v2 Chapter 128： All remembered

Maybe it's just like what others say-what you can't get is always the best!

At this time, he didn't even notice that Ning'er was doing well. She washed her hands and made soup and made clothes and shoes for herself every day. In his opinion, it was nothing worth mentioning. His thoughts were still there. Deng Anan's body. Hearing that she spoiled the harem, he was happy for him, but also secretly saddened.

Because of longing and loss, he lived in a muddle-headed life every day, like a walking corpse, drinking, gambling, playing with women...

This kind of sensual life lasted for several years, until Deng Anan found him, and Li Hua begged him to help him with rain, then he collected his own decadent breath, began to cheer up, turned into a sharp blade, and used her as a knife. .

Murders, criminal trials, arson, ransacking homes...

As long as she asked him to do it, he never asked whether it was right or wrong, and just did it.

During this period, his mother sternly warned him not to make enemies like this on more than one occasion, and Ning'er shed tears more than once and begged him not to kill too much, so as not to violate the heavens.

However, he couldn't hear a word. Because he believes in An An, in An An's words, she and the Queen have reached a point where fire and water are incompatible. If Queen Chen is not overthrown, she and her children will become the fish on the knife of Queen Chen, and they will definitely be killed by Queen Chen.

He can't let her be in danger, let alone let her die. Anyone who threatens her should not live anymore, they should die!

Therefore, he did not hesitate to kill people, nor was he intolerable when he picked up his home.

He became the best blade in her hand. She used him to eradicate dissidents, and finally overthrew Empress Chen and became the largest woman in the harem.

He saw that she was safe, and was firmly seated on the queen's throne, thinking that he would be successful and retired from then on.

Unexpectedly, at this time, scandals about Queen Deng and him spread throughout the capital.

There is a rumor in Beijing that he has a private relationship with Empress Deng, and Empress Deng relied on him to exclude dissidents and squeeze Empress Chen out of power.

Moreover, the rumors also shook him and Queen Deng about the incident before entering the palace.

At that time, how he pleased Empress Deng, how he wanted to marry Empress Deng as his wife, was spread all over the street. Everyone knew.

Hearing the news, he was anxious, and hurriedly changed into his official uniform to prepare to go to the palace to face the saint, trying to help her dispel the rumor, so that the emperor would not believe this rumor, so as not to get her involved.

However, before entering the palace, there was an imperial decree from the empress.

In her decree, the empress reprimanded him for being disrespectful, and she also listed several sins of disrespect.

Those crimes, to put it bluntly, are just to add to the crime. Before he helped her to bring down Empress Chen, she wouldn't attack him for anything like that, but now, they are blatantly asking the guilt.

He was dumbfounded, he didn't know what she was doing at this moment!

Until the **** who announced the decree whispered and gleefully announced that the empress empress had sentenced him to imperial punishment, he could be sent to the bitter cold land of Jizhou after execution, and he would never return to Beijing. He didn't understand what had happened?

Why is this happening?

What is going on here?

Later, he saw the executioning soldiers rushing up and strapping him to the ground. His mother was crying and begging for mercy. Ning Er fainted at that time, and he himself, until he was taken off his pants, and a cold knife holder. When you are on the treasure, it is considered to be relieved.

However, after the moment of the gods, the treasure has been separated from his body. He saw that his most gendered part was brushed off by a guard, thrown on the ground like a piece of pork, and blood spewed out. , Flow all over the place.

He yelled and passed out in pain (heartache plus body pain), and when he woke up, it was already two days and two nights later.

In the past two days, earth-shaking changes have taken place in the family.

His mother was anxious and died suddenly. The family copied them. His concubines from Yingying and Yanyan were all filled in Lefang. Ning'er, as his wife, wanted to send him to Jizhou with him, only to wait for him to wake up. I set off immediately after coming.

In a nap, heaven and hell!

In any case, he didn't believe that she could treat himself so cruelly and viciously, and at one time he wanted to rush into the palace and ask her face to face, why did she treat herself like this? Why is it so cruel and selfish?

However, he didn't have this opportunity anymore. Less than an hour after waking up, he was escorted to Jizhou in shackles, and he didn't even have time to attend the funeral of his mother.

The wound that had just been castrated, every step he took was cut like a knife, coupled with the collapse and despair of his heart, he wished he could die immediately.

Ning'er followed behind him, watching his desperate and desperate look, and kept comforting him.

"Brother Yuan, you have to cheer up. My mother said before she died, that you must live well. You used to not listen to your mother. This time you can't stop listening to her. Otherwise, she will be under Jiuquan. Will not look down on purpose..."

"Big Brother Yuan, what are you afraid of distribution? And I will be with you. When we arrive in Jizhou, we will be an ordinary couple. We work at sunrise and rest at sunset. It just so happens that I still want to live this kind of retreat to the pastoral life!"

"Big Brother Yuan, you have to eat, don't eat or drink, and you can't stand the iron beat..."

"Big Brother Yuan, please, eat. If you continue like this, your body will not be able to stand it..."

At that time, he patronized and was immersed in his huge backache and despair, and he forgot that An An was a timid boudoir girl. Even a grasshopper could scare her to tears. But now, she is talking to her. Like him, with ten catties of shackles, he was chased away like a beast, and when he walked slowly, his thin body would get a whip.

She was even thinner, as if a gust of wind could blow her away, but in her small body, there was a huge power, and she seemed to have changed a person, becoming very brave , Stubborn, not afraid of her unknown destiny at all, nor discouraged, she accompanies him, comforts him, encourages him, when he can’t eat, she coaxes him to eat like a child If he doesn't eat, she won't eat either, and the two of them will be hungry together.

When she was sleeping, she would stay by his side for fear that he would not want to find short-sightedness, but she was always in a state of half asleep and half awake during the sleep process. As long as there was a slight movement, she immediately woke up, nervous Looking at him, lest he can't think of secretly finding short sights.

After all, human stamina and energy are limited. Seeing her alive like a frightened bird with a strained nerve, day after day of haggard, he could not bear to leave her alone in the world even though he had a desire for death, so he had no choice but to steal her life and die. Alive.

Although a person is alive, the heart is dead.

Seeing his despair, she was even more sad, and tried every means to comfort him, accompany him tenderly, and help him with her meager power.

However, she is a boudoir daughter after all. Since the young lady came to stretch out her hand for a meal and opened her mouth, the change of exile from the house was beyond her tolerance. If it weren't for him, she would collapse and die on the day of the accident.

It was a miracle that she could accompany him to Jizhou along the way.

When she arrived in Jizhou, she finally couldn't hold it, she couldn't afford to be ill. Finally, she died in his arms...

He also realized what he did after she fell.

Along the way, he only cared about his own grief and despair, but ignored this woman who was burdened by him but has no regrets, and has been taking care of herself carefully. How innocent is Ning'er? She is his wife, the person who loves him most in the world!

Ning'er had been thinking of him until she died, and she did not forget to tell him to live well, otherwise she would not die...

At that moment, he finally knew who was the woman worthy of his love in this world and what he was about to lose!

However, everything is too late!

"Ning'er... Ning'er..."

He called, unknowingly, tears burst into his face, heartache.

"General, general, are you awake?"

The chief guard heard Lu Yuan's suppressed roar and came forward and called in surprise.

Lu Yuan opened his eyes blankly, and what he saw was a ceiling with carved beams and painted buildings. At this time, he was lying on the kang covered with quilts. There were a group of people around him. He knew him, and he did not. Acquainted.

"Where is this? Why am I here?"

He spoke weakly and sat up with his palms propped up.

"General, beware!"

The chief guard stepped forward and supported him with a wink. After he sat up straight, he put a pillow behind him for him to lean against.

"General, we are now at Master Yin's mansion in Qingzhou Mansion. You have been in a coma for two days. Thank God, you are finally awake."

In the past two days, the general has been talking nonsense in a coma, calling Mrs. Ning’s name from time to time, and saying some inexplicable words, which scared him, fearing that there was something wrong with him, and he could not talk to Her Royal Highness. Confess.

Lu Yuan heard that he had been in a coma for two days, his eyes widened suddenly, he squeezed into the front of the guard's clothes, and said with a stern expression: "Where is Ning'er? Have you found Ning'er for me these past two days? Is she okay..."

He has completely experienced everything he has experienced in his previous life. He already knows what happened between him and Ning'er. He also knows how much he owes Ning'er. At this moment, his feelings for Ning'er are the same as those of his life. It's not inferior in comparison.

The head guard lowered his head and said uneasily, "The general, Qingzhou Prefecture Yin and Fengyang County magistrate have personally gone to the mountain to suppress the bandits and look for his wife, but the bandits are cunning and the number is large, and they haven't been beaten down for a while. , So, so..."

"So she has no news yet?" Lu Yuan shouted excitedly.

The chief guard lowered his head, looking at the big hands that were holding his shirt, a murmur of resentment in his heart.

General, it’s been so many days. If Mrs. Ning was still in the mountains, she would have been frozen to death, and she would have found a corpse. If not in the mountains, it would be useless for you to turn the mountain over?

Although he thought so in his heart, he didn't dare to say that. He said, "The general has put an end to his anger. Qingzhou Prefecture Yin and Fengyang County magistrates are all going all out to suppress bandits and search, and he must almost find his wife. of."

"It's not that it's almost the same, but you must find it, or let them come to see me!"

Lu Yuan smoothly pushed, pushing the head guard staggered and almost fell. He stepped back a few steps and just stood firm, only to see that General Lu had come down from the kang.

"Pass the order, offer a reward to find someone, everything can find her and send it back, reward thirty thousand taels of silver, provide clues, verify the accuracy, reward five thousand taels of silver, you can go to the painter, look for a few documents. , Help write a reward notice!"

"Uh, yes!"

The chief guard responded, and went out to do it.

As the captain of the bodyguard, he still winks. He can see that the general is already impatient now. If he doesn't work well, he will definitely be punished, so it's better to slip away quickly!

Lu Yuan walked out the door, stood in the yard, looked at the snowflakes all over the sky, and prayed silently: "Please be merciful to the heavens and let my poor wife come back safely. If she has any unavoidable catastrophe, I am willing Take the place of her body and suffer for her. I just ask you to be merciful and kind, and let her come back..."

In the last life, in this life, he has let her down and made her feel sad. Looking back now, he regrets that his intestines are blue, and he is afraid that God will not have eyes and will not even give him a chance to atone, so he will give Ning. The child was taken away.

If that were the case, he would definitely not be able to live anymore, even if he regretted it, he would regret it to death...