Chapter 2662

"Mother, you know what, I often dream that you and Dad take me to catch butterflies."

Chen Yixin's deep voice rang out.

Her words echoed in the vacant Yongning palace.

It's hard to imagine how a little girl lived alone in this cold palace like world for two years.

It is also hard to imagine how much Chen Yixin has paid to catch up with Chen Fan's shadow these years.

"In fact, I don't remember my father at all. Even though I know it in the portrait, it's very vague in my dream."

"I just remember that my father gave out a hearty laugh. My mother, you sat on one side and happily watched me chasing butterflies with my father."

"I fell down, crying face all spent, my father picked me up, told me jokes, our family happy smile, as if the world, never so upset."

Tears constantly burst into my eyes. In the past 16 years, Chen Yixin showed her vulnerability in front of her mother and herself for the first time.

"Later, when I woke up, I found that it was just a dream. I found that I still had to play the role of father, facing the unseen tide in the court."

"I don't want to see them, and I don't want to go against my own ideas for the lives of countless people who can't be seen at all."

"But I can't do it. "

"Because you and my father want me to be like this."

With a self mocking smile on her face, Chen Yixin looked down at herself: "you want me to be a man only, a man who can't laugh, cry, and have his own expression on his face, but he has to observe other people's expressions."

"How much I want to wear the beautiful little skirt I like. I want to live a carefree life like many girls."

"Mother, do you know that I once heard a maiden talk about it in private. When she was a child, her father would take her to release the wind rope whenever he had time!"

"But mother, I don't even know what a kite is."

"So now I ask you again..."

"Why me?"

Jiang Zhixi finally couldn't help it. Looking at her daughter's appearance, she only felt that her heart was dripping blood, "heart son, I'm sorry for you!"

Rush forward, a will Chen Yixin into the arms, this moment Jiang Zhixi heart emerged endless regret and unwilling.

She never asked her daughter why or why she felt sorry before.

Maybe she is selfish. She has been immersed in the pain of losing her husband for 16 years, but she doesn't know that her daughter is drifting away from her.

Perhaps, there are always so many unsatisfactory in life, and these, but all of them have come to Chen Fan's family.

At the moment, compared with Jiang Zhixi's passion, a more worrying scene is that even if she is held in her arms by her mother, the book in her hand still does not slip.

Because she remembers that her mother once told herself that these books were left by her father and that there should be no mistakes.

"My heart, neither your mother nor your father is a parent. We have harmed you. But my mother wants you to know that your father loves you. You may not remember how the night before he left, the night when he held you alone, passed away."

"Your father told you a story one night, and he told me, one story a year, he wanted to tell you until you were eighteen."

"He said he would come back when you were eighteen."

"Heart, you can blame me, but I want to ask you not to blame your father, he has paid too much for this family."

Under Jiang Zhixi's emotional narration, the book in Chen Yixin's hand finally slides down slowly.

Then she hugged her mother's back tightly.

"Mother, children never blame you, not even their father. I just want to find the part of life that I lack. I am also proud that I am Chen Fan's child!"

"You said he would come back when I was 18, and he would be back in two years."

"This time, we must make it through!"