow... A lot of delicious food."

Having said that, he has got rid of Gu murchi's arms and ran to the dining table quickly.

Zhang's mother is very happy. She has taken care of Gu for so long. Now she is watching Gu's family finally get together.

And Tangtang is so cute. Seeing that they all like her cooking, I'm really satisfied.

"Thank you, Granny Zhang."

Mother Zhang holds Tangtang and sits down. Tangtang thanks politely.

"Thank you, miss. Just like it. Just like it." Mother Zhang was so happy that she couldn't shut her mouth.

Lu Zihan also sat down and looked at mother Zhang's happy appearance. He could not help saying, "where's Uncle Wang? Mother Zhang called Uncle Wang, and let's eat together. "

He nodded and sat down.

It's not that Zhang Ma didn't have dinner at the same table with them, but she always thought about whether she and Wang Bo would disturb her on such an important occasion. It's very abrupt... After all, Zhang Ma remembered that she was a servant.

But looking at Tangtang's expectant eyes, she said, "Granny Zhang and grandfather Wang eat together. We have to eat delicious things together. It's delicious."

"Mother Zhang, go and call Uncle Wang." Gu murchi also said, looking at Tangtang... More and more satisfied, how can his daughter be so sensible?

If you look at Lu Zihan again, his heart is soft... It's Lu Zihan who has worked so hard for four years and taught Tang Tang so well.

He had some emotion in his heart, but he didn't say anything. He just touched Tangtang's little head in silence.

He knew that everything he said was superfluous. He could only use all his time and his whole life to make up for his debt to their mother and daughter.

Zhang Ma and Wang Bo sit down to eat together. When there are more people on the table, it will be lively. Tangtang's lovely laughter comes from time to time

Zhang Ma and Wang Bo were also so happy that they couldn't close their mouths. Tears of happiness appeared in their smiling eyes.

Lu Zihan looked at the scene of family joy in front of him. He was both pleased and repelled.

She doesn't know what's wrong with her. Maybe she really hates Gu murchi?

So can't you see him easily get sugar sugar's forgiveness, can't you see him so happy?

Or maybe she's just too scared

Afraid of being blindfolded by the warm picture in front of you, losing yourself again, falling into the enemy again, and then waiting for her?

Another hell? Suffer another injury?

If you do it again, can you really hold on and stand up again?

Just because I know that I can't bear the second injury, so I'm so afraid... So I'm greedy and warm, but I have a feeling of exclusion in my heart.

Just for the sake of Tangtang's smiling face, Lu Zihan didn't show anything. She just watched silently, ate silently, and occasionally responded.

She thought... It was just one night anyway.

Maybe Tangtang is just young, curious and greedy for freshness. When she finds a fresher toy later, she diverts her attention. Maybe she won't be so close to him, will she?

Although some have no confidence, Lu Zihan still prays silently in his heart.

After dinner, Tangtang immerses himself in the world of his toys and has a good time. It will soon be late

Gu murchi gently and patiently coaxes Tang Tang to sleep. They are nestled in bed. Tang Tang curiously leans on Gu murchi's arms and relies on him to tell bedtime stories

Gu didn't know where to find a fairy tale of Andersen, but he read the story in a straight line.

His voice is still so beautiful, low and charming... In the quiet night, it is like a cello playing slowly, elegant and steady

Looking at their father and daughter's warm and happy side, Lu Zihan just felt that he couldn't breathe, so he found an excuse and left the room.

She was really scared... The more she saw such a picture, the more scared she was.

Just like the happiness created by Gu murchi at the beginning, the more beautiful it is, the more cruel it is when it is broken.

Although Gu murchi is reading a story to Tangtang, his mind is always on Lu Zihan's body, paying attention to her every move. He has already seen her abnormality. Even though he is worried, he has never explained it.

He is also afraid that once the words are broken, the relationship that he has tried to ease for so many years will be broken.

But her current state also worries Gu. He even thinks that even if she hates him, blames him, wants to fight or scold him, or even stabs him, as long as it can make her angry

But he knew that everything was not so simple.

He coaxed Tangtang to sleep, carefully covered the quilt for Tangtang, and turned the desk lamp to the darkest, then carefully went out of the room.

Zhang Ma and Wang Bo live on the other side of the villa. They usually don't show up here at night.

Gu found Lu Zihan in the back garden. She sat on a bench in the garden with a bottle of red wine beside her. She had drunk most of it

He went over silently, took the goblet in Lu Zihan's hand gently, and said in a deep voice: "it's not good to drink too much."

Lu Zihan didn't speak and let him take away the wine cup. In fact, her head was a little confused. The night wind blew and she seemed to be sober.

"Gu murchi, tell me... What do you want?" Lu Zihan light mouth, eyes looking at the front of the deep night, some confused.

After meeting Gu murchi, he forced her so strongly at the beginning that he didn't even dare to bring Rong down

At that time, Lu Zihan was not afraid of him at all. Really... She was not afraid at all. She even had the courage to face him and fight against him. In a word, she would never bow her head.

But he became too fast. Lu Zihan didn't know why he suddenly changed his attitude. Instead of forcing her so strongly, he lowered his posture... Playing tricks, praying, even showing weakness

Even again and again in her need to appear, help her... Also to Tangtang so good, a full confession, strive to atone for the performance.

In the past, Gu murchi would never have been like this, but now he has.

Because of him now, Lu Zihan doesn't know how to face it. She's not afraid of his coercion, of his strength... And of his revenge and hurt

She is afraid, afraid of his tenderness, afraid of his compromise, afraid of him... Will once again, let oneself fall, let oneself pain, let oneself hurt.

It seemed that Lu Zihan felt a little cold. He gently rolled himself up and hugged his knee. He was in a low mood and said, "what do you want..."

Gu murchi heart bursts of pain, looking at such a fragile her, can't help squatting down, will her into his arms.

The fragrance of her hair lingered on the tip of his nose. He said in a low voice: "what I want... Is always you, as long as you."

Lu Zihan didn't speak. Gu Mochi's arms tightened and tightened. He held Lu Zihan's small body tightly in his arms. He was afraid that he would lose her once he let go.

"Han'er, come back, come back to me, OK? Give me another chance... I will prove that I never wanted to hurt you, and I will never hurt you again... Give me another chance, let me love you, OK? "

The aroma of red wine looms in the air. Gu murchi knows that Lu Zihan is a little drunk, but he still wants to say that it doesn't matter if she doesn't listen at the moment.

He has endured it for a long time. He just wants to tell her that he regretted it. He really regretted it

He didn't know if he was possessed at that time. He wanted to protect her

Want to give her the best, her future will be completely arranged, even without him... Also just want her well.

But they ignored her feelings, ignored how much hurt they would bring her.

Although all the things he dealt with with with the determination to die at the beginning made everything he said and did now look so ridiculous

But he didn't regret it, because at least he had a chance, at least he wasn't dead, he could hold her... He could get close to her, he could tell her that he loved her.

So even if he becomes a joke, he's still very happy that he can live.