Chapter 4： You are sad

"We show it to grandma." On the car, Mu Xiaoya gave Shirakawa two marriage certificates together.

Shirakawa was holding the marriage certificate blankly, and after a while, he nodded heavily.

Thirty seconds, up to thirty seconds, his brother responded to the woman.

Pai's heart, who was paying attention to the interaction between the two in the back row, suddenly didn't taste. Was he a brother who grew up together as a mother compatriot, and he couldn't compare to an outsider? Also, why can he be so close to this woman named Mu Xiaoya, he usually subconsciously avoids when he touches him by himself.

"Turn left." At this time, Shirakawa suddenly made a noise.

"What?" Bai Ye has always been sensitive to his brother's voice.

"Turn left." Shirakawa repeated again.

"Shirakawa's meaning should be, at the intersection just now, we should turn left." Mu Xiaoya explained.

Bai Yan froze slightly, and then found himself embarrassedly going the wrong way. So he can only pretend to be casual and turn around at the next intersection and continue to listen to the smooth conversation between Mu Xiaoya and his brother behind him.

"Shirakawa, you remember the way we drove over."

"remember."

"When did you remember?"

"On the road."

Good, every answer, with a maximum interval of ten seconds.

The three returned to the hospital soon, and Grandma White was still asleep. The crowd had to stay in the ward, waiting for Grandma White to wake up again. At about five o'clock in the afternoon, Grandma Bai finally woke up, and Mu Xiaoya quickly pulled Shirakawa's past together and brought the marriage certificate to the grandma's eyes.

"Look, grandma."

Immediately, her grandmother's eyes lightened, and her spirit suddenly improved a lot. She sat up and took the red marriage certificate with tremor. Looking at it little by little, from the photo of the two on the red background, to the official seal, to the name, to the date of receipt, nothing was missed.

After watching it, she took Shirakawa and Mu Xiaoya's hand again, and ordered a lot of words, and told them to start talking about what they had just seen when they were young. Grandma White said a lot, as if she was tireless, and it was not until she was getting late that she slowly fell asleep, and then she was not able to wake up.

Grandma Bai walked calmly, and even smiled at the corners of her mouth.

This matter was prepared early, so the emotions of the Bai family were fairly stable, and the old man naturally grew old, and he was still happy or sad. The funeral was done quickly and decently, but a few days later, Grandma Bai was buried in the ground for her next to Grandpa Bai.

Many guests came during the condolences, but there were only a few relatives of the Bai family at the funeral day.

After the relatives had left in the cemetery, Bai Rong Li Rong glanced at the still little son standing alone in front of the tombstone, and quietly called Mu Xiaoya aside.

"Auntie." After receiving the certificate, she should have changed her name to mom, but Mu Xiaoya was not able to adapt for a while, but Li Rong obviously didn't care.

"Xiaoya, auntie would like to thank you, thank you for fulfilling Grandma Ogawa's wish, so that the old man can walk away with peace of mind." Li Rong thanked, and Bai Fu aside nodded gratefully to Mu Xiaoya.

"This is what I should do." Grandma Bai was also good to her when she was young, and now that she has decided to marry Shirakawa, it is natural to do all this.

"Grandma is gone now, what do you plan to do next?"

"Ah?" Mu Xiaoya was asked to live.

"Grandma said something to Ogawa in the ward the other day, saying that she hadn't seen him getting married, but Ogawa turned away, and then he brought you back." With that, Li Rong couldn't help but look back and still stand The little son in front of the tombstone, "Ogawa has been a grandma since he was a child, so he has a very good relationship with the elderly. But Ogawa's situation is special. Although we also hope that he can have a companion, he is not as demanding as his grandma."

"Auntie, what do you mean?" Mu Xiaoya understood something.

"We just want to ask you, this marriage, did you marry Ogawa in order to fulfill your grandmother's wish, or do you really want to marry Ogawa?" Li Rong also turned around, and she wanted to find Mu Xiaoya long ago. Talked, but these days there are too many things, until today it is considered time.

"Actually, I'm not very clear." Mu Xiaoya's answer surprised Bai's parents, and even Bai Yan who stood a little farther looked over.

At that time, Mu Xiaoya had just been born again, and the joy of the rest of her life after the disaster, the chaos of time reversal made her brain a little confused at that time. Even after these days of transition, she was quite sure she was reborn, and still felt like she was in a dream.

If there was any reason to encourage Mu Xiaoya to agree to Shirakawa's proposal at that time. Well, it should be the last life, the thick stack of medical records brought by Shirakawa, and the dense notes on it moved her.

So when she ran out of the house and heard Shirakawa's proposal again, she agreed with some impulse.

As for the subsequent receipt of the certificate, Mu Xiaoya is even more indifferent. A person with a four-year life expects to get an extra marriage certificate.

"Uncle and aunt, although I made this decision a little impulsively, but you can rest assured that I will take good care of Shirakawa." Mu Xiaoya's decisive character, the things that are identified, will be carried through to the end.

"You mean, you intend to maintain your marriage with Ogawa?"

"Um." Mu Xiaoya nodded with a smile.

Li Rong looked at her husband in surprise, and finally said as if there was a decision: "Well, then, please meet your parents, let's meet each other."

parents? Mu Xiaoya broke down with a smile. I went, it was too busy during this time, and she had n’t had time to tell her parents about stealing the hukou and going to get married with Shirakawa.

"What's wrong?" Li Rong asked Mu Xiaoya with an expression of concern.

"That, it's okay." Mu Xiaoya embarrassed. "It may take two days to meet. I'll get married. I haven't had time to tell my parents."

"You haven't talked to your family yet?" Bai Father groaned for a moment and said to his wife, "Rong Rong, prepare some gifts, we will visit you."

"OK." Li Rong nodded immediately and agreed.

"No, no." Mu Xiaoya was a little panicked. Her parents didn't know about it yet. If the parents of Shirakawa went directly to the door, the old couple wouldn't be scared to death. My parents say hello and can I make an appointment with you again? "

"We should take this initiative to come to your door." Bai Guoyu said that, if it was not to satisfy his mother's wishes, Mu Xiaoya would not have known his parents and would get a certificate with his son.

"I really don't need to, or ... I'll take Shirakawa back and tell my parents? After all, marriage is our two business."

Bai Guoyu frowned. It is logical to say that the two were married. It was certainly the most appropriate thing for Shirakawa to go to the Mu family as a son-in-law.

"Let Xiaoya take Xiaochuan first." Li Rong persuaded her husband suddenly, "It is the two of them who will live together in the future. We should choose to believe them."

"but……"

"Leave them first, or we'll go."

"All right." Father Bai thought for a moment and nodded in agreement with his wife's proposal.

Li Rong patted her husband's arm comfortably, glanced back at Shirakawa's direction, and then said to Mu Xiaoya, "Xiao Chuan is expected to stay here for a while, and we ... will give him to you."

Although still uneasy, but now that she has decided to accept Mu Xiaoya, Ogawa should try to give it to her.

"Um." Mu Xiaoya agreed.

"Let's go." Father Bai greeted his eldest son, took his wife, and turned to walk outside the cemetery.

Bai Ye hesitated, and finally chose to leave with his parents. But when I walked to Mu Xiaoya, I explained one more thing: "I have a car for you."

"Well, thank you." Mu Xiaoya thanked her, and walked towards Shirakawa.

Bai Yi turned back subconsciously, looking at the future brother who has been approved by his parents, stepped by his brother step by step, and then patted him on the shoulder.

And his brother did not escape.

Bai Yan's expression was a little complicated. His brother seemed to really like this girl named Mu Xiaoya, but does this girl named Mu Xiaoya always like her brother like she does now. Like his ex-wife, he still said how tolerant Shirakawa before marriage, but in the end it was not ...

Bai Ye's face was heavy, and he tried to keep himself from thinking about these bad things. He sighed, Bai Ye forced himself to leave, and he walked out quickly until he got into the car, his brows still locked.

"What's wrong?" Li Rong noticed that the eldest son was wrong.

"Mom, how long do you think Mu Xiaoya can stay with his brother?" Bai Yan asked directly. Deep in his heart, he still did not believe that Mu Xiaoya could stay with Shirakawa forever.

"No matter how long, Xiaochuan has us around." Li Rong said.

"but……"

"Baiyu, although Ogawa has autism, he still has his own thoughts and thinking, and we should let him experience it by himself. Didn't Professor Feng say that the more autonomous behavior of Ogawa, the better he recovered "Bai Guoyu said," We should support him. "

They were all afraid of Shirakawa's injury, but they couldn't limit his life.

"Yes." Li Rong nodded in agreement with her husband.

"Why did you accept her so easily?" Bai Ye was puzzled. Although his brother had autism, not everyone was worthy of his brother.

"Others, naturally we won't accept it so quickly, but Mu Xiaoya is different. He was approved by your grandma. No one in this world loves Ogawa more than grandma." Li Rong said.

Bai Yan was silent and didn't speak again.

In the cemetery, only Mu Xiaoya and Shirakawa remained. From the time of Granny's death to the funeral, Shirakawa, who had never spoken, suddenly spoke at this time.

"Grandma will never come back." Shirakawa used a statement tone, which meant that he clearly understood what death meant.

"We can come and see her." Mu Xiaoya comforted.

"When a person dies, there is nothing left." The tone of the statement was stiff and people didn't know how to answer.

"Are you sad?" Mu Xiaoya asked.

Yes, she was asking, because Shirakawa's expression is really difficult for people to see emotions in expressions and tone. Mu Xiaoya is not sure whether Shirakawa is expressing sadness now.

"Here ... it's weird." Shirakawa was holding his chest with his hands. He didn't know how to express sad feelings. He knew that everyone's life span was limited, and he could clearly accept the fact that grandma left, but he could not understand the strangeness in his heart when he would never see grandma again.

"You are sad." Mu Xiaoya told him.

"Sad ... what to do?" Shirakawa looked confused and helpless.

"You need a hug." Mu Xiaoya leaned forward and gave Shirakawa a warm hug.

Hug is a strange physical contact for Shirakawa. He is very resistant to having physical contact with people. Except for those he recognizes, outsiders' contact will make him anxious and hugging is even more impossible. But he likes Mu Xiaoya, and she feels comfortable when holding herself.

The kind of feeling he didn't know how to describe, called peace of mind and warmth.