Chapter 153

Pei Yijing responded, and Pei Yihuan had already got up, and left directly with the nurse who was pushing Zuo Lan, without looking at Mo Wan again.

"Second sister-in-law, second brother lost his mind just now, so don't take it to heart." Pei Yijing calmly comforted Mo Wan who was on the bench.

Pei Yifeng also walked over with a pale face: "Yes, the second sister-in-law will go with us."

"I don't care, you don't mind me, I'll sit for a while, Yijing, you take Yifeng to rest, he just drew so much blood." Mo Wan smiled and shook his head slowly.

Nodding his head, Pei Yijing still worriedly told him: "Second sister-in-law, then you will come later."

Nodding, after several people left, Mo Wan got up and went to the gynecology department for an examination.

The stomachache just now was too severe, and she was really afraid that something would happen to the child.

Even if she didn't want this child, at this moment, her heart was still extremely flustered and frightened.

After the examination, the doctor said: "There is nothing wrong with the child, but you are already a mother, so try to pay attention."

The heart that had been hanging in the air finally landed safely on the ground, and she didn't go to Zuo Lan's ward anymore, she thought, she is not welcome!

Turning around, Mo Wan went upstairs to the ward. Dad was still in a coma, as if he was just asleep. She really couldn't believe what the doctor said!

Sitting down beside the hospital bed, she stared at the quiet father on the bed, and pulled the quilt for him, but when her fingers accidentally touched his nostrils, Mo Wan was stunned in place like an electric shock!

Dad, I can't even breathe...

The heart in his chest was beating wildly, Mo Wan bit his lips tightly, and stretched out a trembling hand and landed on his nose again.

Still - not breathing!

Immediately, she sat on the side limply, her mind went blank, a vast expanse of whiteness...

After a long time, Mo Wan suddenly laughed softly, tears kept rolling in his eyes, crystal clear.

From then on, she was really the only one left in this world...

Grandma is gone, father is gone, she is really left alone, no one can make her rely on, and no one can make her wait anymore.

Tears flowed down like broken beads, her whole cheek was deeply buried on the bed, and her thin shoulders kept trembling.

After a while, Mo Wan raised his head with red and swollen eyes, tears were still streaming down.

Stretching out his hand to caress his father's wrinkled but serene face, Mo Wan couldn't bear the piercing pain in his heart anymore, and cried loudly with sobs.

It hurts... It hurts... It really hurts... This is the only feeling she feels at this moment... Even the pain is so bad that she can't breathe...

As time passed by, she shrank in the corner of the ward like that, crying earnestly like an abandoned child...

The sun was setting slowly, and the dusk of the setting sun shone in through the window, covering Mo Wan's body, making people feel that she was so sad, so lonely...

No one would feel sorry for her anymore. She thought that although her father was still sleeping, as long as her father woke up, they would still have their own home.

Although the place may not be big, and there are only her and her father, it is still home after all.

At this time, she completely understood that this wish had been completely defeated, she would no longer have a family, and she would no longer have relatives, and what was left was loneliness and scars all over her body...

Before, she had never resented God, but now she resented deeply to the bone!

Looking at the gradually setting sun with dazed eyes, Mo Wan sat there motionless, she could hardly see light, hope, or the road in front of her, what awaited her was boundless darkness, gnawing dark……

In an instant, an idea of ​​not wanting to live anymore appeared in her mind...

If you die, don't you need to suffer so much, so painful...

Such thoughts emerged so strongly that they almost occupied all of her thoughts.

When the most precious things in this world leave you one by one, you will feel that your whole body and soul have been emptied.

Empty, it is like a leaf fluttering in the air, without landing or support, what can only wait is death and turning into ashes, this is where it belongs.

Opening the huge window, Mo Wan stood up numbly, his face was silent, without the slightest ups and downs of emotion, like a walking dead.

It hurts...it really hurts...the pain is spreading all over my body...

Even taking a light breath felt painful. The people she loved deeply and those who loved her deeply had all left, leaving her alone in this cruel world.

The only thing left to her in this world is hurt, boundless pain, which never made her feel happy and relaxed.

But now, it's time to end, it's time to end everything!

From now on, she will never feel pain, pain, or helplessness forced by life!

Quietly, facing the icy cold wind, Mo Wan stepped forward step by step until one foot was stepped on the air and her body was on the verge of falling. There was no trace of fear on her face, but she became more and more calm and silent, her heart was already dead , what fear?

But just when Mo Wan was about to move her other foot forward, her stomach was kicked suddenly. She froze in place, her gaze dropped to her still flat stomach. The child in her stomach seemed to be In protest of the decisions she made in general.

Child... Mo Wan's hand slowly landed on his stomach and stroked it lightly, his heart felt as if something had touched it lightly, and he woke up suddenly.

Even though she felt that living was so tiring, so helpless and hopeless, the child was a new life, he just came into this world!

Her life is her own, but the child's life is not, she has no right to kill new life!

Bit by bit... Mo Wan's body slid down on the balcony again, biting her lips, she said to the child in her stomach softly and ethereally: "Baby, Mommy can't give you a beautiful and rich life, but I will do my best to raise you and grow up, and you will live with Mommy in the future, okay?"

Quietly spent the night in the ward, lying on the bed with her dead father, she was sitting on the sofa with her arms around her knees, lonely and extremely desolate...

And another ward.

Zuo Lan was pale and sleeping on the hospital bed with weak breathing.

But the room was full of people, Pei Yihuan stood tall and straight in front of the hospital bed, while Pei Yijing and Pei Yifeng sat on the sofa and waited quietly...

There are also countless doctors and nurses waiting outside the ward for orders. Compared with the two wards, the difference between the two wards is simply heaven and earth...

the next day.

It was already two o'clock in the afternoon when I got back my father's urn. There was no funeral or condolence.

When she was alive, her father was sick and hospitalized and needed high medical expenses, so she went door to door to borrow, beg, and even kneel down.

But I didn't get a penny, all I got was countless white eyes and curses.

Before he was alive, the world was cold and there was no family affection at all. Now that his father is gone, there is no need for hypocrisy and superficial efforts.

Gently rubbing his fingers on the urn, Mo Wan's eyes were red and swollen, and his voice was hoarse like coarse sand: "Father, there is only Wan'er in your funeral, you won't resent Wan'er, right? Wan'er didn't If you can't get such a long wreath and horizontal plaque for Dad, the handle is really useless, isn't it?"

Other people's funerals are full of scenery, but Dad's funeral is so deserted and shabby...

Her heart felt as if it had been cut by a knife, her tears fell on the urn involuntarily, she wiped it vigorously and murmured: "Wan'er is useless, Wan'er is really useless...very useless... "

As a child, she is really irresponsible and really useless!

But there was still the last scene to be filmed in the afternoon, so no matter how sad she felt, she had to insist on finishing the filming! Because it is your responsibility! It is also responsible for the entire crew!

Thinking of this, Mo Wan endured the pain in his heart that was about to explode, got up, and rushed towards the set.

Even if this world puts all the pain and suffering on you, as long as you have a reason to live, you must persevere and go on!

At this time, the child in her stomach is the only reason for her to live!

When we arrived at the set, it was four o'clock in the afternoon. Pei Yifeng had already finished dressing in Pianchen. Seeing her appearance, he frowned and asked, "Second sister-in-law, why are your eyes so red and swollen?"

"I was stung by a bee when I passed the garden just now, and the swelling hasn't subsided yet!" Mo Wan's face was extremely unnatural with a stiff smile: "By the way, is sister Zuo Lan awake?"

"I've woken up..." After a slight pause, Pei Yifeng looked at her expression with some scruples, and then said slowly: "Second brother is guarding the hospital..."

There was still no fluctuation in expression, Mo Wan just nodded indifferently, and said: "The filming will start soon, I'll go change clothes first."

"Okay!" In response, Pei Yifeng looked at her back as she walked away, feeling a little eager to slap himself!

Half an hour later, she came out of the dressing room. The redness and swelling on her eyes had been covered by ice cubes. She also changed into a green cheongsam and shawl with light makeup on her. The beauty was fresh and transparent, which was refreshing.

In the villa.

Ah Cao was wearing beautiful clothes that she had never worn before, standing in front of the mirror and constantly looking left and right, with a bright smile on her face.

Bai Mu stood behind her, Junyi's face was full of heavy and indescribable sadness, his voice was hoarse and dry: "Ah Cao..."

"Master Bai Mu, is Ah Cao pretty in this dress?" She blinked her eyes and asked brightly.

"pretty……""

(end of this chapter)