Chapter 1184： I'm not afraid of death, I'm afraid of being abandoned

  Chapter 1184 I am not afraid of death, I am afraid of being abandoned

"But, you know what? To me, being abandoned is scarier than death."

Shi Qian's voice was so fragile, this sentence was the thing she was most afraid of and least willing to admit deep down in her heart.

"When I was young, I sat on the steps in front of the door and waited for my father. I knew I couldn't wait, but I was still stubborn and refused to give up. I couldn't figure out why my father didn't come home. I expected him to be like others. Like Dad, he came back after work. Later, I found out that my mother and I were abandoned by him. "

"The day my mother and I left Yuncheng, the weather was very cold and it was snowing heavily. I was very naive and told my mother, can we not leave, I want my father."

"Mom and I told me that there will be no more dad in the future, and dad doesn't want us anymore."

"Fu Sinian, you don't want me anymore?"

Fu Sinian's heart has been broken into slag, he doesn't know, his protection for her has become an abandonment in her place, he really wants to slap himself hard!

"That day, Gu Xi came to me, and I asked about her and Rong Zhan. They had been together so late. Rong Zhan must have his concerns. I admire Gu Xi's bravery, and her goal is very clear. I want Rong Zhan! I will never give up until I get it, I admit that I don't have the courage like her."

"I thought about it a lot, and I even thought, since this relationship is over, why not just let it go, my baby and I can live a good life, and we can live a good life without you."

"However, at night, I dreamed of you. After we separated, I often dreamed of you. I dreamed of the little things we were together. I can't lie to my heart, and I can't really let it go. You, can't do it, drive you out of my heart, I lose."

"After all, I am only cherishing, I only take this step towards you, and only this time, I ask you, do you want me?"

"Yes!" Fu Sinian replied firmly.

"Don't regret it!" Shi Qian's tears fell down again, more fierce than the previous ones.

Fu Sinian's eyes were also moist, this fool, still asking him if he would regret it, how could he regret it?

"Qianqian, will you regret it?"

"I won't!" Shi Qian shook his head.

"Qianqian, I love you. This love will last until death!"

"Me too."

The two embraced tightly.

"Ah~" Xiaobao, who had been ignored for a long time, made a sound.

The two hugging each other thought of their son who was pushed aside.

Fu Xiaobao saw that his mother finally noticed him, and quickly stretched out his little hand to hug him.

Shi Qian was about to pick him up, but Fu Sinian took Xiaobao out of the car one step faster.

"I'm holding him, you eat first, you can't eat much by yourself every day, and you have to be eaten by this little guy a few times."

"Okay." Shi Qian nodded, took a sip of the soup.

"How is the taste?"

Shi Qian had tears in his eyes again, "It's my mother's smell."

"Drink more, there is still in the pot."

"Yeah." Shi Qian lowered her head and continued to drink the soup. After finishing the bowl, she couldn't help asking, "My mother didn't seem to have taught you how to cook this soup, did she?"

"I haven't handed it over by myself, but my mother compiled a cookbook, which recorded the ingredients and preparation methods of various foods in detail. She said, those are the ones you like to eat, and there are some that she is good at. I think , I’ll follow suit, and it shouldn’t be too bad.”

"I do not know how?"

(end of this chapter)