Chapter 831
Tang Jingyun dreamed.
She knew she was dreaming, because Tang Zhiqian in the dream was very different from Tang Zhiqian she knew now.
……
That was the first time she entered the Tang family.
Everything is totally different from her shabby home. Probably only the words she described in the book can be used to describe it. It is rich, magnificent, elegant and ancient. Especially the old house of the Tang family is amazing. You can even see a pond in front of the hospital.
It was midsummer at that time, and the lotus planted in it was in full bloom. Tang Jingyun didn't know what kind of lotus was at that time, but it seemed different from the kind she saw in the pond over Yinlin. In clusters and clusters, the color of each petal is just right. The red powder is suitable. It reflects the emerald green lotus leaves. It looks like the Tang family.
Tang Jingyun looked at the lotus. For the first time, she seemed to feel inferior for what she was wearing. She seemed to be out of tune with here. Even those lotus flowers couldn't match.
What is wealth? What is power? At that moment, Tang Jingyun had an intuitive feeling in her heart.
I don't know if the Tang family wanted to give her a blow. She was forgotten here and couldn't be found in several places.
The old Tang house is so big, cold and dignified that she feels very depressed when she is here.
It's so big here. Where should she go? Is it forward? Oh, no, maybe later?
She hesitated for a moment, but for a moment she didn't know where to go.
In such a situation, Tang Jingyun saw a man who looked very young. He had a face she was familiar with. Feng's eyes were raised and her face was indifferent. However, Tang Jingyun looked at the strange man and felt some joy and joy in her heart.
He stretched out his hands to her and said to her in a gentle voice, "take my hand and I'll take you."
Many years later, when Tang Jingyun pulled down the obstacles of the Tang family in front and reached the highest position, she still couldn't forget her hands. No one has ever held out a friendly hand to her, nor has anyone held her hand and walked through those heavy and beautiful houses. Although the man looked cold, he did not cheat on her gentleness.
Tang Jingyun once thought countless times, if only that section of the road could be long and long? She secretly looked at his tall and burly figure, as if she could protect her from the wind and rain, as if the suffering of the first twenty years of her life was just a dream. The man came to her as an elder, gave her hope and gave her a trace of family warmth.
But later, Tang Jingyun also resented the man countless times. If only he hadn't walked into her world with such a posture at the beginning? He should treat her coldly, should despise her, should take her as the mud on the ground, step on her severely, and then walk away, saying, "it's just an illegitimate daughter of mine."
In this way, she would not expect him, and there would be no hard struggle in the following years.
……
"Sit down. What would you like to eat? I remember girls prefer dessert. Would you like another cup of hot cocoa? I'll ask Zhao Xun to buy it for you."
The man sat in the teahouse and said gently to Tang Jingyun. He looked at her very gently, not to mention his other illegitimate son Tang Shaoming. Even Tang lingzheng and Tang Yushan were not half as good as they are now.
She shook her head. "I don't want it. I want tea."
"Why?"
"I think you look very good when you drink tea, and I want to be very good-looking."
Vaguely, I can still remember the childish but innocent words of those years. The man laughed and asked people to change the tea. Every day, he would teach her to drink a kind of tea. When she finally took a bite of it, he began to teach her the details of tea drinking, from the skills of making tea to the difference between tea and the connotation of teapot and teacup. He told her everything in detail, as if the man who slept only five or six hours a busy day was not him at all.
He teaches and she learns. The sun came in through the window. The father was kind and the daughter was filial. The scene was warm and almost made people dare to cry.
She once told herself thousands of times that he was her beloved father. She loved him and admired him from the bottom of her heart. Because of a lie, only if you deceive yourself can you deceive the most shrewd businessman like Tang Zhiqian.
Only later did she suddenly find that she had hurt the enemy a thousand and lost eight hundred. He was a father and she was a daughter. She was acting, but she was also acting. It was so deep that later she really got what she wanted, but she found that she still couldn't get out of that father daughter relationship.
People in Kyoto say that the illegitimate daughter of the Tang family is too ruthless, but who knows, in the years since then, she has regretted herself more than once. Why isn't she really ruthless?
……
The setting sun gradually sets, and the residual afterglow makes people feel miserable for no reason. The setting sun is like blood, and the setting sun cries blood. It seems that there is an unspeakable sadness under the sunset.
Tang Zhiqian is no longer as energetic as he used to be, and his body, which used to be able to keep out wind and rain, is becoming more and more bent.
Across the fence, he looked at the child surrounded by people, with a peaceful and complex expression.
Did someone ask him to hate? How can he not hate? This is his daughter! His own daughter! He watched her grow up, become a talent and become an excellent child. Even his two legitimate children, he had never devoted so much effort. He gave everything to the child, and even his fatherly heart was personally held in front of her, but she didn't even bother to look at it! The child he raised himself is no longer admired by him!
How can he not hate?
He hates it!
But no matter how much resentment, when he saw Tang Jingyun, he also softened his heart. He watched the child grow from a soft and gentle group to what he is now. No matter how much regret and hatred can only stay in his heart, leaving a sigh.
"Why? What do you want? Why don't I give you? Why do you take this road? Tang family, is it really worth your cruel heart to me?"
"What do I want? I have to ask you. Tang Zhiqian, do you know how much I hate you? Since I was born but not raised, what did you do when you gave birth to me? Why would you be my father? If you weren't my father!"
If you are not my father, you know my male elder, then I can enjoy the care brought by my elders, but you are my father! When you haven't appeared, I hate you for so many years. I hate that you can't give my family warmth. I hate that you destroyed my mother's family. I must explain to myself and my unfair mother!
In fact, they have deliberately ignored many things, but those old injuries will not be remembered if you don't mention them. On the contrary, they will become more and more painful with the passage of time.
Under the setting sun, her figure is farther and farther away, but the rest of his figure stands on the edge of the fence for a long time, looking like a vicissitudes of time and can span the distance of time and space.
……
Tang Jingyun knew she was dreaming at first, but then she took turns with the scenes in her dream. Gradually, she couldn't distinguish what was a dream and what was her own heart. She thought she had forgotten a lot of things, but she suddenly found that she didn't.
For example, the lotus in that pond is too real. There is an illusion that she is in a trance.
She always felt that the pond was the beginning of all evil relationships and the origin of the ups and downs of her life, so she refused to enter the Tang family at the beginning of this life, which also meant that she refused to repeat the entanglement of that year. If there were no pond, Tang Jingyun would not hold Tang Zhiqian's hand and raise those father daughter relationships with him.
However, the later development was not in her expectation. Later, she was still involved with the Tang family, but changed a way of entry, and her relationship with the Tang family began to change. As for what was different, it was probably that their interests became very indifferent, and some were just feelings that were difficult to express.
……
Tang Zhiqian looked at Tang Jingyun from a distance. He looked gentle and spoiled. He smiled and scolded, "you little rabbit, call me an old man if you are in a good mood. If you are in a bad mood, just call 'Tang Zhiqian' and 'Tang Zhiqian'. Can you give your Lao Tzu some face? People can still listen to my father. You are good. You have never been polite to me."
The picture turned again. Tang Zhiqian looked indignant, raised his eyebrows and eyes, and shouted, "good little girl! I just found the top resting Tieguanyin yesterday. Where did I send it to you? You girls threw it all away? You can send it back to me!"
There was a "bang bang" sound on his desk, but there was more helplessness than anger in his expression. He seemed to be a little distressed, just like a poor father who wanted to please his daughter.
……
"Hoo...!"
Tang Jingyun suddenly woke up from her sleep. "Whoosh" sat up vertically and breathed low. A bit of confusion flashed in her eyes, which would hardly appear on Tang Jingyun.
Tang Jingyun silently thought of those scattered fragments in her dream, with a complex expression. She always knew that between her and Tang Zhiqian, there were 20 years and three lives. Nothing in the world was terrible. Only the gully forged by time and life was the most difficult to fill. Because both are no longer traceable.
Jiang ye also woke up, got up and gently hugged Tang Jingyun, "what's the matter? What did you dream of?"
The moonlight came through the window, hazy.
Tang Jingyun gently leaned against Jiang Ye's arms. In fact, for a moment, she wanted to fall down and have that dream again.
She knew she was dreaming, because Tang Zhiqian in the dream was very different from Tang Zhiqian she knew now.
……
That was the first time she entered the Tang family.
Everything is totally different from her shabby home. Probably only the words she described in the book can be used to describe it. It is rich, magnificent, elegant and ancient. Especially the old house of the Tang family is amazing. You can even see a pond in front of the hospital.
It was midsummer at that time, and the lotus planted in it was in full bloom. Tang Jingyun didn't know what kind of lotus was at that time, but it seemed different from the kind she saw in the pond over Yinlin. In clusters and clusters, the color of each petal is just right. The red powder is suitable. It reflects the emerald green lotus leaves. It looks like the Tang family.
Tang Jingyun looked at the lotus. For the first time, she seemed to feel inferior for what she was wearing. She seemed to be out of tune with here. Even those lotus flowers couldn't match.
What is wealth? What is power? At that moment, Tang Jingyun had an intuitive feeling in her heart.
I don't know if the Tang family wanted to give her a blow. She was forgotten here and couldn't be found in several places.
The old Tang house is so big, cold and dignified that she feels very depressed when she is here.
It's so big here. Where should she go? Is it forward? Oh, no, maybe later?
She hesitated for a moment, but for a moment she didn't know where to go.
In such a situation, Tang Jingyun saw a man who looked very young. He had a face she was familiar with. Feng's eyes were raised and her face was indifferent. However, Tang Jingyun looked at the strange man and felt some joy and joy in her heart.
He stretched out his hands to her and said to her in a gentle voice, "take my hand and I'll take you."
Many years later, when Tang Jingyun pulled down the obstacles of the Tang family in front and reached the highest position, she still couldn't forget her hands. No one has ever held out a friendly hand to her, nor has anyone held her hand and walked through those heavy and beautiful houses. Although the man looked cold, he did not cheat on her gentleness.
Tang Jingyun once thought countless times, if only that section of the road could be long and long? She secretly looked at his tall and burly figure, as if she could protect her from the wind and rain, as if the suffering of the first twenty years of her life was just a dream. The man came to her as an elder, gave her hope and gave her a trace of family warmth.
But later, Tang Jingyun also resented the man countless times. If only he hadn't walked into her world with such a posture at the beginning? He should treat her coldly, should despise her, should take her as the mud on the ground, step on her severely, and then walk away, saying, "it's just an illegitimate daughter of mine."
In this way, she would not expect him, and there would be no hard struggle in the following years.
……
"Sit down. What would you like to eat? I remember girls prefer dessert. Would you like another cup of hot cocoa? I'll ask Zhao Xun to buy it for you."
The man sat in the teahouse and said gently to Tang Jingyun. He looked at her very gently, not to mention his other illegitimate son Tang Shaoming. Even Tang lingzheng and Tang Yushan were not half as good as they are now.
She shook her head. "I don't want it. I want tea."
"Why?"
"I think you look very good when you drink tea, and I want to be very good-looking."
Vaguely, I can still remember the childish but innocent words of those years. The man laughed and asked people to change the tea. Every day, he would teach her to drink a kind of tea. When she finally took a bite of it, he began to teach her the details of tea drinking, from the skills of making tea to the difference between tea and the connotation of teapot and teacup. He told her everything in detail, as if the man who slept only five or six hours a busy day was not him at all.
He teaches and she learns. The sun came in through the window. The father was kind and the daughter was filial. The scene was warm and almost made people dare to cry.
She once told herself thousands of times that he was her beloved father. She loved him and admired him from the bottom of her heart. Because of a lie, only if you deceive yourself can you deceive the most shrewd businessman like Tang Zhiqian.
Only later did she suddenly find that she had hurt the enemy a thousand and lost eight hundred. He was a father and she was a daughter. She was acting, but she was also acting. It was so deep that later she really got what she wanted, but she found that she still couldn't get out of that father daughter relationship.
People in Kyoto say that the illegitimate daughter of the Tang family is too ruthless, but who knows, in the years since then, she has regretted herself more than once. Why isn't she really ruthless?
……
The setting sun gradually sets, and the residual afterglow makes people feel miserable for no reason. The setting sun is like blood, and the setting sun cries blood. It seems that there is an unspeakable sadness under the sunset.
Tang Zhiqian is no longer as energetic as he used to be, and his body, which used to be able to keep out wind and rain, is becoming more and more bent.
Across the fence, he looked at the child surrounded by people, with a peaceful and complex expression.
Did someone ask him to hate? How can he not hate? This is his daughter! His own daughter! He watched her grow up, become a talent and become an excellent child. Even his two legitimate children, he had never devoted so much effort. He gave everything to the child, and even his fatherly heart was personally held in front of her, but she didn't even bother to look at it! The child he raised himself is no longer admired by him!
How can he not hate?
He hates it!
But no matter how much resentment, when he saw Tang Jingyun, he also softened his heart. He watched the child grow from a soft and gentle group to what he is now. No matter how much regret and hatred can only stay in his heart, leaving a sigh.
"Why? What do you want? Why don't I give you? Why do you take this road? Tang family, is it really worth your cruel heart to me?"
"What do I want? I have to ask you. Tang Zhiqian, do you know how much I hate you? Since I was born but not raised, what did you do when you gave birth to me? Why would you be my father? If you weren't my father!"
If you are not my father, you know my male elder, then I can enjoy the care brought by my elders, but you are my father! When you haven't appeared, I hate you for so many years. I hate that you can't give my family warmth. I hate that you destroyed my mother's family. I must explain to myself and my unfair mother!
In fact, they have deliberately ignored many things, but those old injuries will not be remembered if you don't mention them. On the contrary, they will become more and more painful with the passage of time.
Under the setting sun, her figure is farther and farther away, but the rest of his figure stands on the edge of the fence for a long time, looking like a vicissitudes of time and can span the distance of time and space.
……
Tang Jingyun knew she was dreaming at first, but then she took turns with the scenes in her dream. Gradually, she couldn't distinguish what was a dream and what was her own heart. She thought she had forgotten a lot of things, but she suddenly found that she didn't.
For example, the lotus in that pond is too real. There is an illusion that she is in a trance.
She always felt that the pond was the beginning of all evil relationships and the origin of the ups and downs of her life, so she refused to enter the Tang family at the beginning of this life, which also meant that she refused to repeat the entanglement of that year. If there were no pond, Tang Jingyun would not hold Tang Zhiqian's hand and raise those father daughter relationships with him.
However, the later development was not in her expectation. Later, she was still involved with the Tang family, but changed a way of entry, and her relationship with the Tang family began to change. As for what was different, it was probably that their interests became very indifferent, and some were just feelings that were difficult to express.
……
Tang Zhiqian looked at Tang Jingyun from a distance. He looked gentle and spoiled. He smiled and scolded, "you little rabbit, call me an old man if you are in a good mood. If you are in a bad mood, just call 'Tang Zhiqian' and 'Tang Zhiqian'. Can you give your Lao Tzu some face? People can still listen to my father. You are good. You have never been polite to me."
The picture turned again. Tang Zhiqian looked indignant, raised his eyebrows and eyes, and shouted, "good little girl! I just found the top resting Tieguanyin yesterday. Where did I send it to you? You girls threw it all away? You can send it back to me!"
There was a "bang bang" sound on his desk, but there was more helplessness than anger in his expression. He seemed to be a little distressed, just like a poor father who wanted to please his daughter.
……
"Hoo...!"
Tang Jingyun suddenly woke up from her sleep. "Whoosh" sat up vertically and breathed low. A bit of confusion flashed in her eyes, which would hardly appear on Tang Jingyun.
Tang Jingyun silently thought of those scattered fragments in her dream, with a complex expression. She always knew that between her and Tang Zhiqian, there were 20 years and three lives. Nothing in the world was terrible. Only the gully forged by time and life was the most difficult to fill. Because both are no longer traceable.
Jiang ye also woke up, got up and gently hugged Tang Jingyun, "what's the matter? What did you dream of?"
The moonlight came through the window, hazy.
Tang Jingyun gently leaned against Jiang Ye's arms. In fact, for a moment, she wanted to fall down and have that dream again.
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