Chapter 254

Lu Zihan once said to Rong Sheng that he planned to go back to Manhattan. During this time, Rong Sheng has been dealing with this matter.

Everything in the company has been dealt with and basically on the right track. Even if I go back to Manhattan, I've already found a manager in China. I don't need Rongsheng to keep watch all the time.

So when Rong Sheng told Lu Zihan that he could leave, Lu Zihan was stunned.

In such a period of time, Lu Zihan almost forgot about it.

But now Rong Sheng's legs have recovered, and everything seems to be back to normal. It's really possible to go back.

"Well, of course I'll go back." Lu Zihan nodded, but he didn't know why, but he felt guilty.

It's not that she repents, but she remembers what Lu Beibei said to her today. In fact, she doesn't know what will happen to Gu murchi if it's time for her to leave?

Rong Sheng's face has always been very bad, but when he heard Lu Zihan say this, he finally showed a smile

Originally, some dejected face split the sun in an instant, but I don't know what I thought of, and then it was gray again.

"Rong Sheng, what's the matter?" Lu Zihan seems to have observed Rong Sheng's face and can't help asking, "and... Are you sure you want to leave? Su an is there... "

Lu Zihan mentioned it more obscure, but Rong Sheng's face suddenly became very serious.

Looking at Lu Zihan, Rong Sheng suddenly asked, "Zihan, do you know why I'm so close to Su an during this time?"

Lu Zihan shook his head, and Rong Sheng began to smile bitterly, "yes... How can you know?"

"What's the matter?" Lu Zihan is a little confused.

Rong Sheng took a look at her and said bitterly, "Zihan, if we go back to Manhattan... Is it possible for you to accept my feelings?"

Lu Zihan was stunned, but he didn't know how to answer.

This is the first time that Rong Sheng has asked her such a question. Over the years, Rong Sheng has never talked about his feelings for Lu Zihan.

But at the moment, Rong Sheng looks at Lu Zihan so seriously, waiting for her answer.

Lu Zihan's heart twists and turns, struggling to tell himself

If you really want to make up for Rong Sheng, if you really want to make up for yourself for a lifetime, anyway, you are already unhappy, and Gu Mochi is unhappy... Then let Rong Sheng be the only happy person?

Promise him?

My heart seems to be blocked!

Even though Lu Zihan told herself again and again in her heart how to do it and how to answer, when she finally spoke, she still shook her head, "Rong Sheng, I think we can go back to the days when we helped each other and be friends, relatives, brothers and sisters..."

"Just like before, taking care of each other, and then living like this for a lifetime, such feelings will not deteriorate, and will not make people painful..." Lu Zihan pursed his lower lip, his heart has been filled with Gu murchi, and there is no place, "but if it is the kind of feelings you ask, I'm really sorry, I can't do it."

In the end, she still said so. Mingming has sacrificed a lot, even Gu murchi and her feelings, but she still can't agree with Rong Sheng?

Lu Zihan also had some bitterness in her heart, but from the beginning, she might have planned this way.

"If so, why did you leave gomer Chi?" Rong Sheng doesn't seem to be surprised by this answer. He slightly lowers his head and lowers his eyes, covering the mood in his eyes.

Lu Zihan hesitated, but could not answer.

Of course, it's because... Even such feelings will not be allowed. And... It's too unfair for Gu.

Being with Gu Mochi will make you too happy. However, this kind of happiness is now established by trampling on Rong Sheng's misfortune.

When Lu Zihan can't feel at ease, and he can't let himself be immersed in happiness, he still cares for Rong Sheng and makes him watch them together alone

What happens when Rong Sheng knows the truth?

Lu Zihan didn't answer. They were silent for a while.

Rong Shengcai continued: "I thought that the problem between you and Gu might be because of me... So I also thought seriously that maybe if I could accept others, it would be good for us all."

Lu Zihan raised his head and looked at Rong Sheng. He didn't expect that Rong Sheng was so sensitive.

"But I can't help it. Suan'an is a good girl. Everyone likes her. I don't know what she and you have been unhappy about..."

Lu Zihan said shallowly, "but during this period of time, you can no longer exclude her, which can prove that she can really make people like her. It's really good."

Rong Sheng sighed, lowered his head and covered his face with his hands. His voice was a little stuffy, "but I still can't, I can't put you down, and then I'll be with her."

"I don't even have the idea of loving her..." Rong Sheng laughs at himself. "Every time I'm with her, I just think of you... So I can't do it. I'm sorry..."

"Rong Sheng, you don't have to apologize." Lu Zihan hung his head, also some bitter, "it's not your fault."

It's all because of her... It's all because she relied too much on Rongsheng at the beginning and took Rongsheng as her life-saving straw, so she let Rongsheng's feelings develop to this stage.

And it's also because of her. After a long time, Rong Sheng and she can put it down and face it with an ordinary heart... But something like that happened

"I said so much to you, but I didn't mean anything else."

Rong Sheng suddenly raised his head and said with a slow smile, "no matter what, I said, as long as it's what you want to do, I will support you. If you still want to Manhattan, I will go back with you..."

He has been waiting for four years. No matter what feelings Lu Zihan holds, he can wait!

He never wanted to be with Lu Zihan. He just wanted to watch her and protect her as long as she was happy.

It used to be like this, and it can be like this in the future.

It's also a kind of happiness that he can keep her like this for a lifetime. Even if Lu Zihan will not accept him for a lifetime, so what? He is also the one who can guard Lu Zihan for a lifetime.

"Is that really OK?"

Lu Zihan's eyes were red. He could not help saying, "Rong Sheng, I just... I just want you to be happy. I hope you can be happy every day in the future, so you don't have to think about me. You just do what you want to do, OK?"

"What I want to do is to be around you, whether it's cheap or brother or sister..." Rong Sheng knows that it's wrong, but he seems to fall into a strange circle and can't get out.

"I just want to be by your side, to be able to look at you and guard you. That's OK, Zihan. As long as it's like this... I feel very happy."

Rong Sheng's words beat Lu Zihan hard. If that's what Rong Sheng wants, he doesn't really want much all the time

If Gu murchi didn't show up, they would have lived like this all their lives, so Lu Zihan thought... Maybe that's right?

God has been doomed from the beginning, right?

Gu murchi... Maybe they have been doomed to such a result since four years ago?!

"Well, let's go back." Lu Zihan nods. If Rong Sheng only wants this, of course she is willing to compensate him for the damage.

Rongsheng light smile, but the heart more heavy.

Thinking of what happened last night, Rong Sheng can't help clenching his fist... He didn't expect such a thing to happen. It seems that there is still a picture of him waking up when he has a splitting headache.

Suan was lying naked in his arms. At that time, he didn't know how he would lie in the hotel with Suan

However, a room of messy clothes and two people holding together, seems to have explained everything.

He didn't know why such a thing happened. He only remembered that suan'an finally confessed to him, and then he refused

She cried very sad, and then kept drinking... Rong Sheng couldn't help but was forced to drink some. Later, her mind was completely confused, and she couldn't remember everything.

Up to now, his thoughts are very confused, and his emotions are also affected by fluctuations... That's why he has been guarding Lu Zihan's door. He thinks, should he be like this?

Is it time to separate from Lu Zihan?

But he can't, really can't

Even if he had a generous blessing Zihan and Gu murchi together, but he still can't let go!

So he chased Lu Zihan to Mucheng and could willingly give up his life for her

It's all because deep down in his heart, he can't let go, and he can't watch Zihan stay away from his life

So he wanted to stay by her side, not afraid to die... He remembered that he had left an indelible mark on her heart.

Now it's because of something like Su An'an that Rong Sheng knows that what he wants is really simple

He came here and said these words. He just thought that Lu Zihan could go back with him.

No matter what kind of things, what kind of feelings... It doesn't matter. As long as Zihan goes back with him, they live together just like before.

That's the life he wants most.

Maybe I'm mean

He tried every means, but he didn't find it before. Now he realized that all he had done was to pester Lu Zihan.

It's always self deceiving to say let go.

In that case... Why let go?

No matter what reason Zihan and gumuchi are separated, no matter what reason she wants to go back with him.

The result is good, is what he hopes... Not OK?!

Rong Sheng convinced himself over and over again that he could be so selfish... As long as so, there would be no gu murchi in his life with Lu Zihan.

So he looked into Lu Zihan's eyes seriously and said word by word, "well... We'll leave next month."

Lu Zihan is still a little stupefied. Looking at Rong Sheng's resolute expression, he can't help nodding.

A month

Lu Zihan knows that it's not enough for her to deal with sugar.

After all, Gu murchi is willing to procrastinate, and his lawyer is fierce. When it comes to custody, Lu Zihan and her lawyer can only fail.

It's not hard for Lu Zihan to imagine that if Gu murchi is really determined to seize custody, it's just a matter of his mind

Because she and her lawyer have no fight left.

So Gu murchi is just dragging her. She understands.

The more I understand, the more complicated I feel