Chapter 314

Lu Zihan didn't expect that Qiao Muchen was waiting for her here. What he wanted to say was about Lu Beibei?!

She looked at Gu murchi in amazement. Gu murchi's expression was very serious. He frowned and didn't say a word, which made people feel more stressed.

"Murchi..." Lu Zihan hesitated. She gently put her hand around Gu murchi's arm and said softly, "if... You don't want me to know, then I don't know."

Gu murchi pursed his lips, his expression was not loose, but he sighed slightly, shook his head and said: "no, in fact, he is right, you should know, originally I wanted to tell you..."

"Just because you're pregnant these days, I forgot for a moment." Gu murchi spoke lightly.

Lu Zihan is more and more sure that it must not be an ordinary thing.

Because Gu murchi conceals because she is pregnant, that is to say, he is afraid that once she knows about it, it will affect her body... Even her baby.

But at the moment, Qiao Muchen is standing in front of them, Gu murchi is like this again, I have to say... Lu Zihan really wants to know, what is it?

If Gu refused and stopped her just as before, she would have to bear it and not ask. But at the moment, Gu just bowed his head and didn't say anything.

Lu Zihan looked at Qiao Muchen, he gently smile, although just like the general leisure, but the smile finally has some bitterness.

"Say it."

In the end, Lu Zihan made a decision.

If it's something else, maybe Lu Zihan doesn't care at all, but it's Lu Beibei's business!

North... North, her twin brother.

Lu Zihan's heart slightly pulled for a while, but quickly adjusted the mood, also ready, blinking at Qiao Muchen.

Qiao Muchen nodded, looked at Gu Mochi, and then met Lu Zihan's eyes. At this moment, he knew that it was not easy to say it, especially in front of Lu Zihan.

But he must say it like this, otherwise... He always has a feeling that he cheated Lu Zihan and exchanged his past insignificant kindness for Lu Zihan's forgiveness.

If... Qiao Muchen thinks that the only person in his life who is sorry is Lu Zihan.

Lu Zihan is a member of the Lu family. Although he is not completely innocent, it has nothing to do with Lu Zihan.

Lu family... What he hates is only Lu Mo Huai.

However, Lu Zihan suffered the most damage in the Lu family.

About Lu Beibei, Qiao Muchen knew that it was the most wrong thing he had done in his life, but there was no regret medicine in the world, and Qiao Muchen never let himself regret it.

Wrong is wrong, but he doesn't regret it.

Just looking at Lu Zihan's completely trusting eyes at the moment, he only felt ashamed and buried his head in shame.

"Zihan, in fact, I'm not a good person. You must know that, but you may not have thought about how bad I am."

Qiao Muchen sighed a long time. Since he had opened his mouth, everything seemed to come out naturally.

"I'm involved in drugs, and I also sell arms... The new drug dream was made by my research team. The huge destructive power of this drug must be... You should be very clear."

Lu Zihan's eyes widened and he looked at Qiao Muchen strangely

Dream is a nightmare in Lu Zihan's life. If someone told her how abominable and harmful drugs were before... In fact, she would not have a very direct feeling.

After all, you can't imagine if you haven't touched it.

But now it's different. She has an example.

Lu Beibei was kidnapped and forced to inject this new drug. How much did he suffer?

Because this kind of drug almost destroyed Lu Beibei's whole life.

But what if he wakes up early? What if it wasn't his intention?

What kind of effort and perseverance did Lu Beibei put in to give up the new drug, which is said to be impossible to give up forever

But what?

What if you quit? Once you touch that kind of drug, you will never have it in your life.

Even if he gave up, Lu Beibei died.

North is still so young... But because of such inexplicable reasons, early left the world.

Lu Zihan's eyes turned red, and her tears swirled but did not fall down. She looked at Qiao Muchen and had no idea

Is such a terrible thing Qiao Muchen's handwriting?

Yes... Since she knew that Qiao Muchen was not a good person, she always told herself that Qiao Muchen was a bad person.

Like Gu, he has a dark and bloody past, even worse than Gu. After all, Gu has a complete family. At the beginning, he only chose to enter the dark underground world.

But Qiao Muchen is different, he is forced, forced to struggle in the dark to survive, forced to be strong, forced to live, step by step to stand high.

Therefore, what he experienced must be more cruel and bloody than Gu murchi.

But Lu Zihan didn't expect

"You... What do you mean when you tell me this?" Lu Zihan didn't find his voice trembling.

"Since you said you never blame me, so there is no excuse for not forgiving me... In this case, I think it is necessary for you to recognize the reality, and then talk about the word forgiveness."

Qiao Mu Chen lowered his eyebrows and eyes, as if with a smile, "because it's very important to me."

Lu Zihan's lips trembled and did not speak.

"I tell you that I smuggle arms and make drugs. You can imagine how many innocent lives have been lost in my hands..." Qiao Muchen seemed very calm, "but this is just one of the points I want to tell you."

"After all, these things were all taken care of by Gu murchi in the end, because of this..." Qiao murchen said quietly, "Oh, he has made great contributions, and he has finally washed himself white. Later... He is finally free."

Qiao Muchen seems to smile, but the atmosphere is more depressed and sad

Gu didn't speak all the time, but he held Lu Zihan's hand harder and harder.

Lu Zihan could barely smile at this time, but she also knew that her face must be bad at the moment.

But Qiao Muchen continued: "the point I want to tell you is that Lu Beibei was kidnapped in the United States!"

Lu Zihan's heart slightly hung up, and heard Qiao Muchen say word by word: "I did it."

"What?" Lu Zihan was shocked.

Gu Mo Chi held her hand hard, she had some pain, also because of this pain, she soon recovered, and fully understood the meaning of Qiao Mu Chen's words.

"I did it! I kidnapped him Qiao Muchen closed his eyes, a look of self abandonment, "and the dream in his body is also what I ordered people to inject!"

Lu Zihan opened his mouth wide, but his face was stunned and his voice didn't come out.

Her body shakes slightly. Gu murchi gently hugs her and lets her lean against him

At this time, Gu murchi said softly: "it's OK, han'er... It's ok... It's gone, it's gone."

But is it really past?

Lu Zihan kept thinking about these words in his head, and then Lu Beibei's appearance kept circling in his mind.

The pain of his poisonous hair, the cry of tearing heart and lungs... And his thin and pale face when he was dying

"How can... How can..." Lu Zihan muttered to himself, still can't believe it.

Qiao Muchen looked at her, frowning slightly beat, he also felt heartache... He actually heartache.

It turns out that Gu's prevention is not unreasonable.

At this moment, Qiao Muchen seems to have finally determined... Why did he take Lu Zihan with him in a conditioned way at that time.

It turns out that... I don't know when he had a different feeling for Lu Zihan?

When did it start?

When I met her in America many years ago?

Or can we approach it step by step?

Or perhaps, in the long ten years, he watched her grow up, watch her transform... Watch her go through countless hardships, become strong

Maybe, both.

But the mistake has been made. No wonder... No wonder he really let go of the hatred that has supported him for more than 20 years for the sake of Lu Zihan's "forgiveness".

No wonder, he would be silly to choose at this time to tell everything.

What if Lu Zihan doesn't intend to forgive him?

What if... She wants revenge?

Qiao Muchen's heart sank a little, but he couldn't feel it. He just felt cold.

Then he began to smile again, still so gentle smile, hiding the bitter but only he can understand.

Forget it. What if she wants revenge?

What if she's going to kill him at this time?

Isn't it all his choice? He was willing.

The waiting room suddenly quieted down, leaving only Lu Zihan mumbling to himself

Time is flowing. I don't know how long it has been. It seems that a long century has passed for everyone, but only a few minutes.

Lu Zihan didn't cry. He just looked at Qiao Muchen.

Pain, shock, regret

Many complex emotions are reflected from her eyes, but Qiao Muchen has been looking at her eyes, but has not found resentment.

"I ask you... When you were in America, you helped us."

Lu Zihan spoke very hard, but his voice was unexpectedly calm, "when you helped us, was it deliberate? Is that part of the plan? "

Qiao Mu Chen is tiny a Leng, "I say not, you still can believe?"

Lu Zihan took a deep look at Qiao Muchen and said seriously, "didn't you say that? How do you know if I believe it? "

"No Qiao Muchen simply replied, "at that time, although I knew you were Lu's children, but... Help you, no, strictly speaking, I didn't help you anything."

Qiao Muchen said with a self mocking smile, "but it wasn't deliberate at that time. I don't know why. Maybe... At that moment, I saw that you worked so hard to protect your relatives, but actually I was at a loss and couldn't find the direction of life."

Maybe that moment touched me, so I would enlighten you... "Qiao Muchen said seriously," at that time, I didn't think of anything else, so it wasn't a planned thing. "

Maybe he was afraid that Lu Zihan would not believe it, so Qiao Muchen explained it very carefully.

Lu Zihan bit his lips, as if to cry, but he forced himself to hook his lips. For a moment, he didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

"Since you said that, I believe you."