Chapter 218

Shen Yueran listens to Lu Zihan's question and looks at Lu Zihan. She laughs and says, "Lu Zihan, sometimes I really envy you, you know? Ignorance is also a kind of happiness

Lu Zihan paused and looked at Shen Yueran incredulously. "What did you say?"

Shen Yueran shakes his head, as if to make fun of himself or Lu Zihan.

"Don't you think you're happy when you don't know anything now?"

Shen Yueran laughed a little bleak, "I envy you. There are always so many people to bear for you. There are always people to protect you well, which can make you live a good life."

Shen Yueran sneered at Lu Zihan, but he didn't know whether it was Lu Zihan or himself, "so up to now... You can still keep who you were, as always, just like that..."

Shen Yueran laughed and said, "it's still so annoying."

Looking at Shen Yueran, Lu Zihan always thinks her attitude is a little strange.

Envy her?!

Lu Zihan thought about it, but he still thought it was suspicious, but maybe it was just like this? What I didn't expect is that Shen Yueran, who has always been in the Lu family, would envy her?

As for her, every time she saw that Shen Yueran could live freely in the Lu family, with her mother's love and father's pain... She seemed to be a little princess since childhood. It seemed that there was her home, but she was always an outsider.

She also envies Shen Yueran.

Shen Yueran seems to see Lu Zihan's idea, but she is not worried. She sits on the sofa

She looked at the ward and sighed with regret: "are you still envious of me? Maybe people are like this. The more they don't have, the more they want to get. They always think about what they can't get, but they ignore what's always around them. "

Lu Zihan did not answer.

Shen Yueran didn't seem to care, and then said: "since childhood, you seem to have been blinded and bullied, but what about that?"

"Your mother protects you well, even you don't know about the dirty things of the Lu family. You have a good sister who has resisted all the unfairness of the Lu family towards you..." Shen Yueran sneers at Lu Zihan coldly. "Do you think it's unfortunate to be bullied by me when you get a few white eyes in the Lu family?"

"In fact, by contrast, you are already very lucky, much luckier than your sister and your mother, so it's you who survive." Shen Yueran raised his head and didn't know where he was looking.

"You... What are you talking about?" Lu Zihan is not calm. Although she can't fully agree with what Shen Yueran said, she has to deny that what she said is true.

Compared with her mother and sister, she is really... Very lucky.

Once she was loved by her mother and protected by her sister

"Since I don't know many things, I'd better not know them all the time."

Shen Yueran smiles. He doesn't know why his smile is a little pale. "You see, when you were a child, you were not so miserable. When you grow up, you come back from the United States... Without your mother and sister to protect you, there is a Gu murchi around you... So you are really lucky that someone always protects you."

Lu Zihan didn't interrupt Shen Yueran. Today Shen Yueran feels very different to her.

She suddenly wants to listen to her. Maybe it represents a shadow in her heart since childhood... This shadow is Shen Yueran.

But what she said today is really beyond her expectation. However, it seems that everything is reasonable when you follow her words

What she said was right. Lu Zihan himself also felt that many things he ignored were always around.

"You have everything... And I can only compete for Mo Huai's attention and favor, just thinking that at least I can take a share of the benefits around you."

Shen Yueran closed her eyes. Now she really has nothing. She's just fighting for something that doesn't belong to her.

"Do you know? I've hated you since I was a child. It's not the kind of hatred that you think of as children's fighting and quarreling, but I really hate you... I think you've taken everything that belongs to me. "

Shen Yueran laughed, a little sad, "you think I'm very happy, don't you? Like a little princess in the Lu family, everyone dotes on me and lets me... "

"But how do you know how much I paid for these superficial things?" Shen Yueran laughed at himself.

"My mother told me since I was a child that you and your mother took everything that belongs to us. You are not Lu Mo Huai's own daughter at all..."

"But because of your mother, Lu Mo Huai has to admit that everything originally belonged to us, but he was robbed by you..."

Shen Yueran sighed, "do you think my mother loves me very much? But do you really think that a mother who really loves her daughter will instill these ideas into her children since childhood? "

"Since I was a child, I have been taught how to fight and rob, how to win Lu Mo Huai's favor, how to gain a firm foothold at home, how to fight with you, how to fight with you..."

Speaking of the back, Shen Yueran's self mockery became more and more intense, "how to sow dissension, how to hide the real self, how to show only the side that others like, how to use me to win over the relationship between father and mother..."

Lu Zihan wants to open her mouth, but she can't say anything. She looks at Shen Yueran. Her appearance is really strange, and Lu Zihan only understands it today... She has never really understood her.

"And Lu Mo Huai... Seems to spoil me and love me. At the critical moment, he is not just thinking about benefits, what can he get by marrying me?"

Shen Yueran's eyes were overflowing with sadness and anger. "He raised me like a princess and spoiled me... Didn't he want to get more rewards in the future?"

"You forget that when you wanted to cooperate with Empire group at the beginning... You were not only forced to curry favor with Mr. Gu, am I not?"

Shen Yueran suddenly opened his eyes and looked at Lu Zihan, "so I say you don't know anything is really happy, like me, many things are too clear, doomed... This life will not be happy!"

"In fact, I don't know what I want anymore. Maybe I want everything..." Shen Yueran's voice suddenly clenched her teeth, "because I never got anything."

"But..." Lu Zihan finally found his own voice, "but you shouldn't hurt dad, either? He has become like this. Even if his love for you was purposeful, at least he really loved you... "

"Does it really hurt me?" Shen Yueran's expression was a little confused, "those are just what I've tried to win, when he knows..."

Shen Yueran suddenly laughs bitterly and stands up. Her expression is definitely gloomy. It's different from just now

"So what?" Shen Yueran asked, "if he really hurts me, how can he leave me nothing?"

"I don't know anything, I don't know anything... All my life, I've been learning how to fight and how to rob..." Shen Yueran sneered, "if I leave Lu, I can't survive at all, do you understand? And he... "

"What's the use of so many years of love? It's not that I only think about you and Lu Beibei. He doesn't leave me anything! " Shen Yueran's eyes overflowed with scarlet under his anger. "It doesn't matter whether I live or die!"

"So you can unite with Lu Haonan to kill dad?" Lu Zihan is a little sad. It's true that she was moved by Shen Yueran's words before. She really thinks Shen Yueran is pitiful, but what?

Maybe that's why poor people have to be hateful?

"Ha ha..." Shen Yueran suddenly laughed and looked at Lu Zihan deeply, but said with some disdain: "you've really become a lot smarter, and you'll set me up?"

"Hum!" Shen Yueran said with a cold hum, "what is the alliance with Lu Haonan? I tell you, I did it by myself

Shen Yueran's voice became sharp. "I just hate him. I hate him for leaving nothing to me. If I want to make a new will and leave all my property to you and Lu Beibei, I just hate him!"

Her mouth was filled with a cold smile, so sharp and heartless, "since they have spoiled me for more than 20 years, they have spoiled me into a princess who can only live in luxury, but they have to take everything away from me! Since he can't make me live, I won't make him feel better! "

Lu Zihan shook his head. She didn't agree with Shen Yueran.

She just leisurely said: "when we get it and enjoy what others give, we can accept suspicious enjoyment, but we should understand that these are not taken for granted..."

"When these things are to be taken back, at least we have to know that we should learn to be grateful if we have got them. No one can give for free all his life, no one should be responsible for anyone's life, only ourselves!" Lu Zihan's voice was calm, but there was a trace of sneer.

"Shen Yueran, do you understand?" Lu Zihan looked disappointedly at Shen Yueran, who had become unable to be a human being. "In this world, no matter how many relatives and lovers there are... But in the end, we can only rely on ourselves!"

"Easy for you to say! Lu Zihan, what do you know? You don't know anything. You've been protected since you were young, and people have sheltered you from the wind and rain since you were young! " Shen Yueran's voice became sharp.

"You have experienced some pain, but what is that?" Shen Yueran looked at Lu Zihan angrily, just like looking at the enemy, "what you get is real family, real love! You have it, so of course you can tell me this with the face of such a good man! "

Shen Yueran stepped forward with some excitement. She wanted to choke Lu Zihan, but she didn't do anything, just glared at her.

Lu Zihan shook his head. "Shen Yueran, you have never experienced other people's lives. How can you judge whether other people are qualified or not?"

"You will never understand what I have experienced, just as you say I don't understand what you have experienced!" Lu Zihan sneered.

"What we can see is only the surface of each other, but it doesn't mean that we can totally deny all one's experiences and think that what others have experienced is not as painful as ourselves."

Shen Yueran didn't speak. She just looked at Lu Zihan and laughed sarcastically

Lu Zihan said softly, "you haven't tried. How do you know you can't live without Lu?"

"You have always been a princess, even on the surface, but you also say that you have experienced too much and seen too clearly..."

"Since you can survive, why don't you dare to face the society alone? Maybe it's not as bad as you think, and it's better than... It's better than today. "

Looking at Shen Yueran, Lu Zihan continued sincerely: "there is always infinite hope in life, isn't there?"

"The Lu family is just a grain of sand in the world, but you give up the whole world for this grain of sand. The Lu family doesn't really love you. Maybe in a corner of the world, that person is waiting to meet you?"

"You've never been out. How do you know? Why can't you live? You graduated from a famous university and have worked for Lu for so many years... Wherever you go, it's the same gold that glitters... "

Lu Zihan slightly frowned, "why don't you have the courage to abandon the prosperity that once appeared and meet the new life?"

"Is it?" Shen Yueran suddenly began to laugh. She was very sad, but also very sad. She seemed to cry.