Chapter 1746

(two in one chapter)

"Lao Wang, when did you become a roundworm in my stomach?" Lu Weiwei felt that what Comrade Wang said was all right.

The new year is approaching, I really began to slack off, and procrastination began to attack.

If it weren't for Gu Chen's work rhythm, I'm afraid I'd have to salt fish again.

Officer Wang humed and laughed twice, which was also a joking smile: "I won't tell you what happened to Lu Weiwei. Anyway, if it is under the influence of procrastination, everything is difficult at the beginning and has failed."

"Because even if you have started, you will be distracted immediately. You pick up your cell phone and want to see what time you get off work without working for a few minutes?"

Glancing at the others in the office, officer Wang asked, "right?"

When they heard the speech, they all bowed their heads in embarrassment.

Many new comrades feel right in the heart.

It can be seen that Lao Wang still knows everyone.

Seeing this, officer Wang also grinned: "so he fished with his mobile phone for two hours and didn't do anything serious."

"Afterwards, you suddenly react and blame yourself. Moreover, if you have more than two things to do at the same time, you usually do this thing, think about that thing, do that thing, but think about this thing."

Glancing at Lu Weiwei, officer Wang also called the roll and said, "what you said is that you, Lu Weiwei, want to play with your mobile phone when you do things, and want to do things when you play with your mobile phone."

"You seem to have everything in your mind, but you don't know what you're thinking."

"Busy on the surface, actually dizzy."

"It seems that I worked hard all day. In the evening, I found that I didn't do anything. I held my mobile phone at night and didn't sleep. In the morning, I adjusted the alarm clock many times and couldn't afford to delay."

"But I always thought, wait a minute, wait a minute, in time, until it was really too late, I jumped up, and then I found that it was bad, there was no time..."

"Lao Wang, stop talking." Feeling that Comrade Wang knew himself too well, Lu Weiwei quickly covered officer Wang's mouth and felt that she had told her embarrassment.

Officer Ding saw this and smiled, "it's not just you, Lu Weiwei. The Spring Festival is coming. How many people's mantra has become 'wait until the end of the new year'."

"Years ago, it was normal to slack off. After all, I worked for a whole year. By this time, I was almost exhausted."

"If the elder asks, how's your girlfriend looking? You'll say, I can't find it until the end of the new year."

"What else can't you wait until the end of the new year? But what about the end of the new year? Just after the new year, wait."

Holding up the thermos cup and sipping wolfberry tea, officer Ding also grinned: "it's really tomorrow after tomorrow. How many tomorrow is. Since there are so many, you might as well delay it again."

"And procrastination and procrastination. The more you procrastinate, the more lazy you become. Don't bother me if you have nothing to do. If you have something to say tomorrow."

"Eh? Lao Ding, you're a good doggerel. Who did you learn from? Lao Wang?" Lu Weiwei also joked.

Officer Ding smiled and joked, "if you're familiar with those propaganda, you can say a few words."

"Their propaganda slogans at the end of the new year are all such limericks."

Seems to think of something? Officer Ding immediately said, "Oh, yes, you didn't go to work yesterday. I forgot to tell you something."

"What's up?" Gu Chen looked up at Lao Ding and asked him curiously.

Officer Ding turned to Gu Chen and also reminded him, "yesterday, a police officer from the Municipal Bureau came and told me to tell you to go to the Furong photo studio this afternoon and take a picture of this year's desk calendar and wall calendar of Jiangnan police force."

"Is it another image?" Gu Chen asked.

Officer Ding nodded silently, "yes, the same as last year."

"Won't the city council change people? It's me every year. Isn't that good?" Gu Chen felt that he had appeared in the police system enough times.

Why do you have to give others a chance to show their faces?

Officer Dante waved his hand and said with a smile: "don't shirk Gu Chen. The Municipal Bureau designated you, Lu Weiwei and Lao Wang. Oh, by the way, Xiao Yuan will go this time."

"The main reason is that the overall image of your group is good. Qin Bureau has also discussed with the leaders of the Municipal Bureau, but it feels that the image can not meet the expected requirements."

"So you have to keep showing your face. As for other things, we'll talk about it next year."

"Hey, hey." As soon as the officer Ding's voice fell, officer Wang proudly walked up to Gu Chen, patted Gu Chen on the shoulder and said:

"Gu Chen, when it's time to perform, you should be positive, so that more people can know you every year."

Pinching the happy candy on Gu Chen's table, officer Wang peeled one and put it in his mouth. He also joked: "what an honor is it to shoot the publicity poster of the police calendar?"

"Many people work hard in Jiangnan police force all their life. They don't necessarily have the opportunity to show their face. Don't shirk this good thing. My Xiaobei is still waiting to show off with the children in the community with my desk and calendar."

"Yes, brother Gu, it's a good thing. At least people in the police force system of Jiangnan City can see you, and they can see you every year. It's very good."

Lu Weiwei feels that Gu Chen is too modest.

Many people want to show their faces, but Gu Chen doesn't care.

Lu Weiwei was anxious because of her character of being independent of the world.

Fortunately, Gu Chen's strength is here, which is easy to be seen by the superior leaders. It is estimated that he will be squeezed out by other police officers with mediocre qualifications.

In fact, the police force will also have "inside roll", which is very normal. Only when there is competition can there be work motivation.

At least Lu Weiwei felt that she was not satisfied with the calendar on her desk and the images taken last year.

This year, I have this opportunity to communicate with the photographer of Furong photo studio.

Feeling that everyone was very enthusiastic, Gu Chen naturally agreed: "all right, let's go to Furong photo studio in the afternoon."

"That's right." Hearing that Gu Chen finally agreed, officer Wang also snapped his fingers and said, "Gu Chen, you have to show your face when it's time to show your face."

"You're like Xiao Yang and Xi Ye. They're so excellent. You've been on the stage and calendar once, and you're still standing in the crowd."

"The four of us all have personal photos. Visit relatives for the new year. PA, send a table and wall calendar. Don't you have face?"

Officer Wang is not like Gu Chen. Comrade Wang has salted fish for many years. Naturally, he knows that this opportunity is hard won.

In his first year in the police force, he also had a chance to appear on the camera, mainly because he had a good image.

At that time, I stood behind many big men as the background. Now it's different. I'm also a proper protagonist.

Of course, Comrade Wang also knows that Gu Chen's blessing has to be entrusted with this.

Every year, many new policemen will be added in Jiangnan City. Who knows if there will be new policemen with more appearance and potential than Gu Chen?

Nowadays, old faces are familiar to everyone, and there is an unwritten rule in the desk calendar of the police force system, that is, in the annual new police, select some police officers with good image as poster characters.

Police officer Wang took advantage of this.

However, if there is no suitable candidate among the new police, there is still a great chance for the old face with good temperament.

In recent years, Qin Gang, Zhao Guozhi, Xiao Yang, Xi Ye and Lao Wang have all been on the stage and calendar, but not many times.

But since Gu Chen came to Jiangnan police force system, it seems that this good thing has been chasing behind.

In the past few years, almost every year, the beauty of shooting the calendar of the police system falls on Gu Chen.

Therefore, it is normal for Gu Chen to feel numb, but officer Wang seems to enjoy it.

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At 3 p.m., after finishing the work at hand, Gu Chen drove to the door of Furong photo studio with Lu Weiwei, police officer Wang and Yuan Shasha.

This is the cooperation unit for each image photo.

Furong photo studio is also one of the earliest photo studios in Jiangnan City.

It was a state-owned photo studio in those years. Later, after the private ownership reform, it was contracted out by the photography team in those years, which has continued to this day.

But after years of sharp, the shooting style of Furong photo studio has not changed much, and sometimes it can't even keep up with the shooting level of some online Red photographers.

However, as an old photo studio, with its long-term cooperative relationship with many enterprises and institutions, it can still receive many orders.

Many publicity posters and materials of Jiangnan Public Security Bureau cooperate with Furong photo studio.

In addition to the photo studio, there is a lotus advertising company next door, which belongs to the same company as the photo studio.

Relying on the orders of enterprises and institutions, the small life has been happy.

After Gu Chen parked the private car, he picked up the police cap, got off with the people and walked directly to the Furong photo studio.

The photo studio is located near an intersection of the old street in the south of the city.

You need to follow the stairs on the first floor to the second floor.

At this moment, the photographers and makeup artists of Furong photo studio are taking pictures of some children in the new year.

When a middle-aged female photographer saw Gu Chen, she also came to say hello.

"Officer Gu, we meet again." Since Furong photo studio is responsible for Gu Chen's image publicity photos every year, female photographers are also quite familiar with Gu Chen.

"Photographer Liu, are you very busy?" Gu Chen knew that the man's name was Liu Ying. He also said it casually and grinned.

"Yes, it's the end of the new year. Many units have to come to shoot. Isn't there a youth league that wants to shoot a group of new year's greetings, so it's in a hurry."

Liu Ying saw Gu Chen coming, but she couldn't shoot right away. She was sorry and said, "it may take some time. Can you wait here?"

"Yes." Lu Weiwei doesn't care.

After all, Zhao Guozhi gave everyone approval and handed over the matter at hand to Furong photo studio in the afternoon.

Therefore, everyone has only one task in the afternoon, that is to take the image photos, and then ask the Furong photo studio to take the image photos of several people to the Furong advertising company next door, make them into desk calendars and wall calendars for police orders, and then send them to major sub bureaus as police annual goods.

"Great, thank you for your understanding." Liu Ying put her hands together and bowed to several people. She was also very grateful.

Then let a photography assistant take you to rest.

I went back to the studio to guide the photographer's Apprentice how to shoot.

In the studio, the children, dressed in the props of the God of wealth, stood behind the green cloth and put out various shapes.

After that, these image videos will be made into various new year greeting videos and promotional photos.

"It seems that we came at a bad time." Lu Weiwei sat in the narrow row chair and couldn't help sighing:

"This place is too small. How many years has the Furong photo studio been? Compared with other photo studios, it's so simple that it hasn't even been renovated. It's estimated that it hasn't been renovated in more than ten years? Other photo studios are renovated once every two or three years."

"Is this comparable?" Looking at officer Wang who was photographed in the studio with his legs crossed, he couldn't help joking:

"This Furong photo studio should be regarded as an ancient business card of Jiangnan City. I can say that anyone who is a citizen of Jiangnan City must have taken photos here."

"Whether it's ID photos or image photos, family photos and so on, I've been here at least several times."

"That's right." Hearing officer Wang's speech, Gu Chen also explained with a light smile: "my ID photos of primary school and middle school are taken here."

"In middle school, the photo studio sent people to the school to help take photos. At that time, photographer Liu was only an assistant apprentice and was always taken by the curator."

"Ha ha, so this photo studio doesn't rely on fancy decoration, but on the reputation accumulated over the years." Officer Wang agreed.

Lu Weiwei heard what they said, and couldn't help but tut tut two times: "I feel that this photo studio is really powerful. Anyway, it seems that they are also responsible for my graduation photos in high school."

"The overall feeling is that the photography level is average and there are no characteristics, that is, taking this kind of enterprise image photos and collective group photos are better."

"Shh!" Feeling that Lu Weiwei was a little unscrupulous, officer Wang quickly covered Lu Weiwei's mouth and reminded her:

"Can you keep your voice down? People are still taking pictures in the studio? If you say that people are not skilled, if you let people hear this, it is estimated that they will not give you a P-map after the shooting is completed."

"Ha ha." After listening to police officer Wang, Lu Weiwei didn't care: "how good it is that I don't see their p every time? I don't have much P chart in Jiangnan, neither does younger martial brother Gu, nor does Xiao Yuan."

Looking up and down at Comrade Wang, Lu Weiwei also joked: "just you, Lao Wang, P has become a little white face for you, which is whiter than me."

"Ha ha." Hearing Lu Weiwei's words, Yuan Shasha agreed: "it's true. I feel whiter than elder martial sister Lu. It's a little too much."

"Ah, ah, don't bring such a bad person." Feeling a little embarrassed, officer Wang also hurriedly interrupted: "let them help me p white and P better. After all, I look young."

"This image photo is also face saving. Can't you take a better picture of gifts for the new year? Do you think everyone is like you, 360 degrees long without dead corners? Years don't forgive people, don't you know?"

"If you are my age, you may ask more than me."

"Ha ha."

Seeing that Lao Wang was still anxious, Lu Weiwei and Yuan Sasha also couldn't close their mouths with laughter.

The studio over there feels very busy. It's estimated that it won't end for a while and a half.

In particular, these dozen children feel that they are all dressed in fashion and have a medium and high appearance. They look like children's models.

In particular, I heard the photographer mention the Youth League just now. I think it should be the children's model dance team.

In recent years, more and more child stars have been made. Many parents with good family conditions will send their children to the juvenile model team for training to improve their children's temperament.

In fact, Gu Chen knew a big sister with good family conditions in his early years. At that time, children's models had just sprung up.

Therefore, the eldest sister, with her several-year-old son, shines brightly on the children's model stage all over the country, and has also participated in many film and television shooting.

In recent years, the cold winter of film and television has led many film and television practitioners to find their own way out.

Therefore, children's model training came into being, and many brokerage companies of youth groups began to blossom everywhere.

Just looking at the children's models in Furong photo studio, they come from at least two units.

Therefore, the shooting progress is worrying.

Lu Weiwei and Yuan Sasha leaned together and sat on the bench playing with their mobile phones, killing the boring time.

Officer Wang narrowed his eyes to rest and get a good sleep.

Gu Chen was so bored that he could only stand on the side of the studio and watch the shooting progress of the Youth League.

"Who ordered milk tea?"

At this time, a delivery boy, carrying a large bag of milk tea, went to the second floor and shouted at the studio.

"I ordered it." A middle-aged fat woman quickly turned and walked out of the studio.

"Here you are." The delivery boy was panting and saw that the milk tea was handed over to the woman.

After a few words of simple communication, the delivery boy turned and left.

At this moment, the middle-aged fat woman also began to distribute the milk tea to several Youth League members around her.

This youth group is waiting for the shooting of the previous group, so Gu Chen concludes that his shooting may be behind this youth group.

Considering the long wait, Gu Chen shook his head and felt that he should communicate with Furong photography studio in advance.

But the shooting task time given to everyone in the city is this afternoon. I feel that the Furong photo studio has not arranged properly and crowded all the shooting time together.

Bored in every way, Gu Chen went out of the photo studio and went down the stairs to the first floor. He was ready to go to the nearby convenience store and buy some bottles of water for everyone.

When passing a convenience store, Gu Chen found a takeout boy standing at the door, who was the one who delivered milk tea before.

At this moment, the delivery boy is carrying a bowl of instant noodles and talking on the phone from time to time.

"Mom, don't worry. I'm doing well here. Well, I've transferred the money this month. It's cold. Buy a new cotton padded jacket."

After a pause, the delivery boy said again: "yes, I eat well here and wear warm clothes. I have a big meal at noon today. My friends treat me. Yes, don't worry. Remember to buy a new cotton padded jacket. OK, I have something to do here. I'll hang up first. OK, mom, you also pay attention to your health..."

After a good "lie", the delivery boy hung up the phone, picked up the instant noodles in his hand and wolfed them down.

Gu Chen went to the counter, put five bottles of mineral water on the counter and asked, "boss, how much is it?"

"Ten dollars!" The boss said.

"Give me a bag." Gu Chen opens his mobile phone to scan code for payment.

The boss took out a red bag from the counter and handed it to Gu Chen.

After loading the mineral water, Gu Chen walked to the door of the convenience store and handed a bottle of mineral water to the delivery boy squatting on the ground to eat instant noodles.

The delivery boy was stunned and looked up at Gu Chen in front of him.

Gu Chen smiled and handed it to him, "take it."

"Thank you." The delivery boy also recognized Gu Chen, the policeman in the lotus photo studio next door.

Gu Chen blew a few times on the steps in front of the convenience store and sat directly next to the delivery boy.

Seeing this, the delivery boy also squatted on the ground and sat down on the steps next to Gu Chen. He asked, "is the policeman here to take photos?"

"Yes." Gu Chen nodded slightly and said with a grin: "the Municipal Bureau asked us to take photos, and then take photos to make tables and calendars."

"Then you may have to wait a long time." The delivery boy seemed to know the current situation of Furong photo studio very well and couldn't help sharing:

"They have a good voice recently. Many enterprises and institutions are looking for them to take pictures."

"Like their photo studio, many photographers are sent out to take photos. The store is also very busy. Just this afternoon, there are fewer people, but at least you have to wait for an hour, or even longer."

"You seem to know this very well?" Gu Chen now has free time to chat with the delivery boy.

The delivery boy grinned and ate instant noodles. He generally joked and said, "I often deliver delivery in this area. I'm familiar with the situation here, especially the merchants in this street."

Seeing Gu Chen and the delivery boy sitting on the steps at the door of the convenience store, the old boss saw it, so he quickly moved two small wooden stools and politely sent them to him: "Comrade police, the ground is cold. You can sit here."

"Thank you, boss." After receiving the small wooden stool sent by the overheated hearty boss, Gu Chen handed one of them to the express brother.

They sat down side by side again.

Gu Chen asked the delivery boy, "are you a stranger?"

"Yes." The delivery boy nodded silently and said with a smile: "I'm from the northwest of my family. I study here and stay here to work after graduation."

"What's your major?" Hearing what the delivery boy said, Gu Chen didn't feel very surprised.

After all, there are a lot of college students delivering takeout, and even many graduate students have joined them. These are supported by data.

The delivery boy also grinned and echoed, "I majored in civil engineering. Because my last work unit has been completed, I have nothing to do."

"Therefore, I haven't found a suitable next home in the past two months, so I want to find another new company in the future."

"During this period of time years ago, I gave away takeout and felt that I could make some money for the new year."

"So it is?" Hearing what the delivery boy said, Gu Chen nodded silently.

I feel like a worker with ideas.

In particular, Gu Chen heard the conversation between the delivery brother and his mother just now.

This makes Gu Chen suddenly feel that there seem to be two kinds of people in the world. One thinks eating instant noodles is very happy, while the other thinks it is very down-to-earth.

The delivery boy around him seems to be the first kind of person. Eating instant noodles seems to be a kind of enjoyment for him.

This spicy noodle soup, in my brother's mouth outside, feels like the most delicious food in the world.

Gu Chen tried to communicate with him: "haven't you had lunch yet?"

The delivery boy shook his head: "there are many orders recently. In order to grab more orders, I usually miss lunch."

"Generally, I have to be busy until two or three o'clock, then eat something casually, supplement it, and then rest. When the dinner peak is at night, I have to stagger the meal time, otherwise I can't grab the order."

"After all, years ago, everyone wanted to make more money."

"Do you go home for the new year?" Gu Chen asked him.

The delivery boy nodded silently: "yes, I think I can make more money when I go home two days before New Year's Eve."

"I feel that the internal volume of College Students' employment is too serious. If I don't have several jobs, I don't think I can save much money at all."

The voice fell, and the delivery boy poured the remaining noodle soup into his mouth, almost no noodle soup left.

Gulu Gulu pours two mouthfuls. The delivery boy finds that Gu Chen has handed the paper towel to him.

After thanking Gu Chen, the delivery boy threw the garbage into the trash can. He also took a break and talked with Gu Chen:

"Comrade police, you must be very busy for the new year?"

"Yes, there are almost no holidays." Gu Chen said.

"Then you work harder than me. At least I can do what I want and I can't do it if I want. Now I'm doing delivery, but I'm also paying close attention to some other work."

"If my income was OK years ago, maybe I won't go back for the new year. Making money is my top priority now."

"So spell?" It seems that this delivery boy is a bit of a workaholic, and Gu Chen is also stunned.

But looking back, it's a little similar to myself.

The delivery boy hiccupped and smiled at Gu Chen and said, "you can't work hard. The conditions at home are poor. You can only work harder than others."

"Every time I'm in a bad mood, I choose to sleep to escape from reality."

Hearing what the delivery boy said, Gu Chen also said with a smile: "from a biological point of view, it should be a behavior of cultivating the body. From a psychological point of view, it is a means of isolating from the outside world and closing himself."

"Ha ha, almost." Do you feel like you have leisure time to chat with the police, and the takeout brother is also open to say:

"In fact, I don't regret being born in a poor family, and I won't complain about bad birth like many people."

"I don't want to come to this world, let alone stay here all the time."

"I have seen many so-called 'great gods', that is, young people lying flat. They always feel that they can return to the state in their mother's stomach before birth with the help of sleep, warm, dark, no pressure and no pain."

"Isn't this self paralysis?" Gu Chen feels a little interesting.

The delivery boy grinned: "it's a little, but I'm different. I don't want to stay up late, but I'm reluctant to sleep. After all, only that time is free, so I want to do something I like. Silence and sleep are also my way to escape everything."

Rubbed his dry and bloody hands, the takeout brother said again: "when I was a child, I only did what I liked, and when I grew up, I only did what was useful."

"Sometimes I doubt what I believed before over and over again, and then overthrow myself at the previous stage."

"With the unknown and confused, we will firmly move to the next stage."

The voice fell. The delivery boy looked at Gu Chen, who was silent around him.

Gu Chen snorted and said, "so we think growth is a bad thing, probably because the essence of growth is self betrayal. Maybe none of us has become what we like."

"You're right." The red nosed takeout boy also had a runny nose and said:

"I think I will have many detours to take, and I will be disappointed and regret because of countless people or things, but all these things will tell me the meaning of life until it is over."

After sucking his nose, the takeout brother said: "the so-called growth is not to use time to slowly polish his eyes? What he valued when he was young, but what he despised when he was young, but what he regarded as Mount Tai when he was an adult."

"You have no friends?" Gu Chen felt that he heard some loneliness and sadness from his words.

The delivery boy shook his head: "I don't know whether the working brother who shares the rent with me counts? If so, I have it. If not, I'm alone."

"Where are your classmates?" Gu Chen asked again.

The delivery boy shook his head: "after graduation, everyone is busy working, and others continue to take the postgraduate entrance examination. Anyway, at the beginning, they will chat in the class group. Now they basically don't talk much. They should be very busy."

"Besides, I'm not doing very well, and I'm sorry to contact them."

After looking at the Furong photo studio next door, the delivery boy glanced his chin at Gu Chen: "Comrade police, you know? They are part-time photographers in the photo studio, making a good profit. I've inquired about it."

"On their side, before and after the new year, orders are simply too busy, so they will recruit some part-time photographers."

"That is, they receive orders. We are responsible for receiving orders, and then half the income. They can provide equipment."

"So you want to be a part-time photographer?" Gu Chen asked him.

The delivery boy nodded and said, "at present, yes, so I'm not sure if they want me. After all, I used to play well with friends of the photography association when I was in school."

"My roommate is from the Photography Association. He has an SLR camera. He hasn't touched it much when he was reading, so I can take photos and later."

"Now wait for their work arrangement. If a photographer needs to ask for leave before and after the new year, I can go straight up. Anyway, one order is another, and the income is good."

"Ha ha." Hearing what the delivery boy said, Gu Chen also grinned and couldn't help saying, "you're very well informed?"

"That's necessary." It seems that the delivery boy also talked with Gu Chen and said with a smile:

"These days, if you want to make money, you have to take advantage of the information gap."

"Now is the era of national mobile Internet. The situation that information was not unobstructed in those years basically no longer exists."

"However, this kind of industry information is poor. If you have more contact, you can get the first chance."

Pointing to himself, the takeout brother said, "don't look at me. I don't have time to eat when I deliver takeout every day. In fact, by delivering takeout, I'm basically familiar with the merchants in these streets."

"Usually a little sweet. Everyone is willing to communicate with you. For example, I often send takeout to Furong photo studio. I get familiar with the photographers there as soon as I come and go."

"That's why I know that they need part-time photographers during the new year, so I want to try. This is the opportunity."

"Very powerful." I feel that this young delivery boy is not simple, and Gu Chen couldn't help thumbing up and saying:

"But don't you like loneliness? So making money can eliminate loneliness?"

"Should it be?" Unscrewing the bottle cap and drinking the mineral water sent by Gu Chen, the delivery boy is also thoughtful:

"In fact, I hate all festivals. This strong festival atmosphere and the joy of others will only aggravate my sense of loss of being alone."

Turning to Gu Chen, the delivery boy said, "but nevertheless, every new year, I will find a lively and good place to hide in the crowd celebrating the festival and try to integrate into their carnival."

"After all, I still believe that there will always be a colored lamp on the street for me."

"When I get home, I can lie on the sofa, drink hot milk tea, and then spend 17 hours painting the whole Harry Potter."

Seeing that he was talking to himself, Gu Chen kept staring at him. The delivery boy calmed down from his previous state and grinned at Gu Chen:

"Ha ha, just kidding. In fact, it's good for me to watch the chainsaw by myself."

"After all, festivals will only make happy people happier and lonely people more lonely. I don't hate the excitement of festivals, but the strong sense of loneliness after the excitement of festivals."

"In fact, I'm so afraid that people after the excitement will be particularly sad when they go to tea."

"So carnival is the loneliness of a group of people, and loneliness is a person's Carnival." Gu Chen answered.

The delivery boy grinned, nodded approvingly, and then said:

"You know what? When I first graduated, I had unlimited enthusiasm and all kinds of complacency in my heart. As soon as I joined the post, the leaders praised me and said that I would make great achievements with my efforts."

"But when I make mistakes in my work, the leader said, such a simple thing can't be done well. What's the use of you?"

"When I encounter difficulties and ask for help, the leader said, why are you in trouble? If you can't do well, leave."

With a sob, the delivery boy smiled bitterly and continued to tease himself:

"At that time, I felt very anxious and was always afraid of making mistakes. But when I was anxious because of my work, the leader said, why do you do so much? Why is it not so?"

"Anyway, I always thought I didn't do well enough and didn't work hard enough, but when I collapsed again late at night, I figured it out."

"The life of accepting others' meaningless evaluation and judgment every day is just a sheep, slaughtered by others, and has no self at all."

"And I want to be a wolf and my own master. Even if the road ahead is rough and difficult, I will become the wolf who dominates my own destiny, because I just know that my life can't be controlled by heaven."

Gu Chen doesn't know how many stories are hidden in the little takeout brother's heart, but at least when he says the sentence "I know my life can't be controlled by heaven", Gu Chen feels that he is a cruel man.

At least he was very cruel to himself, so he joked and said, "but wolves sometimes starve with their wives and children, and sheep can eat when they are obedient, so it's perfect to recognize themselves and what they should do."

"No one will come in the fog. You should see the good scenery yourself.

"Yes." The delivery boy put the mineral water to one side and was stunned. Looking at the traffic in front of him, he couldn't help saying:

"It's like an old cat lying motionless under a tree, quietly waiting for death. There's nothing wrong."

"With absolute soberness and reason, suppress the emotions that shouldn't be. After all, loneliness is an interesting feeling. It's impossible. Don't wait, don't recall, don't expect."

Turning to Gu Chen, the delivery boy opened the conversation box and couldn't stop at all. He also talked with confidence:

"Police comrades, in fact, everyone is very strange. They hate their mediocrity, feel that they can't have everything, feel that they can't accept their shortcomings, and just muddle along in real and fantasy life."

After sniffing, the delivery boy continued, "I remember that I used to go to boarding school in middle school. Every time I went out of school, I always met a big brother, who often sneaked out to surf the Internet."

"Once I asked brother, I said you are not afraid of the guard? What if you are stopped by the guard?"

"What did he say?" Gu Chen asked.

The delivery boy grinned: "the big brother just smiled and said, stop me, then I'll go back to class. If I don't stop, I'll go out."

"I suddenly opened the three views at that time. It has been many years now, but I still often think of it."

"In fact, many things in life are like this. Some things can't just be imagined. We should take action and constantly try and make mistakes."

"Just like I'm working now, even if I do a lot of things wrong, it's not as serious as you think."

Seeing that Gu Chen had been staring at himself, the delivery boy also scratched the back of his head and said with some embarrassment: "of course, I don't advocate pleasure and escape. We all know the good and bad. I mean, we should make a bold choice. Maybe we will succeed one time, right?"

"Even if I fail, it doesn't matter. At least I'm still making progress and my social practice experience is accumulating."

I pointed to the street in front of me and rowed from left to right. The delivery boy was also very proud and said, "just now, I know all the merchant information on the whole street. I remember it with a small book every day."

"I seem to understand my own original heart. I like traveling, but I don't have friends to accompany me, but I'm afraid of being alone."

"But now I understand that a person, a cat, I can go far. I don't need hypocritical communication. I just need to keep my original heart."

"You only need to study at the age of study and make progress at the time of work." Turned his head and looked at Gu Chen around him. He found that Gu Chen had got up and was ready to leave.

When the delivery boy Gordon returned to reality from narcissism, he quickly stood up and said, "the police comrade is leaving?"

"My colleagues are urging me." Gu Chen said with his mobile phone.

The delivery boy was embarrassed and said with a smile: "sorry, comrade police, I've been bragging with you for a long time. Thank you for being my loyal listener."

"You said it very well." Gu Chen patted the delivery boy on the shoulder and smiled approvingly: "I believe you will stand out."

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