Chapter 410

Tang Jingyun was stunned when she shouted that sentence. She didn't expect that she would say such words to Tang Zhiqian one day.

All along, although she knew that Tang Zhiqian played the role of father in her life, this role was missing for so long that she felt that it didn't matter whether Tang Zhiqian was a father or not.

Even if the gratitude and resentment of previous lives, Tang Jingyun small to please Tang Zhiqian, will pay attention to what he likes to eat and what he doesn't like to eat, which dish he moved a few more chopsticks, the next time will be placed in front of him, or deliberately show a flattering look in front of him to make him laugh.

She blamed herself for all this in order to trust him and get what she wanted from him - it was a two-way implicit deal.

This is Tang Jingyun's characterization of her various behaviors in her previous life.

She deliberately ignored that when Tang Zhiqian smiled at her, in fact, the corners of her lips were real, not a false mask; She also forgot that, in fact, in the absence of father's love for so many years, she was eager for someone to care for her.

She probably didn't think that if it wasn't for the expression of true feelings, would an old fox like Tang Zhiqian be unable to see through?

In this world, only true love is the most hurtful sword.

Therefore, after Tang Zhiqian was finally forced into a mental hospital by Tang Jingyun, Tang Zhiqian would be so sad in a few meetings. This is the daughter who grew up and divided most of her favorite. Who ever thought that in the end, she forced him to a dead end.

However, Tang Jingyun probably didn't expect that this father daughter relationship she devoted herself to "interpretation" would be a double-edged sword, hurting others and herself.

Tang Zhiqian held Tang Jingyun's hand and unconsciously released it. He calmly repeated, "you hate me? Jingyun..." pain flashed in his eyes, "you hate me..."

Tang Jingyun looked at Tang Zhiqian and sneered, "yes, I hate you!" I hate you for giving up on my mother, for letting me bear the name of an illegitimate daughter, for letting me survive in an environment where my father didn't have a godmother, and for ignoring me after you took me back to the Tang family, Let me only live in the shadow and oppression of others

Tang Zhiqian, do you know that I hate you so much!

"Why can I only hide in the quilt when you are happily gathering with your lovely wife and children?"

"Why can't I even eat a piece of meat when your other children live a good life every day?"

"Why can your son and daughter cry to their parents when they are wronged, but I can only beat myself back against the pain?"

"You say, why? What's all this?"

Tang Jingyun yelled hoarsely at Tang Zhiqian. His voice was mixed with the sobbing sound of the night wind. It was sad and cold, with a deep-rooted heart.

The feelings repressed in her heart for a long time were so weak that she almost thought she had forgotten. At the moment, it exploded violently in her heart like a volcanic eruption!

Tang Zhiqian now has no tact and sophistication in the mall. He just stays where he is and explains calmly, "Jingyun, dad doesn't know..."

He had never encountered such a scene in his life. Watching the girl in front of him open his teeth and claws reminded him of a lone wolf. He quietly licked the wound in the corner, and his heart seemed to be caught. It was very painful, very painful.

Tang Jingyun sneered. Her hands on her side had been clenched into fists. They were white.

She thought of Xia Zhi, the first person to reach out to her, the person who was saved by her at the beginning, and her previous life. She vaguely felt that she had been looking for something on her.

Until tonight, when she saw the boy and his mother, she suddenly found that she had been seeking the care of her elders for her younger generation, just as the mother's closeness and connivance to her daughter.

She actually hated a lot of people. She hates her mother. Since she can't give her a complete family, why give birth to her? She hates her grandfather. Why did she die early? Would you have no grandchildren without a daughter? She hated her grandmother and blamed her daughter's death on her, so that there was no warmth in her life except swearing.

However, so what? Those people have passed away, and this hatred can't find support after all.

Therefore, a role called father appeared in her life.

However, the role never made him aware of care, and even made her only look for shadows in others!

Yes, she just transferred her admiration for Tang Zhiqian to Xia Zhi. If it weren't for empathy, even if Xia Zhi treated her better, she wouldn't be so sad when she betrayed her.

In fact, how sad is this life?

When a man in the name of a father does not exercise his father's responsibility and can only let his child look for traces of love on another stranger without blood, it is probably the deepest sorrow of father daughter family affection.

Since you can't love, you can only hate.

Therefore, Tang Jingyun hates her father so deeply, so strongly and so strongly!

There is no love or hate in this world for no reason. All love and hate have a reason. How can there be hate without love? If it wasn't because I had been deeply looking forward to it, if it wasn't because I was deeply hurt later, how could I turn my full of admiration into full of resentment?

Tang Jingyun has never analyzed her heart so clearly as at this moment, nor has she ever realized that the trace Tang Zhiqian has scratched in her life is so heavy and profound, just like gold and stone striking and carving.

Hard to erase, eternal.

Some people, you see or not, he's right there. Especially the same blood in the bone. Blood is inherited from each other. It has never been empty words on paper, but actually exists in the body and melts into bone and blood.

Tang Jingyun pursed her lips and looked up at the man in front of her. How long has she not seen him well? It seems that she hasn't seen him since she held Tang in her hand that day?

On those rare occasions, she only had time to see his gorgeous hair and old wrinkles on his face.

Tang Zhiqian knew that the daughter must blame him. It can be seen from the fact that she never called him her father and never set foot in the Tang family's old house once. The daughter with half of his blood on her body doesn't want to recognize him!

She doesn't want to recognize him!

Such cognition made Tang Zhiqian laugh at himself. There was bitterness in his smile, and his lips trembled unconsciously.

Tang Zhiqian's life, although generally speaking, was smooth with the wind and water, but really speaking, there were no fewer storms and waves. But he has never had such a deep sense of frustration and deep powerlessness at the moment.

Tang Jingyun looked at the man who had aged a lot for a moment. Suddenly, she felt as if she had been twisted. She was numb, painful and sad. She looked away.

She couldn't help but want to turn around and leave here in a hurry regardless of her posture. The air here was too dull to breathe.

At the moment she turned around, Tang Zhiqian reached out and stopped her, "Jingyun, Dad came here just to tell you that Dad cheated you last time. Dad liked the birthday gift you gave him. Dad always took it close to me and didn't even let go of sleep. This is the first gift my daughter gave me. Even if I die, I have to take it to the coffin..."

As he spoke, he fumbled in his pocket with one hand, and finally found a small box in the pocket of his trousers and put it in front of Tang Jingyun like a treasure, "This is a ruby eardrop that my father picked himself. I don't know whether you like it or not. I wanted to pick blue. Later, I thought that the color of your girls should be brighter. Don't always wear so plain, it will be lifeless..."

When he spoke, he was a little hasty and incoherent. His palm was spread out in front of Tang Jingyun, revealing two bright earrings, which were very beautiful. Those Phoenix eyes were full of supplications.

Tang Jingyun's heart was filled with anger. "Shua" knocked over the things in his palm, "get out! Why, I'm sorry now, so I want to compensate me? What have you done twenty years ago!"

She pointed to the car. "I don't want your things. You give me to leave now. If money can buy everything, is that person still human?"

Tang Jingyun's Phoenix eyes suddenly turned red. She felt a deep grievance rising. This feeling was very strange. She thought she had no "grievance" in her life.

Money! Money! You know money!

The same is true in previous lives. Every time you do well, the most you gain is material rewards. You are always stingy with caring words. Won't he say more caring words? No one knows that Tang Jingyun's heart with a thick heart once longed for warmth.

Tang Zhiqian looked at the box flying out of his hand and made a "grunt" tumbling sound on the ground. He seemed at a loss. He didn't know what to do about Tang Jingyun's sudden anger. He hurriedly said, "don't Jingyun like this? My father will give it to you another day!"

Tang Jingyun smiled coldly, pushed him away and walked quickly to the alley.

Tang Zhiqian looked at the back of her leaving. A little pain suddenly appeared on her face. That's the back of Lingling. She left him without hesitation and never looked back. Even if she knew she was pregnant, she never revealed a trace of news to him.

He couldn't help muttering, "Lingling, is this your revenge for me?" let him and the only child left by the woman he loved deeply hate him and refuse to recognize him?

If so, he thought, has her revenge succeeded?

Tang Jingyun, who turned and left in a hurry, finally couldn't help sticking her back to the wall after turning the corner, gasped gently, rubbed her sour eyes, and muttered in a low voice, "why did you go as early as 20 years?"

When she opened the door the next day, Tang Jingyun saw a red velvet box solemnly placed in the middle of the steps. She was silent for a while and finally put it away.